I should have said something when you kissed me. I should have told you I had been waiting for that for so long and that’s all I wanted. But I was too scared. I’m sorry I hurt you and I need you to know that you really did mean so much to me then and now. It’s just that I’m still scared.

im not your first, but you are mine. and i will always be in love with you, unfortunately no matter what

You were my first love. You taught me that I was worthy of love and made me so happy when I was at my lowest. I wish everyday that I had been a better person, someone deserving of your love. Let's grow up and find our way back to each other so we can spend the rest of our lives watching the stars and sunsets together.

You, quite literally, have broken me in every way. I want to wish you happiness, but I find myself unable sometimes.

your birthday is today, how could I forget..
will I ever be able to stop messaging you through these texts that you’ll never see?

i still believe it’s you. i know you told me not to but i will because i believe in us. it’s right person wrong time.

You were my summer love, time passed and you kept going. I, I'm still trapped in July. Can't seem to forget you even though I have someone by my side

I secretly pretend to not pay attention to you when actually you’re all I can think about when you’re near me.

Thank you for our time together. You taught me a lot. I don’t love you or miss you anymore but I still think warmly of the memories we had. I hope you’re well.

When Everyday felt Like A Choice
More Than Just Knowing That's When I Stopped Loving you But That Doesn't Mean I Have Stopped Thinking About It But Also It's A Big Chain That I Still Can't Tell If it's gone

i didn’t treat you right,, my mental health wasn’t great at that time but now all i want is a hug from you even though you hate me now. i’m sorry

I wish I’d die then you’d regret not talking to me when you had the chance. But ig you don’t even care enough to.

I really did like you. But now I realize you’re such an asshole. I was so blinded and didn’t see how toxic you are.

Dude, ever since I saw u I knew u were it. I love everything about you. Your hair, smile, laugh, goofiness. I am so in love with you. I don’t want anyone else. Only you.

Please stop blocking me and then unblocking me when it’s convenient for you...my heart can’t take all the heartbreaks you put me through.

I want you. I want you to raise my kids, marry me and love me. Just and only you. You’re perfect. Everything from your smile to your manners. I am so in love with you.

i really like you. as much i am rooting for you to get another girlfriend deep down i know that im secretly hoping it would be me. just kinda sad because i know you dont like me back but i am happy for the girls that get to date you. im scared of rejection, so i would never tell you

I held you close to my heart. Yes, it did hurt when you left me for her. But it hurt even more when you told me how much better she was than me.

the love i feel for you will never grow out of me, but i can’t keep doing this with you. i want to be able to live without you and be happy.

As much as I wanted something to happen between us, nothing happened. I found my worth,and I’m moving on without u

Es una lucha constante entre pensar con el corazón o pensar con la mente. Únicamente deseo que contemplemos lo que sucedió pero tan solo imaginarte cerca de mí me produce un ansia de salir corriendo y llorar. Una parte de mí siempre te querrá y te esperará pero sobre todo sufrirá.

Freshman year i always knew we had a connection. But I knew that only because I smoke, that you wouldn't want to be in a relationship with me. You're very different from guys that go to our school, and that's what I love most about you. You're very truthfully to yourself and would never please someone else. You have such a warm heart, and I love they way you look out for me. But I know you do that from being a friend to me. Which sucks but I have to get over it. You have seen me at my worst and I am very comfortable around you. I love being myself with you, and I love that you accept who I am even though I don't make the smartest decisions. Being around you just puts a smile on my face. I love joking around with you knowing you won't take it up the ass. It's a different type of love that I have for you, but I know we'll always just be friends. No matter what kind if relationship we have I'm glad I get to call you an amazing friend.

i still think about u sometimes. although, what we had wasn't real happiness, it's better than how i feel now. i want it back sometimes.

Hold on. We all want you here. We all need you here. I was asked to do this. We all care that you are here and we want you to stay if you can. We won’t be mad if you can’t, but know that we all love you, and we won’t blame whatever choice you make

you might think grey is boring but it’s the color you look best in. i love the way you laugh; the way you cry; the way you cradle my cold hands in between your own. i love the way you send me videos of you talking and don’t lie to me because you know how bad it hurts. i love the way you show me off to your friends; even the way you don’t want me. i could sit here for hours and talk about the things i love about you but there is only one thing i hate. the way you don’t love me back. you can’t help it tho, i am me and you are you. please love me back alex i’m falling to fast.

I met you when my heart was broken and shattered. I never thought I would be able to have feelings for another. Yet I fell for you... you never ceased to make me laugh and smile even though I was at my worst. I don’t know what we are. Or if we are anything. I’ve fallen for you, and I don’t know if you will ever feel the same. But I do know that I felt the most alive with you in a long time.

You are my best friend and I love you so much. You're my favourite person in the world and you mean so much to me! xoxo

I was cross faded at Natalies last night and I stared at the ceiling wishing you liked me like you used to

i've spent a year now trying to be perfect for you. but the more that i think about it, the more that i wish i would've moved on when i had the chance

thank you for helping me step out of my comfort zone. i know i can always rely on you. and i so love going to parties with u and we need to go to mooooreeee

Being surrounded by bad friends was easier with you there to make me better. Now you’re gone, I’m just totally drowning in loneliness.
jess

I care abt you too much as a friend and I can never tell you how I feel after what you said to me that day. But I really care for you and I like you Alex
I really do..

I’ve been in love with you for years. Your tarot told me it was time to let go of something holding me back. This is me starting to let go

I still think about how we would be if we were still together. I wonder how in love or unhappy we'd be. I miss you so much.

you cheated on me, twice. and yet I still have remember exactly what it feels like to hug you and having your hand on my face. i miss just being around you in general.
i still have the bear you gave me for Valentines' day.

You were the first boy to give me those crazy butterflies. I haven't felt them since. I hope you're okay

i miss u sm. i wish u knew how much i need u rn. im so alone n you’re the only person who would understand :(

Me gustaste... Más de lo que me gustaría admitir, te di mi corazón sin pensarlo, al principio lo cuidaste y lo alimentaste de más amor y después no te importo nada y lo hiciste pedazos en frente de mi cara. Te espere demasiado, me preocupe por ti todas las noches y cada vez que volvías con tu típico "Hola" se me iba el enojo y volvía a quererte. Ahora se que no valías las horas de tortura por saber como estabas, por que me respondieras un mensaje y mucho menos las lagrimas que tire por ti, si te interesa aun intento sanar mi corazón, si me preguntan por ti lo primero que sale es que espero que estés bien, pero en el fondo quiero decir que espero que te encuentres una persona que te haga sentir como tu me hiciste sentir a mi lo bueno y lo malo.

i don't think it was love but you represent a lot of firsts for me. in some way, a piece of me will always belong to you. i think i'll always feel something for you. i hope you're happy. i hope we cross paths some other time in our lives - i think you're meant for me.

i really wish what happened wouldn't of,but i'm sure it's for the best. i love you always. i hope you're well.

I know youll only see me as your friend but I really like you and Im afraid Ill ruin the friendship we have

I still have so many unsaid things to say to you, but i know at the end of the day you’ll never understand the way i feel about you.

you were my best friend and i was your best friend, until you let those girls take control over our frendship because they were jealous of how close we were. now that i look back i really miss you and the friendship we had, i even caught feelings at some point, something that i think you already know. i just wish we would talk again

after having my trust being broken down by other men, u knew i had trust issues and still broke me. although u were talking to many other women for a hot minute, i just hope that someday you’ll find someone that u deserve and that you will treat them well, bc i know u have it in you. i rly fell for u, alex, but i guess not all things are meant to be right? wish u the best

I don't believe you for a second when you say that I'm your first love. People don't treat people like that

Al, you’ve changed so much but for some reason i still have a little bit of hope you’ll come back.. i know you won’t but it makes me feel better. i’ll never forget everything you told me about yourself. like your favorite food is lobster or your favorite color is red. you were my everything. but you left. i’ve accepted it now. it just sucks because i thought we were meant to be...

I miss you more than you could ever know , I never lied about loving you i wish you could’ve seen that, i wish i didn’t end this way.

i miss you. but i've finally accepted that you don't need me anymore and it's ok. i hope you are happy with her, and i hope she gives you what i never could. i love you weirdo. goodbye.

i wish you weren’t so far away. we could work, y’know? i had to cut you off to not get attached because i can’t do long distance but you will always have a special place in my heart. i love you :)

My friends and I flip your house off every time we drive by. I hope you’re lonely and heartbroken with him :)