Unsent messages to C
From: ABC
To: C
You showed me to see the monster in people. I want to get as far from you as I can and never look back
From: ABC
To: C
fuck you. i hope no other girl has to go through the bullshit and pain you put me and so many others through.
From: ABC
To: C
Every time it rains I wonder if the thunder still frightens you like it did years ago. I also wonder if she makes you happy. I hope youāre happy. Iām sorry.
From: ABC
To: C
When you left I realized I knew nothing about you, I knew only about the fantasy of you that was in my head
From: ABC
To: C
Iām sorry I wasnāt enough,Iām so sorry I broke your heart sm that you left and you probably hate me sm but my heart still craves you after 3 years
From: ABC
To: C
Youāre my person. I love you wholeheartedly. I know it took us a while to find each other but now that we have I donāt think I couldāve lasted another second without you. As if an invisible string connected us all these years. I adore you, I love you, I trust you. I am ready for forever with you in every timeline, in every plane of existence. Itās me and you always.
From: ABC
To: C
You're the darkness within me begging to crawl out and hurt everyone. You never knew what I was going through, and I'm thankful you didn't. Because if you did, you'd be haunted too.
From: ABC
To: C
I just thought the years we had together deserved more than to be ghosted with no explanation. I deserved more.
From: ABC
To: C
I sat on the mountain for months, waiting for you to call or text or come find me. I had to pass you with him, not knowing what I know now. It haunted me.
You shouldn't have said that you loved me if you didn't mean it. I have terrible nightmares when I can sleep, which isn't often. I don't eat well. I can't talk to people normally anymore. You changed me, and now I'll never be able to be loved again. If you could see how they stare at me, how they avoid me, how they talk about me from a distance. It hurts so bad, and everyone seems to notice and stay away from me.
From: ABC
To: C
Thank you for showing me how I should be treated, what love truly is, how incredible it is, you make everything so simple, but why do I still feel empty
From: ABC
To: C
i feel like u exclude me from everything
if u dont want me im gonna be out
i cried too many tears
enjoy ur bfs/gfs
From: ABC
To: C
You're not my first, but I want you to be my last.
I think I love you. (I'm sorry I haven't told you yet.)
From: ABC
To: C
i wanna kiss you again and forever holy fucking god why dont you love me back?
i miss you so much
hope we stay together in the end
From: ABC
To: C
you will always carry a little piece of my heart. i truly believe that our souls will always be together even if our bodies aren't. we are platonic soulmates one way or another :/ i hope one day you'll be back in my arms at the right time.
From: ABC
To: C
in that moment where the world was spinning out of control, I couldāve sworn you told me āi love youā but iāll never know, because wondering means thereās hope and knowing it could be in my head would tear me limb from limb.
From: ABC
To: C
I donāt miss you. You broke me but iām not broken anymore . Donāt come crawling back you have no right . Iām happy , let me be you owe me atleast that .
From: ABC
To: C
I donāt miss you. You broke me but iām not broken anymore . Donāt come crawling back you have no right . Iām happy , let me be you owe me atleast that .
From: ABC
To: C
you were the only one there for me after I was sexually assaulted, and you still just used me for sex. you make me feel so ashamed of myself.
From: ABC
To: C
Iām sorry that I was never good enough for you, and Iām sorry that I hurt you. You let me believe for so long that everything was my fault, but you did so many bad things to me and yet I still defend you. You werenāt my first love and Iām glad you werenāt.
From: ABC
To: C
i wish when we fell in love, you actually fell for me and not her. that would of save a whole lot of heartbreak
From: ABC
To: C
if i could go back and save myself the heartbreak i would do it all over again to see your smile one last time
From: ABC
To: C
We have hated each other for as long as I remember. You were part of the "popular guy group" and I was the kind of sidekick ig of the "popular girl group". We were constantly placed in the same class and teachers always made us sit next to each other for some unknown reason. I remember one time we both had some sort of line monitor thing and you tried to insult me by saying "are you wearing makeup?"*insert snobby facial expression*. When I mindlessly restored that I wasn't we both did a double-take and stared at each other. You had accidentally called me pretty. We both went silent and have never mentioned it to this day. You've dated all of my friends and then some. Something to remember, I'm a huge fan of the enemies to lovers trope. And so by now, I know what the exact kind of cliche enemies to lovers bickering sounds like. Anyway, while we were in a zoom meeting me, you and 2 others were put in a breakout room. We started a petty back and forth that sounded like you: "*snobby sentence*" me: "oh wow, *insert name*, your sheer intelligence stumps me". And then it hit me like a train, this was the exact kind of argument I hear all the time in e.t.l. books. I muted myself and sat in shock for the rest of class. Over the years people have made jokes abt "shipping us" and how we are so alike. I always brushed it away and now i can't stop thinking about it. I can't tell if it's my Wattpad obsessed brain clinging for any kind of e.t.l. version irl or if I maybe, possibly, like you. Thought number two terrifies me. How could I even begin to like you, you annoying, snobby always coming out on top jerk. You are like my own personal Draco Malfoy from a dramione fanfic, before all the romance. I'm even curly-brown-haired, and bookish, while you are blue-eyed, blonde, and cocky. When I asked for my love life to be like Dramione, this is not what I meant.
From: ABC
To: C
you were going to be my first love until you fucked it up. it was at school, around my friends, somewhere i felt safe. i was standing next to my friends. they saw me move away from you. they saw everything. you sexually assaulted me. i started to trust you and you just grabbed my thigh when i was trying to GET AWAY. you touched my ass before without my consent. you started touching my back without my consent. you started making sexual comments KNOWING im asexual, without my consent. fuck you. i wish you the worst shit.
From: ABC
To: C
Why should I apologize first? I begged for you to stay. It was you who ended it. You made your choice.
From: ABC
To: C
i miss hanging out with you and our facetimes every night. i hope we reconnect next summer because i miss how happy we were all together this summer.
From: ABC
To: C
it feels good to let go. when youāre in my position one day i know this will all make more sense. good luck
From: ABC
To: C
i still love you even though you hurt me. you know who this is and i want you to want me to stay but i canāt. im sorry. i love you
From: ABC
To: C
I donāt think I ever liked you again after what you did but giving up on us is hard when I still love you.
From: ABC
To: C
u made me rethink what love was and the day u left i started to love myself more. Now nothing will hold me back from being happy.
From: ABC
To: C
why did you choose her without getting to know me. you said you lost feelings after you kissed me but you never had feelings for me in the first place did you? why put me through all this pain?
From: ABC
To: C
Shooting stars never fly for me-my heart is on Mars kinda hard to see but you know you know Iāll see you again
You know you know I will see you again
From: ABC
To: C
Has she seen you in your glasses? You never let anyone see you in your glasses, except me. If she has, I already know you love her.
From: ABC
To: C
what we had just worked. it may not work for all people, but iām glad it did for us. and iām sorry that i let it get so bad
From: ABC
To: C
I loved you, i really did. But before i knew it all i could feel was pain as you stepped all over me. I'm still angry, but now my heart can't feel anything anymore
From: ABC
To: C
i imagined a future with us... i was naive to think you really cared. you left me like it was the easiest thing in the world when i would of took a bullet for you... And to this day i am still not over you and itās been four years...
From: ABC
To: C
I think I might like you but Iām scared to get hurt. I donāt know if u like me back. U asked me to help u find a gf, that hurt me and idky.
From: ABC
To: C
even though you hurt me like no other, sometimes I still miss what we had. And I feel guilty for missing that. F*ck you.
From: ABC
To: C
You made me believe I had someone. Even for a short period of time. Iāll never stop being grateful to have loved you no matter how sour we turned out.
From: ABC
To: C
Out of all the girls you knew, I was the only one who really cared about you. Why was I was the only one you didn't go for?
From: ABC
To: C
To the one that got away. Why did you tell me you loved me the day before you moved across the country? You didnāt even tell me. It was unfair. And yet I miss you anyways. I wish I could see what we wouldāve become. It was over all too fast.
From: ABC
To: C
I miss how we were in the beginning and I hope we get through everything because I love you so much and 3 hours is so far.
From: ABC
To: C
the way we look at each other when something funny happens makes me fall in love with you again and again
From: ABC
To: C
Why was I so easy to replace?
Was my best not enough?
I still think about you, I donāt know why but I do
From: ABC
To: C
i actually hate you. like actually fucking hate you. every time you hurt me i forgave you and forgave you and forgave you. iām actually so done with this bullshit. if i ever hear you telling others your fake ass lies about what happened i will finally stand up for myself. leave me the fuck alone. b
From: ABC
To: C
I know we're just friends and the hearts we send are in a joking manner but every day I think of you and I always have your playlist on loop,
I think I like you
From: ABC
To: C
i miss you, i wish you would just call me one more time so i could tell you everything i didnāt get the chance to
From: ABC
To: C
when were together time seems to pass by so fast. i wish we could spend everyday together. i miss you
From: ABC
To: C
You are my favorite person. My reason for breathing and you have no idea. I miss you and I hope you're okay. My heart aches, I'm worried. Please be okay, I need you here. Whether that is with me or not, I need you alive.
From: ABC
To: C
I miss you so much, I need to let go. But I canāt. I need you, I need you to make me feel again. But you donāt need me. Iāve learned that the hard way
From: ABC
To: C
i had to relearn how to fall asleep after u left. i had to get used to not having ur arms around me or u being there to tell me that u loved me as i fell asleep. i still lay awake at night hoping that youāll come back, just for one more night.
