hi alex, i made you look up this website so u could read this, expose me idc. i miss being really close to you.. i miss when we had a close relationship but its shitty now, anyways love you. c:

I always have you on mind, I get so happy when I see you sc. Even though it wasnt that deep of a talk, you asked questions thats nobody has ever asked. And if things don't work out with us. I thank you for that. And p.s I always try to do what makes me happy.

Sometimes I wish that I could have what we had again; I wish that we could love the way we loved again. I find myself hoping that someday we'll find our ways back to each other and we'll have the life that we had always envisioned and then I find myself wondering do he even think of me like that anymore? Did he move on and replace what we had with someone new? I sometimes feel that all the love that I could ever have was given to you and I don't regret that at all because If I had to pick someone that I loved years from now it would still be you, you will always be my person. As long as my heart beats I will love you with all of it. xoxo "your person"

I love you in ways you would never imagine me to. You're on my mind all the time. I have to let go. I need to let go. I'm waiting on something that I know will never happen. You brought me out of my dark place and I thank you for that. You're the reason I'm still here. You mean the world to me, and you always will. I have to let go.

I love you more than ive ever loved anything or anyone and it scares me. a lot. and i act distant because i know that you are gonna leave me so i try to not get attached. and being distant fucked everything up and it made me realize how miserable i am without you

hi. i don’t really know what to say but i think it’s safe to say that hopefully in another life time we’ll make it work. there’s nothing special about you whatsoever but i like the way you made me feel. i guess you were my “first love”. i hope we will be friends. i don’t think it could ever work again, but you’ll always be a very special person to me. thanks. “in another life time, loser”.

Do you remember when we sat under the stars and you told me you will love me until the world ends? well, the world is still here so why arent you?

it is to late for u to realize what u lost. now i am happy and i just want to stop fighting myself for u. pls let me live my life w/o u

i miss the you that didn't make me feel like something to be used. i hope you're happy with your new friends.

I'm sorry if I ever hurt you.
I keep trying to write more but Idk what to say. U are an amazing guy, and there is some girl out there who is going to treat you so much better than I did. U deserve the world Alex and I'm sorry I couldn't give you that.

I'm sorry for not realizing how much you meant to me while we were still in that strange phase that we never got out of....even tho you seemed to have wanted to get out of that phase.

You loved me so obsessively, you made me think that was what I wanted. you are the shittiest most baseless person I have ever met. You pressured me, you manipulated me, you fucked me over. You are my first love and I wish I could take that back. I wish I could hug you, but instead I am forced to hate you, and hate the person you turned me into.

I honestly wish I had never met you.

I still wonder why you kept lying and telling me you dont want to hurt me but still ended up hurting me in the worst way

The night we stayed up all night when i wanted to die was the closest i’ve ever felt to someone. you were the one i wanted to spend all my time with when we grow old

You made me feel something I’ve never felt before and now you’ve left I have this empty void that needs to be filled

you’re always on my mind. i miss talking to you. i wish i could just reach out, but i’m not sure if you’d want me to.

I wish we stayed friends. I don’t think I will ever not love you. You will always mean the world to me even though we weren’t meant for each other. Don’t ever forget any of that.

I'm sorry I broke your heart, and I'm sorry it took this long for me to realize how much of an impact it had on you. I'm glad we're friends again, but I hope you don't fall for me. I'm still in love with someone else.

I think about you sometimes. I was going to respond to that DM I was just late. then it was to late. sorry there's so much we didn't say.

I hate that I cared for you and you ignored it. I hate that you dated all of my friends and broke their hearts too. You’re so egotistical and you don’t care about any of us anymore. And yet, I still wish that you truly find yourself. I hate that I can’t hate you.

what the fuck happened to you. seriously. people tell me all the time how awful you are but i still see the scared boy who used to cover the mirror for me. i miss you but i don’t even know who you are anymore. anyway it’s been 6 months and i hope you get the help you need. ily

Thank you for showing me the ways I don't want to be loved. I know you tried your best. I hope you can better yourself for the next girl.

I had some thoughts at work the other day. You made me feel really safe whenever you'd say that I was the best partner you've had and that you weren't going to let me go. I really wanted to meet your family. Not the ones that you hate but the ones that you care about. Like your niece, cousin, and grandma. Those are the only ones I know about. Also, I do remember their names I just didn't think it was a good idea to say them here. But I wanted to meet them. I wanted them to look at us and to know me and be able to think, "They're together? Alex is going to be ok." I know that sounds like I'm full of myself and puts you down as someone who needs saving but that's not what I intend. I wanted them to see how much I care about you and how I didn't want to ever leave you. How you could never push me away. Idk, I miss you. I love you. Please come home PoohBear.

lmao you're not even real this is so dumb I'm sorry dfajdjfs it's weird that someone I made up has helped me through more than actual people I've met. thank you.

i really wish i could say i love u even though i didnt get 2 say it i really do, take care maybe in another world were together.

You left together with the things you ever said to me that made me feel special. Now I'm left alone again with nothing

Do you ever miss me? Do you ever think back of us? Do u ever feel that aching feeling in your heart when u do?

After all the hurt u put me through, I'm still trying to understand why u did what u did without any hate towards u.

Pensaba que ya estaba costumbrada a que no me eligiesen pero que lo hicieses tú me rompió el corazón de maneras que no sabía que podían doler tanto. Aún después de todo te sigo llorando, por todo el daño que me causaste.

i remember when i first saw you i started looking everywhere just to find your socials & i couldn’t but then one day i was looking through my requests on insta& i saw this account with your name & there was nothing to go off of that made it to be you but something told me that it was you it’s crazy because it was you and ever since that day i just knew it was fate bringing us together. i’m in love with you alex i know i left the last time we spoke i was just scared to admit that for the first time i was truly in love with someone

i remember when i first saw you i started looking everywhere just to find your socials & i couldn’t but then one day i was looking through my requests on insta& i saw this account with your name & there was nothing to go off of that made it to be you but something told me that it was you it’s crazy because it was you and ever since that day i just knew it was fate bringing us together. i’m in love with you alex i know i left the last time we spoke i was just scared to admit that for the first time i was truly in love with someone

Why do you act like you truly care about me one day and then the next you act like I don't exist? Do you actually love me or are you just doing this because you think I'm "easy"? Anyways as much as it hurts, I still love you no matter what.

Hey I really do like you, but I'll never know if you'll like me back. I'm probably not your type anyway :(

i don't see the point of being here without you. you were the person that meant the most to me and suddenly one day you were gone and you say such horrible things about me and i believe them all. why won't you come back? why don't you care? why do you let me believe i'm unworthy of being loved?

It makes me sad but I'm gonna do this cord cutting ritual and I hope it works. I need to get over it.

the first person i ever told i loved, was there for me when i was at a low. I hope you achieve the best and maybe one day we will be something.

You never knew I liked you because everyone thought I was in love with your friend. But I was honestly in love with you. I never got the chance to tell you though. But honestly, I’m okay with that. I hope that wherever you are, you’re happy.

I wish I could go back to the moment I met you, but even if I did I don’t think I could stop myself from letting you in

you fucked me up for life man. i loved you more than anyone else i've ever loved before. i was so young. i would've done anything for you. you lied to me. you left me for someone else. you never respected me. i hate you.

You don't deserve me. I deserve better than you. I deserve someone that cares about me, not a selfish emotionless piece of crap. Fuck you. xoxo

you're waiting for the right time to be with me but why can't we just go for it if we love each other?

Dear gordis,
Ur the love of my life and I want to be with you everyday till I die. I know right now we’re young and it’s not possible but know that I will never ever forget you and never stop loving you. I lob u

you hurt me beyond repair, so i just became someone else. i’m stronger now, but i hope to never feel agony like you made me experience ever again.

Summer's nights with you always was my favourite plan.
You, me and cigarette.
Now I'm lonely with my cigarette and a broken heart

you’ve got a girlfriend now, i’ve never moved on. i hate the way i feel about you because i know you don’t feel the same anymore. i miss you, come back

I didn't know I could hurt so much until you chose her over me, then made me put your pieces back together after she broke you

It sucks how every day I would wake up and love you effortlessly and now I have to wake up and force myself to not care about you.

i hope every message i read on here is from you because it shows you still think about me. if i don't exist in your mind then i don't exist anywhere. if i don't cross your mind, i don't matter

every so often pictures of you come up and i see you smiling now and you look happy. and i wonder every time if you're happy because you don't have to deal with me anymore. i know it's dumb, because i want more than anything for you to be happy, but it makes me wonder if i was the reason you weren't.

I hate you I hate that I still love you and the fact that I'm not over you is insane I hate the way you make me feel and the fact that you can still make me feel this way. The pain you but me through was unmatched and yet if I saw you smile I would fall for you all over again, but I know I can't because of everything you have done to break me down.