Unsent messages to C
From: ABC
To: C
You know I have forgiven you for cheating on me with that other girl, but every minute of the day my heart hurts when I think about it. You hurt me like no one else ever could. Why me? Wasn't I good enough for u? You said u would hate me forever if I would ever cheat but look at yourself now. Please explain to me why u did what u did...
From: ABC
To: C
i don’t really miss you anymore, i more just feel an overwhelming sense of disappointment. i gave you so many chances and you fucked them all up. i wish you would tell it like it is. why do you have to lie? is it from pride or just from being a bad person? don’t go around saying you didn’t love me, that i just couldn’t bare to see you with her, that i was the problem. i wasn’t. be a man and own your mistakes. seriously, i say that for your own good, because the guilt of everything is coated under the distraction of all the girls you have added to your collection, now who are tired and lifeless. i wish you could read everything i’ve written you since we ended- it’s a lot. you are the focus of many poems and letters and paragraphs. but i’m writing them less and less. i still think about you but like i said, i don’t miss you. i wouldn’t want someone like you in my life. i’m glad you are gone. :) i’m just mad that it could have all been different. look at that, you made me mad! i’ve felt anger now because of you. wow. this is yet another entry i have first addressed with colby but changed to c because i don’t want to hurt your feelings or hear this much from me. i am a good person. that was one of the only things you were right about. you should have treated me like one! i saw the best in you even when i was the only person you didn’t morph into what seemed shiny and new in front of. you showed me your worst and only your worst for weeks on end and i still saw the best and loved you. loved. i don’t love you anymore. you don’t even have a special place in my heart. you have a special place in the small small part of my gut that feels anger. that is where you lye. not up in my heart with people who have been good to me. i fell in love with the bare minimum and frankly, that messed me up. i have multiple guys being so so sweet to me and wanting to take me out but i still can’t really accept real adoration and kindness from a boy. you engrained in me that i wasn’t worthy of that. of course you didn’t know what you were doing, but you did it. i’m getting better though. the further away from you, the closer i am to self love.
From: ABC
To: C
The worst part is, I wish I never dated you in the first place because then I would still have my best friend. Now we are just strangers. And it hurts so bad because it has been four years and you move on, and I stand still.
From: ABC
To: C
you moved on too fast. you didn’t leave me any warning or time to prepare. please come back. i loved you so much. we had so much potential. i always see you now, but you never see me. i love you and i’m sorry. please come back.
From: ABC
To: C
So you’re telling me, the thanksgiving chat meant nothing. The staying up until 7am because you couldn’t bring yourself to say goodnight meant nothing. The fact that you wrote a song about me and you that night meant nothing. Because if it didn’t, I don’t understand how you could start dating her two days later. Was that night just your way of saying goodbye?
From: ABC
To: C
i dont love u like that. it’s strictly platonic. but i’m not sure u love me at all. platonically or otherwise.
From: ABC
To: C
i dont love u like that. it’s strictly platonic. but i’m not sure u love me at all. platonically or otherwise.
From: ABC
To: C
i'd write something to you but it's not like there's anything to write about. you liked me years ago and sometimes i feel like i never stopped liking you and i'm scared writing this confirms something. it's not like i ever told anyone about you, maybe my friend but i don't know, i don't really remember. i think we would be good together though, when you slip between the cracks and i'm stuck thinking about you again. she's said it too you know, the girl i'm pretty sure you're in love with. she's my best friend but it bothers me how she could have you again but she's not really serious about it. or at least i feel like that based off of what she's said a few times. i don't even know you that well. i think you were my first crush and i've never really gotten over that. i thought i was over it. but now i'm back at school and i'm thinking about you. i'm not even sure i like you, i hope i don't. because i don't even know you, not properly. only in the fact that we've gone to school for years together. i think sometimes you represent a feeling, i like to romanticize and overthink things and you're perfect for that. i just hope you think about me sometimes and think i'm nice. i hope you think i'm pretty too.
From: ABC
To: C
even after everything, you are still the only person i want around when i’m breaking down. i
love you
From: ABC
To: C
even after everything that happened between us u are still the only one i think of when i feel more alone than ever
From: ABC
To: C
i think im gonna off myself and ur the only person that could talk me out of it. u don’t give a shit tho cuz u don’t know. u never will this isn’t how i type
From: ABC
To: C
you’re trying to come back in my life but only putting in half the effort. it’s not enough and it hurts
From: ABC
To: C
I wish I had the strength to walk away, to not wait for you. But the truth is, I’d wait forever and a day to be yours.
From: ABC
To: C
I’m still wearing that bracelet u gave me before u ran away. you’ll be on tour soon, hope you still think of me when you’ll sing that song. love u always.
From: ABC
To: C
You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. Even though we'll never be, I'll never forget what you did for me.
From: ABC
To: C
Siempre me preguntĂ© si de verdad te importĂ© o si sĂłlo era el reemplazo de alguien que no estaba interesada en ti... en Ă©se caso no merecĂa ser quien rellenara Ă©se espacio en ti, no merecĂa ser usada de esa forma, menos cuando yo genuinamente te querĂa
From: ABC
To: C
You broke me and I hate you for it but I hate myself more because I know if you asked I’d take you back without question .
From: ABC
To: C
the day i called you up crying about something i was facing and u stayed on call with me to calm me down and that too for 2 hours was when i realised i love you.
From: ABC
To: C
Espero que al menos seamos amigos por muchos años, y tal vez, algĂşn dĂa, encontrarnos pero no a travĂ©s de una pantalla.
From: ABC
To: C
i get excited going to school just because of you. although we only see each other in the hallways but those 3 seconds of my time is worth it. just seeing you is worth it.
From: ABC
To: C
hey, i know that we definitely agreed before coming to this life that we would endure these experiences together for greater knowledge but i miss you and i hope that in another life we are experiencing life’s treasures together. with love always, a.
From: ABC
To: C
I'm not sure why you left and what you even felt towards me. Was it all a joke between your friends or did you actually want to spend time with me? Why would you kiss me like that if you already knew you'd just leave me? It's been months and I'm still waiting for you. I don't have the balls to reach out. I did on New Years but I unsent it because I was afraid you'd leave it on read just like the last message I left months ago.
I feel so stupid for feeling this way but nobody else will be you. I'd love to hear from you someday again. I wonder if time will ever bring us back together? Until then, I'll be waiting.
From: ABC
To: C
insomnia buddy,
i miss you = fact
you make me smile= fact
we're gonna have a blast working together = yup
I'm sorry I was a fucktard idiot. I don't know what happened to me but I think you saw it. You were so kind even when you were an ass.
From: ABC
To: C
Stop telling me I am beautiful, stop singing to me. You are in love with someone else... And I'm falling for you.
From: ABC
To: C
you love me and i'm trying so hard to love you back before it's too late. i'm trying to not break our hearts.
From: ABC
To: C
i love the way you sing in the car. i love the way you treat my dog. i love the way that you look at me like i make the stars shine.
From: ABC
To: C
I cant stop thinking about you and I want to be with you so bad but i know you don’t even think of me anymore
From: ABC
To: C
I cant stop thinking about you and I want to be with you so bad but i know you don’t even think of me anymore
From: ABC
To: C
the fact that you fell out of what we had and didn't tell me straight up when you knew i was already broken still hurts.
From: ABC
To: C
i hate that you make me feel so good and probably you're going to break my heart again. please don't tell me that night was a mistake, cause i can't take another loss
From: ABC
To: C
Your family cut me off 187 days ago. They forced you out of school, took your phone, and put you in counseling. Do you blame it on me now like they do? Or do you still love me?
From: ABC
To: C
you broke my trust along time ago and i just don’t know what to do, your a dick to me most of the time and i don’t want to be with you anymore xox
From: ABC
To: C
You were the only person to ever compliment that part of me. Years later and I still think of exactly how you said it and it makes me more secure
From: ABC
To: C
I pretend to be unbothered that I’m not the only one, but it eats away at me every second of the day.
From: ABC
To: C
You taught me what it was like to be seen, for someone to have faith in me and love me for me. I appreciate you for that more than you will ever know. You really did save me.
From: ABC
To: C
maybe we were meant for each other. maybe we were never meant to meet. the damage is done but you're still on my mind
From: ABC
To: C
There’s always been a part of you which lives on in me. I’ll never let go of it, I’ll never let it slide away.
From: ABC
To: C
I’ve been in love with you the past 2 years, I haven’t said anything because I don’t want to ruin anything.
From: ABC
To: C
I miss you so so much. I miss the laughing till we can't breathe the running through the rain I miss the everything. You meant so much to me but clearly you felt differently
From: ABC
To: C
Things can change a lot over time. I’m a strong believer in “everything happens for a reason”, but why’d you end up turning into everything I feared. Everybody else.
From: ABC
To: C
You fucked up my ability to be the person I was before I got cheated on. I don’t know how to love anymore. Others, Myself... nothing feels the same now. The rug could get ripped out from under me, no matter how happy I think I may be in my new relationships . That’s what you thought me, Don’t trust love.
From: ABC
To: C
Of what I knew love to be, you were my first. But you don’t even know because I didn’t realize it until now.
From: ABC
To: C
You break my heart more and more every day without even realizing it. I wish things were different and that you only had eyes 4 me.
From: ABC
To: C
just tried thinking ab what to write but ended up breaking down crying instead yay! anyways i miss u and i love u alot
From: ABC
To: C
hey, even tho we haven't been the same these past few days, i hope you see this, and i just wanna say, im so in love with you. and i dont know about you, but i fucking love you. i really do.
From: ABC
To: C
i miss you so much, i think about you every minute of every day. i love you and i hope you get someone who makes you as happy as you made me
From: ABC
To: C
i probably shouldn’t miss you as much as i do. you were there for me when i had no one. i just wish i could’ve meant as much to you as you did to me.
From: ABC
To: C
i probably shouldn’t miss you as much as i do. you were there for me when i had no one. i just wish i could’ve meant as much to you as you did to me.
From: ABC
To: C
You took me on date after date, and ended up ghosting me. For no reason. I did nothing wrong ... so fuck you
From: ABC
To: C
PerdĂłn por lastimarte , en verdad te querĂa, pero sabĂa que si te quedabas conmigo sufririas mas y tu no lo merecĂas,eres una persona buena y mereces que te quieran bien
