Unsent messages to C
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 13, 2020, 12:41 am UTC
why did you talk about other girls when we were “dating” did you know i was cutting in our last facetime because i was so hurt
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 12, 2020, 11:45 pm UTC
Because of you i loved myself more then i ever did. Now that you left i hate myself more then i ever did.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:45 pm UTC
i know you dont love me anymore, but i love you, and always will. so, with that being said, thank you boo.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:33 pm UTC
Dear ______ I think about you every day. They say if you like someone for 4 months or less it's a crush. They say if it's longer then it's love. For 4 years you've meant everything to me, I meant nothing to you, which is why I'm not sending this message. Also because you've blocked me on everything. I remember being at school and feeling nervous to walk past you. I still feel nervous when I see you. I remember falling asleep thinking about you, crying about you, laughing with you, talking with you, smiling with you. My heart aches for you, but there are so many reasons why I can't be with you. Remember when we first met and we'd just hang out and talk? We were such good friends and I miss that more than anything. You probably forgot I exist, but I can't move on from you no matter how hard I try. Although you hurt me, you made me happy, you made me smile, you were a distraction when I was at my worst. So thank you, and f*ck you. I imagine you meeting me at my window, and sneaking out and enjoying each others company. Every memory, every crush, every day, every thought, leads back to you and I can't bring myself to move on. It's always been you, it always was you, it always will be you, but I can't have you, and that's what hurts the most.
I love you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:22 pm UTC
hey...... im... im not a poet or anything but..... girl ur booty is... GINORUMSOMS
lemme tap that uh uh uh uh UH UH
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:20 pm UTC
yes hello this is for u I love u girl AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:35 pm UTC
part of you picking her really really broke. me not because I loved you, but because I knew I’d never be as good as she was, which I think was why I tried to compete with her in the first place. to show that I was better, but we both knew I wasn’t.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:34 pm UTC
we were so in love and both knew, but never did anything.and then u started dating her. why? i though u loved me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:29 pm UTC
You made me think that it would be different this time, but everytime I see you I realize that it was different. It was worse
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 12, 2020, 7:39 pm UTC
I miss you. I miss being your best friend, you may have not thought of me as much as a friend as I thought of you but it doesn’t change the fact that I would do anything for you. We’ve grown up together and no matter how much I try I’ll never forget about you ever. I love you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 12, 2020, 7:17 pm UTC
this was not what i expected, this is not what i looked for. it's not that i don't like you... i just wish that i cared more:(
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 12, 2020, 5:33 pm UTC
just fuck you, you where the reason that made me believe in love, instead to give me love you gave me pain and i hate you for that but i still love you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 12, 2020, 5:28 pm UTC
i miss you. more than anything in the world and i will always always have a place for you in my heart and i will always be there for you. i hope you are happy because that’s all i ever want for you. your amazing i love you more dumbass
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 12, 2020, 4:29 pm UTC
I secretly hope that my friends know that you still love me and they are not telling me in order not to spoil the surprise
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 12, 2020, 4:25 am UTC
I miss how we were in the beginning and I hope we get through everything because I love you so much and 3 hours is so far.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 11, 2020, 10:24 pm UTC
why did you choose her without getting to know me. you said you lost feelings after you kissed me but you never had feelings for me in the first place did you? why put me through all this pain?
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 11, 2020, 9:28 pm UTC
I don’t think I ever liked you again after what you did but giving up on us is hard when I still love you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 11, 2020, 6:45 am UTC
I’m sorry that I was never good enough for you, and I’m sorry that I hurt you. You let me believe for so long that everything was my fault, but you did so many bad things to me and yet I still defend you. You weren’t my first love and I’m glad you weren’t.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 11, 2020, 4:36 am UTC
you will always carry a little piece of my heart. i truly believe that our souls will always be together even if our bodies aren't. we are platonic soulmates one way or another :/ i hope one day you'll be back in my arms at the right time.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 10, 2020, 9:30 pm UTC
I‘m sorry I wasn’t enough,I’m so sorry I broke your heart sm that you left and you probably hate me sm but my heart still craves you after 3 years
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 10, 2020, 8:09 am UTC
Hay algo de ti en cada canción de Taylor. Incluso las que salieron antes de conocernos. ¿Algún día volveremos a coincidir?
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 10, 2020, 6:28 am UTC
i just want you to hug me. not anything sexual. i just want you to want me for more than my body for once.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 10, 2020, 4:17 am UTC
Fuck you. Sometimes I just think about the things you have said and I cannot even comprehend how someone like you exists. How can you think that it is okay to say half the shit you do. You are so insanely manipulative. Sometimes I wonder if you even realize how fucked up you are. You can't possibly.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 10, 2020, 3:05 am UTC
I don’t think I’ll ever not get butterflies in my stomach when I see you. That’s not I good thing I have fucking anxiety.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 10, 2020, 2:19 am UTC
I hope you know I'm sorry for everything for the. I hope you realize your flaws the way I have mine. I hope you know I still think about the things you said and wonder if you meant them.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 10, 2020, 1:46 am UTC
You are the one person i never thought would hurt me. I miss you still even when we talk, i miss how we used to be, i miss having my person. I love you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 10, 2020, 12:51 am UTC
You're a fabulous manipulator, really got into my head but ill tell you something now. I'm done. I regret letting you go because well look at me now this could've worked couldn't it? too late now ig. it's been a year since us now and i remember it like yesterday just you me and the shit we called love. it was fun while it lasted it really was. if i could go back i would. you lied when you said you would change, still the same old you and that's the only reason why i dont wanna do this again. i dont love you anymore but i have so much love for you. you're not mine anymore and ive learnt that now. if you ever see this, i wanna know how you feel. we never had that closure, it was a strange breakup if i do say so myself. I miss everything but its changed me and I thank you for that. I'll never forget you. You ruined yet saved me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 10, 2020, 12:36 am UTC
Siento mucho llegar tarde a tu vida, genuinamente creo que si no hubieras tenido a nadie más en mente, habría sido diferente. Nunca lo sabremos.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 9, 2020, 8:48 pm UTC
If you could let me in I could love you and help you. Just please come back. I know you’re breaking inside and so am I.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 9, 2020, 3:07 am UTC
i miss you and i hate it, you're doing so much better without me. I don't know why you meant so much to me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 9, 2020, 1:02 am UTC
im really worried about him and i deep down know that hes in a bad place rn i wanna make him happy but hes pushing me back i know i fucked up the thing between us i promise im trying to do better i still miss you so much i you dont know how much i love and and how much i need you but i guess this needed to happen so i could understant how much you meant to me ill always be waiting for you no matter what i wish i couldve hugged you a little bit longer im so lonely without you pls come back
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 9, 2020, 12:56 am UTC
i still miss you so much. i cant let you go. i know that i messed up first but you didnt have to say all those things just to break my heart. pls come back imy sm it hurts
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 8, 2020, 7:25 pm UTC
we've known each other for nearly all our lives, but i still wanna talk to you like i've just met you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:44 pm UTC
You don't want anything to do with me now. You made me so happy, and made me realise that there is a positive side to everything. you don't see me in the crowds anymore, but i'll always see you my love. Thankyou for teaching me what love felt like.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 8, 2020, 6:05 am UTC
I have to let go of you. You're not coming back, and that's the truth. Thank you for all the beautiful ways you've touched my soul. Maybe one day, you'll truly understand how much I cared for you. But for now, I can't wait on you. I have my own life to life, and I have to forget.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 8, 2020, 5:54 am UTC
I told you everything I wanted to say to you, but none of it mattered. In an alternate universe, I know it would have been the two of us. I don't want to let go of you; one day, I'm coming back, and we'll be together.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 8, 2020, 5:52 am UTC
You changed my life and showed me what it's like to have someone support you. If only you ended up staying... I don't want to let you go-- I know it's not over for us.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 8, 2020, 5:47 am UTC
When you told me you'd share part of my burden, I really thought we would fall in love. In the end, I was wrong because you left right after that. I hope it isn't over for us, even though it probably is. I don't want to say goodbye to you yet....
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:05 am UTC
Llegué que sentía algo por tí. Me dañaste mucho y aún sigo sin saber porqué. Me culpé a mí misma por ello. Pasaba noches llorando y pensando que hice mal. Te amé como a una hermana, pero me dí cuenta que tú no me querías de la misma manera. Si me preguntaran "¿la echas de menos?" sería mentira decir que no. Me marcaste de una linda manera, me enseñaste. En este sentido, ageadezco haber compartido momentos de mi vida contigo.
Espero que seas feliz sin mí.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 8, 2020, 1:37 am UTC
i don't think a single day has gone by that i don't think about you. you're engrained in my head. no one compares to you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 7, 2020, 11:24 pm UTC
You hope to see me in your future: I hope to see you in mine, where you’re healed, at your best with someone else.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:32 pm UTC
i still remember all the little things. i still remember the way you smiled at me. i would do anything to go back
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:14 pm UTC
even if me and you are not together we are always together in my heart you have caused issues in my life and fixed them as well i still think of you and hope you do to we are not together at the moment and while yes i care for you i have to watch you mature before anything else happens but just know i think of you and really hope you mature
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 7, 2020, 7:33 pm UTC
i want to text u so bad and ask about your day but i wont bc you let me down everytime i do that. im so disappointed in the both of us. pls just be mine and stop playing i cant handle it, everything hurts.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 7, 2020, 12:41 pm UTC
Not a day goes by where I don't think of you. I keep trying to let go, but it's so hard without closure. One of my biggest regrets is not letting you stay and fighting harder for you. For that, I am sorry, I love you so much; where ever you are.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 7, 2020, 8:44 am UTC
I can't believe we only lasted 3 months. I got to know your parents. And your grandmother. Your aunt. Your sister.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 7, 2020, 7:44 am UTC
You're different with me. I love it and I hate it because you're a beautiful person, but I also want to keep that part of you between us.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:38 am UTC
I didn’t think losing a friend would hurt so badly. We were supposed to grow old together and now I don’t know you. Did you ever even care ?
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 7, 2020, 2:45 am UTC
Why do we act like strangers when we see each other? we both know we aren’t. I wish you’d speak to me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: December 7, 2020, 1:27 am UTC
We got so close at the party... it was hard not kissing you, until you hooked up with m. i miss talking to you, we have so many good conversations and you were there when i need to talk the most. i fucking miss you. :( love you
