I don’t know why you keep me around when all i do is ruin everything. you deserve better than someone like me. you’ve been chasing happiness for so long when i can’t even get out of bed in the morning to chase it with you. I want you to leave me not because i don’t love you, but BECAUSE i love you. I think someone else could do better with you and I don’t want to hold you back. I don’t want to be another disappointment.