Unsent messages to E
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 16, 2020, 12:55 am UTC
Es increíble como después de 4 años siga estando enamorada de ti y lo peor que tu solo me ilusionas me aleje de ti porque se que es lo mejor para mi pero realmente te extraño demasiado y mas cuando apareces en mis sueños
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 14, 2020, 9:04 am UTC
I’m finally seeing you tomorrow. I want to be with you. Did I make it all up in my head or do you feel the same?
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 14, 2020, 1:24 am UTC
It’s not fair you get to move on and im stuck replaying the moments you told me you loved me. Fuck you for breaking me.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 13, 2020, 8:49 pm UTC
I wish I told you how I felt, now is too late but I'm glad you found your soulmate. I'll always love you.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 12, 2020, 11:41 pm UTC
Dijiste que me amabas, pero nunca supiste que estaba tan rota por dentro, y si lo hiciste no te importo
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 12, 2020, 4:01 pm UTC
I’m not one for being apologetic over the fact that my conversations are so indifferent
- although I am sorry for you.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 12, 2020, 3:24 pm UTC
I don’t have rather much to say asides from be okay.
You’ll find better & your efforts will be rewarded.
Stay hydrated, ass.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 12, 2020, 3:08 pm UTC
I wish you didn’t let me go so easily why didn’t you fight for us what changed in a week
was there someone else?:(
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 12, 2020, 5:03 am UTC
I started biking around the city with you. Now that you're gone every time I bike alone, I cry. Sometimes I pretend like you're still behind me
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 12, 2020, 2:49 am UTC
Looking back at our call log, I could tell when our talks would get shorter, your feelings were fading
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 11, 2020, 5:35 am UTC
Fuiste esa persona con la cual me arriesgue y abrí mi mente y sentimientos, lastima que para ti eso no fue suficiente ya que solo me querías cuando tu querías, mi error fue quererte mas de lo debido, espero que te valla bien aun que nunca tuvimos una despedida el hecho que te hallas ido sin decir "adiós" dejo todo claro. Te deseo lo mejor siempre, espero nos volvamos a encontrar algún día :").Fuiste ese amor que queremos que dure por siempre
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 11, 2020, 5:29 am UTC
My love was real, unfortunately yours no, I still hope for your return I hate missing you and I hate loving you more, I hope that one day you love me like I did, I hope it's not too late
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 11, 2020, 5:06 am UTC
you say you don't like her... but I just have the feeling that you're gonna leave and I have to let you go.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 11, 2020, 12:23 am UTC
I am so sorry that we didn't get our second chance. I loved you so much, and I know you loved me too.
Take care now.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 10, 2020, 8:38 pm UTC
She doesn’t want anything to do with you, you knew that. Now she’s having your kid. How do you think I feel?
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 10, 2020, 9:29 am UTC
i thought it was done. i thought i was over you. i was doing so well but i saw you, i saw a picture. you look beautiful. ethereal. and i'm scared. what if i can't love someone as much as i love you. i gave you everything and you gave me nothing. but all i can say now is thank you for everything and nothing. always
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 10, 2020, 9:20 am UTC
your scent lingers, you know that?
it hurts and yet i welcome it. i crave it...but i want you gone. all of you
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 10, 2020, 6:12 am UTC
You need time, so you leave me. The thing is i been waiting for you no just days, weeks or even monts... I wait years for you to decide to finally love me.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 9, 2020, 9:18 pm UTC
Why wasn't I enough for you when u said i was? Why did u say I made u happy and that I healed u? why did u leave me???
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 9, 2020, 4:44 pm UTC
It’s been too long you weren’t there when I needed you now I don’t need you and I think you are insane for thinking we are friends. You literally cheated on me with a 15 year old. Dude get some help. I do not love you.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 9, 2020, 3:36 pm UTC
I am petty because the moron won’t leave me alone. He actually doesn’t understand the fact I HATE HIM.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 9, 2020, 10:07 am UTC
i hope you moved on by now, but i just want you to know i moved on & i wish you the best. i’m sorry for lying to you telling you we could come together in the future, but i am forever done. be happy with her this time. ❤️
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 9, 2020, 6:04 am UTC
Es tan difícil hablar después de lo que paso, necesito aclarar lo yo siento, y no quiero quedar lastimada mas de lo que ya estoy, la verdad no me importa el beso, si no lo que quieras decir con el, me da impotencia no poder hablar contigo, y me duele de que siempre me trates como una mierda cada que estamos con demás personas, puede que seas tímido en demostrar tus sentimientos, pero no es necesario esconderlos detrás de todo ese odio que demuestras frente a los demás, espero y pronto poder hablar, y no seas tan cerrado ;;
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 9, 2020, 2:10 am UTC
I loved you so much but you were toxic and at the end of the day hurt me more than you would help. Yet you helped me grow and learn, I'm grateful for that.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 9, 2020, 1:37 am UTC
I wish you knew I don’t have feelings for you anymore . I would tell you but I don’t want to break you’re heart
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 8, 2020, 3:20 pm UTC
I still fucking love you and I can't help it. Ive been trying to change so I can have that great romance with you, like in the movies but it could only happen if you talk to me so pls dm me so we can fall in love with each other and trust me, I'm almost there coz each day I'm falling more and more for you and I can't help it. I tried to stop but I cant
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 7, 2020, 10:50 pm UTC
I always tried to be nice & patient with everyone even if I didn’t agree. Isn’t that how life should be?
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 7, 2020, 5:33 pm UTC
Pienso en ti todos los días, incluso cuando prometí olvidarte me di cuenta de que te pienso en el olvido.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 7, 2020, 5:19 am UTC
the funniest thing about it was i thought " surely if the world ends you'd come over" there was no "right?" but u never came
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 6, 2020, 11:33 am UTC
La verdad me estás empezando a gustar, eres tan lindo, apenas estamos conociéndonos pero siento una atracción hacia ti, pero aún estoy dudando en si tú solo me ves como una amiga:(
Por eso no demuestro mucho mi cariño hacia a ti:(
No quisiera espantarte ni nada, solo me tienes confundida:(
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 6, 2020, 7:14 am UTC
me estás empezando a gustar, realmente me gustaría estar contigo pero tengo mucho miedo de decirtelo y que las cosas se pongan incómodas entre nosotras o se arruine una amistad tan linda por unos simples sentimientos. te amo tanto:(
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 5, 2020, 12:50 pm UTC
Can I go lay on the private beach being catered on hand and foot yet? Would you rather me in this smelly town waiting for you to have courage?
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 5, 2020, 12:31 pm UTC
Painting the picture that I am the little liar it’s okay, least I know I’ll have someone for my forever waiting as you did not.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 5, 2020, 10:00 am UTC
it's funny how black is the color you associate with but you're the most colorful person i've ever met.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 4, 2020, 11:23 am UTC
I’m nothing to you, you’ve taken your time to show me that after all. three years is a long time bro. You knew how much my twenty first meant to me and you couldn’t even fucking respond after I watched my grandfather take his last breath. You had her there.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 4, 2020, 11:18 am UTC
I did write the one addressed to your initial though and the one to her and now cya you both got what you wanted stop the craziness ?
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 4, 2020, 10:29 am UTC
Hey it’s me, I’ve lost all feelings towards you and I don’t consider you as a friend.
You guys are made for each other; both lunatics.
Despite the multiple occasions I’ve tried to tell you that my mindset has changed - I do not have the capability to be a psychopathic push over at all hours of the day. I’ve tried to say that I haven’t been writing these but we both know you knew that already.
This isn’t my fault. You made the decision to be with a undeveloped human brain. I let this situation slide for years but I’ve made it clear that I am uncomfortable with the way she’s quite literally obsessed with me. From taking my hair colour, using my words, praying to god, right down to watching me in my backyard. I’ve made it clear that I am uncomfortable with this yet it still continues to happen. I think that is because ether you allow it or encourage it.
I don’t have much else to say really. I guess the final thing would be to suggest Is to get your mental health at least in a normal thinking pattern. I know focusing more on the negatives than the positives, but there wasn’t any to begin with.
I don’t intend to compete with anyone. I know that’s what you wanted and you are right, I gave up a long time ago. Have a nice life.
- M
/I’d put something that only we know about but once again, there really isn’t anything.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 4, 2020, 5:13 am UTC
I know you're the love of my life. I pray every-night you come back to me when you're ready. I love you bub. please come back
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 3, 2020, 10:37 pm UTC
i gave up everything for you and this is the night i can finally accept it didn’t matter and you weren’t worth it.
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 3, 2020, 8:11 am UTC
i remember calling your mom and asking her if you could meet me at the park to talk. i wanted to tell you how i felt. instead she said it was weird i called and you never came and met me and i spent the whole morning hoping you'd call back while i stood in the cold. i think she knew but she knew you didn't and you never fought for me so i didn't seem to matter. even aspen fought for mer when he was loosing
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 3, 2020, 8:09 am UTC
i used to be scared your parents secretly hated me because i wanted them to love me when we fell in love but that never happened
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 3, 2020, 8:07 am UTC
your friends used to laugh at how much you cared about me. even though you never said it i knew you loved me.
i loved you too
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 3, 2020, 8:05 am UTC
i used to fantasize about sneaking over to your house and sleeping with you while it snowed outside
your dad would be in mexico, your mom at work. and we'd just lay in the guest bed all day laughing about how we came to be after all these years
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 3, 2020, 8:03 am UTC
i would have happily fallen in love with you. i think it was one of the only things i've ever been ready to do
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 3, 2020, 8:01 am UTC
to tell you i love you would be a lie but to tell you i stopped feels like a lie too.
i don't know if old love ever stops and if it does do i really want it to?
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 3, 2020, 7:59 am UTC
when i first read my story i thought you were my max because you were kind like him just like in the book but really you were my aspen
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 3, 2020, 7:56 am UTC
she asked me what i thought of your halloween costume. i said you and chief looked cute. if only she knew
From: ABC
To: E
Date: November 3, 2020, 3:58 am UTC
i still love you and i think you will always be in the back of my mind. i wonder if i’m somewhere in yours, too
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 31, 2020, 6:54 am UTC
you spent the night once. i had a nightmare. if i had woken you up, would you have held me? would things be different?
From: ABC
To: E
Date: October 31, 2020, 1:19 am UTC
I fuckin love you since we are 10 but you went to that bitch who keeps threatening me. You love her more than me even tho we went through so many things. I wish you the best even tho you wished me the death on my birthday.
