Unsent messages to C
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 12, 2020, 7:23 pm UTC
U broke me in ways you will never know, you make think tht you loved me to thn me finding out tht you was talking to another lass , fuck you for tht and FUCK you for everything else as well ! I will never forgive you and I don’t plan on to as well , but all I’m goin to say is have a good life
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 12, 2020, 12:30 pm UTC
i wish we could have been more when we still knew each other. but we can’t because we’re strangers now.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 12, 2020, 7:32 am UTC
i miss you so much, i think about you every minute of every day. i love you and i hope you get someone who makes you as happy as you made me
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 11, 2020, 10:59 pm UTC
Your family cut me off 187 days ago. They forced you out of school, took your phone, and put you in counseling. Do you blame it on me now like they do? Or do you still love me?
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 11, 2020, 11:47 am UTC
insomnia buddy,
i miss you = fact
you make me smile= fact
we're gonna have a blast working together = yup
I'm sorry I was a fucktard idiot. I don't know what happened to me but I think you saw it. You were so kind even when you were an ass.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 11, 2020, 3:02 am UTC
You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. Even though we'll never be, I'll never forget what you did for me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 10, 2020, 3:43 am UTC
i still think about you everyday, but you’ve moved on and it’s my fault. I’m sorry I wasn’t ever much help. I just wish you loved yourself as much as I love u.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 10, 2020, 3:21 am UTC
All those feelings that I'm too afraid to tell you turned into bubble gums in my throat,and eventually I swallowed them,let them sink to the bottom of my stomach and became midnight tears.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 10, 2020, 2:00 am UTC
you have so much light the plants grow towards you -unknown. love you hate the miscommunication but love you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 10, 2020, 12:47 am UTC
i wanted so badly to call you home. but now you’ll never get that privilege, and i’m thankful for that.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 9, 2020, 8:19 pm UTC
I guess I was always right when I said I loved you more - present tense included. You broke me & only I can fix me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 9, 2020, 4:03 pm UTC
I barely knew you but I felt like I had for a lifetime. I really only fell in love with the idea of you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 9, 2020, 12:52 am UTC
thanks for dumping me all those months ago. i was heartbroken but i’m so much happier now. sorry it turns out you’re not.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 9, 2020, 12:42 am UTC
I wish you could have loved me consistently, because despite the fear I was ready to risk it all for you. I wish you were my person.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 8, 2020, 8:42 am UTC
I say I love you but now I’m not so sure of it, we’ve been dating for over a year and I feel like we grow apart each passing day. Every time I try to talk to you about how I feel it’s usually one thing or the other with your excuses. At this point I’m second guessing our relationship thinking maybe I deserve more.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 8, 2020, 5:21 am UTC
Everytime a car passes by I look.....hoping its you coming to me. You've probably moved on and maybe even have someone already. Ive tried too but it all ends in sleepless nights. I always used to get onto you for the smallest things and I didn't realize i was hurting you.I know I had my mistakes and I know everything that happened was my fault. It was a rough time that even you didnt know about and as much as I tried to not let it get it to me, it did..and I dragged you down with me. I know you probably never want to see me again and that you'll probably not see this, but I write this in hopes i get a little peace in me.Im sorry....It will forever always be you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 7, 2020, 11:54 pm UTC
I know we are just friends right now, but i know that over the years we will other date people and such, but we will end up together at the end.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 7, 2020, 9:03 pm UTC
Every time I see a car like yours my stomach drops. I’m terrified of the day you finally track me down.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 7, 2020, 11:36 am UTC
if I could have a do-over I would let go of my fear and love you loudly. I‘ll never know what it’s like to kiss you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 7, 2020, 10:09 am UTC
you wore this color hoodie the day back from fall break. after i had discovered you were lying to me. i remember i loved you so much. i still do. but we are starting to fade. i'm not remembering as much. i remember the games we went to. i remember how cute and nervous you'd get. i can barely hear your voice in my head anymore. i remember your laugh the most. i remember your smile. i remember how our lives were similar and how you were just so familiar to me. before i ever knew you i cared about yoh. i still care. i still love. i know you loved me. i hope you are okay. i hope you miss me like i miss you sometimes.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 7, 2020, 6:24 am UTC
i don’t wanna be your best friend anymore, i wanna be more than that. i want the late night drives, the picnic dates, movie nights, and so much more. i just wanna know how you feel about me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 7, 2020, 5:06 am UTC
i love you. we should’ve had a future together. i will never forgive the world from taking you from me. you are my enternal soulmate, we will meet again my love.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 6, 2020, 5:20 pm UTC
I hate you for waiting until 3 days before you left for school, we had 2 years. RIP to what could have been...
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 6, 2020, 5:18 pm UTC
After all this time we’ve finally realised everything but it’s to late. I miss u have fun living 3 hours away
