Unsent messages to C
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:47 pm UTC
Nunca pensé que alguien pudiera hacerme tan feliz, solo espero quedarme contigo siempre se que no va a pasar pero es lo que quiero
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:18 pm UTC
I don’t know how to tell you that I know you’re not my soulmate, even when I love you with all my heart and dream with you every night I know that my place is not by your side.
My hearth hurts when I admit it but that’s the true.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:11 pm UTC
every second that goes by when you don't respond my heart sinks a little deeper and i lose hope of what we could be
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:04 pm UTC
I look back and realize I took you for granted, no wonder you left. I hope you find happiness soon. I love you forever and always
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:53 pm UTC
Man this is awkward and all but you made me happy even at my lowest points and always made me shy and shit, i know it may sound cheesy but I'm fr when i said i was truly in love with you. You may have hurt me with your words a bunch of times and really brought down my self esteem but i still always saw a way to love you, i know I'm dumb for that but in my eyes you were like a beautiful flower and i was just a tiny weed, on every sunday i saw you, you always brought a smile to my face, you made me feel things that i didn't know i could've felt, but at the same time i also had feelings that made me not believe in myself and sometimes wanted to even go as far to change the way i looked just to make you like me. I tried so many ways for you to notice me but in the end you never did and all i ever done was waste my time, but I'm glad i wasted my time because you were the only thing that kept me up in the night when i was either crying myself to sleep. Everytime i thought of you i felt like the happiest person in the whole world but everything comes to an end. Liking you but also loving you made me happy but also broken, even after i got over you i still had times when i would blush over the thought of you but now i don't anymore and I'm glad. You may have hurted me a bunch of times with your words but in the end i hope you find that perfect person for you:), and for this message I'll choose the light colored blue since that was the last time i remembered liking you in that colored sweater
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:18 am UTC
I waited 3 years. I’m done waiting. I don’t drink black coffee anymore.
Thank you for everything and nothing.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:38 am UTC
You were just my crush but i loved talking to you you made me happy but then you left and ghosted me on my birthday :(. so now im trying to focus on myself cause you really did hurt me so fuck you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:08 am UTC
I’m sorry I broke up with you but you were starting to make me c*** myself even more because you made me feel useless, worthless, and blaming me for the fights EVEN THOUGH YOU WERE THE ONE WHO DID IT. Anyways. You were my first love. And from this goodbye.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:46 am UTC
You always said Blonde was a better album, I never agreed.
Now you're gone,
I hate to admit it but you were right.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:03 am UTC
i miss you so much, wish we were still in the same country. i still remember all the happy memories we had together. i hope you are doing well :)
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:59 am UTC
it hurts knowing that even though we may love each other to the ends of this earth, we don't have a future, love u
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:54 am UTC
i love you, and i’m always going to be here for you but it hurts that you picked her over me, like i was the second option
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:13 am UTC
I feel like the only real reason you left me was because of my mental issues and that they were too much for you to handle. and I'm sorry that they didn't get better when we were together. I swear I'm working on them now, without you. and maybe that's for the best.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:13 am UTC
when you said "I love you" to me i thought I did too but when you left it made me realize i loved the idea of you more than I ever loved you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:41 am UTC
you messed me up, ur hurt me and broke me.. and all i know is that we had something there but after we’re just strangers..
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:39 am UTC
I'm still hurting and confused from when u left. It's like restarting my life...and idk where to begin..
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:11 am UTC
i just miss you. i miss being close and talking to you. i still love you and don’t know how to tell you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:51 am UTC
i had deep feelings for you. but you took them for granted. we don’t speak now because you never saw me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:49 am UTC
hey, lol I just wanted to be enough for you. you made me feel like I was worthy until I found out you where still caught up on ur ex.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 3:32 am UTC
Even if I only knew you when we were kids and grew older and apart, I still wish you would have the same heart from that point in time
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:50 am UTC
I no longer cry about the day under the playground in the rain. I just appreciate the sunshine now. Goodbye. :)
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 1:22 am UTC
i had to relearn how to fall asleep after u left. i had to get used to not having ur arms around me or u being there to tell me that u loved me as i fell asleep. i still lay awake at night hoping that you’ll come back, just for one more night.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 1:14 am UTC
I miss you so much, I need to let go. But I can’t. I need you, I need you to make me feel again. But you don’t need me. I’ve learned that the hard way
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 18, 2020, 1:09 am UTC
when were together time seems to pass by so fast. i wish we could spend everyday together. i miss you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 17, 2020, 8:00 pm UTC
u made me rethink what love was and the day u left i started to love myself more. Now nothing will hold me back from being happy.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 17, 2020, 5:41 pm UTC
i still love you even though you hurt me. you know who this is and i want you to want me to stay but i can’t. im sorry. i love you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 17, 2020, 5:29 pm UTC
it feels good to let go. when you’re in my position one day i know this will all make more sense. good luck
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 17, 2020, 7:58 am UTC
you were going to be my first love until you fucked it up. it was at school, around my friends, somewhere i felt safe. i was standing next to my friends. they saw me move away from you. they saw everything. you sexually assaulted me. i started to trust you and you just grabbed my thigh when i was trying to GET AWAY. you touched my ass before without my consent. you started touching my back without my consent. you started making sexual comments KNOWING im asexual, without my consent. fuck you. i wish you the worst shit.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 17, 2020, 5:11 am UTC
if i could go back and save myself the heartbreak i would do it all over again to see your smile one last time
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 17, 2020, 1:47 am UTC
you were the only one there for me after I was sexually assaulted, and you still just used me for sex. you make me feel so ashamed of myself.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 16, 2020, 11:31 pm UTC
i wanna kiss you again and forever holy fucking god why dont you love me back?
i miss you so much
hope we stay together in the end
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 16, 2020, 4:57 pm UTC
Thank you for showing me how I should be treated, what love truly is, how incredible it is, you make everything so simple, but why do I still feel empty
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 16, 2020, 4:03 pm UTC
I just thought the years we had together deserved more than to be ghosted with no explanation. I deserved more.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 15, 2020, 11:59 pm UTC
I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with you. and I probably would've if I hadn't met your cousin. I fucked up. im so sorry.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 14, 2020, 10:42 am UTC
I feel like I need to move on from you, but I’m still hopeful somehow, that maybe one day you’ll wake up and realise you love me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 13, 2020, 5:07 pm UTC
to think i once was head over heels for you. now i can’t even look at you. everything is so tainted now
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 13, 2020, 2:05 am UTC
letting go of you was the best thing for me.
Im happy for the memories we created but I would never want to go back. there was so much pain you caused me, but it helped me grow as a person. honestly, I hope one day you see me and realize it's too late
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 12, 2020, 4:51 pm UTC
im so so upset abt u talking behind my back, and then saying we were never friends. dont come to me asking why im ignoring u, u should know. if u see this dont talk to me please and thank u.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 12, 2020, 2:52 am UTC
No se si fue amor lo que llegamos a sentir, no se si eso fue estar enamorados... pero fue tan bonito haber pasado tantos momentos juntos que no pensé que podía vivir con alguien
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 11, 2020, 11:32 pm UTC
you pushed me back into the hole you helped me out of, but this time i won't be able to pull myself out
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 11, 2020, 9:38 pm UTC
electric & bold. i always think of what could've been. perhaps the butterflies will return threefold one day.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 11, 2020, 5:34 pm UTC
All I can do is smile when I remember what we had. I hope you feel the same way… if not now, then soon.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 11, 2020, 3:32 am UTC
Here is what I wish you would have told me when you left...
I’ll miss your green eyes and the words that you used to write, but I’ll always have them and the letters under my bed. Believe me when I say “I wanted to be yours”. But I can’t hold on, I’ll always want something more.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 11, 2020, 1:41 am UTC
i didn’t want to let you go. i still love you. but i couldn’t keep pretending it didn’t hurt. i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 11, 2020, 1:09 am UTC
You were in my dream last night and things were amicable again, I miss you but this is for the best. I’m sorry if I hurt you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 10, 2020, 3:36 pm UTC
You fucked up my ability to be the person I was before I got cheated on. I don’t know how to love anymore. Others, Myself... nothing feels the same now. The rug could get ripped out from under me, no matter how happy I think I may be in my new relationships . That’s what you thought me, Don’t trust love.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 10, 2020, 8:14 am UTC
I pretend to be unbothered that I’m not the only one, but it eats away at me every second of the day.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 10, 2020, 3:28 am UTC
I cant stop thinking about you and I want to be with you so bad but i know you don’t even think of me anymore
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 10, 2020, 3:27 am UTC
I cant stop thinking about you and I want to be with you so bad but i know you don’t even think of me anymore
From: ABC
To: C
Date: November 10, 2020, 12:45 am UTC
Espero que al menos seamos amigos por muchos años, y tal vez, algún día, encontrarnos pero no a través de una pantalla.
