Unsent messages to C
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 29, 2020, 8:50 pm UTC
I'm proud of you for being Jekyll all the time now, but I'll always see Hyde when I look at you. It's not fair.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 29, 2020, 5:04 pm UTC
We never took much pictures which we always regretted. At least now it makes it easier to say goodbye
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 29, 2020, 4:51 pm UTC
i know i didnt lose you. youll always be my bestfriend. but its hard to understand that after the feelings. we have to go back to only being friends.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 29, 2020, 5:39 am UTC
damn i never thought i’d be here cause i didn’t know what this was until now but god do i miss you. i hate to say it cause i know you’ve moved on and we haven’t talked in months but i think about you everyday. i’m so sorry for hurting you i wish things would’ve ended differently cause i love you so much. i wish you the best and i hope we find our way back to eachother one day..even if it’s just as friends. i love you..?❣️
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 29, 2020, 5:15 am UTC
it’s my fault we aren’t together right now. i beat myself up everyday. please give me a chance and come back
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 29, 2020, 12:39 am UTC
If this is some sort of an experiment, you surely must see how flawed it is. I do. It doesn't matter, keep it up & it will kill me. I can't.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 28, 2020, 7:15 pm UTC
I wish I could tell you how my heart only finds peace around you. But I'm so scared of the consequences...
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 28, 2020, 5:12 pm UTC
Was that night under stars nothing? Was the way you look at me, touch me, talk to me, all just in my imagination
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 28, 2020, 8:55 am UTC
There is something about you that makes me want to know you forever. I don't know exactly what it is, or why it is you, but I feel that we are inextricably linked. I don't know how nor why but still, I know it is you. Where will we be in five, ten, twenty years? Will I be able to find you in my life? Will you ever love me? R
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 28, 2020, 5:41 am UTC
it scares me that I don’t remember the last time we kissed and that I may never see you again. I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 27, 2020, 3:21 am UTC
the dreams I still have about you make me smile, but they're wrong in every way. its been 2 years and I still think about you every day.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 26, 2020, 9:02 pm UTC
As much as I wished I hate you i don’t but when you said your probably the worst dude I’ve ever been with you were right. You broke me
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 26, 2020, 8:55 pm UTC
i don’t know how or why, but one day i wasn’t your favorite anymore. what happened to the picket fences?
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 26, 2020, 3:29 am UTC
i wish we could still be friends. i worry about you every single day. please be okay, and know that im always here.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 25, 2020, 8:05 pm UTC
i think i’ll always love you no matter how much you hurt me. at the end of the day it’ll always be you..
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 25, 2020, 7:02 am UTC
I loved you and I prayed for you. I pray for him now, but deep down I think I still love you. Do you pray for me?
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 25, 2020, 1:12 am UTC
Where do I began. Best friends in elementary school, then became distant when I would hang out with the girls and you would hang out with the boys. Oh the fun days. Then in 8th grade you said you had a crush on me and I literally hated you because you cheated on one of my friends. But then 9th grade rolled around and we talked. I liked you but then you ended it and I went to talk to another boy and then you asked for me back but I had already moved on. Nothing happened with me and that guy but I had moved on from you. You stayed as one of my most supportive friends and were always there for me and I was always there for you. Then 10th grade rolled around and we talked at the beginning and then you got with another girl because she liked you and you had lead her on. I talked to a another boy, and I thought I was going to date him, but it didn't work out. You and her also didn't last but that's just how things work sometimes. A couple months pass by and we try again. My friends were all convincing me to date you because we all thought you had changed and you would be loyal to me so I went for it. We were "boyfriend and girlfriend", but I didn't feel like it. I had lost that friend in you disappeared when we were dating. And then you cheated ohh for weeks I denied the rumors but later found out they were true. And the worst part was you didn't admit to cheating on me. I just wanted the truth. The truth for once. We didn't talk for 9 months and finally tried to say a few words again but still haven't talked in person. You came talking to me again when you fucked up with another girl. You've lost everyones trust and now its hard to trust a lot of people but shit happens. If you want to talk you actually need to talk to me I'm not the one who needs to do all the talking because all you say are the most dry ass things if some type of shit happened to you then it turns into paragraphs but why cant you just commit to talking to me. I would try and be friends again but not with the liar and dry side but that good part of you that I know you have and people always tell me to stop trying to say that you are good but I think I know you better then a lot of people. Ok thats it.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 24, 2020, 4:15 pm UTC
what if you meet someone else and realize all you felt for me wasn’t real?? please tell you miss me...
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 24, 2020, 4:14 pm UTC
i gave you all the love i had to give. i’m scared you’ll forget about me. it already hurts you didn’t feel the same.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 23, 2020, 8:29 pm UTC
It’s funny how much you changed after it ended... I’m glad I saw the real you, I know now I don’t deserve that.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 23, 2020, 4:17 am UTC
i still love you. i wish i could make u love me back. i will always be there for u. i don't think you can say the same.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 22, 2020, 8:01 pm UTC
I think of you every day, every hour, every minute, every second and every waking moment. I love you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 22, 2020, 5:26 pm UTC
i hope you never leave. it would be a tragedy. but a part of me knows its going to happen eventually.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 22, 2020, 12:22 pm UTC
i kissed someone that wasn’t you for the first time, and for a moment it felt as if you were in my arms again.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 22, 2020, 9:19 am UTC
I just wish I took a chance on you even though I was scared because we could have been something good
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 21, 2020, 1:12 am UTC
I loved you and after while I learned you’d never love me back I could try as hard as I want but you’ll never be mine
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 20, 2020, 5:07 pm UTC
you broke me for reasons i didn’t understand. But now i understand that it had to happen, i’m stronger now.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 20, 2020, 5:23 am UTC
why did you forgive me? i didn’t deserve it after all the times i hurt you. maybe missing you is my penance.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 20, 2020, 4:40 am UTC
why does it have to be so complicated? i know you don't want to fall in love again but i've shown you time after time that I never want to hurt you, i even told you i was in love with you. You said it yourself, i've always been here for you.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 20, 2020, 2:43 am UTC
i try to pretend that I don’t miss you but i still lay awake at 3 am and remember how badly i want you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 20, 2020, 2:07 am UTC
Sorry I didn't reply; I drafted so many messages. But I wanted to let you know: I had a fun time too.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 19, 2020, 9:05 pm UTC
How do I tell you I don't want to be your friend anymore? We had a special bond that I may never find again, but right now, there's no person that makes me feel more miserable than you
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 18, 2020, 1:24 pm UTC
I think I might like you but I’m scared to get hurt. I don’t know if u like me back. U asked me to help u find a gf, that hurt me and idky.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 17, 2020, 9:19 pm UTC
i miss hanging out with you and our facetimes every night. i hope we reconnect next summer because i miss how happy we were all together this summer.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 16, 2020, 2:51 am UTC
i feel like u exclude me from everything
if u dont want me im gonna be out
i cried too many tears
enjoy ur bfs/gfs
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 15, 2020, 3:12 pm UTC
fuck you. i hope no other girl has to go through the bullshit and pain you put me and so many others through.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 15, 2020, 8:50 am UTC
I just really fucking wish I didn't get drunk that night. maybe things would be different. maybe I have false hope.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 15, 2020, 1:49 am UTC
ive known u for almost a year now n i still get nervous before i see u. there hasnt been a moment where i havent been in love with you. thank you 4 everything.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 15, 2020, 1:46 am UTC
youve broken my my heart before but with every i love you you mend it back together little by little...thank you. i love you 4ever.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 14, 2020, 7:07 am UTC
Kissing you felt like listening to your new favorite song for the first time. Warm, familiar, exciting.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 14, 2020, 3:57 am UTC
it's been a whole 365 days & i still think about you everyday! til we speak again. love you foreverandever
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 14, 2020, 3:40 am UTC
I’m sorry for missing our chance, I still wonder what it could’ve been. I think I loved you, I miss you. Come home
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 13, 2020, 11:56 pm UTC
i wish id had just left us as friends because maybe then id still have you around. i miss you so much.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 13, 2020, 9:25 pm UTC
youre a different type of love in my life but i know im not the same for you. you're not speaking to me like you used to and i know you're going to abandon me for them. will you leave me? you dont love me the same and if you did it wouldnt be simple or kind. I wish you would just speak to me this is driving me crazy. Do i annoy you? Do you hate me? Are you distancing yourself? Please tell me because distancing mysrlf from you is so hard
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 13, 2020, 9:22 pm UTC
do you love me or do i annoy you. im never able to tell if you genuinely enjoy my presence like i do yours. i love you and it hurts that the way i love you will never be the way you love me
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 13, 2020, 7:42 am UTC
i hate that u still play on my mind and that whenever i’m sad i think of what we used to have. it’s unfortunate, but was inevitable. i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 13, 2020, 3:35 am UTC
I was on you for a whole year- but when it finally fell into place... why didn’t it feel the way I wanted it to?
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 13, 2020, 1:09 am UTC
I wish it hadn't been too little too late. I'm happier now, but that... hurt. He didn't take me from you, you lost me.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 12, 2020, 11:51 pm UTC
I've submitted so many of these under your name to relieve the pain you left me with. I think this is finally going to be the last one. I'm moving on.
From: ABC
To: C
Date: September 12, 2020, 11:50 pm UTC
Thanks for coming back and telling me why you ghosted me. I needed to hear that, to realize you never deserved me.
