Man this is awkward and all but you made me happy even at my lowest points and always made me shy and shit, i know it may sound cheesy but I'm fr when i said i was truly in love with you. You may have hurt me with your words a bunch of times and really brought down my self esteem but i still always saw a way to love you, i know I'm dumb for that but in my eyes you were like a beautiful flower and i was just a tiny weed, on every sunday i saw you, you always brought a smile to my face, you made me feel things that i didn't know i could've felt, but at the same time i also had feelings that made me not believe in myself and sometimes wanted to even go as far to change the way i looked just to make you like me. I tried so many ways for you to notice me but in the end you never did and all i ever done was waste my time, but I'm glad i wasted my time because you were the only thing that kept me up in the night when i was either crying myself to sleep. Everytime i thought of you i felt like the happiest person in the whole world but everything comes to an end. Liking you but also loving you made me happy but also broken, even after i got over you i still had times when i would blush over the thought of you but now i don't anymore and I'm glad. You may have hurted me a bunch of times with your words but in the end i hope you find that perfect person for you:), and for this message I'll choose the light colored blue since that was the last time i remembered liking you in that colored sweater