Unsent messages to M
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 10, 2021, 10:43 pm UTC
i always wonder, what if we were just too inherently different, and that breaks my heart. i will continue to have love for you in my heart and hope we can reconnect when we are both in better mental spaces.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:46 pm UTC
I was perfectly fine on my own why did you feel the need to start talking to me and giving me this attention if you weren’t ready for something if you weren’t over your past you’ve made me feel like such a fool. I’ll never understand how someone could do that .
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:04 pm UTC
i’ve never felt this way about anyone. i’m afraid of a life without you. you’re just so perfect, i love you.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 10, 2021, 5:19 pm UTC
Other boys made me want to listen to Tom Odell but you made me want to listen Kendrick Lamer. You made me feel powerful rather than weak.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 10, 2021, 4:51 pm UTC
Melts my heart that you’ll never see that you were my light when all I saw was darkness. I love you. I can’t wait to be your wife.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:40 pm UTC
I’m with my soulmate now but I still wonder what you’re up to. I hope you’re okay. I hope you’re with your soulmate too.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 10, 2021, 11:51 am UTC
letting go of the thought of you and the future we could have build hurts like hell, but it finally allows me to come back to myself
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 10, 2021, 10:06 am UTC
I had hoped this time would be different I always think people change thank you for teaching me they don't
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:50 am UTC
Si me gustaste y me gustas pero es tan complicado confesar lo que sientes a alguien que no sabes que Orientacion tiene o algo asĂ y de verdad creo que si podrĂamos tener algo pero aveces me das a entender que te gusto y otras no
O simplemente no se si eres asĂ con todas tus amigas, me quiero arriesgar a decĂrtelo pero siento que no jala por que si no te gusto no te quiero perder por que eres parte de mi y me gustarĂa que me llegara una llamada y me dijeras lo que sientes pero es imposible asĂ que con tus mensajes me conformo
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:30 am UTC
i wish i told you how i felt before it was too late. i wish i told you before he did. i love you so much.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 10, 2021, 4:53 am UTC
i still find you in every song that i listen to, in every thought in my mind, is it weird to feel left behind?
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 10, 2021, 4:51 am UTC
i still find you in every song that i listen to, in every thought in my mind, is it weird to feel left behind?
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:51 am UTC
i didn’t mean you leave you. if we could be back to how we were i would love you and never leave but i can’t hurt you like that again
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:20 am UTC
Even though I blocked you online you never leave my thoughts. You still consume me and I’m in a happy relationship now
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:12 am UTC
you weren't my first love, because my love for you wasn't real. instead, you were my first hate because you were the first person to make me feel worthless.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 9, 2021, 11:37 pm UTC
You’re my everything and I pray that you continue to be for the rest of my life and I can’t imagine my world without you. You are God’s gift to me
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 9, 2021, 11:09 pm UTC
ho sceso, dandoti il braccio, almeno un milione di scale
e ora che non ci sei è il vuoto ad ogni gradino.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 9, 2021, 10:20 pm UTC
You loved me more than I loved myself. And it scared me so much that I wouldn't let you in. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 9, 2021, 9:13 pm UTC
I'm sorry. I will love you always - even if its not in the way that you want me to, it is one of the purest loves I've ever felt
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 9, 2021, 9:06 pm UTC
I dreamt I kissed you. I looked at you in the eyes and told you I felt nothing anymore. Time to let you go.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 9, 2021, 8:09 pm UTC
You deserve so much more love than I can ever give you.
I'm sorry that I can't love you in the right way.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 9, 2021, 7:45 pm UTC
i love you. since the moment we broke up which was 4 years ago i still love you. i wish i can tell you this but i know you dont feel the same.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 9, 2021, 9:57 am UTC
I'm sorry I couldn't be what you needed. I think I've finally moved on and I hope you have to. I hope you never do to anyone else what you did to me. Even so, I wish you the best
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 9, 2021, 2:51 am UTC
Sorry for leaving without a goodbye.we both lied to each other but one thing I never lied about was that I love you.I still have hope for us but idk I really don’t know.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 9, 2021, 2:13 am UTC
i trusted you and you still left me; you don’t get it do you? i would’ve married you if you had asked me to
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 9, 2021, 1:03 am UTC
I hate that I still love you and all you do is hurt me. Everytime we get closer to each other, you go away.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 8, 2021, 11:10 pm UTC
no matter what i will always look for you in every person i meet. i’ll always love you regardless how much it hurt
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 8, 2021, 9:11 pm UTC
why are you like that?
why do you try and come between everything?
why do you try and manipulate me? it won’t work, i know what you’re doing.
why do you try and invalidate every feeling i have?
why do you say the most horrible things to me when you know im upset?
why are you so hypocritical?
i know we’ve been through so much but i am in the same boat as you. stop treating me like this, it’s on and off every two seconds i can’t keep up with your moods.
sometimes every little thing you do annoys me and you can probably see that. sometimes I feel bad for you but then you just completely ruin everything and any type of sympathy i have for you is destroyed again when you say something horrible to me.
i love you, but you’re very difficult to love.
it’s just so dysfunctional and toxic, but i have no other option other than to stay.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 8, 2021, 9:00 pm UTC
I loved you, I really did, and you chose her didn’t you? You said that she was just better and that hurt. I think about those words everyday.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 8, 2021, 6:04 pm UTC
I never fell out of love with you like I said I did. I just couldn't let myself keep getting hurt by you.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:34 am UTC
i really did value our friendship and i always miss it, i wish it didn’t end sometimes but you really didn’t treat me that well. i hope you’re doing well though, you deserve peace
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 8, 2021, 3:15 am UTC
I’m lost and falling more every time I see you. I don’t want to mess up the friendship and I’m scared.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 8, 2021, 2:17 am UTC
i ask about you, think about you, look at pictures of you. i act like i don’t love you, which is fucked up because i do. you’ll never be able to leave you alone. have fun with her, i wish it was me.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 8, 2021, 2:11 am UTC
i cannot phaethon how happy you make me yet how so alone you make me feel, i wish we could be together for longer but i just can’t do it anymore
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 7, 2021, 11:33 pm UTC
I don’t think you understand how much it hurts to see you move on, and you have no idea how much I love you.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:58 pm UTC
don't come back. even if i miss you.
i'm trying to get over you.
you're not good for my mental health.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:44 pm UTC
sometimes when i'm sad i put my phone on airplane mode (so that i don't text you) and go trough our old messages
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:44 pm UTC
I love you more than I ever thought it was possible to love another human. You saved me back then and you save me now, I only want you to be happy forever. Please never break my heart.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:41 pm UTC
No matter what happens my heart is yours from the very first day I met you i will always I love you always I wish things had been different
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:06 pm UTC
the problem is that i am overwhelmed with how much of you i know already and how much more of you i want.
but this is just being friends. this is just how being friends works.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 7, 2021, 4:00 pm UTC
im sorry for breaking up with you because you cried. i was just immature and scared of emotions. you were nice and made me laugh but i was scared of what my friends thought of you. they called you ugly, so i did too, but i dont think that you really were.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 7, 2021, 6:41 am UTC
You’re thinking of leaving me because of the distance but u always promised me you would love me no matter where I was in the world.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 7, 2021, 1:49 am UTC
You were my best friend, I could call you at any time and you would answer. Then after that one week it all went wrong. A lot of times I wish that never happened and I could just call you. But I don’t think we could ever get that back if we tried. Thank you for teaching me both love and pain
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 6, 2021, 11:49 pm UTC
i can't tell if i miss you or if i just miss being a child but everytime i see a my little pony i think of you. i wish i could reflect on memories with you but you are probably embarrassed to have known me. you look so happy now, never fix the gap between your front teeth. thank you for the best four years ever.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 6, 2021, 7:45 pm UTC
you said you've been thinking about leaving for 3 weeks. but why did you have to do it 2 hours before my bday...
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 6, 2021, 7:26 pm UTC
you claim to love me, but you left during my lowest time. u were mad i didn't love you back. that's not love. that's selfish.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 6, 2021, 5:34 pm UTC
Maybe if we met when we were older we would’ve worked out. I think of you often. I’ll always remember us that way
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 6, 2021, 4:32 pm UTC
you broke my heart and made my soul shatter into pieces... it took me 4 years to realize that it made me the person who i am today, better and stronger...thanks
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 6, 2021, 7:33 am UTC
You have no idea how much i’m into you... I’m so scared to telling you, i’m so afraid of regection. I don’t want you to think i’m crazy, because we don’t know in person, but i really like you and a have a lot of feelings for you... Thinking about you and us every single day.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 6, 2021, 7:04 am UTC
I know now that I'll never be more to you than the way I look. The question is how long will I be ok with that.
