Why when I I think that I’m over u, u come and destroy my fucking world without even saying sorry for the past

Why when I I think that I’m over u, u come and destroy my fucking world without even saying sorry for the past

i don't see the point anymore, you made me feel worthless and unlovable and like i'm a burden to everyone. you made me wish i was dead and i can't see anything but grey anymore because of you. how could you do something so horrific to someone and not even feel a shred of guilt

i still love you and you know that. i wish there was something i could do to get you back. fuck you. i love you.

You were the person I loved and trusted the most. I told you things I’ve never told anyone else. I was sure I was going to marry you, so why did you have to lie to me? Why did you hurt me? Why did you make me feel so insecure and gaslighted me? I don’t think I’ll ever be able to trust anyone ever again thanks to you.

You were too nice to tell me the real reason you left. I’ll forever be confused on why i lost my soulmate.

I love you more than anything I know I haven't said this to you in person yet but that doesn't really matter. I'm scared of losing you, someone who makes me just feel so safe, the thing is and I'm so sorry but I don't think I’m into guys and I know this is a bit of a problem because of how long we have been dating and yeah I should break it off if I feel this way but the thought of losing you as a person makes me tear up, for fucks sake it’s already happening. I love you to the moon and back and I feel that when I come clean to you about my sexuality you’ll want nothing to do with me. I wouldn’t be able to bear it if you never wanted to talk to me again. Your my twin flame you’ve changed my life so much in little ways that make it bearable for me to keep going like when you heald me in your arms while I was sobbing, you stroked my hair held me tight and assured me that it’ll get better, it won’t but you bring so much positivity and light into my life I don’t know what I would do without you. So that’s, why it pains me knowing I’ll have to come clean eventually and you’ll probably want nothing to do with me ever again because of how long I’ve led you on for I’m worried it’ll crush you emotionally and I’m sorry in advance, I’ll tell you when the time is right what’s going on with me. I am so fucking sorry I’ve done this to you it’s selfish I know but my parents already don’t love me as it is, so I can’t risk losing another person who supposed to love me for me. I’m sorry bubs I really am but if you ever see this please know I love you I always will even if you’ll hate me after I come clean about everything. I’m so sorry Alex you mean the world to me but please understand why I didn’t tell you earlier because the thought of losing you is worse than anything else…

I’m so fucking sorry I love you bubs

I hope you know how wrong what you did to me is... just because I’m unconscious doesn’t mean you can have your way with me

I miss what we had. You brought me so much joy and light but I know you have to go. I do love you. Please take care.

You're still the first person I want to tell everything to, but you don't even remember my birthday anymore.

You're not my first love, but I come to tell you that every time you kiss me I stay still because I don't know how to respond, I'm sorry

i'm sorry for pushing you away alley cat. i still love you and you're all i think about. we cant be together right now and i know that, but i hope one day youll know this is from me and remember me. i love you so much, please continue being strong for me. we'll meet in another universe. we're meant to be alex.

sometimes the person that you wanted a part of the whole story was only meant to be a chapter, I keep reading the same one over and over again hoping for a different ending
imy

i love you, like a lot, and it hurts that you like another boy :(
but i cant understand because you give me signs of something else, i cant figure you out at all :(
i’ll always be here for you and i love you

what you did was really shitty, and the worse fact of the matter is i’d still love you no matter what you do.

you can't say i never cared. i gave you light when you had dark. yet you still treated me like you did.

we were so long ago im not really sure if you were my first love or if I was just in love with the idea of you. however I do know that I loved the way I felt when you laughed, or when you smiled at me. come back to me, please.

I love you and thank you! You’ve been the only guy in my life to treat me with love and respect and I appreciate that

Why do I feel like your the one. How does that even make since. For 6 months now you have been the very thought I think about in the morning and the last one I think about at night. I really hope its you that I end up with.

Hey I just wanted to say I'm sorry. I got scared and didn't know what to do. You were so good to me. I hope you can forgive me some time.

Maybe one day we can finish our story. Do all the things we planned to do and all the things we promised. I hope one day we can be each other’s person again. You changed my life, things are hard without you. I wish I could’ve made you stay longer. Thank you for the best memories. In a parallel universe, our forever won’t end :(

i told u i could never get over u and i never knew why u left. we promised that we would never leave, i guess we both lied.

Sometimes I wish I asked you out and dated you. I wished it wasn't too late for me to finally love you the way I thought of.

Estoy enamorada de una versión de ti que ya no existe ¿Como has podido tratarme con tanta indiferencia? Tú no eras así.

i love you so much and just you dont really understand at all, i mean like i have feelings for you okay. but you see me as a friend. im starting to give up you just ignore me and talk to her now i thought finally maybe u guys like didnt talk anymore but no, and what hurts more is she knows i like you but idk man i cry over you everyday and you are starting to not talk to me, i feel like whenever you say that you love me its not true because somehow you spell it wrong every fucking time is it because you dont or what. i really dont know what to do anymore your my best friend but i wish we were more than that but if we were then i know there will be heart break to come i wouldnt know when but it would happen. i just want us to be together like forever and like not be toxic or anything. i just want you and you dont understand. it's killing me, please

I love you, Alex. I'm sorry I don't say it anymore but I am even more sorry you haven't realized it. I haven't said it in 6 months, the last time was on your birthday card.

You was my first love. I’ll forever love you & maybe one day we’ll work out if we’re meant to be which I believe we are

Hey Alex, I always thought you were really cute during practice! I never have the courage to talk to you since I’m shy, but I notice you always stare, so I was hoping we can hang out sometime :)

All I want to do is hold you in my arms again, I need your touch, I miss my boo more then any one else in this world, and wherever you are in this world, there is always still a piece of you in my heart, I hope one day I lay with you again, just so I can hear your sleepy voice again, just so I can get a little rash from your beard after we kiss again, I miss your good morning texts, the ones you’d send before your flights, I know you didn’t love me, but I hope one day, I can hear those 3 special words utter from you to me. I love you so much, and I miss you like crazy, I hope you are looking after yourself my love xxxx

I wasn't sure what you meant when you said it wouldn't work and that you were afraid to hurt me; I still don't. You deserve to know tho, I still love you.

this was supposed to be the theme color for our wedding i imagined. why the hell did u not give a fuck when i poured my heart out to you

I get sentimental sometimes, sorry if the letter was weird. I hope you burned it. I’ll leave you alone now.

i miss you. you were probably the first person i felt something for. we were only like 14? i didn’t even realise i liked girls and i was scared. you’re so cute and still make me feel warm inside and our friendship was great. it’s the only thing i really miss about that school. its been years but you’ll always have a special place in my heart

Nobody has ever been as patient with me as you are. I love you to the moon and back and I can't wait to marry your stubborn, annoying ass. You should already know who this is if you get to read this after watching story and by the color pink lol

She doesn't pull back under your touch, she stays still as you admire her, she allows you to see her in her most honest state.
I can't tell if I'm jealous of her, or jealous of you finding someone who will accept your love like that.
No matter what, I'm happy for you

we talked about being friends forever...college, being each other's bridesmaids, having our kids be best friends. I don't even know what to say anymore. Thanks for ditching me I guess. I wouldn't want to live down the street from you anymore.

you tear me into pieces and i let you, because you’re my best friend
but i don’t want us to be just friends

its jake. you havent heard from me in a while. i miss us and what we had. i wish you didnt treat me like that. i keep dreaming of you. please message me. please. i am still in love with you but im too weak and i know its a bad idea. but youre my yukki

I don't believe that i will have a chance with you. But if i do you i know that you'll make me the happiest.
Thank you, for teaching me not to do the same mistake again.

I'm so sorry im such a bad friend. You deserve someone who can be there for you always, you deserve someone who can invest their energy and time on you, you need someone who can understand you, you deserve to be loved by someone as much as you love them. I'm sorry i can't be better, i'm sorry i can't be better at cheering you up or calming you down or making you feel loved and worthy. I'm just really exhausted. I don't want you to hate me, and i don't want to leave you alone so i won't, but i don't know how to be there for you, i want to be alone myself but i don't want to leave you alone. And its not ur fault! Please don't feel like any of this is your fault cus i've felt like this way before we even met, i really don't deserve any friends because i can't give them or you the best of me. I'm so sorry, please please stay alive please promise me you will. I'm sorry for being such a bad friend.

I miss you. I keep texting you but I know im blocked. I hope your happy. I really hope your life worked out. I think you were my soulmate. I can never replace you but hopefully I can mend my heart.

you were as kind as you were cruel, but a piece of me will always belong to you. miss you to the moon, for ever. yours always, purple.

I love you more than anyone on earth, but sometimes I want to self destruct and blow what we have to pieces. I wish I could tell you why.

I love you sm, idk how you put up with my mean ass and i wish that i could tell you everyday of how much i love you and how much you mean to me. i love you so fucking much, my love

Maybe i’m in love with you, i’m not sure you’ll ever know that though. I want to tell you but you haven’t changed ://

Hey,I know you will never read this. What you have done to me was horrible and I can't let you do it again. I love you,but for the love of god. Get yourself together and message me again when you know you care.

It seems funny now that the way we showed that we lived eachother was by acting like we hated eachother.

On reflection I don’t think I ever loved you, I just loved the attention you gave me, I was too young to know what I felt. Thank you, for the experience.

Hey :) I hope you’re doing good. I’m so glad that I met you. You are and will always be my favourite person. I’m sorry that I didn’t put much affort in our relationship as you did. I’m sorry that I changed. I will always love you

It’s hard being strangers again. My life is falling apart, and the only one i want to see is u. Ily, even though u hate me.