im really worried about him and i deep down know that hes in a bad place rn i wanna make him happy but hes pushing me back i know i fucked up the thing between us i promise im trying to do better i still miss you so much i you dont know how much i love and and how much i need you but i guess this needed to happen so i could understant how much you meant to me ill always be waiting for you no matter what i wish i couldve hugged you a little bit longer im so lonely without you pls come back