fuck you and everything you took away from me. you are so selfish, how does someone want another person so badly but do everything they possibly could to hurt them. i should have listened when you said i’ll never understand you. and i should have taken that as a compliment. i hope this year ends with me not giving a fuck about you because you do Not deserve the space you take up in my heart and brain. you took advantage of me and Knew it. i tried to leave and you told me i couldn’t? how dare you. i had a wonderful heart and i enjoyed my life and then you came in and you turned every single thing ive ever known rotten. why can’t you just be good for ONCE. why can’t you just stay and do something for me. i did everything for you and would have done anything and you couldn’t even be loyal and not cheat on me. fuck you. i hate you. and i mean that. i don’t love you anymore. i miss you. and i hate that. i hope you finally get what’s coming to you and experience what you put me through for months and months.