Unsent messages to C
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 6, 2021, 8:37 am UTC
you act like you’ve completely moved on, so explain to me how you’ve managed to completely surround yourself with people and things that i know remind you of me while I got rid of that and started fresh?
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 6, 2021, 3:26 am UTC
aún extraño pasar el verano contigo y hablar hasta las 6-7am, gracias por darme un poquito de luz en ese tiempo, espero volver hablar contigo, te extraño un monton, chinito lindo..
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 6, 2021, 2:29 am UTC
i think when you told me you regretted breaking up with me. i regretted it too, i miss you. a lot. ive gotten over the relationship but, i still wonder, if you miss me still.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 6, 2021, 1:01 am UTC
even though we aren't best friends anymore, u were the reason I was never scared to love myself anymore, I thank you but I hate that you hurt me the way you did
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 5, 2021, 9:57 pm UTC
Your truly the only person thats only ever made me feel like im worth something your someone dat i see is magical in many ways u may not know your worth but i see it n youre priceless i dont what happened but every single time i keep falling harder for you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 5, 2021, 3:14 pm UTC
I used to dream about you coming back to me when she left you . But time passes and you’re still with her. I no longer dream for you , I am no longer in love with you .
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:07 am UTC
I hope you can sleep better now, and that anxiety won't get its way. Remember to take care of yourself, and to not listen to what others say. You are way more amazing than you think, and I hope you'll realise that. I wish the absolute best for you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 5, 2021, 6:10 am UTC
i miss fting over summer 4 like 8 hours in a row. i wish i saw it then. we were perfect for each other and i missed my shot
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 4, 2021, 11:33 pm UTC
you’ve hurt me so many times with the lies and the things you’ve called me but your touch always brings me back to you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 4, 2021, 10:24 pm UTC
Where did I go wrong? Did I hold on to tight or not tight enough? Why couldn't you just have to get out of your car? We would still have you here if you stayed.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 4, 2021, 9:05 pm UTC
how could we have known the last time we said we'll meet again soon was the last time we'll meet at all? some days i think i stopped loving you but i most nights i know that i havent.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 4, 2021, 5:43 pm UTC
you’re confusing me on what you want, sometimes it seems like you care other times you couldn’t care less about me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 4, 2021, 5:37 pm UTC
i will never forgive myself for what i did to you. i took advantage of your love, not on purpose, but i did.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 4, 2021, 9:52 am UTC
I hope you realize running after every popular person won’t get you anywhere. You’re fake. I wish we never met.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 4, 2021, 7:01 am UTC
I just wish I didn't share dark parts of me with someone who's a stranger now. you broke me without a care.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 4, 2021, 3:48 am UTC
idk y ive become so attached to you but everyday i find something new to like about you and i have yet to be disappointed each day i enjoy waking up knowing you've texted me asking if im up yet and telling me your awake. i love your goofy personality and your drip ofc but most of all i love the way you match my energy and make sure ik you dont ignore me and how u actually show you want to talk to me and when i say i have to go you always ask me to stay. sometimes your a dummy but at least your my dummy. tbh i still cant tell if you feel the same way but either way i love having u in my life even if it is just as friends.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 4, 2021, 2:31 am UTC
Sometimes I wonder if you love me or if you love the thought of being with someone. You don’t seem like you like me. It’s always good at the beginning and then it’s like you stop caring so I stop caring. Do you like me or the thought of being in a relationship?
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 4, 2021, 1:38 am UTC
I still love you.
I tried not to but it didn't work.
I'm in love with you and nothing will change it.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 4, 2021, 12:41 am UTC
You loved alcohol more than you loved me. It wasn’t that you drank too much, but it made you say unkind, careless things that drove a wedge between us.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 3, 2021, 11:36 pm UTC
Ik u rlly don’t care, I don’t even think you’ll remember my name. I just wanted to say your smile is the one thing I can always be sure I remember. And sometimes it’s all I can, and I just wanted you to know, I’m still here.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 3, 2021, 10:50 pm UTC
Thank you for making me realize that you’re actually really lame like really 6 girls but hopefully in another life you will choose me I know I’m the one that walked away but that didn’t make the situation easier I still love you I still remember the little details about you and every cute thing you said and done how you helped me but I’m sorry you lost the one person that wouldn’t ask for anything back when you need help I’m sorry you lost the person that would check up on you when no one was there I’m sorry for leaving but in your eyes you couldn’t choose me out of 6 other so I thought about it and if you really loved me their wouldn’t of been 6 others girls I would of been the only one but 2020 is over I’m done being sad waiting for you to HMU tell me to come to your house and chill bye love you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 3, 2021, 6:24 pm UTC
I tried, really fucking hard for you but nothing was ever enough. I gave everything I had and more to you and you couldn't try for me in the slightest way possible. when you left I was hurt so bad, but in a way kind of relieved that I can relearn to breathe again without you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 3, 2021, 11:50 am UTC
I wonder if you feel the way about me that I do about you. It's humiliating loving someone this much when it's most likely not reciprocated. But the thing is that I can't commit to things and don't want to hurt you again if you do
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 3, 2021, 11:29 am UTC
i danced & flirted with a boy tonight and he asked me to hang out soon :-) he’s tall and cute and fun and nice and nothing like u
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 3, 2021, 9:59 am UTC
Why are you stuck in my head I miss you so much like honestly I don’t understand how you dated my bestfriend she just broke you after I fixed you but it’s fine I’m slowly getting over you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 3, 2021, 8:46 am UTC
Te extraño demasiado , no se como estas, pero espero que almenos seas feliz , siempre seras mi mejor amiga y espero que algun dia podamos volver a vernos aunque es imposible , porfavor nunca me olvides , yo hago lo posible para no hacerlo , te amo demasiado .Perdí todo el amor propio que me tenia , siento que todo lo que pasó y la razón de que ya no estes a mi lado es mi culpa, perdon por todo y cuidate porfavor ♡
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 3, 2021, 8:23 am UTC
I so badly wanted you to change that I changed my standards for you, I wish I hated you but I can’t help but love you still.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 3, 2021, 4:31 am UTC
i’m not quite sure if my love for you is platonic or romantic, but it sure is there. i love you with my whole heart, but maybe for the wrong reasons.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:08 am UTC
i was going to write something angry, but i genuinely think ive moved on
fuck you though, youre a creep and none of us ever deserved to get hurt
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:53 pm UTC
just tried thinking ab what to write but ended up breaking down crying instead yay! anyways i miss u and i love u alot
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:27 pm UTC
you broke my trust along time ago and i just don’t know what to do, your a dick to me most of the time and i don’t want to be with you anymore xox
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 2, 2021, 6:36 pm UTC
I'm not sure why you left and what you even felt towards me. Was it all a joke between your friends or did you actually want to spend time with me? Why would you kiss me like that if you already knew you'd just leave me? It's been months and I'm still waiting for you. I don't have the balls to reach out. I did on New Years but I unsent it because I was afraid you'd leave it on read just like the last message I left months ago.
I feel so stupid for feeling this way but nobody else will be you. I'd love to hear from you someday again. I wonder if time will ever bring us back together? Until then, I'll be waiting.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 2, 2021, 5:33 pm UTC
the day i called you up crying about something i was facing and u stayed on call with me to calm me down and that too for 2 hours was when i realised i love you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 2, 2021, 8:05 am UTC
fuck you. i wish i could say i regretted the time we spent together, but i don’t. i’m finally happy though :)
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 2, 2021, 6:17 am UTC
Why don’t you want me anymore:(like it’s 2021 I was supposed to leave you in 2020 but I can’t. It’s so hard bruh.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 1, 2021, 6:37 pm UTC
fuck you and everything you took away from me. you are so selfish, how does someone want another person so badly but do everything they possibly could to hurt them. i should have listened when you said i’ll never understand you. and i should have taken that as a compliment. i hope this year ends with me not giving a fuck about you because you do Not deserve the space you take up in my heart and brain. you took advantage of me and Knew it. i tried to leave and you told me i couldn’t? how dare you. i had a wonderful heart and i enjoyed my life and then you came in and you turned every single thing ive ever known rotten. why can’t you just be good for ONCE. why can’t you just stay and do something for me. i did everything for you and would have done anything and you couldn’t even be loyal and not cheat on me. fuck you. i hate you. and i mean that. i don’t love you anymore. i miss you. and i hate that. i hope you finally get what’s coming to you and experience what you put me through for months and months.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 1, 2021, 6:26 pm UTC
it’s been three months and i haven’t forgotten you take care of her and don’t treat her like you did to me
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 1, 2021, 4:04 pm UTC
everyone mocked me for liking you i kept denying it tho .I liked you for a year but i dont care about you anymore.I would of done anything for you just shows how fast time changes
From: ABC
To: C
Date: January 1, 2021, 11:31 am UTC
I need 2021 to be better so I need to forget you. Please dont forget about me and I really hope she makes you as happy as you made me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 31, 2020, 9:47 pm UTC
i have always loved you & i forever will. i miss you more than ever. i just wanted you stop hurting me. stop acting like i didn’t exist. the late replies, ilys & imy whenever you feel like it. i want to start over with you. but i know it won’t happen. i love you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 30, 2020, 5:42 pm UTC
I became a version of myself that I actually liked after being with you. Thank you for letting me see the real me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 30, 2020, 8:28 am UTC
everything reminds me of you. there hasnt been one day since we met that i havent thought about you. theres just something special about you. i want to be yours.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 30, 2020, 1:02 am UTC
when i fell for you, i fell into this deep black hole i can’t seem to get myself out of. please just save me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 29, 2020, 11:04 pm UTC
i didn’t mean to push you away. i guess when you’ve been hurt so bad you do things that aren’t the best for you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 29, 2020, 10:46 am UTC
You said not worry about reassuring me because you wouldn’t talk to me if you didn’t like me. Talking to me is bare minimum. And now you’ve blocked me, do you not like me anymore ? Did I attach myself to you too quickly
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 28, 2020, 10:06 pm UTC
look bruh imma get straight to the point..i liked you i probably still do i dont know how or why but i just do ok (its most likely from texting almost every day for about 7-8 months and u callin me baby, or bae..and yes i kept track idk know why) and idk why im tellin u this like we could actually be something if u felt the same, i just dont wanna keep feeling like im draggin out whatever this is between us is..soo yea i guess thats it.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 28, 2020, 4:53 pm UTC
i wish you were honest with me and didn’t cut me out of your life like i was nothing, i deserved better.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 28, 2020, 11:32 am UTC
you're growing tired of me. i can feel in your messages. i can feel it in your tone. nobody told me it's ending. our friendship ending. it's been burning blissfully bright for so long with periods of painful dryness. but we always find our way back to each other. in some impossible way you found the poetry i wrote about you. or you couldn't take the subtle hints of infatuation. it's all okay. because i'll be waiting for you when you come back. i always will.
i love you and
i always will.
for C. from you're twin.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 28, 2020, 7:56 am UTC
I hope what we have can be real. Do u really mean it when u say u miss me, when we’ve never met in person. How do we miss each other ? What makes us stay together? Am I Thinking too much into it? I want what we have to be real like how your favorite color is red.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 27, 2020, 8:13 pm UTC
hey. I should of told you when I had the chance. I’ve loved you since the day I met you. I hope you’re doing okay.
