You are the first thing that crosses my mind in the morning, and the last before I fall asleep. I'm thankful for you even if you don't talk to me anymore

To some people you've been here for awhile but your new to me, I like how you style your hair and are pretty quiet. just something ticks about you. Although there's many others with your same name I hope you know who you are. Im tall but your just a slight taller then me.( to all the short and annoying chases I don't mean u)

You treated me so well for a whole YEAR but you left me for my best friend FIVE DAYS after u left me on our ONE YEAR. What did she have that I didn't? I never got closure from either one of you. It honestly kinda hurts still. I recently read some texts that were sent between us... we were on the same page about everything. I don't understand... Did u cheat on me? Were you guys flirting behind my back? Anyways I want you to know I met someone better and we have almost been together for a year. Chase our relationship makes me second guess everything. You really let me down. I tried to kms when you left... not just because of you but because everyone started leaving me because we had the same friends... I'm sorry whatever I did...if I even did anything...

i feel like we keep getting dragged back together. like something about us is supposed to work. but another part of me thinks we’re not meant for each other. i want to be your best friend but i’m scared to catch feelings for u. thank you for always coming back.

hey asshat! i probably shouldn't write another one of these for a while because that sorta defeats the purpose of space and you know the moving on stuff which i still want you to try to do btw like fr. but i'm gonna write in this color because well you've always been light purple to me. its sorta funny reading these messages to the other chases of the world, honestly annoying though because i actually never wanted you to read mine. i thought there would be a ton of submissions cuz the name is common and i figured you'd never even be able to find it but ofc with my luck everyone stopped writing the chases of the world messages the second i felt like i needed to. i actually wrote like 6 of them under all different names but mostly all in this color. the other ones in this color that weren't me sorta seemed like stuff i would say too which is confusing cuz well it's not me. weird huh? fan behavior if you ask me. anyways i'm ranting sorry um but fr i want you to try to move on, i promise you'll realize i'm not all that great. oh oh also i watched this movie about johnny cash tonight it was good but also sorta upsetting. his dad was really mean. some dads should really stop doing that. but it got me thinking about joaquin phoenix's scar on his lip and the whole movie its sorta all i could pay attention to. i felt bad about it though because i'm sure he gets that a lot and it isn't nice to stare even if they can't see you doing it. but i was thinking about scars, mental ones and physical ones and how they're actually really pretty to me? the scars i have feel personal ig but also i'm super cool so they probably just seem even more badass by just being on my body duh. i have the one from when i snuck out and ran into that police officer (still embarrassing cant even sneak out right) and ones i still remember from running into doors and kicking people in soccer and stupid stuff like that. but still. the scars are lucky to be on such a cool person. i wonder why some scars hurt more even if they aren't as deep, or don't look as gruesome. ig to everyone else they seem like less of a big deal since they look less painful but maybe that's why they're prettier than the one's everyone knows about. they're like incognito pain or annoying bandaid tribulations that only you ever got to know and idk i guess i think that's really cool. also lol you with your neosporin (well lack of it technically) loserrrrrrrrr still funny as hell your cut from camp took that long to heal. you and your fucked up elbow smh. well anyways i miss you already don't be stupid.
- literally the coolest person for scars and pretty everything ever, b

i love you more than words can say and im sorry for constantly fucking everything up and being a bad person ily :)

You really hurt my feelings today, I can’t even lie. I’ve cried more than four times because you made me feel like I wasn’t worth your time today. I can’t be mad though, because i know you didn’t mean to. I know you care about me I’ve just been insecure because I feel like your falling for another girl and that kinda hurts like a lot, even though I’m fifty percent sure you aren’t into me. You text her a lot and hung out with her the other day and now I feel like I’m going to be replaced. I’m not going to matter anymore and I’ll be pushed away. I would actually become irrelevant to you and that scares me because you’re the main thing that keeps me together. Not to mention you keep me from doing bad things. You make me really happy and it makes me even more happy that we’re friends. I want to keep our friendship. This is probably going to piss you off if you find it because I’m being an over thinker, but I think if I said some of this to you I would start crying... But I don’t want this to make you feel bad okay? You’re a good person and I need to keep you in my life. Please don’t leave me.

I love you... you hate me, why? We were so close? But it's fine, we still talked, before I found out.. :/

you don’t love me. you never did. i just loved you enough for the both of us. i gave you everything i had and you still chose her.

Thank you for being my first love. I’m sorry for not trying to make things work. You’re always in my heart.

I saw the one your wrote in grey. I’m worried about you. I just wish there was some way I can help you, if there is anything at all I will do it, anything that involves good things. I can’t even begin to explain how much you mean to me, you’re one of my very favorite people and you matter a lot to me. I just want to thank you for always being there and helping me when I need it, and reassuring my crazy ass. Seriously though, like if you feel upset one night and you really really need someone I won’t hesitate to come by and see you, okay? I’m always going to be here, I’m going to try to help you battle this as much as I can and as much as you want me to. I know you said you don’t really need me and you can do it on your own, but sometimes it’s just nice to know someone will always be there for you, and that’s what I’m going to do. And I know you’re not one for affection and such but if you ever just need a hug I think I could consider myself like a professional or something along the lines of that. You are enough and you matter. I’m going to try to help you as much as I can, without smothering you. There’s so much I could say about you that just makes my life so much better, you being my friend in general just makes my life so much better. I’m not going to give up on you. :)

you broke me but also forced me to find myself. im happy with how I am now, but you're always at the back of my mind. I don't know why I liked you so much. I trusted you, I told you all my problems and you were my best friend. but then you fucked it up and we started dating. sometimes I find myself wondering if we would still be friends if you never told me you liked me. honestly, I think you only were interested in me to get back at her. I was always the second choice. no matter what I do, you always pop up in my mind occasionally. I think I subconsciously try finding you in every guy I talk to. ever since you, I haven't been able to truly care for a boy like I did you. I've become heartless in that department and I just hope one day I'll find someone that will truly make me happy and never make me the second choice. because it sucks. no one should have to get used to that, but I did. we were young when we dated. too young and I didn't know what a relationship was supposed to be. I think it would have been better if it was now. I kind of wish we were still friends. I wonder what our friendship would have been like now. I think I miss you sometimes. but don't get me wrong, I haven't suffered this whole time. I'm fine now and I learned and grew. no one knows any of this. not even my closest friends. and I'll always plan on keeping it that way.

torn- ava max
i wish so much i hadn't kissed you that night, you havent looked at me the same since. I miss our adventures and our late summer nights, I know i was too young, i wish i wasnt
rosie cloud

I wish I would have appreciated you more. Your touch, your words, your laugh, your smile, your love... I’ll never love someone the way I loved you.

You were my first love and you never get off of my mind even when I try getting over you . I hope you are doing well and I hope you find someone that will make you happy!!

I’m still blocked and you may never see this, but I’m not doing this for you, I’m doing it for me. I’ve come to realize that All I lost was a boy who used me for my body and who would touch anything that moved, while you lost a woman who is hard working, determined and would’ve given you the whole world. I tried so hard. I could’ve handled things better, but I can’t say that you didn’t deserve my outburst. I didn’t truly like you, I liked the idea of you and my addictive personality took over. So instead of feeling like I lost something that could’ve been great, I sat back and watched my care and interest fade and watched you lose me, the girl who would’ve done so much just to be with you. You didn’t and will never deserve me. And I deserve a real man, not a horny little boy. Thank you for showing me that I’m worth so much more.

i love you. i want to marry you. i want to have your kids. a boy first. and then we can decide if we want another

i know we never dated. but you know we had something, and you still chose her over me. and not just once.

I messed up. We both did. I wish I tried more because I know you need someone to show you how much they care for you, that person is me. I know there’s someone else now but I wish you would just take time to focus on yourself like I’m doing. I’m doing this because I have hope for us. I know I never told you but I love you.

you fucked me up so bad i dont think ill ever be the same again. I will always love you but you chose her and now i have to live with it...

4 months wasted on you. I trusted you. I smiled every time you called and now i'm crying every time i hear your name.

why'd you have to lay a hand on me? i can no longer let any man touch me. you have ruined me and all i ever did was love you.

Remember when you snuck over and we played video games, I really felt so in the moment that night. I just got lost in having so much fun with you, I really let my guard down and showed you the real me. I hope you know that when I'm with you I feel free, I feel at home and happy. I really hope you know what I mean this time. (P.S.) you still kind of suck at the goose game though, but that's okay ;)

When I told you about all the things I want to do with someone that I love, I hope you listened well because most of them were directed to you.

I hope one night we will go stargazing while listening to our favorite songs and just forget the rest of the world and get lost in each other's company. I really, really hope.

Although we were only like 6 I still knew I loved you. Now years later when I think of love you always come to mind. Truth is I haven’t ever stopped liking you since we met?

our love fluctuates. i can never get a clear sign. i know its coming to an end but i just need a goodbye from you. that's all.

I'm terrified that you went on to make others feel even a fraction of the amount of fucked up you made me feel

you give her the attention i deserve after all i’ve done for you and what you’ve put me through. i’ve always had this feeling that you’ll find your way back but maybe you won’t and that’s okay but i still don’t ever see myself being with anyone else because of you and still to this day you will never understand what you mean to me and i hate that i still love you.

I don't miss you anymore. I found someone who treats me better than you ever did. But I still wonder what could have been if you hadn't treated me the way you did. I'm glad you found someone who seems to make you happy. I will always love you, but not in the way that I used to. I hope you do what makes you happy. Love, M

I really miss you. I can't even look at you in the face yet cause I know I'll cry. I will always have feelings for you, you're still my biggest crush.

i miss the feeling of your hands on me. and your breath on my neck. and you looking at me in the eyes

Sometimes I wish I could talk to you every hour of the day. but you don't always respond and maybe you hate me and that's ok but I wish I could tell you that you remind me of the stars and you're happiness for me. Nothing ever makes sense to me but everything about you is perfect even if you decide to never talk to me again that's ok because I'm honestly just glad I met you.

i originally tried to make you fall for me to get back at my ex (your best friend). but now i'm the one that's crushing

I hate that you lead me on for 3 months but I’m so happy that I’m single and that we are no longer dating. I’ve been able to reconnect with people in my life whose relationships got damaged when we started dating and I’ve been able to love myself again. Thanks for breaking my heart because it only made me stronger and much more aware of what I deserve in someone.

your the person who made me get up everyday. The first person i ever truly loved. thank you for it all. i’ll never forget u :)

I'll never forgive you for what you did. I hate you. You took all the love and patience from me and created a black hole.

i know this is a rant website, but really if you need to rant to someone and need advice add my snap, bellabling80 or my insta, hola.booo.imchase :)

I loved us because we weren’t meant to be. But rather, in a series of consequences we consistently chose each other. You were for me as I was for you. In every single twist and turn our lives threw at us, we chose each other. I hope you see how meant to be, fate, and destiny makes Us sound too easy. I have so much love for you. Our love isn’t “was”. Our love is “is”. Alive and present right now. I love you. I love you so much, I just can’t let go. So maybe it’s fate. At least that would make you come back to me.

I can't love you the way you deserve to be loved. I hope you find someone better than me. I love you.

I still think about you late at night. I regret letting you go, but it was for the better. I see in your posts that you look more happy with your new girlfriend. I wanted to make you feel like that, but I felt like I wasn't good enough for you. I wish we could still be friends, but I would always see you as more than a friend. I could never break you two apart. Seeing you happy means the world to me. Love you.

i miss you and i know the feeling isn’t mutual. things shouldn’t have gone the way they did and i’m sure you have the worst image of me now in your head but that’s okay. hope you’re doing well

I never want to stop knowing you. I can't tell you how I feel because I can't bear the thought of losing you

"o fuck off" go fuck urself u piece of shit, you put me thru so much at such a young age, i thot i loved u

thank you for being amazing. i think im falling in love with you but it could take me forever to admit it

I don't feel for people often because I'm scared of getting hurt. So imagine after I let myself fall you immediately hurt me.

i never thought i would have fallen in love with you.
but somehow u make me smilie everytime i see you

we got along so great yet you had to ruin it by going back to them. I miss our 10hr ft calls, hanging out almost everyday

I love you so much. I fell in love with you and i still am. I still can’t accept the fact that you’re gone and I try to get you out of my head but i can’t. Please come back.

I miss you. You don't want to talk anymore but I miss everything about you and us. I especially miss our deep conversations. I hope you give me another chance because I love you.