Unsent messages to C
From: ABC
To: C
It’s okay if you hate me now , I’ll never understand why but somewhere in between there was love. So much love x
From: ABC
To: C
How do I tell you I don't want to be your friend anymore? We had a special bond that I may never find again, but right now, there's no person that makes me feel more miserable than you
From: ABC
To: C
am i annoying? needy? obsessive? boring? i just want you to tell me if i’m a burden. if i say too much, if i bug you, if i did something. i don’t know if i did or didn’t, but damn. it really hurts.
From: ABC
To: C
Sorry I didn't reply; I drafted so many messages. But I wanted to let you know: I had a fun time too.
From: ABC
To: C
i try to pretend that I don’t miss you but i still lay awake at 3 am and remember how badly i want you
From: ABC
To: C
why does it have to be so complicated? i know you don't want to fall in love again but i've shown you time after time that I never want to hurt you, i even told you i was in love with you. You said it yourself, i've always been here for you.
From: ABC
To: C
why did you forgive me? i didn’t deserve it after all the times i hurt you. maybe missing you is my penance.
From: ABC
To: C
I don't regret our relationship
Do I wish it were different?
yes.
But we weren't made for each other.
We both always knew deep down.
From: ABC
To: C
What about you? Will you be able to give me what I need in the future? And also respect how I'm healing and handling things. It's not always about you.
From: ABC
To: C
I secretly hope that my friends know that you still love me and they are not telling me in order not to spoil the surprise
From: ABC
To: C
You cared about me and I cared about you, but I couldn't let myself get hurt again. I broke your heart and it broke mine too.
From: ABC
To: C
I no longer cry about the day under the playground in the rain. I just appreciate the sunshine now. Goodbye. :)
From: ABC
To: C
you broke me for reasons i didn’t understand. But now i understand that it had to happen, i’m stronger now.
From: ABC
To: C
i miss you. more than anything in the world and i will always always have a place for you in my heart and i will always be there for you. i hope you are happy because that’s all i ever want for you. your amazing i love you more dumbass
From: ABC
To: C
just fuck you, you where the reason that made me believe in love, instead to give me love you gave me pain and i hate you for that but i still love you
From: ABC
To: C
i know you look at other girls and think theyre hot and beatiful, your best friend told me. you knew i was insecure, you said to my face a girl was so pretty and you love her, howw i didnt start crying right there, righ then, i have no clue, i love you so much but why. why do you tell me i have the perfect body when youre lucking at slim-thick girls and think theyre perfect? i dont get it.
From: ABC
To: C
My heart aches knowing you’ve moved on whilst i’m still lingering on you but there’s nothing i can do but be happy for you
From: ABC
To: C
I miss talking to you at 2am about my ugly fucking pyjamas you told me you liked them & it made me happy
From: ABC
To: C
today was the first day we were silent to each other, the silence was louder then our words ever were
From: ABC
To: C
I loved you and after while I learned you’d never love me back I could try as hard as I want but you’ll never be mine
From: ABC
To: C
Even if I only knew you when we were kids and grew older and apart, I still wish you would have the same heart from that point in time
From: ABC
To: C
this was not what i expected, this is not what i looked for. it's not that i don't like you... i just wish that i cared more:(
From: ABC
To: C
i really don’t know what i did to deserve the hurt you gave me but i held onto you for so long and i’ve finally let go
From: ABC
To: C
hey, lol I just wanted to be enough for you. you made me feel like I was worthy until I found out you where still caught up on ur ex.
From: ABC
To: C
i had deep feelings for you. but you took them for granted. we don’t speak now because you never saw me.
From: ABC
To: C
I miss you. I miss being your best friend, you may have not thought of me as much as a friend as I thought of you but it doesn’t change the fact that I would do anything for you. We’ve grown up together and no matter how much I try I’ll never forget about you ever. I love you
From: ABC
To: C
I wish things would have worked out differently between us. But now I know everything happens for a reason, you were not good for me, you put me in a dark place. I think I've finally let go. Goodbye
From: ABC
To: C
i just miss you. i miss being close and talking to you. i still love you and don’t know how to tell you
From: ABC
To: C
I want you back. I miss you being my best friend, I miss the talks we had. I just miss you in general...
From: ABC
To: C
I’m sorry that I couldn’t provide the warmth and happiness that you filled my soul with every damn day. I fuckin wish I was enough for you. You gave my life hope and meaning❤️
From: ABC
To: C
You were the one thing in my life that made it worth living. I’ve never felt so broken now that I’m without you.
From: ABC
To: C
I miss you so much and I know it’s my fault that we aren’t still together, you are constantly in my head and I just hope one day we will try again.
From: ABC
To: C
I'm still hurting and confused from when u left. It's like restarting my life...and idk where to begin..
From: ABC
To: C
you messed me up, ur hurt me and broke me.. and all i know is that we had something there but after we’re just strangers..
From: ABC
To: C
when you said "I love you" to me i thought I did too but when you left it made me realize i loved the idea of you more than I ever loved you
From: ABC
To: C
I feel like the only real reason you left me was because of my mental issues and that they were too much for you to handle. and I'm sorry that they didn't get better when we were together. I swear I'm working on them now, without you. and maybe that's for the best.
From: ABC
To: C
and every time i miss you, i will text you here.
it's hard to stay happy when the one i loved the most does not want to remember me. did i do something wrong?
From: ABC
To: C
you were my bestfriend. you said you’d never leave and you knew everything i was going through i told u i was barely hanging on and when u left it broke me and it’s never been the same since. you don’t take my feelings seriously anymore and your never there for me the way i’m there for you. i really thought what we had was forever and i guess i was stupid to think you wouldn’t change
From: ABC
To: C
You made me think that it would be different this time, but everytime I see you I realize that it was different. It was worse
From: ABC
To: C
we were so in love and both knew, but never did anything.and then u started dating her. why? i though u loved me.
From: ABC
To: C
part of you picking her really really broke. me not because I loved you, but because I knew I’d never be as good as she was, which I think was why I tried to compete with her in the first place. to show that I was better, but we both knew I wasn’t.
From: ABC
To: C
you made me realize that I'm probably gay. I loved playing with your hair and I loved how you picked me up. please, let's do that again.
From: ABC
To: C
I just wish I took a chance on you even though I was scared because we could have been something good
From: ABC
To: C
hey
im over u now. we both deserve better. we weren’t even in a relationship yet there was just something about u that i held onto. i made one of these for u before and i regret it but, oh well.
so silly . id write something like this yet i would never tell u how i felt. anyway, i need to let go of this silly ‘crush’ to move on.
see u. no literally, ill see u again soon lol
From: ABC
To: C
i kissed someone that wasn’t you for the first time, and for a moment it felt as if you were in my arms again.
From: ABC
To: C
i love you, and i’m always going to be here for you but it hurts that you picked her over me, like i was the second option
From: ABC
To: C
it hurts knowing that even though we may love each other to the ends of this earth, we don't have a future, love u
From: ABC
To: C
i miss you so much, wish we were still in the same country. i still remember all the happy memories we had together. i hope you are doing well :)
From: ABC
To: C
i hope you never leave. it would be a tragedy. but a part of me knows its going to happen eventually.
From: ABC
To: C
I think of you every day, every hour, every minute, every second and every waking moment. I love you.
