Unsent messages to C
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:53 pm UTC
although i forgive u for the pain it’s hard to forget
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:40 pm UTC
i spend all my best moments wishing i could spend them with you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:29 pm UTC
I miss you every day. You were horrible to me. Please come back.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:55 am UTC
i really wish i met you at a less cruel time in my life
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:40 am UTC
You weren't mine to lose, but it still hurt all the same
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 16, 2023, 12:22 am UTC
I know you didn't mean any harm. I forgive you and i miss you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 15, 2023, 8:36 pm UTC
i want to text but you i don’t know what to say
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 14, 2023, 10:17 pm UTC
I should’ve told you more that night at the white house
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 14, 2023, 5:22 am UTC
i hope for the life we always talked about.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 14, 2023, 4:23 am UTC
I wish we could've just felt normally for each other.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 14, 2023, 3:07 am UTC
Even though I'm in a relationship. I still think of you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 13, 2023, 8:33 pm UTC
I’m sorry for all the mixed signals. Imy.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 13, 2023, 8:29 pm UTC
you are the best thing that’s ever been mine <3
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:26 pm UTC
you’re so good natured and i think about you a lot
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:07 pm UTC
I can tell you anything, except how deeply in love I am with you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 12, 2023, 8:50 pm UTC
i don’t know why you left me, but i miss talking to you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: July 11, 2023, 12:35 am UTC
You'll never understand how much I love you ♡
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 19, 2021, 4:38 am UTC
You were the one thing in my life that made it worth living. I’ve never felt so broken now that I’m without you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 19, 2021, 4:32 am UTC
I’m sorry that I couldn’t provide the warmth and happiness that you filled my soul with every damn day. I fuckin wish I was enough for you. You gave my life hope and meaning❤️
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 18, 2021, 9:14 am UTC
I don't regret our relationship
Do I wish it were different?
yes.
But we weren't made for each other.
We both always knew deep down.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 18, 2021, 12:46 am UTC
i miss you, i wish you would just call me one more time so i could tell you everything i didn’t get the chance to
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 17, 2021, 9:59 pm UTC
the way we look at each other when something funny happens makes me fall in love with you again and again
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 17, 2021, 3:22 pm UTC
I loved you, i really did. But before i knew it all i could feel was pain as you stepped all over me. I'm still angry, but now my heart can't feel anything anymore
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 17, 2021, 2:17 am UTC
We have hated each other for as long as I remember. You were part of the "popular guy group" and I was the kind of sidekick ig of the "popular girl group". We were constantly placed in the same class and teachers always made us sit next to each other for some unknown reason. I remember one time we both had some sort of line monitor thing and you tried to insult me by saying "are you wearing makeup?"*insert snobby facial expression*. When I mindlessly restored that I wasn't we both did a double-take and stared at each other. You had accidentally called me pretty. We both went silent and have never mentioned it to this day. You've dated all of my friends and then some. Something to remember, I'm a huge fan of the enemies to lovers trope. And so by now, I know what the exact kind of cliche enemies to lovers bickering sounds like. Anyway, while we were in a zoom meeting me, you and 2 others were put in a breakout room. We started a petty back and forth that sounded like you: "*snobby sentence*" me: "oh wow, *insert name*, your sheer intelligence stumps me". And then it hit me like a train, this was the exact kind of argument I hear all the time in e.t.l. books. I muted myself and sat in shock for the rest of class. Over the years people have made jokes abt "shipping us" and how we are so alike. I always brushed it away and now i can't stop thinking about it. I can't tell if it's my Wattpad obsessed brain clinging for any kind of e.t.l. version irl or if I maybe, possibly, like you. Thought number two terrifies me. How could I even begin to like you, you annoying, snobby always coming out on top jerk. You are like my own personal Draco Malfoy from a dramione fanfic, before all the romance. I'm even curly-brown-haired, and bookish, while you are blue-eyed, blonde, and cocky. When I asked for my love life to be like Dramione, this is not what I meant.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 16, 2021, 3:31 am UTC
When you left I realized I knew nothing about you, I knew only about the fantasy of you that was in my head
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 15, 2021, 11:08 pm UTC
it’s been a while since i’ve seen your face, heard your voice. the only time i see you is in my dreams. let me let you go.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 15, 2021, 10:28 pm UTC
you fucked off when i needed you. when i needed you the most you left. i hate you for it, you were my best friend or so i thought.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 15, 2021, 1:23 pm UTC
you made me fall in love with you while we were breaking up. you are so so pure. i don’t know if i should but i think i’ll be waiting for you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 15, 2021, 1:03 am UTC
i wish that night you never looked me in the eyes and smiled, because now you’re gone and i still care.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:41 pm UTC
It felt like you were the one to save me right when I was close to giving up. You said you'd be by my side and that we would grow together. But you left me alone.
Yours, C.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:03 pm UTC
yk i loved you but like you left so fast and you told me i would be the one to leave first but you left first for another girl. it’s sad but i’m over you but i still wish u were here
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:03 pm UTC
yk i loved you but like you left so fast and you told me i would be the one to leave first but you left first for another girl. it’s sad but i’m over you but i still wish u were here
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 14, 2021, 5:06 pm UTC
please leave her the fuck alone. you promised you would treat her better than we did. you promised you'd make her happy. she's the only person i've ever fallen in love with, i can't fucking just sit here and watch you treat her like she's some sort of object you project all of your problems onto. i fucking hate you. stop trapping her in your web of lies. she deserves the best of the best, you promised you would be, but you failed. just like i did.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:44 pm UTC
Je t'ai détesté longtemps après avoir fait ce que tu as fait. Mais ensuite, j'ai réalisé que peut-être je le prenais trop personnellement. Je sais que vous ne m'avez jamais aimé et que vous ne l'aurez jamais, mais ça va. J'ai réalisé que je t'aimais quand tu m'as donné toutes les raisons de te mépriser mais tout ce que je pouvais faire était de t'aimer. Il a fallu beaucoup de temps pour vous dépasser, 2 ans. J'ai finalement eu la fermeture et je suis reconnaissant. Je ne comprends toujours pas pourquoi vous ne vous êtes jamais soucié, je suppose que vous êtes trop jeune et ce n’était pas si profond. Je serai toujours là pour vous, merci de faire partie de mon histoire. J'espère qu'à l'avenir nous finirons tous les deux heureux avec d'autres personnes mais toujours dans la vie de l'autre.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:43 pm UTC
Je t'ai détesté longtemps après avoir fait ce que tu as fait. Mais ensuite, j'ai réalisé que peut-être je le prenais trop personnellement. Je sais que vous ne m'avez jamais aimé et que vous ne l'aurez jamais, mais ça va. J'ai réalisé que je t'aimais quand tu m'as donné toutes les raisons de te mépriser mais tout ce que je pouvais faire était de t'aimer. Il a fallu beaucoup de temps pour vous dépasser, 2 ans. J'ai finalement eu la fermeture et je suis reconnaissant. Je ne comprends toujours pas pourquoi vous ne vous êtes jamais soucié, je suppose que vous êtes trop jeune et ce n’était pas si profond. Je serai toujours là pour vous, merci de faire partie de mon histoire. J'espère qu'à l'avenir nous finirons tous les deux heureux avec d'autres personnes mais toujours dans la vie de l'autre.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 14, 2021, 9:37 am UTC
i love you. i know you’re gonna leave though and it hurts so bad knowing that. ive fucked up so bad in the past, and i really cant afford to loose you. that’s why i shut down. that’s why i act the way i do sometimes. i’m so sorry. i hate myself for making you feel you’re not good enough. you’re way more then that, and that’s the thing. i feel so selfish because i need u. i really do, but i don’t want to hurt you. i’m so scared of it because you only deserve happiness. i’m never gonna let you go no matter what tho. hate me, tell me i’m not good enough, point out every one of my insecurities or imperfections, and i will still love you. i really hope we last, but it kills me to know that nothing lasts forever. the thought of loosing you kills me. literally. it turns my stomach, gives me a headache, makes me throw up. i’m so scared to get even more obsessed then i already am because i dont. want. to. hurt. you. you mean more then anything to me and i never would’ve thought you would stay this long. i’m so sorry.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:56 am UTC
you knew how much pain i had been through and you promised you wouldn’t put me through more. you lied.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:52 am UTC
Gracias por todo el apoyo, por ser el lugar donde puedo estar tranquila, por comprenderme, espero que podamos estar juntos la prĂłxima vida, por que con todo el amor que te tengo no creo que haya suficientes vidas para acabarlo.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:33 am UTC
do you think about me as much as i think about you? do i ever appear in your mind? do you miss talking to me like i miss talking to you? i guess not because if you did, you would.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 14, 2021, 2:02 am UTC
To my first love... I'm sorry. It's been almost six years and I can't help but think of what could have been.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 13, 2021, 11:32 pm UTC
thank you for helping me get myself back, i am eternally grateful. I’m sorry it was the wrong time for us
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 13, 2021, 9:55 pm UTC
idk what I keep doing wrong. i thought we weve been perfect together, but you act like i keep hurting you or like im doing something wrong. i do everything for you but it doesnt seem to be enough
