Unsent messages to E
From: ABC
To: E
you were my friend, the last person i expected to take advantage of me. you made me feel unsafe and now all i feel towards you is hate.
From: ABC
To: E
I still know that you love your sister more than anything on this earth and you wouldn't do anything to hurt her and you admit it but I know it
From: ABC
To: E
I was my best self around you and I'm sorry for being so scared. Things have not been easy since we ended. I hope life is being kind to you. You are such a shining light. I love you always.
From: ABC
To: E
i hope i wasn’t as easy to let go of as you made it seem because i’ve went through hell letting go of u.
From: ABC
To: E
i loved u so bad but the things u did right after u admitted u loved me made the word "love" lose complete value
From: ABC
To: E
Through the ups and downs in these few years, i've always been here for you, when you're happy, sad or in trouble. So why is it her and not me?
From: ABC
To: E
I wish I could tell you how much I hate you. I can't blame anyone but myself. You took so much from me including my happiness and self love. I can't look at myself anymore without feeling your skin against mine. I wish you would've listened when I said no and stop. I wish I never fell for you.
From: ABC
To: E
Do you remember the place you wanted to visit, but we we’re too young? because... we’re old enough now..
can i take you there or is that too wierd?
From: ABC
To: E
if you ever told me how much you were in love with me i would have said yes. we lost our chance. i miss you so so much
From: ABC
To: E
Tu no me valoraste lo suficiente por eso me aleje. Pero eso ya no importa. No creo que me amaste realmente. En que mas me mentiste? Todo? Por lo que veo si, estabas con ella cuando me hablabas a mi, no? Yo ya te supere también, ntp. Tenia que sacar esto, pero ya, adios :)
From: ABC
To: E
i always prayed and spent my 11:11 wish on you being happy.
i wanted to be the reason for it and you told me i was but its either she was first or i was never the one.
im glad you are happy, even if im not there for you. im sorry.
From: ABC
To: E
i thought we was gonna be dancing around the kitchen at 2 in the morning listen to music and baking cookies but you don't even feel the same i need to let you go but you always end up back into my life:
From: ABC
To: E
Sometimes when i think of you i feel sick, sometimes i dont. I guess I still love you no matter what.
From: ABC
To: E
Knowing that you probably never looked at me twice doesn't help the fact that i think i still love you
From: ABC
To: E
sorry i snap sometimes and im sorry i pushed you away. You still cross my mind when i listen to fool. I love you.
From: ABC
To: E
hey, its been so long since we spoke, I mean not really but its been really long since I've opened up, even the tiniest bit. you know how much I hate opening up but for some unknown reason you make me wanna pour my whole fucking heart out, you make me wanna open up about everything, but at the same time you make me feel like i can never ever open up. I miss you, even if you were never really mine...
From: ABC
To: E
I think I'm over you but sometimes I catch myself laughing at a joke you once made. I miss you, why wasn't I enough?
From: ABC
To: E
ı wish ı was pretty enough for you wish I was be skinny as the other girls you like but ı couldn't. Sorry for that
From: ABC
To: E
Every part of me wants to forgive you...but every time I think about what you did to me, I start to hate you again.
From: ABC
To: E
you showed me how to love myself and know my worth and ig it just wasnt the right time for us but i hope one day we talk again
From: ABC
To: E
do you feel the same way? i feel so jealous and i know i shouldnt but i feel like im not special anymore
From: ABC
To: E
you were the only person i spoke to on the phone in the hospital that made me feel understood in my darkest moments. i will always wait for the day that you could be mine and be the one for me. i am so deeply in love with you, and admire you more than anyone i’ve ever known. be mine.
From: ABC
To: E
Timing never makes sense but honestly I wish our time was different because you were the right person
From: ABC
To: E
I really try, I try to get you out of my mind, as much as I repeat that you are not mine, my heart understands otherwise
From: ABC
To: E
i think you’d either be proud of who i am now or maybe you’d hate me, even more than it already feels like. I did love you, a part of me still does and always will but I just can’t run back when i know you’re gonna hurt me again :(
From: ABC
To: E
we are best friends. i really like you but i know i’m not for you even though we flirt sometimes and you say you miss me and want to cuddle me & called me hot, i know you don’t truly want me...
From: ABC
To: E
you introduced me into music, and when i used listen to that one playlist i used to think of you. now i think about what could of been us. imy and ily.
From: ABC
To: E
i know people get mad at people for leaving, but i had to. you weren’t healthy for me. i’m still waiting on you to keep your promise about changing. i’m only still waiting because you’re proving it. you broke my heart, yet mended it every time.
From: ABC
To: E
I just want to tell you how much you mean to me. You have no idea how much i care about you and you will never know.
From: ABC
To: E
The moment i realized that i was falling for you is the exact same moment i started falling for myself. You make me feel something i have never felt before.
From: ABC
To: E
Your parents used to get me gifts for my birthday. I’ll be 18 soon and in some ways it’s crazy you won’t be there for it
From: ABC
To: E
I have literally no idea what is going on here. But I know that I love you. Can you just make this easy?
From: ABC
To: E
You never knew how much i cried bc i knew telling you my feelings about what you did wrong would make you leave me.
From: ABC
To: E
My love for you can fade but never leave my heart, I always promised you that and I never break promises especially when it came to you. But I knew u wouldn't keep urs I'm sorry I wasn't the short skinny girls u flirted with during our relationship.
From: ABC
To: E
”How in the world would you know all these private things about me?”- ”A”.
”Ughhh, I’m going to kill her.” -”Wait, you know A??”
From: ABC
To: E
I still love you and probably always will, but I finally got to the point where if you would reappear I wouldn't throw anything away for you. F
From: ABC
To: E
I miss you and I know you don't miss me but I don't even think you're the same you that I miss so whatever
From: ABC
To: E
i wish you could of understood what i was going through when we were together so i could have cared for you and myself more. i wish we were still together but sometimes it hard to look after others when you dont know how to look after yourself. im sorry for breaking you, but i do that to everyone and everything. How is a broken things meant to repair something they damaged.
From: ABC
To: E
How can I describe you? I've never met someone like you until now... you are so perfect I crumble beneath you, my knees growing heavier at your smile... oh. my. God. that heavenly sight brings me peace... when I am around you all of my pain goes away... just the thought of you brings me warmth. flawless is how I would describe you
From: ABC
To: E
I ran away but I still find myself thinking about it
I loved you but for you I was just an one night stand...
From: ABC
To: E
I'm sorry for not being more. I'm trying, but this is always the last thing on my mind. I know things will probably end soon but I don't think I'm going to do anything about it. I'm sorry for not trying more, you deserve someone you makes an attempt. I'm just not that person. And I'm sorry for not being able to say 'I love you' in a way beyond platonic, even though you haven't said it either. Love seems so strong and I don't know if I can feel strongly about anything honestly. I'm sorry we only get the more important information secondhand from friends and I'm sorry that it's always just a bit off, I know it makes everything more confusing. Maybe that's why it feels alright to leave, I feel like I don't know anything in the first place. I guess I should've talked to you about this, though, instead of putting it here.
From: ABC
To: E
I’m talking to someone new. But I feel terrible because I know that If You messaged me I’d drop him in a second.
From: ABC
To: E
You kinda got my hopes up after a few years but here we are,,, i kinda miss talking to you i guess? But hopefully everything is alright for you
From: ABC
To: E
You kinda got my hopes up after a few years but here we are,,, i kinda miss talking to you i guess? But hopefully everything is alright for you
From: ABC
To: E
I promised myself I will never let anyone physically and emotionally destroy me as much as you did. I wish I never met u. I loved you. I still see you everywhere. I never want to see ur face again but I miss you for reasons I cant explain.
From: ABC
To: E
Hey I just wanted you to know I'm still heartbroken. I love you as a friend well now, but how could you? You promised me you would pick me. Everyone always picks my best friend. Why am I always a second choice to you eyden
xoxo fuck yourself
From: ABC
To: E
I’d say it would suck but truth is that you sucked the last of my soul out so I’m currently not feeling much
From: ABC
To: E
I’m grateful for the way you protected me.. ahah everyone is right you are a piece of ?, opps bless my language
From: ABC
To: E
You had always called me a manipulative bitch but I guess we both know that’s all you are surrounded by.
From: ABC
To: E
I’m dealing with two literal clinical insane psychopaths and a child that thinks she can sit in my yard for some odd reason ?
