From: ABC
To: patrick
I don't regret the 4 years we spent together. I do have a lot of trauma from it and its hard to let anyone in after you. I know I was bad to you, but I just wonder why you took out your anger on me. I hope your happy and I'm always in your corner.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Fuck you. Wish I never met you. Just because your mom left you, you just had to give every girl all the reasons to leave you. You were the biggest waste of time and a total deadbeat. Instead of making girls wanna kill themselves, you should just do them a favor and kill yourself instead. Or at least see a psychiatrist you fucking sociopath. Also wished I had put you in jail when I had my chance.
From: ABC
To: patrick
I knew you were just using me the whole time but I just let it happen. That was obviously a mistake and I wish I didn’t start talking to you in the first place. I shouldn’t have caved into those fantasies you left in my brain because all they did was distract me from reality.
From: ABC
To: patrick
dude i love you so much it hurts why did you text me again all you want is sex, i want a relationship man :(
From: ABC
To: patrick
I really wish that for once you would chose me over getting high. But i was never that important for you.
From: ABC
To: patrick
i loved you with everything i had. you were my home, and i don't know how to exist without you. did you ever feel like that about me? or was i always just a burden? i know this is going to hurt me for a very long time, but i think i'll be ok. i hope you will be too. i still love you. i hope that will fade.
From: ABC
To: patrick
You bet that you could get me to fall in love with you and I told you it would never happen. Now I'm in hooked on the memory of you and you're in love with someone else.
From: ABC
To: patrick
sometimes I think I wasn't enough other times I think I didn't do enough but really it was you who wasn't enough
From: ABC
To: patrick
you’re such a supportive friend but sometimes you go way too far to the point i break down. idk how to tell you i wish you gave me more space and weren’t so mad about the person i’m talking to
From: ABC
To: patrick
How could you be so fucking rude and hurt me after you were the one who wanted me in the first place?
From: ABC
To: patrick
Thx sm for ghosting me. Since u wanna be treated like the dead so bad, maybe it’s time for me to let u rest.
From: ABC
To: patrick
actions speak louder than words... you thought i was gay turned out to be the damn opposite lol n e ways ur a king get it with eric
From: ABC
To: patrick
I know were 'just friends' but the 1 am facetime calls and the smiles you give me, tell me different.
From: ABC
To: patrick
You only used me for nudes then told me it wasn’t working out with us because I started to refuse to send you any, the thing is I liked you and you took advantage of that I trusted you
From: ABC
To: patrick
I wish you had found another way. You deserved to live and be happy. I'm sorry you could never find that.
From: ABC
To: patrick
i just wanted to be good enough for you. please get out of my head. i wish i never met you because it hurts.
From: ABC
To: patrick
i have never wanted to kiss a human being so badly. you've taken over my life, from the way you say my name to the way your head rests in your hands. i love u i love u i love u
From: ABC
To: patrick
I hope you regret it. I hope she makes you miserable. Guess I’m never hearing from you again, that’s completely okay with me. I deserved better.
From: ABC
To: patrick
I have loved you for all my teenage years and I might forever. I wish you’d see me the way I’ve always seen you
From: ABC
To: patrick
I think I’m in love with you. Even though I can’t admit it to myself, I’m in love with you. I don’t know if you feel the same way, but I don’t care.
From: ABC
To: patrick
this doesn’t make sense because in my mind when u truly love someone u don’t put urself in a position to lose them. but that’s exactly what u did.
From: ABC
To: patrick
lamento no haberte sabido cuidar, pero te juro que desde que nos conocimos he querido cuidarte y llenarte de amor. sé feliz solecito ♡
From: ABC
To: patrick
i have so much to say to you but i can never put the words together to make it make sense. i'm sorry i wasn't everything you've ever wanted.
From: ABC
To: patrick
I'm confused about my feelings for you, I don't know what you want. I don't even know what I want but I don't wanna ever lose you, I think about it daily and it scares me so much.
From: ABC
To: patrick
I love you so much and there’s no way you will ever know or ever love me back. I wish you knew how I felt.
From: ABC
To: patrick
our love was so intense & so fast. I think I’ll always love you even if it ended the way it did. I think this is cringe btw.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Sometimes I wonder if I was truly in love with you, or if I was in love with the familiarity you brought me.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Bruh. She cared about you so much. She’s the sweetest/most angelic person I know and you let her go? I’m sorry, but you’re going to regret that. She’s the type of girl you’ll think back on when you’re alone, wondering what could’ve happened if you didn’t take her for granted. Text her dude smh.
From: ABC
To: patrick
When you told me about you hooking up people , it made me so sad. I can't say anything because you're my friend and that's the only thing that keeps us in touch. Am I that hard to love? After all this time, I still have feelings. Wish you could facetime or text or call me first instead of me...
From: ABC
To: patrick
I have wanted you since the day we met. And I have lied to myself every day since. I wonder if you ever noticed.
From: ABC
To: patrick
you made me so happy, feel so special and i was finally coming out of a dark place that took a long time to recover from until you said that
From: ABC
To: patrick
You mean a lot to me, I just wish you felt the same. You probably don't even think about me as much as I think about you
From: ABC
To: patrick
I keep finding reasons to hate you. you hurt me, but it was my fault because i wasnt ready. its horrible when your with the right person at the wrong time. but I ask myself if it was a forever thing or were we just 2 puzzle pieces from different puzzles.
From: ABC
To: patrick
I’m in a 3 year relationship now but I still think of you often. We never dated but I was so emotionally connected to your soul. I wonder what could have been.
From: ABC
To: patrick
i’m in love with you. i’ve been in love with you.. for years and years. i always will be. but you don’t see me.
From: ABC
To: patrick
i’m in love with you. i’ve been in love with you.. for years and years. i always will be. but you don’t see me.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Maybe I really do like u or I liked the feeling of being liked idk exactly but yeah it hurts to hear you speaking of another girl, it hurts to know that all the time u asked be about my opinion u just wanted to be good enough for your crush ..I hate it to be maya I never gonna be ur riley and that's ok. She is heather, she deserve it.. u r a great guy ..really but apparently u r not my guy and I really want to be ur friend, I want to be there for u but the thought of u thinking about her hurts ..everything just hurts and I am feeling like a fool, all the time I thought u wanted something from me ..guess what I really thought u meant me when u said u like a girl but no u didnt and u never did ..I cant be near u anymore and I hope u understand that ..I am never gonna send u this paragraph but I want u to know that u are the first guy I liked or I guess I like u at least i am crying rn
I hope life gets the way u want it and I hope u get everything u desire
Have a good life
I wish u the best
From: ABC
To: patrick
i havent talked to u in ages but i just wanted to say, i hope ur doing well and damn i was such a creep back then when i liked u
From: ABC
To: patrick
you pretended I didn't exist around our friends and suddenly text me almost a year later like nothing happened
From: ABC
To: patrick
You liked me first and when I started to feel the same u played me ..I hate u for that ..I hate u for being my first love.
From: ABC
To: patrick
your the first person I could make eye contact with and not feel uncomfortable. the things I said to you drunk I meant, I meant everything. Im sorry im not it.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Sometimes I get mad at fate for giving us that many reasons not to be together. Because 3 years later and I still choose you.
From: ABC
To: patrick
I love you. so much. and i know we aren't meant for each other and that this not going to last and that is what hurts me the most.
From: ABC
To: patrick
You lied to me so many times and made me feel so unworthy and I was still there when you needed me.. Now you're happy with another and I'm so fucking lonely.
From: ABC
To: patrick
You’re my “right person, wrong time” love. I just wish you didn’t let distance keep us apart, I wish you would give us a chance
From: ABC
To: patrick
i will always care for you. i wish your car would break down again. i wish i could see you. i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: patrick
i wasn’t heartless when we met but i am now. i wish to see you but i know i would be the cruel one this time.
From: ABC
To: patrick
It’s crazy how I always used to moan about you waking me up in the middle of the night with cuddles and now I’d give anything to have that back
From: ABC
To: patrick
every day I wish that I could've built up enough courage to tell you the truth, I wish you didn't act completely different when you were with your friends and I wish that you would've held my hand a little longer sometimes
From: ABC
To: patrick
I really saw the best in you. I know at first we didn’t get along well, but now all i can wish for is us to be a thing.