sometimes, i wonder why you never told me i got on your nerves. it hurts to know that i ruined things without even knowing i did. why would you do that to me? why would i do that to me.

i wish i didnt break up with u but i just wanted what was best for u even tough it didnt seem like it.

I still fucking love you and I can't help it. Ive been trying to change so I can have that great romance with you, like in the movies but it could only happen if you talk to me so pls dm me so we can fall in love with each other and trust me, I'm almost there coz each day I'm falling more and more for you and I can't help it. I tried to stop but I cant

tonight you broke me more than i ever thought i could be broken. maybe it wasn't just that one thing you said to be around... an hour and 15 minutes ago, but everything's been building up. i am SO sorry what i have to do for me is going to hurt me. you probably wont be hurt though so that's all that matters. YOU'RE all that matters. literally as long as you're happy... im not happy but i feel better. i know everyone says that but now i know it's true.
there's a lump in the back of my throat and im trying not to cry writing this. my phone is beside me and it hasn't lit up in and hour and 20 minutes. it's only 11:00pm there. what're you up to? because i know you're awake. i just wish you would be awake with me. you know i stay up for you? sure. we both f-ed up our sleep schedule over the summer and were like "awe"... but i still f it up. for you. lol. wtf ever. im done.
bye bebe. i love you. still.

I hate to know that whenever you have a girlfriend we will stop talking and you will push me aside, but I will always love you and I will try to be your friend

i loved you with my all hearth and you fuckin play with me I waited 3 years for you but you didn't give a fuvk and dated other girls I hate u but love you at the same time u jerk

Eres la persona a la que más he querido y odiado a la vez. Aún así tu me has enseñado lo que es querer

I just want to hold you. I just want you to fall asleep in my arms. Even though we’ve both never said it, I’m sure you feel the same way.

I am still missing u even though you lied to my face that you want me into your life after hurting me for 2 years. Hope u good!

you built me up and made me feel whole but then you left and I don’t know how I feel about it but I hope you’ll find happiness in the future. it’s what you deserve

I wish I could talk to you more. I know you'll never like me like that, and I don't care. I just like being with you.

i remember leaving the first date thinking that there was something special about us. i spent each car journey home from those next dates knowing it. come back for me, won't you?

I wish you knew I don’t have feelings for you anymore . I would tell you but I don’t want to break you’re heart

i cant stop thinking about u. ur the only thing thats ever on my mind. i miss seeing ur face every day. i hope ur well

I loved you so much but you were toxic and at the end of the day hurt me more than you would help. Yet you helped me grow and learn, I'm grateful for that.

i won't ever get the same love from you again
and i guess that's okay.
it just wasn't the right time for it.

I miss spending time with you, I miss looking into your eyes and kissing you deeply. I miss your laugh and the way your heart was beating faster when I was close to you.I hope you miss me too.

i think about u everytime, and i cant stop it. ive never felt something like this before. u’r different...

i dreamt of you last night. I hadn’t thought of you in a while and to see you in my dreams last night just made me realize that maybe i’m not doing as well as i thought. Maybe I’m not over you. I still love you. I think I always will...

i saw the way you looked at me slowly that look started going to her :( i miss you sm but it’s for the better

You broke me. I hate you for what you did. I hate that I would still take you back even if you came back..

our love was always one sided which caused you to be toxic for me. but i never really did care. because i loved you.

your the first girl ive evr loved. It hurts to know you wont be the last because you dont even acknowladge me.

everyone says you're bad for me and I know you are. but I still want you and I know you want me back. stop being a pussy

Fuiste mi primer amor, no fue correspondido y acabaste saliendo con mi mejor amiga (que no sabía que me gustabas). Caí en depresión, veros los dos juntos me partía el alma pero me alegraba ver a mi amiga feliz. Decidí sobreponer su felicidad sobre la mía. Pero seguía amándote. Aunque doliera. Aunque sabía que no te gustaba, y no te caía bien. Aunque sabía que no me soportabas. Dolía, pero mi corazón seguía allí.

Es tan difícil hablar después de lo que paso, necesito aclarar lo yo siento, y no quiero quedar lastimada mas de lo que ya estoy, la verdad no me importa el beso, si no lo que quieras decir con el, me da impotencia no poder hablar contigo, y me duele de que siempre me trates como una mierda cada que estamos con demás personas, puede que seas tímido en demostrar tus sentimientos, pero no es necesario esconderlos detrás de todo ese odio que demuestras frente a los demás, espero y pronto poder hablar, y no seas tan cerrado ;;

why did you give up on us so easily? was everything a lie? do you miss me like I miss you? and maybe the most important question, did you ever think twice about how much pain you would put me through? Did you realise how many months it would take me to be okay with the fact you left, or didn’t it even cross your mind?

I visit you in my dreams and it’s warm. But then I wake up and life is cold again. Why can’t I move on? Why does it always come back to you?

i really did love you, but i was young and naive. and you were older and mature, or so i thought. almost like a knight in shining armour, until you turned your dagger on me.

i hope you moved on by now, but i just want you to know i moved on & i wish you the best. i’m sorry for lying to you telling you we could come together in the future, but i am forever done. be happy with her this time. ❤️

Mierda, me estoy hablando con una española y utiliza las mismas expresiones que vos usabas. Me dan ganas de llorar.

if by the worst of fate this relationship breaks i pray you remember me. i pray you remember this feeling, that you once called love. but as of right now , i do believe in fate. after all, i’m in love with one. you. so please don’t break me again.

You rlly fucked my entire perception of myself up and I don’t know how to get myself back, but I’m glad you did. I’m finally over you but I dread the thought of another girl having to meet you

I am petty because the moron won’t leave me alone. He actually doesn’t understand the fact I HATE HIM.

i think its normal for me to love people more than they could ever love me. that never stopped me though

It’s been too long you weren’t there when I needed you now I don’t need you and I think you are insane for thinking we are friends. You literally cheated on me with a 15 year old. Dude get some help. I do not love you.

Please just move on before you get hurt. I don’t want to hurt you but I just can’t feel anything idk what to do.

It didn't take long for me to realise u had changed and the person i loved doesn't exist, i no longer love or like u and i do not care if u still like me, but sometimes when i look in ur eyes for a brief moment i still see the beautiful person i know u are. I hope one day he'll come back, but know i won't be there if he does.

i learn to miss u more everyday. but im also learning to let go and just forget, bc if i forget maybe ill think it never happened, we never kissed, we never talked, we never shared our life stories, and maybe i never loved you. but i cant forget no matter how hard i try u r always on my mind. it been 7 months since we cut off no other relationships work with me, bc ur always in my head. and seeing u everyday doesnt make it better bc i see u happy with someone who loves u the way i do.

it hurts you dont try and just want all these better girls because they are prettier i give you my all and all you give me is trust issues, why do i deserve that? why are we together if you want all these other girls

i couldn’t move on with you still in my life. it hurt so much knowing i put you through all that and i was gonna come out of it happier. i’m sorry. sometimes if you love someone you have to let them go and i have to.

Wished we could have lived in the same city.... Instead we live a thousand miles away from one another....

even after i gave you so many chances, you took everything from me. little did you know, i would still be here every time you'd come back. you're the one who constantly threw everything we had away. peace homie.

i still think about you. everyday. you were my first love. i reallly wish we could've worked. but for now, goodbye..

i wish you could hear the way i talk about you.
even after everything you said and did, i still had hope.

not a first love but still broke me you dropped me for the shinier version of me but what you didnt see is that shine rusts away

Why wasn't I enough for you when u said i was? Why did u say I made u happy and that I healed u? why did u leave me???

Sometimes I wonder if I shouldn't have spoken up. Maybe I could've handled the horrible way you treated me just so we stayed together. I wish I didn't put myself first, i'm sorry i'll try to move on soon like you have.

i told you everything i was going through and what i was scared of and you went and did the same thing. fuck you.

Hola E , sé que seguramente nunca leerás esto y eso es triste , han pasado 3 años y aún sigo sintiendo las mismas cosas por ti , no sé si es amor obsesión o el que porque yo lo único que siempre he querido es hacerte feliz , te veo con otros y no hago nada porque tu felicidad implica la mía pero luego vuelves y pones mi mundo del revés no sé si lo haces aposta o no , contigo he sentido cosas que con nadie más pero tengo asumido que siempre serás la persona pero nunca será el momento quiero volver a estar contigo en esa cama hablando de nuestra infancia el tacto de tu piel en contacto con la mía sin nada sin nadie...