Unsent messages to C
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 25, 2020, 7:52 am UTC
Desde hace mucho tiempo espero por tu regreso, se que no volverás pues tú corazón está con alguien más, pero aún así no te olvido, pues fuiste mi sol por las mañanas, mi luna por las noches y mi calor cuando solo tenía frío, no quiero decirte adiós por qué no se cómo, me duele que no sea yo a quien ahora le dedicas un "te amo" pero se que tal vez en otra ocasión volvamos a coincidir, mi pequeño pollito, solo quería decirte que en donde sea que estés en el mundo te voy a volver a encontrar, pase lo que pase...
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 25, 2020, 5:58 am UTC
Wey perdoname, lo lamento muchísimo. Tal vez en algún momento te enteraste o sospechaste pero jamás me atrevi a decirlo por qué ya estaba perdidamente enamorada de ti. Temia tu enojo y el de los demás. El último mensaje lo envié yo, lloré todo el año, aunque estoy segura que aún no lo sabes y espero que jamás lo sepas por qué me aterra que te enteres. Si lees esto y has abierto el chat, te amo mucho mucho. Te juro que le contaré todo a mis futuros hijos y bueno, eres un sol. Besos:(
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 25, 2020, 3:07 am UTC
You feel kinda distant again. I know relationships have ups and downs but, why are the downs so hard...
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 24, 2020, 10:38 pm UTC
i'm so happy that i don't love you anymore. you've hurted me and i still loved you for years. now i'm so happy that you're not part of my life anymore. But i hope you're happy
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 24, 2020, 7:05 pm UTC
You have this power over I can't explain, no matter how much I want to move on I'm always drawn back to you, I miss you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 24, 2020, 4:05 pm UTC
My mother tells me that someday it won’t hurt so much to have lost you... I don’t want it to stop hurting.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 24, 2020, 12:18 am UTC
I wish I could tell you all this but it's too difficult right now. I've never met anyone like you. The way you smile, the crease of your lip when you look back at me: it's adorable and I wish I could tell you about it. You never saw yourself the same way I did, and I was saddened every time you said it. I admire you, I admire your resilience and I admire your empathetic values. Most importantly, I admire how you took a chance on me. I've thought of you ever since.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 23, 2020, 7:05 pm UTC
i was so hesitant to even like you, but i’ve fallen so hard i don’t know what to do with myself sometimes
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 23, 2020, 4:26 pm UTC
hey, im in love with u and its really hard to admit it for me. u know im not really good with emotions.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 23, 2020, 7:01 am UTC
my mind knows that you're terrible for me, but my heart doesn't stop wanting you. I cant let go of our love baby I miss you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 23, 2020, 1:56 am UTC
you were my right person wrong time.. but i can't help but wonder when the right time will be because i miss u
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 23, 2020, 12:26 am UTC
i said no because i hate who i am and my body, you hadn't seen me in long and what i had become. i did it for you, i did like you but you changed. your an ass now.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 22, 2020, 9:08 pm UTC
you made me realize that I'm probably gay. I loved playing with your hair and I loved how you picked me up. please, let's do that again.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 22, 2020, 11:38 am UTC
I want you back. I miss you being my best friend, I miss the talks we had. I just miss you in general...
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 22, 2020, 1:03 am UTC
me sorprende mucho que aún siento el corazón en la cabeza cuando apareces otra vez y de la nada en mi mente; lo intento pero, que te vayas de mi memoria cuando estuviste allí tantos años no es tan fácil después de todo. espero que pronto porque odio sentirme así de patética
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 21, 2020, 11:40 pm UTC
I think about you from time to time...actually a lot. It's kind of hard not to. As much as I hate to admit it, I kind of miss talking to you. But I know you're happier now, with her. And you deserve nothing but happiness. So, I will look from afar and I will continue to wish you nothing but the best.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 21, 2020, 11:02 pm UTC
Its so hard to see you every day and not think about the last time I hugged you and when I see you hug her my heart breaks
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 21, 2020, 11:47 am UTC
No sabes cuantas veces me he imaginado q en muchos años nos encontraremos y hablaremos de todo como viejos amigos
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 21, 2020, 7:28 am UTC
honestly i think i just like the idea of you, the idea of us. I've created in my head how i want/wanted you to be. i don't even know if these are real feelings for you, i don't know if i actually miss you. Or the idea of me having someone. Having someone to talk to late at night, in the mornings. I don't know what i feel but i miss that feeling I had when we were texting. I was happy, you made me feel happy. What did i do wrong. What did i do to make you switch up so fast:/
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 21, 2020, 5:33 am UTC
you were my first love, you left me heart broken. i still have all the memories of you even though and no one could ever i mean ever replace you. Even though we were really toxic for each other i cant see my self with someone else, and when ever i do i push my self away cause i don't wanna lose the memories of you. i wish i could move on but i can't.. I hope you're happy though that's all that matters to me. i miss you though but were just strangers with memories i guess. i still love you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 21, 2020, 5:21 am UTC
for all I know this kid could be the love of my life. do I love him, great question. I’m young, do I really know what love is? maybe, it feels like it. it sure feels like there is something VERY strong between us. I’ve never felt so strong for someone and it feels a little something like love or whatever you would call it. I think he loves me. it feels so crazy that someone could feel this way about me. an emotional, ugly, needy, rude, not outgoing, home body, not social, sad all the time and yet he still feels like that. i might end up marrying him. who knows, this boy maybe could never fully get over me. the way he talks to me and about me omg it kills me of happiness and I just feel soooooo special. the memories and feelings I have and had with him I will never ever forget. he is my person. I was sitting in my dads car before and I was just playing my music through the speakers and it was dark and the lamp post’s were on and it was an atmosphere for thinking and just going over my life. all I could think about was him. he is all I ever think about. the day he moves my god will I be a wreck. he isn’t even far but idk it just isn’t sitting right with me. like I can’t get over it. I broke his heart and I will never forgive myself for it. yeah we’re young but my god it feels like we went through marriage and got divorced or something. like we have been to hell and back with each other and I don’t even know why he still wants to even associate with me. I’m actually a horrible person, but I can’t change anything. I did what I did and I can only make up for it. I’m trying I really am but it’s very confusing. if I could go back and do something different I would. I wouldn’t of hurt him and I would’ve looked at the good in the relationship and not the very minor bad things take over me. it was stupid. I think he’s asleep right now and I already miss him. I just wanna talk to him about anything cause if I’m talking to him I forget about everything else. I have never cared for someone so much in my life. he’s made such a warm place in my heart and forever will have a spot in my heart. fuck this is actually hard to write my god. I know everything I could possibly know about c. well I think I know mostly everything. he’s so strong. he has gone through a lot and have a look at him. he is so so strong and I’m so proud of him for everything he does. he is gonna go far, very far. this boy captured my heart. his mum omg I love her, she’s my best friend and c well I don’t have words really. you deserve the world honestly. I hope we reconnect in the future and we fall in love all over again and get married and have cute lil ranga or blonde kids with blue/hazel eyes and they will watch their dad play his favourite thing to do, footy. your gonna make the AFL I swear on it. we will show our kids what true love looks like because I know you grew up not being able to see that. I’ve never met anyone else like you, and I don’t ever think I will. no one has ever moved me the way you do. I never wanted to screw up us. when I first met you I would never have known that we would’ve gone through all this together. you can be mad at me or I could be mad at you but if you were down or needed something I’d be the first to be there. I wish you could hear the way I talk about you to my mum, to my friends. I know I’m young and I sound stupid saying all this and probably cliche but I’m being serious. I don’t know really how to explain it. I love u c
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 21, 2020, 5:18 am UTC
I knew there would be girlfriends in between me but I always thought we would finally make it back to each other. Guess I was wrong.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 21, 2020, 4:30 am UTC
i have faith you will come back, you always do. and i will wait however long it takes. you are my one and only, i don't want anyone else.
g.c
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 21, 2020, 3:54 am UTC
I’m sorry it didn’t end up how we wanted it to. I wish everything was fine and I wish I was in ur arms right now. I miss you endlessly. Every day.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 21, 2020, 1:18 am UTC
hey, ilysm, even though i have the feeling that i’m slowly losing you. but when i see you it’s all back to normal
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 21, 2020, 1:12 am UTC
Perdón por lastimarte , en verdad te quería, pero sabía que si te quedabas conmigo sufririas mas y tu no lo merecías,eres una persona buena y mereces que te quieran bien
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 20, 2020, 11:19 pm UTC
hey, even tho we haven't been the same these past few days, i hope you see this, and i just wanna say, im so in love with you. and i dont know about you, but i fucking love you. i really do.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 20, 2020, 9:53 pm UTC
I miss you so so much. I miss the laughing till we can't breathe the running through the rain I miss the everything. You meant so much to me but clearly you felt differently
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 20, 2020, 9:34 pm UTC
maybe we were meant for each other. maybe we were never meant to meet. the damage is done but you're still on my mind
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 20, 2020, 5:29 pm UTC
i love the way you sing in the car. i love the way you treat my dog. i love the way that you look at me like i make the stars shine.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 20, 2020, 5:23 pm UTC
you love me and i'm trying so hard to love you back before it's too late. i'm trying to not break our hearts.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 20, 2020, 11:14 am UTC
I’m still wearing that bracelet u gave me before u ran away. you’ll be on tour soon, hope you still think of me when you’ll sing that song. love u always.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 20, 2020, 5:04 am UTC
i have a crush on you and i think you have a crush on me. if only i could tell if you were joking or not though.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 19, 2020, 9:23 pm UTC
You were my first love. I wasn’t yours. It’s okay. I will only wish that you get the happiness you deserve. Some part of me will always love you. Thank you for everything.
All my love,
J
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 19, 2020, 9:17 pm UTC
i love you and i think you feel the same, whenever we make eye contact you’re always the one looking first
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 19, 2020, 8:27 pm UTC
i love you still, i love you forever you taught me so much and at times all i want is a hug from you. i never got that closure. I know your not coming back and that breaks me. i will love you forever you werent my person. but i will always have this love for you. i thank you for everything.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 19, 2020, 8:19 pm UTC
You make me laugh so much in history class. The way that your eyes squint when you smile makes my heart all warm. My friend told me you're not really one for dating, you like to be alone. But whenever we're together you always smile. We have so many laughs you'll always give me your special chewing gum, that you don't normally share. I can't tell you how much you mean to me cause i can't lose you. you'll not say it back.....
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 19, 2020, 4:01 pm UTC
i loved you so much that it’s hard to believe it was real but i always end up fucking thing up. and when trying to get over you i dated someone else and they told me that i was going too fast. now i’m sure that i don’t work for love, it is just too hard for me to do and to be like someone else wants. i’m out
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 19, 2020, 11:04 am UTC
sometimes i miss you but then I remember how low I was in my life and how bad you mentally broke me ...
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 19, 2020, 9:03 am UTC
ik i messed up but that doesn’t mean i wanted to i still love you and ikyk it hurts how you play me constantly as payback for something i couldn’t control i’m sorry i have strict parents but i cant control that. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 19, 2020, 7:38 am UTC
i love you .. and you don’t know .. i have accepted the fact that i will break myself to keep you happy, even if that means you love someone who’s not me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 19, 2020, 7:21 am UTC
I thought we were going to grow old together. I always looked forward to watching you baby brother grow up, so that I could be able to say that I helped change his diapers, or just to feel like he had a second older sister.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 19, 2020, 5:40 am UTC
Back then, I knew I would never be enough for you. I know it now too but I still will always love you. Thank You for helping me, i'll never forget everything I learnt.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:55 am UTC
we were childhood bestfriends and we did date and even though we were so young i really felt a connection with you and i wouldnt trade how i felt with you for anything. it broke my heart when you moved and i didnt even get to say goodbye because you have a huge impact on my life even though you might not know it but i know im gonna see you again hopefully some time soon or in the future. Youll forever be engraved into my mind and i still love you as a bestfriend
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:11 am UTC
i still think about you all the time and all the moments we had ever had. i still miss you sometimes but i dont want to do that anymore i just wish i can forget everything about you but i cant cuz i know as soon as i forget about you, you will text me or ill see something that reminds me of you and i hate it so much but now im doing better with out you! im happier now and i hope you are too!
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:44 am UTC
i never even got to tell you that i loved you. everytime i tried i got nervous. you were my everything.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 19, 2020, 12:58 am UTC
Man it was so amazing like wow just thinking about it makes me happy but you hurt me even if you think it wasnt a big deal. Ill never hate you because idk something about you was so different from the first. I wish what you did that didnt happen.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 19, 2020, 12:34 am UTC
Hey, I’m still in love with you and I really want to tell you but I can’t because your In a happy relationship and I don’t want to ruin that..I was looking at our old messages before I deleted them and there was this paragraph you wrote and you promised you would never move on no matter what and you would wait for me...well I guess you broke that?...
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:09 pm UTC
I waited for you and you just let me hurt. Why, was it something i did to you? I just wish you would have told me how you felt.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:09 pm UTC
falling in love with you was one of the worst decisions i've made in my life. Thank you for leaving me and not coming back.
