I’m starting to get tired of the back and forth. I finally think I’m strong enough to let you go. So let me go.

I miss you. I hate how we ended on such a bad note. We used to be best friends and now we're strangers.

after i built up the courage to tell you how i felt, you tore it apart. now we’re drifting. hope she makes you happier than i ever did

You were my first actual true love and I knew you didn’t feel the same. I thought about you all the time but you hurt me. It hurt so much yet I still forgive you

you’re completely ridiculous but i love it. i don’t know if you notice but everytime you aren’t looking at me i’m looking at you. i’m deeply madly in love with you. i cant help put think “fuck i wanna marry him” to myself the second you start to laugh or that damn smile grows. the way you hold me like you never wanna let go, or the way you tell me you love me so effortlessly. put in the effort, please love me like you’re scared to lose me rather than as if you think you never will be without me. i won’t stick around forever no matter how much i feel my heart belongs to you, i won’t stay just to give you the pleasure of knowing i’m the one who’s been there for you no matter what and that i’m the one who will be right by your side once you say the word. be terrified that i might leave you alone the way that i’m terrified of you leaving me.

I still love you so much, the live i have for you will never leave me. what we had was special, i miss you.

i'm sorry i don't text back, i need reassurance that you will still be there because i'm tired of fighting for you. i'm sorry i'm broken.

I think what hurts the most is knowing that you don't care. im getting over it, I truly am. finally. but it hurts knowing you could've just left me alone, but instead you pretend to care. but you really didn't. fuck you.

You ruined my life, but I still hope ur okay, I hope Japan is fun and I hope your music career works.

i thought i had moved on but it's getting colder now and all i can seem to think about is what should have been.

ur completely out of my life now but it just hurts. it sucks that i was never enough for u to like me back to the extent that i liked u. i hope that ur doing well.

I never said goodbye and I'm upset abt it. but it sucks that you left. it sucks that we never got to expirement. it sucks bc I know that u needed to leave so i could figure myself out. you never even knew how much I loved u

I love you and I don’t think I will ever stop, you will forever be the love of my life no one will ever be like you. I miss you everyday I hope you come back to me one day

You used me. You always have. I’m not a toy that you can toss around however you please and then guilt me for it. You are a follower with no real personality of your own other than being a cheating little bitch and I learned that way too late. Breaking up with you was the best thing I ever did, and frankly you deserve less. You tore apart my friendship with my best friend, took advantage of me, and after, you hurt her again. Fuck you. Stop pretending to be someone you’re not. Try getting your own personality, and respecting women, then we can talk. (Maybe)

you’re the only person i’ll ever let call me olive. i know it’s not our time yet but i miss the way you spoke, n how u pulled me in, the kitchen doesn’t feel the same w out u red.

you’re the only person i’ll ever let call me olive. i know it’s not our time yet but i miss the way you spoke, n how u pulled me in, the kitchen doesn’t feel the same w out u red.

I'm finally letting go. You were the one to ignore me and even now I feel like there is nothing to rekindle. I deserve better. You may have loved me and I loved you. But its time to let you go fully.

you are so nice and sexy i love you and your big fat juicy penis and you’re so good at sex honestly dream man

why is it i always think of you even though ur probably at a frat party snorting coke and hooking up w random girls?

My heart jumps to my throat when I hear girls talk about you.and I slump down and remember there will be the last time a see you.

idk how much longer i can be there for you when ur not there for me. it hurts yk. but hey if there’s any chance ur seeing this just let me know ur okay

you asked what my favorite color was so i told you to guess... truth is i didn’t have one till you said yellow with that big smile that could honestly convince me to do anything

you’re an idiot if u think i don’t know. just fucking tell me. please reach out, you know who this is.

im still so proud of you. always have been, always will be. even if u think i dont care, you will always hold a spot in my heart. i miss talking to you about my day and hearing what you did in yours. i hope ur doing well. i hope our paths meet again. and since i never got to tell you, i loved you. i know you didnt love me back but i think im finally ok with that. also get some rest please, don't overwork yourself. if you ever feel like you let everyone down, just know im always going to be proud of you. forever n them some

I keep dreaming about you being with someone else and it hurts so bad to watch, but maybe it’s supposed to be like that?

I miss you. And I know that I shouldn't. But I miss leaning my head on your shoulder and playing with your hair. I miss the way you looked at me. I miss the way you used to just smile while I was talking. I miss how we were before she came into your life.

I wonder how you felt when I finally left you on open. Did you ever give a second thought to how terrible you treated me?

I deserved better. I deserved to not be pushed aside the second another girl gave you a glance. I deserved better than you.

I messed up. We know this you still mean the world to me but I can't ever tell you this. I miss you and your family but I know that we can't ever be what we were and that's okay.

im sorry about everything i never took your feelings into account and i wish things couldve worked out

I hope NY is treating you well. I hope that you are happy. I’m not surprised that you chose NY. You belong there. — I don’t really think about you anymore but today I did. I’m happy that you don’t have the same effect on me because you always made me feel like shit. Thinking about how I used to love you gives me an uncomfortable feeling; makes me feel sorry for myself. Despite everything, I still wish you the best. It’s funny how you used to mean the world to me, and now I feel nothing.

i havent stopped thinking about you since i talked to your sister. please stay safe, ill feel better if you do.

i noticed when you put your arm around my shoulder, by the way. i was giddy the whole night.

I got asked out today and my mind went straight to you.

I really thought it was gonna be me and you

I will never regret what happened with us and will always value you

One day you’ll realize how serious I was about us

I wish I could have loved you like you deserved

Love you even more now !

3 years. You were my best friend and I have to force myself to be a stranger now

i love you forever and always will no one else will ever hold the place in my heart that you have.

And blue still reminds me of you

I’ll be starting therapy soon…I wonder how many sessions you’ll be the subject of.

i feel sorry for you, i hope you find peace soon

know i never meant to hurt you. if you’d ever want to try a second dance, you know where to find me.

U still cross my mind after 4 years. I have cats and nieces younger than ur absence. It isnt enough.

I deeply miss our friendship as mad as you made me at times. Can’t even listen to certain songs now.

Honestly I wish I still knew you.

Really it’s silly, but sometimes I even miss you.

I get nervous when you hold my hand, I wish you'd do that more

hey, you. even when I've moved on it's like you're always on my mind, idk if I even hate you