Unsent messages to C
From: ABC
To: C
yes hello this is for u I love u girl AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
From: ABC
To: C
hey...... im... im not a poet or anything but..... girl ur booty is... GINORUMSOMS
lemme tap that uh uh uh uh UH UH
From: ABC
To: C
Dear ______ I think about you every day. They say if you like someone for 4 months or less it's a crush. They say if it's longer then it's love. For 4 years you've meant everything to me, I meant nothing to you, which is why I'm not sending this message. Also because you've blocked me on everything. I remember being at school and feeling nervous to walk past you. I still feel nervous when I see you. I remember falling asleep thinking about you, crying about you, laughing with you, talking with you, smiling with you. My heart aches for you, but there are so many reasons why I can't be with you. Remember when we first met and we'd just hang out and talk? We were such good friends and I miss that more than anything. You probably forgot I exist, but I can't move on from you no matter how hard I try. Although you hurt me, you made me happy, you made me smile, you were a distraction when I was at my worst. So thank you, and f*ck you. I imagine you meeting me at my window, and sneaking out and enjoying each others company. Every memory, every crush, every day, every thought, leads back to you and I can't bring myself to move on. It's always been you, it always was you, it always will be you, but I can't have you, and that's what hurts the most.
I love you.
From: ABC
To: C
i know you dont love me anymore, but i love you, and always will. so, with that being said, thank you boo.
From: ABC
To: C
i said no because i hate who i am and my body, you hadn't seen me in long and what i had become. i did it for you, i did like you but you changed. your an ass now.
From: ABC
To: C
i still love you. i wish i could make u love me back. i will always be there for u. i don't think you can say the same.
From: ABC
To: C
you were my right person wrong time.. but i can't help but wonder when the right time will be because i miss u
From: ABC
To: C
Because of you i loved myself more then i ever did. Now that you left i hate myself more then i ever did.
From: ABC
To: C
why did you talk about other girls when we were “dating” did you know i was cutting in our last facetime because i was so hurt
From: ABC
To: C
you will probably never see this, but this year with you has been the best year of my life and I hope you know that and never forget it, ever. I will always try to be there for you and I will fail sometimes but I will learn and grow strong and you will grow too, you're my bestest friend and I hope you know how much I fucking love you.
From: ABC
To: C
It’s funny how much you changed after it ended... I’m glad I saw the real you, I know now I don’t deserve that.
From: ABC
To: C
You always said Blonde was a better album, I never agreed.
Now you're gone,
I hate to admit it but you were right.
From: ABC
To: C
my mind knows that you're terrible for me, but my heart doesn't stop wanting you. I cant let go of our love baby I miss you
From: ABC
To: C
I’m sorry I broke up with you but you were starting to make me c*** myself even more because you made me feel useless, worthless, and blaming me for the fights EVEN THOUGH YOU WERE THE ONE WHO DID IT. Anyways. You were my first love. And from this goodbye.
From: ABC
To: C
i see u with her and it rips me apart. but, a small part of me heals in the fact that you are happier.
From: ABC
To: C
almost all of my poetry is written as i would be saying it to you. i wish i could show you all of them. you fucked me up but at least i was able to find art through it, so thanks for that i guess.
From: ABC
To: C
You were just my crush but i loved talking to you you made me happy but then you left and ghosted me on my birthday :(. so now im trying to focus on myself cause you really did hurt me so fuck you.
From: ABC
To: C
I waited 3 years. I’m done waiting. I don’t drink black coffee anymore.
Thank you for everything and nothing.
From: ABC
To: C
i gave you all the love i had to give. i’m scared you’ll forget about me. it already hurts you didn’t feel the same.
From: ABC
To: C
what if you meet someone else and realize all you felt for me wasn’t real?? please tell you miss me...
From: ABC
To: C
hiii bae hi my love i’m thinking about you rn. ik we aren’t together rn but i love you so much and i just wish i could make you feel better and i just wanna be with you because you’re my favorite person in the whole entire world ever. i love you so much and i miss you please come back like you promised. okay goodnight bae i hope you get some sleep and drive safe.
From: ABC
To: C
hey, im in love with u and its really hard to admit it for me. u know im not really good with emotions.
From: ABC
To: C
you were my first and only real relationship. it's been 4 years now and I'm completely over you obviously, but sometimes I miss your embrace
From: ABC
To: C
Where do I began. Best friends in elementary school, then became distant when I would hang out with the girls and you would hang out with the boys. Oh the fun days. Then in 8th grade you said you had a crush on me and I literally hated you because you cheated on one of my friends. But then 9th grade rolled around and we talked. I liked you but then you ended it and I went to talk to another boy and then you asked for me back but I had already moved on. Nothing happened with me and that guy but I had moved on from you. You stayed as one of my most supportive friends and were always there for me and I was always there for you. Then 10th grade rolled around and we talked at the beginning and then you got with another girl because she liked you and you had lead her on. I talked to a another boy, and I thought I was going to date him, but it didn't work out. You and her also didn't last but that's just how things work sometimes. A couple months pass by and we try again. My friends were all convincing me to date you because we all thought you had changed and you would be loyal to me so I went for it. We were "boyfriend and girlfriend", but I didn't feel like it. I had lost that friend in you disappeared when we were dating. And then you cheated ohh for weeks I denied the rumors but later found out they were true. And the worst part was you didn't admit to cheating on me. I just wanted the truth. The truth for once. We didn't talk for 9 months and finally tried to say a few words again but still haven't talked in person. You came talking to me again when you fucked up with another girl. You've lost everyones trust and now its hard to trust a lot of people but shit happens. If you want to talk you actually need to talk to me I'm not the one who needs to do all the talking because all you say are the most dry ass things if some type of shit happened to you then it turns into paragraphs but why cant you just commit to talking to me. I would try and be friends again but not with the liar and dry side but that good part of you that I know you have and people always tell me to stop trying to say that you are good but I think I know you better then a lot of people. Ok thats it.
From: ABC
To: C
i was so hesitant to even like you, but i’ve fallen so hard i don’t know what to do with myself sometimes
From: ABC
To: C
you were the stars, the moon, and the sky around it. you knocked down all of my walls i had so carefully built. you forced me to grab your hand and jump into the abyss with you. and for what? one year later and i only hate you
From: ABC
To: C
Man this is awkward and all but you made me happy even at my lowest points and always made me shy and shit, i know it may sound cheesy but I'm fr when i said i was truly in love with you. You may have hurt me with your words a bunch of times and really brought down my self esteem but i still always saw a way to love you, i know I'm dumb for that but in my eyes you were like a beautiful flower and i was just a tiny weed, on every sunday i saw you, you always brought a smile to my face, you made me feel things that i didn't know i could've felt, but at the same time i also had feelings that made me not believe in myself and sometimes wanted to even go as far to change the way i looked just to make you like me. I tried so many ways for you to notice me but in the end you never did and all i ever done was waste my time, but I'm glad i wasted my time because you were the only thing that kept me up in the night when i was either crying myself to sleep. Everytime i thought of you i felt like the happiest person in the whole world but everything comes to an end. Liking you but also loving you made me happy but also broken, even after i got over you i still had times when i would blush over the thought of you but now i don't anymore and I'm glad. You may have hurted me a bunch of times with your words but in the end i hope you find that perfect person for you:), and for this message I'll choose the light colored blue since that was the last time i remembered liking you in that colored sweater
From: ABC
To: C
you’re sleeping in my bed right now. god please don’t break my heart again. i’ll never be able to enjoy another christmas if you do.
From: ABC
To: C
I loved you and I prayed for you. I pray for him now, but deep down I think I still love you. Do you pray for me?
From: ABC
To: C
I'm haunting you. You’re always going to compare me to her, when everything goes wrong and you wonder if it would be the same with me. Live with it.
From: ABC
To: C
merry christmas... i wish i could show you what i got. new keyboard and a tote bag you would love... melodrama on vinyl :) i hope you had a good christmas colby. and hopefully got better stuff than a tennis racket. i’m sure you did.
From: ABC
To: C
Thank you for making me realize that you’re actually really lame like really 6 girls but hopefully in another life you will choose me I know I’m the one that walked away but that didn’t make the situation easier I still love you I still remember the little details about you and every cute thing you said and done how you helped me but I’m sorry you lost the one person that wouldn’t ask for anything back when you need help I’m sorry you lost the person that would check up on you when no one was there I’m sorry for leaving but in your eyes you couldn’t choose me out of 6 other so I thought about it and if you really loved me their wouldn’t of been 6 others girls I would of been the only one but 2020 is over I’m done being sad waiting for you to HMU tell me to come to your house and chill bye love you
From: ABC
To: C
I look back and realize I took you for granted, no wonder you left. I hope you find happiness soon. I love you forever and always
From: ABC
To: C
every second that goes by when you don't respond my heart sinks a little deeper and i lose hope of what we could be
From: ABC
To: C
i think i’ll always love you no matter how much you hurt me. at the end of the day it’ll always be you..
From: ABC
To: C
Ik u rlly don’t care, I don’t even think you’ll remember my name. I just wanted to say your smile is the one thing I can always be sure I remember. And sometimes it’s all I can, and I just wanted you to know, I’m still here.
From: ABC
To: C
i wish we could still be friends. i worry about you every single day. please be okay, and know that im always here.
From: ABC
To: C
I wish I could tell you all this but it's too difficult right now. I've never met anyone like you. The way you smile, the crease of your lip when you look back at me: it's adorable and I wish I could tell you about it. You never saw yourself the same way I did, and I was saddened every time you said it. I admire you, I admire your resilience and I admire your empathetic values. Most importantly, I admire how you took a chance on me. I've thought of you ever since.
From: ABC
To: C
You loved alcohol more than you loved me. It wasn’t that you drank too much, but it made you say unkind, careless things that drove a wedge between us.
From: ABC
To: C
bro youre just wow, im not in love with you or anything but i wish we two could just run away and live together forever, can u maybe get a few years younger and live closer? thanks
From: ABC
To: C
I don’t know how to tell you that I know you’re not my soulmate, even when I love you with all my heart and dream with you every night I know that my place is not by your side.
My hearth hurts when I admit it but that’s the true.
From: ABC
To: C
I still love you.
I tried not to but it didn't work.
I'm in love with you and nothing will change it.
From: ABC
To: C
i wonder how you are? and who you’ve become? when your happy? or if you ever think about me? i wonder what parts of me remained long after i was gone? i simply wish i could hear about your days. how’s college? new friends? i just want to apart of your life, but i don’t get that privilege anymore. we’re stranger again, something i never wanted to be. i miss you ( all of you) more and more everyday. i love you. i wish you understood that when i told you i loved you i truly meant it in a truly deep way. i know i was a joke to you but you were meant more to me than you’ll ever know.
From: ABC
To: C
Nunca pensé que alguien pudiera hacerme tan feliz, solo espero quedarme contigo siempre se que no va a pasar pero es lo que quiero
From: ABC
To: C
falling in love with you was one of the worst decisions i've made in my life. Thank you for leaving me and not coming back.
From: ABC
To: C
you are the person who made me believe in myself again to see, the beautiful part to smile and think about how your heart was beating when we hugged, i miss u So much
From: ABC
To: C
to the boy I'll never stop loving...I have to let you go not because I want to but because I have to, it's been 6 months, but if you were ever to ask for me back, I would leap to you in a heartbeat. you know I would. I love you forever
From: ABC
To: C
if im ever gonna get you back i swear that im never letting you go, you are everything i could ever ask for im so sorry
From: ABC
To: C
I waited for you and you just let me hurt. Why, was it something i did to you? I just wish you would have told me how you felt.
