Unsent messages to C
From: ABC
To: C
Je t'ai détesté longtemps après avoir fait ce que tu as fait. Mais ensuite, j'ai réalisé que peut-être je le prenais trop personnellement. Je sais que vous ne m'avez jamais aimé et que vous ne l'aurez jamais, mais ça va. J'ai réalisé que je t'aimais quand tu m'as donné toutes les raisons de te mépriser mais tout ce que je pouvais faire était de t'aimer. Il a fallu beaucoup de temps pour vous dépasser, 2 ans. J'ai finalement eu la fermeture et je suis reconnaissant. Je ne comprends toujours pas pourquoi vous ne vous êtes jamais soucié, je suppose que vous êtes trop jeune et ce n’était pas si profond. Je serai toujours là pour vous, merci de faire partie de mon histoire. J'espère qu'à l'avenir nous finirons tous les deux heureux avec d'autres personnes mais toujours dans la vie de l'autre.
From: ABC
To: C
Je t'ai détesté longtemps après avoir fait ce que tu as fait. Mais ensuite, j'ai réalisé que peut-être je le prenais trop personnellement. Je sais que vous ne m'avez jamais aimé et que vous ne l'aurez jamais, mais ça va. J'ai réalisé que je t'aimais quand tu m'as donné toutes les raisons de te mépriser mais tout ce que je pouvais faire était de t'aimer. Il a fallu beaucoup de temps pour vous dépasser, 2 ans. J'ai finalement eu la fermeture et je suis reconnaissant. Je ne comprends toujours pas pourquoi vous ne vous êtes jamais soucié, je suppose que vous êtes trop jeune et ce n’était pas si profond. Je serai toujours là pour vous, merci de faire partie de mon histoire. J'espère qu'à l'avenir nous finirons tous les deux heureux avec d'autres personnes mais toujours dans la vie de l'autre.
From: ABC
To: C
please leave her the fuck alone. you promised you would treat her better than we did. you promised you'd make her happy. she's the only person i've ever fallen in love with, i can't fucking just sit here and watch you treat her like she's some sort of object you project all of your problems onto. i fucking hate you. stop trapping her in your web of lies. she deserves the best of the best, you promised you would be, but you failed. just like i did.
From: ABC
To: C
yk i loved you but like you left so fast and you told me i would be the one to leave first but you left first for another girl. it’s sad but i’m over you but i still wish u were here
From: ABC
To: C
yk i loved you but like you left so fast and you told me i would be the one to leave first but you left first for another girl. it’s sad but i’m over you but i still wish u were here
From: ABC
To: C
I still check my phone first thing in the morning to see if you’ve messaged me. You never do and it kills me
From: ABC
To: C
I feel like I need to move on from you, but I’m still hopeful somehow, that maybe one day you’ll wake up and realise you love me.
From: ABC
To: C
I wish you would just tell me how you feel. I'm in love with you but not knowing how you feel is really killing me
From: ABC
To: C
Your heat. The uncanny warmness to you and everything you embody. I yearn for it. The heat in my heart that makes things go just a little faster. The heat in my head that makes time drone on. The heat of my skin when I'm embarrassed. The heat in my stomach when I know things are wrong. You. You are my heat. I've learned to preserve your heat. To use it so I don't fall apart, like I did when you left. And one day, I will find a different heat. A heat that makes my head spin and make me feel as though I'm out of my limited body. And in those moments I will remember your heat. And appreciate all the things we went through because in the end. Those will be the memories, and feelings, that I covet the most.
From: ABC
To: C
It felt like you were the one to save me right when I was close to giving up. You said you'd be by my side and that we would grow together. But you left me alone.
Yours, C.
From: ABC
To: C
I miss your old self... not who you’ve become. I think I love him more everyday, but the hatred for you grows more everyday too.
From: ABC
To: C
If you could let me in I could love you and help you. Just please come back. I know you’re breaking inside and so am I.
From: ABC
To: C
you'll come back so we can have the future we always spoke about. i know you will. till then, be safe my love.
From: ABC
To: C
i wish that night you never looked me in the eyes and smiled, because now you’re gone and i still care.
From: ABC
To: C
Solo deseo que me veas
Que notes mi existencia,sepas sobre mi. Pero me doy cuenta que no existo y nunca existire en tu mundo
From: ABC
To: C
i think we could have something great. i dont know if youve ever had your true feelings confused or what, but something tells me we're meant to be at one point or another. i have to remain unbothered if the other scenario happens, but im not really worried about it because of this gut feeling ive always had. i cant help but overthink but im here when youre ready
From: ABC
To: C
Siento mucho llegar tarde a tu vida, genuinamente creo que si no hubieras tenido a nadie más en mente, habría sido diferente. Nunca lo sabremos.
From: ABC
To: C
You're a fabulous manipulator, really got into my head but ill tell you something now. I'm done. I regret letting you go because well look at me now this could've worked couldn't it? too late now ig. it's been a year since us now and i remember it like yesterday just you me and the shit we called love. it was fun while it lasted it really was. if i could go back i would. you lied when you said you would change, still the same old you and that's the only reason why i dont wanna do this again. i dont love you anymore but i have so much love for you. you're not mine anymore and ive learnt that now. if you ever see this, i wanna know how you feel. we never had that closure, it was a strange breakup if i do say so myself. I miss everything but its changed me and I thank you for that. I'll never forget you. You ruined yet saved me.
From: ABC
To: C
I’m sorry for missing our chance, I still wonder what it could’ve been. I think I loved you, I miss you. Come home
From: ABC
To: C
it's been a whole 365 days & i still think about you everyday! til we speak again. love you foreverandever
From: ABC
To: C
After much consideration I’ve realized I have nothing else I’d want to say to you. Healing feels better than you ever did.
From: ABC
To: C
You are the one person i never thought would hurt me. I miss you still even when we talk, i miss how we used to be, i miss having my person. I love you.
From: ABC
To: C
I hope you know I'm sorry for everything for the. I hope you realize your flaws the way I have mine. I hope you know I still think about the things you said and wonder if you meant them.
From: ABC
To: C
you were my first love, and I'm so sorry my mental illness turned me into a horrible person, even if I didn't know it yet.
From: ABC
To: C
I almost broke up with you when you told me you loved me, because I was scared I could never love you back.
From: ABC
To: C
I don’t think I’ll ever not get butterflies in my stomach when I see you. That’s not I good thing I have fucking anxiety.
From: ABC
To: C
Kissing you felt like listening to your new favorite song for the first time. Warm, familiar, exciting.
From: ABC
To: C
When looking in the mirror my hair color lays a constant reminder of how i wasn’t good enough for you.
From: ABC
To: C
Fuck you. Sometimes I just think about the things you have said and I cannot even comprehend how someone like you exists. How can you think that it is okay to say half the shit you do. You are so insanely manipulative. Sometimes I wonder if you even realize how fucked up you are. You can't possibly.
From: ABC
To: C
It’s been five months and 4 weeks since I last hugged you. I never told you this but I’ve been in love with you for the last year.
From: ABC
To: C
You saw me and I knew that you would live in my heart forever. Those golden eyes never lie. I hope our memories warm your heart as they do mine.
From: ABC
To: C
the right person but the wrong time. maybe its my fault that you don't like me, or maybe you would have liked her either way. maybe i don't even know why i liked you in the first place. i'm happy that you are happy, but i'm sad that you're happy without me
From: ABC
To: C
siempre me cuidare de ti pase. incluso cuando vamos por caminos separados, siempre pensare en ti. no, no fuimos hechos el una para el otro, pero tal vez en otra vida lo haremos. cuidate querido.
From: ABC
To: C
remember when we thought we were gonna get married some day? that was a good time... i had a dream about you the other night, i wonder if you ever dream of me too
From: ABC
To: C
you made me fall in love with you while we were breaking up. you are so so pure. i don’t know if i should but i think i’ll be waiting for you.
From: ABC
To: C
i will never regret what happened that day. i love you. but i will never tell you because i don't want to lose you. again.
From: ABC
To: C
I hope you know I’ll never feel the same for anyone else as I did for you. You changed my entire existence. I can’t look at brown eyes without thinking of you.
From: ABC
To: C
i just want you to hug me. not anything sexual. i just want you to want me for more than my body for once.
From: ABC
To: C
i don’t get why u lied about us. maybe that’s why i’m still not over u years later. i hope ur doing ok
From: ABC
To: C
Hay algo de ti en cada canción de Taylor. Incluso las que salieron antes de conocernos. ¿Algún día volveremos a coincidir?
From: ABC
To: C
youve broken my my heart before but with every i love you you mend it back together little by little...thank you. i love you 4ever.
From: ABC
To: C
ive known u for almost a year now n i still get nervous before i see u. there hasnt been a moment where i havent been in love with you. thank you 4 everything.
From: ABC
To: C
I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with you. and I probably would've if I hadn't met your cousin. I fucked up. im so sorry.
From: ABC
To: C
I still remember the first day we met and there hasn’t been a day since that I haven’t thought about you. You are with nobody else now , even though we weren’t together I know in my heart you were my twin flame, never meant to be but you taught me what I really deserve and that isn’t you anymore.
From: ABC
To: C
I just really fucking wish I didn't get drunk that night. maybe things would be different. maybe I have false hope.
From: ABC
To: C
you fucked off when i needed you. when i needed you the most you left. i hate you for it, you were my best friend or so i thought.
From: ABC
To: C
Did you ever like me back, or was it all a funny joke to play on the girl so obviously in love with you?
From: ABC
To: C
it’s been a while since i’ve seen your face, heard your voice. the only time i see you is in my dreams. let me let you go.
From: ABC
To: C
I’d never felt butterflies the same way I did around you, you opened up a new side of me I’d never seen. You played tf out of me and I’m glad I got out without embarrassing myself but in another world or when no one else’s around we would work like a fairytale
From: ABC
To: C
I want to run as fucking far from you as I can, and never look back. You showed me how to see the monster in people
