hey, ilysm, even though i have the feeling that i’m slowly losing you. but when i see you it’s all back to normal

i wish we could have been more when we still knew each other. but we can’t because we’re strangers now.

Hope you realise how much I care ab you and know the fact that I had so many reasons to leave when I chose to stay.

I love you so much that it hurts. It hurts that this will have no culmination.
It hurts that time is cruel.

thank you for reminding me of the person that i want to be, i wish i could stop you from doubting that you're enough

I wish we didn't ignore that we liked each other. Maybe then, he wouldn't have the chance to break your heart.

U broke me in ways you will never know, you make think tht you loved me to thn me finding out tht you was talking to another lass , fuck you for tht and FUCK you for everything else as well ! I will never forgive you and I don’t plan on to as well , but all I’m goin to say is have a good life

i was going to write something angry, but i genuinely think ive moved on

fuck you though, youre a creep and none of us ever deserved to get hurt

I’m sorry it didn’t end up how we wanted it to. I wish everything was fine and I wish I was in ur arms right now. I miss you endlessly. Every day.

You were in my dream last night and things were amicable again, I miss you but this is for the best. I’m sorry if I hurt you

We got so close at the party... it was hard not kissing you, until you hooked up with m. i miss talking to you, we have so many good conversations and you were there when i need to talk the most. i fucking miss you. :( love you

you taught me stuff no one else could ever teach me. you hurt me the most anyone could hurt me. and i still love you, with every broken piece of me

i didn’t want to let you go. i still love you. but i couldn’t keep pretending it didn’t hurt. i’m sorry.

i have faith you will come back, you always do. and i will wait however long it takes. you are my one and only, i don't want anyone else.
g.c

Here is what I wish you would have told me when you left...
I’ll miss your green eyes and the words that you used to write, but I’ll always have them and the letters under my bed. Believe me when I say “I wanted to be yours”. But I can’t hold on, I’ll always want something more.

It hurts to see you so happy with her , but you deserve the happiness . I wish you well my darling but I’m finally letting go . I’ll always wait you and be here when you need me . I love you always x

I knew there would be girlfriends in between me but I always thought we would finally make it back to each other. Guess I was wrong.

for all I know this kid could be the love of my life. do I love him, great question. I’m young, do I really know what love is? maybe, it feels like it. it sure feels like there is something VERY strong between us. I’ve never felt so strong for someone and it feels a little something like love or whatever you would call it. I think he loves me. it feels so crazy that someone could feel this way about me. an emotional, ugly, needy, rude, not outgoing, home body, not social, sad all the time and yet he still feels like that. i might end up marrying him. who knows, this boy maybe could never fully get over me. the way he talks to me and about me omg it kills me of happiness and I just feel soooooo special. the memories and feelings I have and had with him I will never ever forget. he is my person. I was sitting in my dads car before and I was just playing my music through the speakers and it was dark and the lamp post’s were on and it was an atmosphere for thinking and just going over my life. all I could think about was him. he is all I ever think about. the day he moves my god will I be a wreck. he isn’t even far but idk it just isn’t sitting right with me. like I can’t get over it. I broke his heart and I will never forgive myself for it. yeah we’re young but my god it feels like we went through marriage and got divorced or something. like we have been to hell and back with each other and I don’t even know why he still wants to even associate with me. I’m actually a horrible person, but I can’t change anything. I did what I did and I can only make up for it. I’m trying I really am but it’s very confusing. if I could go back and do something different I would. I wouldn’t of hurt him and I would’ve looked at the good in the relationship and not the very minor bad things take over me. it was stupid. I think he’s asleep right now and I already miss him. I just wanna talk to him about anything cause if I’m talking to him I forget about everything else. I have never cared for someone so much in my life. he’s made such a warm place in my heart and forever will have a spot in my heart. fuck this is actually hard to write my god. I know everything I could possibly know about c. well I think I know mostly everything. he’s so strong. he has gone through a lot and have a look at him. he is so so strong and I’m so proud of him for everything he does. he is gonna go far, very far. this boy captured my heart. his mum omg I love her, she’s my best friend and c well I don’t have words really. you deserve the world honestly. I hope we reconnect in the future and we fall in love all over again and get married and have cute lil ranga or blonde kids with blue/hazel eyes and they will watch their dad play his favourite thing to do, footy. your gonna make the AFL I swear on it. we will show our kids what true love looks like because I know you grew up not being able to see that. I’ve never met anyone else like you, and I don’t ever think I will. no one has ever moved me the way you do. I never wanted to screw up us. when I first met you I would never have known that we would’ve gone through all this together. you can be mad at me or I could be mad at you but if you were down or needed something I’d be the first to be there. I wish you could hear the way I talk about you to my mum, to my friends. I know I’m young and I sound stupid saying all this and probably cliche but I’m being serious. I don’t know really how to explain it. I love u c

i’m not quite sure if my love for you is platonic or romantic, but it sure is there. i love you with my whole heart, but maybe for the wrong reasons.

Why do we act like strangers when we see each other? we both know we aren’t. I wish you’d speak to me.

you were my first love, you left me heart broken. i still have all the memories of you even though and no one could ever i mean ever replace you. Even though we were really toxic for each other i cant see my self with someone else, and when ever i do i push my self away cause i don't wanna lose the memories of you. i wish i could move on but i can't.. I hope you're happy though that's all that matters to me. i miss you though but were just strangers with memories i guess. i still love you.

Thanks for coming back and telling me why you ghosted me. I needed to hear that, to realize you never deserved me.

I've submitted so many of these under your name to relieve the pain you left me with. I think this is finally going to be the last one. I'm moving on.

I wish it hadn't been too little too late. I'm happier now, but that... hurt. He didn't take me from you, you lost me.

this was the color of your shirt the day i saw you for the last time. if i try hard enough i can still feel your perfume

honestly i think i just like the idea of you, the idea of us. I've created in my head how i want/wanted you to be. i don't even know if these are real feelings for you, i don't know if i actually miss you. Or the idea of me having someone. Having someone to talk to late at night, in the mornings. I don't know what i feel but i miss that feeling I had when we were texting. I was happy, you made me feel happy. What did i do wrong. What did i do to make you switch up so fast:/

me gustas nunca me acerque a ti porque soy muy tímida, nose como o porque sucedió pero me gustas mucho
Se que fui cobarde pero tuve mucho miedo de tu rechazo y terminamos separados sin siquiera haber comenzado ?

I miss the way me and you use to text everyday, you would make me feel so safe but you left me on opened lol ?

I was on you for a whole year- but when it finally fell into place... why didn’t it feel the way I wanted it to?

Te amé mucho, pero más al recuerdo de como eras al principio, por eso seguía ahí, pensando que cambiarías, o que ya no me harías lo mismo, no es justo justificarte con que te sentías mal, si no estabas listo simplemente hubieras evitado todo, aunque todos te decían que te habías equivocado porque yo en verdad te quería solo decías "me sentía mal", solo me hablabas y me "querías " cuando te sentías solo y me usabas para no sentirte así, ahora me siento mucho mejor que logre ya no hablarte y borrarte de mi vida fue lo mejor que hice.

i hate that u still play on my mind and that whenever i’m sad i think of what we used to have. it’s unfortunate, but was inevitable. i’m sorry.

Imy.. yk i don’t like being on delivered for hours and what you don’t know is that ur current gf is the one who said that at the party if i told you sooner we would still be together and you would’ve blocked her i wish i told you i want to now but it doesn’t matter anymore to you i’m trying not to care but it’s so hard i’m moving on tho and i think about you all the time i wish you felt the same.. i can’t compete with her you’ve known her forever and you even said you would pick someone you’ve known for a while over me any day.. she’s popular and i’m not ik ur a clout chaser but at the end of the day she’s fat and i’m not.. i’m also 10x prettier and nicer to everyone you should regret what you did

All I can do is smile when I remember what we had. I hope you feel the same way… if not now, then soon.

No sabes cuantas veces me he imaginado q en muchos años nos encontraremos y hablaremos de todo como viejos amigos

I didn’t think losing a friend would hurt so badly. We were supposed to grow old together and now I don’t know you. Did you ever even care ?

I so badly wanted you to change that I changed my standards for you, I wish I hated you but I can’t help but love you still.

I just want to stop thinking that you still miss her, that she will always be in your mind and that you really only used me to try to forget her, even after thinking all that is true or not, I love you

Te extraño demasiado , no se como estas, pero espero que almenos seas feliz , siempre seras mi mejor amiga y espero que algun dia podamos volver a vernos aunque es imposible , porfavor nunca me olvides , yo hago lo posible para no hacerlo , te amo demasiado .Perdí todo el amor propio que me tenia , siento que todo lo que pasó y la razón de que ya no estes a mi lado es mi culpa, perdon por todo y cuidate porfavor ♡

electric & bold. i always think of what could've been. perhaps the butterflies will return threefold one day.

you pushed me back into the hole you helped me out of, but this time i won't be able to pull myself out

Why are you stuck in my head I miss you so much like honestly I don’t understand how you dated my bestfriend she just broke you after I fixed you but it’s fine I’m slowly getting over you

i'm sorry that i had feelings for you. i know that it wasn't my fault, but i'm still today filled up with guilt over how much pain i caused you and her. i felt so bad hearing you feeling guilty for loving her instead of me. she also told me she felt guilty for loving you back. i think my feelings for you may be gone now, but i still feel hurt about you two being together, cause whenever i see you i get reminded of the time when i first found out about you two and how that was during an already dark period of my life. but otherwise i'm doing so much better now, i have grown so much as a person, i'm really working on not putting my self down anymore and i'm slowly accepting who i am. it seems like it may be hard for you to believe but i want you to trust me on this one. i hope we can go back to the friends we used to be, but i don't want to rush anything cause you're too important of a person for me to lose.

No se si fue amor lo que llegamos a sentir, no se si eso fue estar enamorados... pero fue tan bonito haber pasado tantos momentos juntos que no pensé que podía vivir con alguien

stop giving me attention and talking to me when you think i like someone else it’s shitty and you know i would choose you

i danced & flirted with a boy tonight and he asked me to hang out soon :-) he’s tall and cute and fun and nice and nothing like u

Every song you sent me, I consider it a part of you, hopefully God will give us a second chance to get to know each other even more, I promise that I will not let you down and I will hug you a lot, but for now I can only tell you to keep this happy

I wonder if you feel the way about me that I do about you. It's humiliating loving someone this much when it's most likely not reciprocated. But the thing is that I can't commit to things and don't want to hurt you again if you do

I love you so so so so much...but you chose her. You chose her and it hurts. You will never love me as much as I love you..

my mind is is just telling me to wait for you, but i’m getting tired. i don’t know if i have hope for us anymore.

Even after all this time and everything that has changed around us, I still feel so much for you. That is hard.