Unsent messages to C
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 27, 2020, 8:07 pm UTC
Why the fuck did I let you back in just to hurt me?! The reason you don’t like me is because I won’t let you walk on me again. I’m stronger now and I have you a second chance
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 27, 2020, 12:05 am UTC
I appreciate you so much. you are my best friend, my partner in crime. i would do anything for you. i always know that i can count on you and know that you can do the same. i love our sly flirting. it goes to show that we do still have something for each other. you are so important in my life. you make me the happiest person ever. i love you bae bae
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 26, 2020, 7:17 pm UTC
if im ever gonna get you back i swear that im never letting you go, you are everything i could ever ask for im so sorry
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 26, 2020, 2:27 pm UTC
to the boy I'll never stop loving...I have to let you go not because I want to but because I have to, it's been 6 months, but if you were ever to ask for me back, I would leap to you in a heartbeat. you know I would. I love you forever
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 26, 2020, 5:58 am UTC
i wonder how you are? and who you’ve become? when your happy? or if you ever think about me? i wonder what parts of me remained long after i was gone? i simply wish i could hear about your days. how’s college? new friends? i just want to apart of your life, but i don’t get that privilege anymore. we’re stranger again, something i never wanted to be. i miss you ( all of you) more and more everyday. i love you. i wish you understood that when i told you i loved you i truly meant it in a truly deep way. i know i was a joke to you but you were meant more to me than you’ll ever know.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 26, 2020, 2:43 am UTC
bro youre just wow, im not in love with you or anything but i wish we two could just run away and live together forever, can u maybe get a few years younger and live closer? thanks
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 25, 2020, 8:38 pm UTC
merry christmas... i wish i could show you what i got. new keyboard and a tote bag you would love... melodrama on vinyl :) i hope you had a good christmas colby. and hopefully got better stuff than a tennis racket. i’m sure you did.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 25, 2020, 6:04 pm UTC
you’re sleeping in my bed right now. god please don’t break my heart again. i’ll never be able to enjoy another christmas if you do.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 24, 2020, 7:37 pm UTC
almost all of my poetry is written as i would be saying it to you. i wish i could show you all of them. you fucked me up but at least i was able to find art through it, so thanks for that i guess.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 23, 2020, 11:27 pm UTC
hey
im over u now. we both deserve better. we weren’t even in a relationship yet there was just something about u that i held onto. i made one of these for u before and i regret it but, oh well.
so silly . id write something like this yet i would never tell u how i felt. anyway, i need to let go of this silly ‘crush’ to move on.
see u. no literally, ill see u again soon lol
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 23, 2020, 10:09 pm UTC
you were my bestfriend. you said you’d never leave and you knew everything i was going through i told u i was barely hanging on and when u left it broke me and it’s never been the same since. you don’t take my feelings seriously anymore and your never there for me the way i’m there for you. i really thought what we had was forever and i guess i was stupid to think you wouldn’t change
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 23, 2020, 9:38 pm UTC
and every time i miss you, i will text you here.
it's hard to stay happy when the one i loved the most does not want to remember me. did i do something wrong?
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 23, 2020, 2:02 am UTC
am i annoying? needy? obsessive? boring? i just want you to tell me if i’m a burden. if i say too much, if i bug you, if i did something. i don’t know if i did or didn’t, but damn. it really hurts.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 22, 2020, 7:51 pm UTC
i actually hate you. like actually fucking hate you. every time you hurt me i forgave you and forgave you and forgave you. i’m actually so done with this bullshit. if i ever hear you telling others your fake ass lies about what happened i will finally stand up for myself. leave me the fuck alone. b
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 22, 2020, 7:43 am UTC
i imagined a future with us... i was naive to think you really cared. you left me like it was the easiest thing in the world when i would of took a bullet for you... And to this day i am still not over you and it’s been four years...
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 21, 2020, 8:43 am UTC
You’re my person. I love you wholeheartedly. I know it took us a while to find each other but now that we have I don’t think I could’ve lasted another second without you. As if an invisible string connected us all these years. I adore you, I love you, I trust you. I am ready for forever with you in every timeline, in every plane of existence. It’s me and you always.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 21, 2020, 7:03 am UTC
Every time it rains I wonder if the thunder still frightens you like it did years ago. I also wonder if she makes you happy. I hope you’re happy. I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 21, 2020, 4:24 am UTC
Did you ever like me back, or was it all a funny joke to play on the girl so obviously in love with you?
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 20, 2020, 4:21 am UTC
i think we could have something great. i dont know if youve ever had your true feelings confused or what, but something tells me we're meant to be at one point or another. i have to remain unbothered if the other scenario happens, but im not really worried about it because of this gut feeling ive always had. i cant help but overthink but im here when youre ready
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 20, 2020, 3:34 am UTC
Solo deseo que me veas
Que notes mi existencia,sepas sobre mi. Pero me doy cuenta que no existo y nunca existire en tu mundo
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 19, 2020, 7:26 pm UTC
I miss your old self... not who you’ve become. I think I love him more everyday, but the hatred for you grows more everyday too.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 19, 2020, 7:35 am UTC
I wonder if you ever think of me. Its been over a year and I still worry. When I hear thunder I automatically think of you. You were my everything and honestly you still are. I meant it when I said I love you and I was praying you did too. Except you didnt. I'll always be here for you no matter what. You can text me in 20 years and i'll still text back and make sure youre okay. I know I need to move on but I cant and the lord knows i've tried. I mean you seem happy in life so enjoy it while you can. I love you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 19, 2020, 1:39 am UTC
were lying on the moon
its a perfect afternoon
making sure that I'm okay
and were a million miles away
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 18, 2020, 9:16 pm UTC
my friends think i am crazy but i know in my heart that we will find each other again. i have no doubts
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 18, 2020, 4:03 pm UTC
I love you so so so so much...but you chose her. You chose her and it hurts. You will never love me as much as I love you..
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 18, 2020, 2:39 am UTC
Imy.. yk i don’t like being on delivered for hours and what you don’t know is that ur current gf is the one who said that at the party if i told you sooner we would still be together and you would’ve blocked her i wish i told you i want to now but it doesn’t matter anymore to you i’m trying not to care but it’s so hard i’m moving on tho and i think about you all the time i wish you felt the same.. i can’t compete with her you’ve known her forever and you even said you would pick someone you’ve known for a while over me any day.. she’s popular and i’m not ik ur a clout chaser but at the end of the day she’s fat and i’m not.. i’m also 10x prettier and nicer to everyone you should regret what you did
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 17, 2020, 10:30 pm UTC
this was the color of your shirt the day i saw you for the last time. if i try hard enough i can still feel your perfume
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 17, 2020, 8:00 am UTC
I love you so much that it hurts. It hurts that this will have no culmination.
It hurts that time is cruel.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 17, 2020, 4:52 am UTC
You took me on date after date, and ended up ghosting me. For no reason. I did nothing wrong ... so fuck you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 17, 2020, 2:26 am UTC
You break my heart more and more every day without even realizing it. I wish things were different and that you only had eyes 4 me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 17, 2020, 12:03 am UTC
I’ve been in love with you the past 2 years, I haven’t said anything because I don’t want to ruin anything.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 16, 2020, 12:08 am UTC
So you’re telling me, the thanksgiving chat meant nothing. The staying up until 7am because you couldn’t bring yourself to say goodnight meant nothing. The fact that you wrote a song about me and you that night meant nothing. Because if it didn’t, I don’t understand how you could start dating her two days later. Was that night just your way of saying goodbye?
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 15, 2020, 4:11 am UTC
seeing you was the best part of my day. you were my motivation to get out of bed. the best days were the days we spent together picking on one another &
having a good time. you made me happy. i was genuinely happy when i was with you. i had never felt that before until i met you. and i miss you because now that feeling is gone. it's gone because you are gone. please come back into my life. i care about you so much.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 15, 2020, 2:11 am UTC
i miss u always. i want what we couldve had but it just wasn't the right time. i love u forever, until we meet again
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 14, 2020, 9:56 pm UTC
you probably wont see this but, I can tell when youre lying its so cute. Anyways I need to move on from you, I haven't said anything but I'm getting no hints. I'm over looking like a fool, sorry but I hope you finally get with your crush.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 14, 2020, 7:09 pm UTC
you were everything to me. two years. it’s only two weeks later and i miss your hugs more every day but you’re happy with her.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 14, 2020, 11:47 am UTC
your mouth tasted like pall mall the last time we kissed
who knew i'd be addicted to smoking cigarettes?
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 14, 2020, 9:22 am UTC
to you my love, thank you for showing me how i want to be loved by someone and how i deserve to be treated. you weren't the one for me and somehow i can finally accept it.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 14, 2020, 7:46 am UTC
me gustaría decir que me sorprende enterarme de las cosas que aún dices sobre mí, pero ya no. Vuelvo a tu mente cuando tienes problemas con tu pareja, ¿quién piensa más en quién entonces? Hoy, después de mucho tiempo, ya me das igual.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 13, 2020, 10:59 pm UTC
I'm broken. You broke me. It's been months. I still love you. You never loved me and you're with the person u promised me you'd never love. Thanks for showing me what I'm really worth.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 13, 2020, 10:56 pm UTC
thank you for showing me that I'm worth nothing. That's what it does to a person when u fake your love.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 13, 2020, 10:39 pm UTC
i miss u so much. and even when i tell everyone our story and i see their jaws drop, i still wanna love u until the day i die
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 13, 2020, 10:28 pm UTC
im sorry for being a bad friend. im sorry for not being what you wanted. i know you would probably be a lot better without me and i genuinely dont know why you still stick around. im nothing special and you deserve someone so much better. i cant stop thinking about you but i know you dont feel the same way about me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 13, 2020, 10:12 pm UTC
i know you'll never read that but i believed in us and there were a time where i loved you sm
i will always listen to our song and smile for the memory of us, promise
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 13, 2020, 12:40 pm UTC
I'm haunting you. You’re always going to compare me to her, when everything goes wrong and you wonder if it would be the same with me. Live with it.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 13, 2020, 10:07 am UTC
you were the stars, the moon, and the sky around it. you knocked down all of my walls i had so carefully built. you forced me to grab your hand and jump into the abyss with you. and for what? one year later and i only hate you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 13, 2020, 7:30 am UTC
you were my first and only real relationship. it's been 4 years now and I'm completely over you obviously, but sometimes I miss your embrace
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 13, 2020, 6:33 am UTC
hiii bae hi my love i’m thinking about you rn. ik we aren’t together rn but i love you so much and i just wish i could make you feel better and i just wanna be with you because you’re my favorite person in the whole entire world ever. i love you so much and i miss you please come back like you promised. okay goodnight bae i hope you get some sleep and drive safe.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 13, 2020, 4:13 am UTC
i see u with her and it rips me apart. but, a small part of me heals in the fact that you are happier.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 13, 2020, 2:19 am UTC
you will probably never see this, but this year with you has been the best year of my life and I hope you know that and never forget it, ever. I will always try to be there for you and I will fail sometimes but I will learn and grow strong and you will grow too, you're my bestest friend and I hope you know how much I fucking love you.
