I'm finally moving on from you and what happened this summer. I do still get sad and wonder what you went through or if you even cared.

I wish I could get closure and understand why you weren't there for me. I hate you, but I also care about you. I hope your happy and never let this happen again.

It's hard to let anyone in now because I'm scared there just gonna leave like you did. I'm scared no one will accept me after what I went through in July.

i miss you. i wish that things had happened different, that you wanted to at least talk to me. but im glad youre happy with her, call me anytime

(read in jfk from clone high’s voice) screw you, you bastard. i thought you loved me, i was wrong. you were just a horny biotch. i never thought that you could swim.

I was there for you everyday. every breakdown you had. every problem. but the second I needed you, you ran away. fuck you. I'm happy now and with no help to you.

I’m in love with you. I told you I like you and you said that the feeling was mutual but we couldn’t be together. You give me mixed signals and it confuses me. I haven’t felt so happy to talk to someone in a really long time. I just want to fall in love with you.

i love you, i dont know if you love me back, but layla told me you said that you think im your soulmate. i want to beleive it, i really do. but part of me thinks that if that were true you wouldnt have left me in the first place. i broke down crying in a parking lot as soon as you told me you just wanted to be friends. i couldnt be around for over 3 months because just seeing you hurt me so bad. but even after all of that i still love you. i still get butterflies when you text me. your smile lights up the entire room. when im with you your the only person i see. i am undeniably, completely in love with you.

Hi. If you see this at all, please don’t bring it up because I‘lol be super embarrassed.?? uhh anyway. At first when we split I didn’t think much of it, of course I was sad and maybe she’d a few years but I moved on. Recently I’ve been thinking about you way more and I honestly miss everything that we had. Whether that was playing Minecraft or just talking back and forth :) I just wanna add that I did love you back then and I still do, I was just too shy to express myself. I love you micah. I hope we can become friends again like I said.

uhh hello again, I bet you’ve seen the cringe yellow texts I sent already but I still have other things to say.

Micah. You’re so pretty. You’re stunning, out of this world, beautiful, every word that describes beauty.
I just want you to know that.

I’ve been thinking about you way more than usual, even though it’s been like 2 months. I’m sorry for hurting you like I did. I didn’t mean for a little ‘dylmt’ to get to us so bad. I really liked you actually. I think that I first started to love you that first day we started talking and putting out names in our bios and user names. You made me feel so special. I know it might be cheesy but I really do love you. I wish I could just move back in time and tell you that myself. I wish I was there with you for Christmas. So much has happened in such little time with family and friends, you were the only thing keeping me together honestly. Family life has gone hectic and I hate it here sm. I got good grades and all but my parents and one of my older sisters still hate me for some reason. Anyway, I don’t wanna vent to you so I’ll just tell you the things about you that made me happy. your cute little doodles and drawings, your voice, you giving me flowers in Minecraft , the fact that you eat almost 12 apples each day, the obsession with bucket hats, the sarcastic emojis, the way you talked to me day and night, when you asked to match pfps, when you called me dumb, and you in general.

I really want you to see this but at the same time I don’t at all, and I’m scared you might.

If we do end up meeting up again, don’t bring this up because I’ll be really embarrassed.

I wish that day never happened.
We could’ve had so much more memories together if it hadn’t. I hope you’re doing well though. Remember to drink water, eat, and love yourself as much as I love you.

Until we meet again in the next life
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sorry for the repeated words and bad grammar, I just need to get this stuff off my chest so I didn’t think much of it.

also
ikdiy

I’m falling deeply in love with you. All i can do is hope that this isn’t just a game to you. I love the way it feels with your hand across my neck.

You drove me crazy and made me feel like I was the problem. Your lack of communication made me dwell on the silent happy. moments we had

u taught me to not love so hard. every night we would talk to the moon. now bruno mars hits different

you told me you finally found somebody else. I said “she’ll never be me”. you said “that’s the point”...
that shit hurt

i wish that it wasn’t all games to you, that maybe, just maybe, you didn’t take me as a joke. i loved you, but that never meant a thing to you. lol.

I loved you, a lot, but on the last day of school u were actually so fucking mean to me. That's why i said i liked jayden. i never really liked him, i just wanted to make u jealous. even though i moved we could still be friends. i still love u tho and i will forever think about if u have a new gf or summ bcuz we dont talk

I've never met two people as right for each other as us, text me when u figure that out. I miss ur eyes. I miss ur smile. I miss u.

i wish that this would’ve turned out differently. i hope you know how much i love you and want to help you get through this rough patch in your life.

fuck you. you knew you were my first. my first everything. everything i took seriously. fuck you for taking advantage of that. i wish i never met you. i was perfectly fine before i fucking met you and then you ruined my mental stability and made my depression and anxiety 10 times worse. fuck you till the very end.

You were my soul in human form. I would’ve done anything for you. You were many of my “firsts” and it was hard for me to realize you’d be none of my “lasts”. I’m now engaged, and happy, and in love. Thank you for forcing me to learn to be without you, because without that, I wouldn’t have found my person.

I finally found you. It been a while since I was happy. You are definitely my sunshine. I’m happy to have you here .I just want to say I love you .

I miss you so much. Your laugh, your touch, your everything, I didn’t realize how much I loved you before it was too late.

to his next girlfriend - please, take good care of him. he loves musicals, ramen, the sound of rain and the outdoors.

I'm not going to respond. Unless I get wasted I'm not opening that message. Did you start talking to me less because you realized what you'd been doing with me was wrong? Or is it that classic post-sex thing we do even though we were "so close before"? You've hurt me and that was the last time I'll see you, fucker.

You were the first guy that ever liked me. Idk as more than friends. That meant a lot. We never talk anymore and I sometimes don't know what happened, thanks for being my friend.

hey, i miss you. i hope you figure things out with yourself. i just wish things could’ve ended another way. i really thought it would be us. i’m willing to wait. you are just so confusing so i’m not sure u will wait for me. you took away my first i love you. i meant it. you did too. your love for me just went away too quickly. there isn’t a day where you aren’t in my thoughts. i miss you and being friends with you. i miss sitting at the wall and talking until i had to go home. i miss talking til 2am with the thought that i could get grounded. you still haven’t asked for your sweatshirt back, i take it as a sign a hopeful one. meaning that maybe it’s not really over. and maybe i’m overthinking again. i’m really sorry. i love you bud.

i didn’t wanna say goodbye like this, i wanted to hug you me one last time and tell me that’s it’s going to be alright. that we’ll be alright. i love you bud:/

i get hurt a lot. and i feel angry a lot. im sorry. theres just something not right about this. everytime i think about it i feel sick to my stomach.

If you ever need someone to talk to, I’m here no matter what. I moved away from the uk so there’s a smaller time difference

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hey micah, it's been a hard night. i cant stop crying. i miss you so much. i keep telling myself it'll get easier but it doesnt. my mind just keeps replaying times when i was with you and i think i would give anything to go back. i just wanna lay with you under the stars again. i wanna hold your hand and lay my head on your shoulder. i wanna tell you i love you a 100000 times because i never did when i actually had the chance. ive never felt this way before and god im so scared, but you make me feel safe. i cant wait to see you again. hold my hand, okay?

I’m sorry, you deserved better. You deserved someone with an open heart. You still inspire me to this day and you will change the world. I’m honored to have been a part of your life.

You've done enough damage, so nothing will ever be happening between us.
But tell me when you're ready to come out.

something is wrong. something is wrong. something is wrong. something is wrong. something is wrong. whats happening. i dont know whats happening

i want to feel needed. i need passion and intensity but i dont feel like im getting that. i need to feel wanted and i need to know your feelings. somedays i still feel like just a friend.

I knew from the beginning that I would always love you no matter what. In order to heal I knew I had to choose to love you from afar. It’s goodbye, for now ...

i really loved you but you decided to cheat instead more than once. i still think about how we could be right now if you didn’t cheat, i wonder if you still love me or went on to someone else. i love you still but i know you probably don’t love me anymore

I really do miss you, I promise. I remember everything about you. The way you spoke, the jokes you told, your smile, your laugh, and I am scared for you. Please come back. I can hug you and make the pain go away. I promise, I'm here whenever and whatever you need I am here.

I’m falling for you, I know I shouldn’t. I don’t get the vibe that you feel the same tho. It hurts.

I miss you so so much. You were my constant.

do you think of me?

i have always liked you. i am sorry i messed this up. i miss us. i miss talking to you everyday

You're soul and skin is so beautiful, i hope you know your worth the world

I wish I had just made you up. The fact that you were my first love haunts me to this day.

I love you. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to. If I could take back loving you I would.

i think of you continuously sweet guy

the movie past lives always reminds me of you. in another life, I’ll see you then?

u can reach out

you were my first love and i will continue to forever forgive you.

it’s been almost two years, i rly need to get over you