I'm not sure why you left and what you even felt towards me. Was it all a joke between your friends or did you actually want to spend time with me? Why would you kiss me like that if you already knew you'd just leave me? It's been months and I'm still waiting for you. I don't have the balls to reach out. I did on New Years but I unsent it because I was afraid you'd leave it on read just like the last message I left months ago.
I feel so stupid for feeling this way but nobody else will be you. I'd love to hear from you someday again. I wonder if time will ever bring us back together? Until then, I'll be waiting.