I miss the old us, and I know we will be forever but I just want your unconditional beautiful love again.

I want to cuddle you and give you hugs tell you everything is okay hold you in my arms and kiss you soft lips and spend my life with you forever

we havent been together for a while, but for some reason i have always found a way to keep you in my life. whether its as friends or more, i have always wanted you there, but now i think i have finally realized that i need to let go of you, for good. i have to let go and stop referring to you as my first love and more as the guy i used to love. you can't be that important to me, you cant constantly be in my mind, when I'm never on yours. i wish we were able to walk into this year as friends in a healthy friendship, but i dont think that's possible. i think i have come way too far to let you know about me and who i have become, i dont think you deserve that. so while i dont wish you harm, i dont think i want you in my life anymore, but you will always be in the back of my head, and I'm okay with that.

i still think about you every day. you were the only person to ever have such an impact on me. i miss you. but you don’t miss me. i’m proud of you. i hope all goes well. i will always be here.

and now that you are not here, ive realized how much i need you. if i have failed you, i ask for your forgiveness in the only form i know.
opening the doors to my heart for when you decide to come back.

dude like i miss you all the time and thats so dumb because now i guess we were just childhood bestfriends so what does it matter now anyways but like it totally does still matter to me and thats so dumb i hope youre doing better and i wish youd text me back one of these days just so i could see how youre doing and maybe talk for a second so life could feel normal again. i love you always

Nunca leerás esto, solo quiero decirte q seas feliz con ella, aunque yo te amé , sigue doliendo desde el primer momento saber q solo fui un juego para ti, solo dios sabe pq me obligó a alejarme de ti, cuando realmente eras uno de mis mayores deseos en este puto mundo, se feliz, aunque ya no será conmigo

You hurt me the way no one has ever hurt me before. I hope you’ve learned to stop blaming other people for your mistakes. It was never my fault.

Sabes las cosas no se dieron como se debían de dar, lo teníamos todo para ser una hermosa pareja, pero llegaron ciertas personas y lo jodieron todo; aunque yo sé que quedamos solo como amigos, no sabes las ganas que tenía de estar con una persona como tú, eres esa persona correcta en el momento equivocado. Espero y si seguimos hablando en algún momento se nos de la oportunidad de ser algo más que amigos

Gracias por ser lo mejor que nunca tuve. Porque juntos pudimos ser magia y tu eras demasiado cobarde para intentarlo

I'm glad that at least she's making you happy. I know she's way better than me. I wish you guys the best.

Si me encuentro contigo dentro de 20 años el corazón me seguirá dando un vuelco.
Disfruta tu vida y gracias por haber sido parte de la mía.

Realmente siento un vacío desde que no estas, pero gracias por enseñarme tanto sobre mi que ni yo sabia.

Me enseñaste lo que es el verdadero amor y me tuviste paciencia después de que estuve tan dañada. Te amo.

I think I was in love with you this summer. I wish I knew how you felt about me. I wish things went differently between us. When I first saw you, it was like recognizing someone from a past life. Was it the same for you? I hope we meet again someday. P.S - your photography is beautiful, never quit.

i wish i could tell u how perfect u r to me and even tho ik u dont feel the same i still hop i can give you the world someday ;)

Te quiero a pesar que diga que no,te quiero con locura y se que no me quieres pero yo a ti si mi reina

even tho we didn't work out,i'm happy that was a thing between us.u are still my classmate and that sucks.but i got used to it.i know it wasn't to be.you treated me sometime like a shit,and sometime like a fucking goddes.and i hate u for that.but i also love u for that.u were my first love.i don't regret it.but i'm sorry that u chose this way.last week u followed me back on ig after 2 months and 3 days ago u called me but not for what i thought.i miss the old you and how you were in the beggining.because somehow,this thing between us became toxic and it broked me.i miss you and i will always love you,even tho i m over you.i wish you all the best.

after 4 years we're finally together, idk if this is love but I kinda like it.
ty for being always there.

You were my first love .. its been years since we talked and yes I’ve moved on in life but somehow sometimes i catch myself with the thought of you . I hope you’re doing well

Confundí atracción con enamoramiento y descubrí que eres un idiota, pero no te juzgo, yo también fui algo idiota por tener mis expectativas bajas. Vive, conseguirás la felicidad y yo... Iré por europeos millonarios.

Creo que fuiste mi primer amor, no correspondido e incluso el más y único doloroso. (No dejé que volvieran a lastimarme, creo que en parte fue por ti, creé mi propio escudero, una torre con miles de candados, ocultandome) Más que nada fuiste un crush, te confesé mis sentimientos pero fue un rotundo rechazo. Cuando te fuiste creí que te había dejado de querer, todo este tiempo me había olvidado de tu existencia, volvimos a hablar y nose que es lo que siento solo decirte que deseo que pare, ya no te quiero querer me duele y mucho. Agradezco los momentos felices que tuvimos siendo compañeros, me rindo. Cuídate primer amor♡

I haven’t seen you in years but some nights i still fall asleep fantasizing about you. I’ll forever appreciate our love even if it doesn’t exist anymore.

I loved you, and bits of me still do. And for the months we talked, I never told you I loved you. And I didn’t because there was no chance of us actually being together. And I’m sorry, that it was like I lead you on. But we couldn’t be together and i found something to fill in the voids I wish you filled. We went so well together, and the way you talked to me and the way you’d tell me I’m perfect, and the way we blended just perfectly was insane, how we could be loving and joking all at once. I was happy. I was the happiest I ever was, and I wish we could have been together and you didn’t live so far. Because who I’m with now, I’m happy but he isn’t the same as you and I. When I was with you I didn’t cry I wasn’t worried I wasn’t anything negative and i all I felt was positivity. With my new person, I love him, but like I said he’s not you. He’s not completely perfect and compassionate like you. And I miss you and I miss what I once called us. And I hated the fact I couldn’t say I love you because I feared you felt the same, and I knew you did but you never told me either. But I fell in love with who you were and your personality, your cute face, your voice, and just you for being you and caring for me. And I’m sorry, for leaving you so unexpected for him. With no warning. Just a text. Saying I found someone else. It hurt you. And I can never forgive myself. But victor, I really did love you. And I still love the thought of you. And I’m sorry. For this all.

I wish I gather all the love I gave you and tell my past self you didn't like me back and all you did was made me think the feelings were mutual. ps, I used black cause it's your favorite color.

every day I hope I get a text from you confessing your love for me cause lately, I feel as if you love me too

If I had one wish we would talk during all of science class about everything that could be and is, like we always used to do.

It’s been a year. I still sit up at night crying wishing you’d come back for me though I know you won’t. I still wish you’d tried harder to hold on to me. I wish you’d loved me the way I loved you but you didn’t. You were there in the moments I needed you most and I thank you for that but I can’t help but think what would’ve been if things had never ended. I miss you. I wish you’d ask for
forgiveness and mean it because I needed you to be the person I wanted you to be

You will always be my person, even tho I won't be yours. And I will always love you, even tho you won't

you said green is your favorite color because of my eyes and everyday I regret not leaving and coming with you. I miss you so much and wish I could hear that sentence one more time. I love you 3000

Me bloqueaste de todos lados y nunca pude despedirme de ti me hubiera gustado al menos darte un abrazo de despedida se que ya pasó mas de 6 meses ya tienes otra novia con quien al parecer eres muy feliz me da mucho gusto pero ala ves me duele mucho y me sigo preguntando que me falto para que me trataras así ami hize todo lo posible y aun así te alejaste se que no fui perfecta pero trate de serlo, soy consciente que por mi depresión te artaste y preferiste buscar una mejor que yo , que no tenga tantos problemas y no este llorando todo el tiempo quejándose de sí misma y de todo quisiera contarte como a sido mi vida desde que te fuiste, contarte que por fin ya estoy iendo a terapia que ya estoy tratando de mejorar , quisiera que estés ami lado para ver mis cambios y así nunca te separes de mi. Siempre te voy a amar y te llevaré en mi corazón se que nunca mas podremos estar juntos porque asi lo decidiste espero que seas muy feliz te amo ratón , prometo en otra vida luchar mas para que te quedes.

I really liked you so much. I had to leave you to show myself the power I had. you were not ready for me. It's literally been a year, how time flies. i wonder how you are not in a romantic way I just kind of miss you

in a different version of the world we live in, i know we would’ve been something absolutely beautiful. i’ll always love you.

somedays i hate that i love you. not because you're a bad person but because i know it wouldn't work out. you are my weakness and for that i am not ashamed. i am actually very grateful to have you in my life still. you are my rock. and it breaks my heart sometimes when i hear you talk about other people but as long as you're happy I'm happy and that's all that matters.

the worst feeling in the world is when the person you hate the most is the same person that you would take a bullet for. i would die for you, and I don't get shit in return. not even a fucking text. you never fucking talk to me. i just want to hear you. call me, text me, send me stupid shit that makes me laugh, the bare minimum. why can't you just prove that you give a shit instead of just being mean to me and the apologizing. you had me fooled, honestly. you could be the worst fucking person on the planet to me but i'd still adore you because I love you. and it's so tiring. you don't give me shit, ever. yeah, I made things awkward, why does that matter? why can't you just love me like you love the rest of them? you chose deborah over all of us, especially me. you'd choose anyone over me, and not bat an eye. not give a shit. not think twice. because you don't care. as many times as I text you, try to get you to interact, it's never enough. you don't care. and neither do I apparently. not enough to just let you fucking go.

three years ago, when we met, i fell absolutely in love with you, even at 11. you were so charming, and kind and understanding. i could talk to you about anything. you were so comfortable with everyone, and social. the most I get from you now is a fucking stupid text every three fucking months. i just miss you, so much. and you don't even try. our friendship has become so one-sided. it always has been. you never seemed to care. not even a little bit. i try to get you to talk to me, to us, but you never do. you have other people to talk to. it's like I don't matter to you. you can apologize all you want, but I know the truth. i know that deep down you want me gone. you wouldn't give a shit If i was gone right now. nobody would. nobody would even notice. fuck you, man. fuck you for making me feel like shit all the time. it's the worst when it's not even your fault. it's mine.

why do i even try with you? it's hopeless. everything about you and I is hopeless. there is absolutely no use. you make me feel so powerless. i never do anything right no matter how fucking hard I try. i just want to be able to love you without having to fight for the bare minimum in return.

even though you broke me over and over again, i still miss you. i only ever wanted to make you happy.

Somehow you really had me falling for you I have no clue why but your kinda toxic for doing what u did no cap on baby fool

i miss u but u dont even care about me so what can i do. we had great moments but rn is not our time. why u dont care. one day we will love eachother like in the past i'm sure

I remember seeing you at the train station, and knowing right then that you are my soulmate. I am willing to wait for you if you are willing to wait for me.

I love you, but you hurt my feelings too much. I’m still with you so.. I hope you change and understand me better.

you were mature in some ways, and not mature in others. that was what i liked most. i liked the way you talked, if i can remember it, it was like every word that came out of your mouth had to be absolutley convincing and careful. I liked how we would spend an entire day planning to cook and diving headfirst into it without thinking about wether or not the guests we invited were going to come. i liked that we did it together. i don't like how, despite all that, you still didn't like me in the end. what did I do? I like to think it was because it wasn't at the right time and you weren't mature enough to see it. i liked you, but i dont think i do anymore. youre arrogant and cant understand sometimes. i would like to say i wish you the best, but i cant.

you made me feel special, you made me feel like you actually cared and that i actually helped but you took months of opening up to me just to leave me

I broke up with you today, I don’t know how to deal with the pain and I miss you so much. You’re not mine anymore and it’s my fault.. everything is my fault.. it hurts that you’re not mine but it’s okay I guess.

Que puedo decir de ti. Ya va para un año de que te conocí y meses de que nos alejamos. Puedo decir que me brindaste una amistad genial y que me hubiera gustado que no terminará por culpa mía. Cada día te extraño, pero sin duda hay días en los que me pega mucho más ese sentimiento de nostalgia y de que ya no te tengo. Espero en un futuro volverte a encontrar, que me cuentes todo lo que haz hecho mientras no estuve porque la verdad yo te he necesitado en cada decisión que he tomado, pero no hay vuelta atrás y solo queda seguir. Sé que prometimos amistades antes que noviazgos. Te quiero y de verdad lo siento.

I wish things could’ve been different for us, and I wish u were different in a way, u give me such a different feeling and seeing u smile changes my whole mood. I miss you

I broke up with you and now we are back together. I will try harder this time, we couldn’t even last a day without being each other girlfriend and boyfriend.

I wish things could've gone differently! I left when I shouldn't have and I pray one day things work out for us

i forgive you. i spent my whole life telling myself i hated you but in reality i was just mad at the fact that i needed you.