Unsent messages to E
From: ABC
To: E
i loved you. i loved you much and you made feel the happiest i’d been in a long time in only three days. sorry for not being brave enough.
From: ABC
To: E
i love you in every possible way. i’m terrified to say goodbye next year. btw, i still want to kiss you
From: ABC
To: E
i hope you know how much pain youve put me though. why would you keep that from me? i miss you my friend.
From: ABC
To: E
i miss you, i wish i told you the words i wanted to say, i’m so in love with you, the fact i can’t love anyone like i love you is crazy to me, i really hope we’re soulmates and we’ll come back to each other.
From: ABC
To: E
Do you still play with your hair when you are nervous? Do you still have the smile you'd give me when you saw me?
From: ABC
To: E
I dreamt of you last night. After months of not thinking about you, you randomly popped back in yesterday. I wish it hadn’t just been a dream.
From: ABC
To: E
I know you tried to cheat you scummy f*ck. I already didn't care about you but now I fucking hate you. Ahaha
From: ABC
To: E
you were my first love, my everything. you made me wake up happy and fall asleep happy. the first breakup was my fault. she made me do it. and i wish i didn't cause i feel like that was the downfall of our relationship. we got back together after i realized your the one for me. my soulmate. but then summer hit after 6th grade. we were off and on all summer. we were finally of before 7th grade. we went to orientation and i saw you standing there. we took a look at eachother and i looked away quick. i couldn't bare to look at you. my love. my only. the one that hurt me. but then you text me after orientation. you told me i looked beautiful. that you missed me. and we got back together. we were dating for a couple months and.. you left me. out of nowhere. you said you caught feelings for her. it broke me. she was my bestfriend and you just left me for her. it broke my heart. i couldn't stop thinking of you for the next few months. then you text me. you told me you still had feelings for me. that you wanted to get back together. we were talking for a couple days and then you just... ghosted me. i can't tell you how much all this hurt me. and you didn't even care. the sad part is that two years later, you are still on my mind sometimes and i hate it. but the thing is, you could text me right now and say you want me back and i would go back to you. i will never give up on us even though you already did. i still love you e. i wish you would come back.
love, the one you broke.
From: ABC
To: E
you will never know how much you mean to me. you are the stars and the moon you are my whole world. i miss you
From: ABC
To: E
i know this might not mean a lot to you or it might be cringe but i’m so happy i became friends with you it’s honestly one of my best decisions you’ve helped me so much and you’re the nicest person ever and i wish i could help your problems and fix them ik i’m not the best with advice and i hate what you go through but i’ll always be here for you and i’ll never leave okayy you’re my bestest friend and i wouldn’t ask for anyone better tysm for everything ily
From: ABC
To: E
Honestamente me gustas mucho, eres tan lindo y dulce que me parece increible que alguien con tan bello corazón siquiera me hable, no entiendo cómo no te das cuenta de mis sentimientos, me gusta acompañarte y simplemente escuchar tu voz. Te quiero mucho, nótame
From: ABC
To: E
I'm afraid of you seeing me with someone else now we have broken up. I never mean(t) to hurt you, I just have to move on. I hope you have moved on too.
From: ABC
To: E
why did we leave things on such a bad note? three years later and i still don’t feel like we ever got true closure.
From: ABC
To: E
J’étais amoureuse mais je ne pouvais pas le voir. L’autre fois j’ai failli tout te dire. Je voulais tout te dire. Le pire c’est que si tu savais que j’aime les filles, je te dégoûterai. Je pense que tu l’as toujours su au fond.
From: ABC
To: E
I have to let go of the good moments for a while to get over this heartbreak. wish you came back tho xx I miss you
From: ABC
To: E
Nos amamos, mientras nos odiabamos, te perdono por inventar rumores y hacerme sentir una mierda, pero aprendi de eso y ahora solo me siento mal por ti, espero estes bien, y nunca te falte nada, enserio.
From: ABC
To: E
The day I gave away the stuffed animal that you gave me — that’s when I knew I was starting to let everything go.
From: ABC
To: E
Mi cumpleaños es en unos días, y... no voy a recibir un mensaje tuyo. Lo sé. Simplemente no estábamos destinados y ya está...
Buena suerte extraño.
From: ABC
To: E
Sabes? Te hecho de menos , me acuerdo de lo bonito que fue cuando empezó todo , el primer beso la primera sonrisa . Recuerdo que estabas en mi cabeza a cada minuto del día . Recuerdo como miraba el móvil todo el rato para ver tu mensaje . Ojala te pudiera haber demostrado más eso que sentía , aún que a pesar de todo te lo demostré más de lo que nunca me hubiera pensado que hubiera podido habérselo demostrado a nadie . Fuiste todo tan rápido ... Y te fuiste tan lento... Sigues en mi cabeza y me jode asumir que no puedo sacarte pero es la verdad . Te sigo queriendo , antes de irte tendrías que haberme enseñado a dejar de querer tan rápido , ya que veo que es algo que a ti se te da muy bien . Sabes lo que más me duele? Tu manera de hacer como si nada te importará tu pasotismo , que te dé igual todo . Y sabes que pienso? Que nunca te llegue a importar solo jugabas , y está claro quién perdió... Ojalá alguien te haga sonreír al mirar su mensaje , ojalá alguien te haga que sientas esos nervios por todo el cuerpo antes de verle , ojalá alguien haga que se te deleite la mirada y te brillen los ojos ojalá alguien te haga sentir que con esa persona lo tienes todo . Espero que alguien sepa llenar tu corazón , ya que al parecer yo no supe hacerlo . Una cosa de la que sí que quiero que seas consciente es de que yo si habría estado ahí cuando se te hubiera caído el mundo , yo si hubiera estado dándolo todo por ti , porque yo sí te he querido . No sé si algún día volveré a mirarte a los ojos pero si lo hago aparta la mirada , porque yo sé que no podré y volveré a perderme en ellos . Te q....
From: ABC
To: E
i tell myself ur not good for me, but everytime someone says ur name, i wish we were what we used to be.
From: ABC
To: E
everytime i see a car just like yours or your photo pops up, a flush of memories pop up in my head. I can’t deny that I miss you. I hope you’re doing well and I miss you everyday
From: ABC
To: E
I still love you even though I know you don’t love me anymore. But I pray that you’re happy and wish you the best.
From: ABC
To: E
I still make my bed for two and don’t know if it’s because I hope you’ll come back or I’m pretending you never left.
From: ABC
To: E
still hurts how you made me fall in love with you and then just left me alone, with no one to trust anymore
From: ABC
To: E
Why do you pretend everything is how it used to be...when all you’ve done is put a bandaid on a bullet wound?
From: ABC
To: E
I’m sorry I left you.I just couldn’t go by everyday watching you fall in love with him and not me so I had to stop being friends with you. Why couldn’t you have just looked at me the way you looked at him just once. I miss your smile, I miss your hugs, I just miss you.
From: ABC
To: E
thank you for making me realize who i am and what i like. i will forever remember you and listen to the song i associated with you every now and then.
From: ABC
To: E
You kissed me even when you were with somebody else , you said you were not enough for me and you left me you left us and now you are with other different girl even when i told you I LOVE YOU , am i not pretty or funny enough ? or from the beggining you just wanted me be one more in your list of fools ?
From: ABC
To: E
i would still let you in even though i don’t love you anymore and you never loved me and it’s completely fucked up
From: ABC
To: E
Please, if you feel the same way just do something
I've waited way too long
You have to understand my feelings too
From: ABC
To: E
i still put my phone on airplane mode and text you all the things i’d want to say, but i can never bring myself to send it.
From: ABC
To: E
i love you still. i thought the day you got a girlfriend, it’d be me. it hurts me to see that you two are together.
From: ABC
To: E
You led me to believe I was some sort of cancer, draining you of everything good, but then I just realised you were gaslighting me for your mistakes.
From: ABC
To: E
sometimes i just close my eyes and imagine im with you. people now think im crazy because the only time i smile, my eyes are closed.
From: ABC
To: E
Sabes, aunque no te lo haya demostrado de verdad te amaba, y eres la persona con la que aprendí lo que era el amor verdadero, siento que lo nuestro haya terminado, espero te valla muy bien en la vida, siempre te voy a querer :(
From: ABC
To: E
im so sorry if i wasnt what you wanted im sorry there were so many what ifs and im still not over you
its eating me from the inside out
From: ABC
To: E
ne vem zakaj te še vedno pogrešam. čudno, ampak te želim nazaj. bila sem debil, ali sem zdaj še večji?
From: ABC
To: E
im not in love with you. ive done this before. but you make me want to live. i dont know if im okay with that yet.
From: ABC
To: E
I never thought you’d actually go through with it. A year full of lies but I’m still so deeply in love with you
From: ABC
To: E
I tried to tell you long distance was never gonna work, and then you convinced me it was all gonna work out and made me fall in love with you. Now look at us... you didn’t have time for me, and now I cry myself to sleep every night because I miss those long FaceTime calls and sending eachother a bunch of funny videos and just telling you everything that goes on throughout my day. you were my person... everyday something new happens and you’re the first person I wanna tell. I miss you so much, yet I hate you because you made me fall so in love with you and then you just left. What changed? You woke up one morning and said nah fuck that this isn’t gonna work... I love you, please come back, I am so lost without you.
From: ABC
To: E
I wonder if you think of me as much as I think of you and I wonder if you tell her the things that I told you
From: ABC
To: E
No matter how many miles there’s between us, I’ll always love you. You mean too much to me even though you lost interest in me.
From: ABC
To: E
i miss you so much its so hard to stop myself from falling agin i just dont want to be hurt agin im trying my best but youre still an ass.
From: ABC
To: E
I wish I told you how I felt, now is too late but I'm glad you found your soulmate. I'll always love you.
From: ABC
To: E
I wish we both didn't still want each other. It would be easier to think we don't have another chance.
From: ABC
To: E
Im slowly forgetting your touch and your voice..it hurts to forget you but it’s better like this.I’ll always love you.
From: ABC
To: E
I wanted you safe yet we both hurt ourselves, Do you remember the time you came over and i bandages your arms? I do...
From: ABC
To: E
i love you forever. i love you every day and every night. you haunt me in a hundred ways. i wish you'd stayed. my heart always breaks.
From: ABC
To: E
you left, and you didn't even say goodbye. you didn't even tell me you were leaving. and then everything started going wrong, and i couldn't even talk about with the one person who understood. the one person who i used to call my best friend.
From: ABC
To: E
It’s not fair you get to move on and im stuck replaying the moments you told me you loved me. Fuck you for breaking me.
