why are you with him? you know what he did to me. M, it was rape. Why do you look at him with love and not fear?

i have liked you for a long time but i don't know how to tell you. i don't want to get broken or things to be awkward for us. i tried to get closer with you but didn't get very far. L X

If you’re going to block me out of your “new” life that’s fine. I won’t try to contact you, Thank you for showing me that I don’t need you anymore like I thought I did. I know I’m worth more than how you’ve treated me. Take care of yourself Adam. I hope you find whatever it is you need. 86

The irony that I added these songs to my playlist for you, but I can’t bring myself to listen to them anymore.

Wrong place wrong time. About 19 years too old for me but I’ll never love anyone as much as I loved you.
Hope Chloe makes you very happy

I know you moved on months ago without me but sometimes I feel like I’ll never be able to stop thinking about the way you made me feel

okay so i still have your tie and you haven’t texted me back and you said you’d see the fish with me, are you ghosting me?

you said we could see the fish but why won’t you text me back, what did I do wrong. I think I like you??

i'm sorry i cant tell you how i feel. i cant risk our friendship over it but i do love you more than you know

Fuck you for being broken. Fuck you for being emotionally dependent on me, and fuck you for creating a false sense of security when you knew you didn't really belong to me.

hey Adam! i just wanted to let you know that you were one of the few people i actually liked talking to at uni! You look like a great guy and you’re so nice. Im sorry for sometimes leaving you on read. Trust me when i say i was dying to talk to you but i didn’t want to become attached. Because i knew you probably didn’t even care haha. I’m sorry. i wish you all the best, you seem like a great guy!

I love you so dearly I just never boss up to tell you. Its hard to show that to you because Im scared I might lose more of you.

the way you emotionally guilt tripped me and controlled me made me so sick and tired. don't ever do that to anyone else, it's exhausting.

i'm sorry i couldn't be enough for u. i wish you knew how hard i tried to be. and im sorry for being such a shitty person. i miss u a lot. i haven't been the same since u left. i hope ur doing ok

hi, i miss you. a lot. but u were right abt knowing the true me all along, i was just scared u would leave me if u saw my flaws. and i'm sorry for being such a shitty person towards u. i didn't mean that shit i said. u meant everything to me. i haven't been the same since u left. i hope ur doing ok.

i never told you, but im deeply in love with you. if i could date you, i would never think twice. the way things are between us now is killing me

Salut c’est encore moi moi aimer une multitude de déprime je voulais juste te dire que je suis encore désolé pour tout ce que j’ai dit ou fait pour le comportement dégueulasse que je peux avoir avec toi j’ai l’impression encore une fois que je te mérite pas car tu es un garçon extraordinaire et qu’il y a tellement de filles beaucoup mieux que moi...Salut c’est encore moi moi aimer une multitude de déprime je voulais juste te dire que je suis encore désolé pour tout ce que j’ai dit ou fait pour le comportement dégueulasse que je peux avoir avec toi j’ai l’impression encore une fois que je te mérite pas car t’es un garçon extraordinaire et qu’il y a tellement de filles beaucoup mieux que moiJe t’aime très fort et je veux pas te perdre mais je me suis perdue moi-même j’en peux plus de tout ça et que la seule chose qu’il nous garde en vie

i’m sorry that i was never enough for you. but i’m glad that she was. i’ll never understand why you left. you were my everything. my happiness, my joy. you were my best friend and more. and i’ll never forget you. i still think of you. a lot. but i know you’ll never think of me. i miss you so much. i see you in my laugh, i see you in the stars, i see you everywhere. a constant reminder of you. and i’ll be waiting here just for u. even tho ik you won’t come back. so if your reading this, i’m so sorry

I know we realistically never fit together but sometimes I do feel this pull towards you that I can’t stop myself from thinking it’s fate and it’s so stupid but I can’t explain the feeling. perhaps it’s just that us together never truly happened— and I’m fantasizing happiness out of this because you never hurt me like other people did. But that acknowledgement still doesn’t stop this feeling I have.

I feel like it would never work but you know it’s that whole what if. When this is all over maybe we should go for a pint and talk.

hey lol i'm sorry i didn't develop feelings in time most people knew you liked me but i thought u were joking. i thought no one would end up liking me because i'm weird,ugly, or bad. And then when the time i finally caught feeling, another girl has caught ur eye. i confessed and u turned me down. im sorry, i didnt like u in time. but i knew u liked her soo much so i just let u go.

I wish things were different I wish I was still helping you install your car radio, not crying over you while I cry louder than the sound of my car radio.

You hurt me in ways I would have never imagined. You still haunt my mind till this day. The memory of us at the beach at nighttime when were we were lying down and you had your hand for me to rest my head and we were looking at the star makes me feel so strange but nice. I would die to stand up and kiss u but I couldn't I wouldn't we were friends and as you said we know each other since we were 6 you cant develop feels for a person of the friend group. Sadly tho I did I developed feeling and realized them way later. I felt jealousy for the girl you were in love however you never knew. I was there the good friend the supportive one always there but you never realized how things were from my side. You using me to avoid a girl who had a crush on you still hurts me. You were pushing me on a wall you were physically flirting with me I still remember your pressure on my body. You were flirty only with me or I just hope that was the case idk that's what I was seeing and for a couple of times i thought maybe my feelings aren't one sided . I had feelings for u and in fact you were my first love not that boy nor anyone else. You will never know you would consider it creepy since we know each other ages I don't know why I developed feelings ... I just did I couldn't help it I wouldn't if I could I would have been straight it would have been so much easier for me to not fall for you but every touch of yours had me melting. Ys teasing under the desk, me annoying u, making u laugh was my favorite thing I miss our random conversations.
I was a friend to u but when I bring myself some years ago shit I would die to kiss u in the club at the beach anywhere ....
and you will never know maybe its for the better.
It hurts me remembering in how much pain you were I hope you are fine now.
However I still hold grudges for you flirting with me as a joke cause those jokes messed me up so badly. You made me realize I was in the closet and I still am I wished you hadn't i wish ... i actually don't cause my feeling for you were really beautiful and kinda deep rooted. I think about how I felt when we were close and I internally scream.

I miss you ... but its okay I trully hope you have a good life the way you want it to be

you always called me ignorant so I educated myself. now you always get mad when I educate you. so the tables have turned.

hey love, i dont know why im still here. well, i do. its because i have never once felt that close to a person, felt that much love and joy. but you decided that you needed something else. and i hope some day someone can give that to you. watch as many sunsets as you can and think of me, because i will always have love for you and that love has bled into my sunsets. they feel like our sunsets now, and that makes me angry but i will keep watching them every single night until i feel better. i dont think ill ever see you again, but for now you are still my yellow.

you were my first love, i remember the day we met too. I want to thank you for the good memories, and the bad. The ones where you cheated on me when i left to camp for a week, those memories were the worst, and they shaped me into the person i am today. Cold,hard, unable to really feel in a relationship. I hate you so much, but i love you you toxic son of a bitch.

Thank you for showing me how not to love someone. I will always love better and harder because of you.

I’m embarrassed that I ever even loved you. I regret everything that ever happened between us. I hate you

Everything went downhill when you left but sometimes I still think it'll be us in the end. I love you, forever.

Im sorry i was so terrible but i really was and am so sick. i shouldnt of held on for so long. i loved u so hard but you betrayed me so many times. i wish you were still the same. maybe you wish i was the same still too.

Not a day goes by where your not on my mind. I stay up late thinking that you will text back... but you never do.

You knew I’d come back everytime, you knew I couldn’t be away from you. Why did you chose her and when I moved on try to win me back ? I will always love you

hello,
hows uni?
i have loved u unconditionally since year 9. Im sorry for everything, i still love you.

hi :) you'll never see this, which almost makes it better, buttttt its a little funny to me how you mess w my head every single day and have no idea you're doing it. please stop ?

I cried that day in bfast because the thought of things going back to the way they were was too much for me. I love you.

maybe if our lives were in the same places we could admit it. but we’re not and we never will be. i love you with every bit of my heart and always will but like one of my romcoms it’s not meant to be - and that hurts my sou.l

You are the first guy who is truly interested in me. I like you. a lot. I could never be mad at you :))

what does she have that i don’t, i tried so hard to be all you wanted but after all i guess i was never the one but you broke me and i hope you know how i suffer everyday from it

I feel like a second choice like why am I not enough for you. I can see you staring at other girls and the way you laugh with them, its almost as if you wish you had met them first. You're my perfect boy but I don't like I'll ever be your perfect girl.

You used to love talking to me and would find every excuse to see me. I used to be sure that you love me and I knew you were happy with me but now I'm not so sure...

I remember one day, it was summer, you were wearing blue and I was wearing pink. We walked for hours just enjoying the company of one another, we talked about everything and anything. We kissed like it was the last time and we watched the sun as you held me close. You don't love me like that anymore...

I should’ve written this a long time ago. You’re a dick. I know my worth, and I will never be second place. Stop crawling back to me, I won’t always be here waiting.

you showed me how to love and what love should feel like, and i could never be more thankful for that. thank you for making me feel like sunshine

it kind of feels like you came into my life when i wanted/needed someone the most. even if there’s distance, promise you won’t leave?

You hurt me the most I've ever been hurt I wish I reported it now. You gave me anxiety and depression f**k you

Please please please just hold me and kiss me and do everything you say you will when we see eachother lol

Because of you I don't look at the world the same. I went from being an innocent little girl to seeing the world as a dark place. I wish you were never in my life.

I think we were meant to be, but we just did it all wrong.Im sorry that i gave up,but i knew, and so did you, that you were no longer truly in love with me.i miss you

I think you were the right person but just in the wrong time.We were just too young and this all was just too much for us.I hope that one day,we will find a way back to each other

We just fell in love so easy but we just messed it up.The fact that you dont love me anymore,broke me,but no matter what,i will always love you.

Pink. Soft and pretty. It’s how I’d describe you. You’re seasonal just like cherry blossoms, and for me, I can’t handle changes. I loved you a lot, but just like how seasons change, I’ve changed now. Thank you for being the first person I ever truly loved.