Unsent messages to M
From: ABC
To: M
It hurts so bad that everything is too complicated around us. All I want is a chance for us to be together and have fun because life is so short.
From: ABC
To: M
I think I fall in love with you too soon. I love you since we first met and I know some day you will know that.
From: ABC
To: M
Youāre thinking of leaving me because of the distance but u always promised me you would love me no matter where I was in the world.
From: ABC
To: M
you never liked pink until i told you it was my favourite colour. then you wore it all the time. what did i do so wrong
From: ABC
To: M
it kills me every time we talk about it, cause i know how you feel and that i donāt feel the same way...
From: ABC
To: M
Okay this has gone on for so long and itās mentally draining me , itās not fair on you for me to put so much pressure on you and Iām sorry. Everything thatās going on with us is so messed up and anyone with any common sense would have left by now but yet Iām still here... a part of me wants a clear answer from you but then a part of me doesnāt know if I can handle the real thruth. Iām tired of putting in more effort than I receive and tired of holding on and getting my hopes up just to end up being dissapointed over and over again. I love you and care about you so much but you just keep on hurting me over and over again. Itās not fair to me or you or anyone but the messed up part is that your hurting me and I know your not treating me right and that I deserve better but yet I still stay anyways, because when you love someone you hold on even when thereās so many reasons to leave. I know in my head that itās not meant to be and that Iām crazy for still holding on but I still have a tiny bit of hope that maybe youāll love me the way I love you. I know you already told me you love me but honestly I donāt believe that youāve ever truly loved me because thatās not how things work you donāt get to love me and love her. I think you just get lonely at night and love the fact that I love you, you love the idea of me but you donāt love me. Now I know I donāt have perfect beautiful hair or eyes and that I have a lot of of flaws and Iāll never be anywhere close to perfect so
I get it I understand that why you donāt love me I understand why you donāt want me, but Iāve pushed everyone away because they arenāt you so you canāt be mad at me for trying to move on because you have your shot and you could have me if you wanted but you donāt. The thing I donāt understand tho is that we tried to live without eachother and not talk to eachother but it didnāt work and we both realized that we canāt and you say Iām on your mind 24-7 but yet thatās still not enough and thatās what Iāll never understand
From: ABC
To: M
I loved you so much and you just broke my heart. You didnāt love me back you just wanted me for my body
From: ABC
To: M
things were confusing , I tried too forget you. But I love you , and Iām dying because I donāt know if you love me too.
From: ABC
To: M
i feel our love in the depths of my soul. with you, it feels like the color pink. ive never felt this before.
From: ABC
To: M
Sorry for not keeping the promise, I tried to do it but, I couldn't. I would do anything to make you by my side, but you can't. I wish I could have enjoyed every moment with you
From: ABC
To: M
life is better without you, but i canāt look at rain the same way. You ruined that for me but somehow I still find you in my dreams
From: ABC
To: M
I never thought Iād miss someone like I miss you... but they still make me feel bad, for being with someone like you
From: ABC
To: M
Read it. Read it, you bastard, like you said you would, or will it become another loss I am forced to accept?
From: ABC
To: M
We havenāt kept in touch like we said we would and I wonder if youāre okay with it or youāre doing it because of the things youāre probably hearing about me. I did realize my worth and the person I truly was once you left. I havenāt changed, Iām just who Iām supposed to be now and Iām happy with that. Our relationship was not healthy and Iāve come to terms with it and learned from it and I hope you have too. I miss having you and your family in my life but the change was for the better. You were my first love and Iām sorry that it ended because it broke both of us for a while.
From: ABC
To: M
I still donāt understand where we went wrong. I thank you for showing me what it felt like to love, but I still kind like of hate you for making me so god damn sad.
From: ABC
To: M
I saw a message and I think it might be you. Just i case, kissing you felt so right, familliar and exciting, too. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: M
i fell in love with you the first day i saw you. iām with you everyday, we fall asleep inches apart, we wake up together but i canāt tell you how i feel. itās killing me.
From: ABC
To: M
im sorry for breaking up with you because you cried. i was just immature and scared of emotions. you were nice and made me laugh but i was scared of what my friends thought of you. they called you ugly, so i did too, but i dont think that you really were.
From: ABC
To: M
do you remember laying on the ground that night like nothing else mattered except us?
i still love you...
From: ABC
To: M
I wish I could hate u, but I canāt.
I wonder how many more years uāll be the reason I canāt find love.
From: ABC
To: M
gracias por enseƱarme a querer de verdad, nunca me creĆ capaz de hacerlo antes de conocerte, y gracias por hacerme sentir lo que me hiciste sentir. te quiero para siempre m.
N.
From: ABC
To: M
Thank you for showing me what it means to love and how it feels to be loved. You make my heart so happy.
From: ABC
To: M
i cant get you out of my head, everything reminds me of you and eveyrthing keeps taking me back to, you. I know ill never have you but theres just something so great about you and it seems like ill forever think of you. but ur a dick and you dont deserve me so.... this is goodbye, i cant ever look back becasue everytime i do you hurt me even tho u dont see it, i should stop snapping you, its unhealthy. so goodbye, ill no longer try get ur attention at surfing or shull, ill stop giving you mysterious looks and ill stop trying to look nice for you. theres no going back babe. youll forever be that mysterious guy i think i used to love.
From: ABC
To: M
What the fuck do u expect me to do?
Laying my feelings wide open just for u to turn it against & humiliate me?
Nah, Iām good.
Iāll keep them to myself.
From: ABC
To: M
I just donāt know what I could say to you.
Yes Iām still in love with you for years now but what would it change?
Nothing.
Ur in a wonderful relationship & I wish u every blessing this world holds
From: ABC
To: M
Itās so unfair to love you.
I just canāt get rid of it - u got me in too deep & I canāt get out
Once again I ruined ur happiness & I canāt forgive myself my own selfishness
Why do we hurt the people we love the most?
From: ABC
To: M
Ur so different from everyone I ever met
I donāt think I can find someone like that
But Iām forever grateful that at one point in my life our worlds crossed
From: ABC
To: M
My friends were always right with protecting me from u.
Not because ur a bad person but because we always end up in disaster.
I guess itās our pride...
From: ABC
To: M
I still donāt know if that was all a game to u for years
You never showed me any real intentions.
Iām not safe enough to open up. And u canāt blame me for that.
From: ABC
To: M
I know that I love you
&
I know that I canāt trust you
You would have deserved it to know everything but it wouldnāt be fair.
From: ABC
To: M
I fall in love with you every day since last year but you donāt know it because you think we are just friends. Call me
From: ABC
To: M
I wish the best for you and your new boyfriend. Hop you don't do him bad like you did to me. I really want you to grow, to mature and be the version of yourself, even if this meant you had to break me.
From: ABC
To: M
you made me believe life was worth living and saved me from the darkest time, then you became my darkest time
From: ABC
To: M
the problem is that i am overwhelmed with how much of you i know already and how much more of you i want.
but this is just being friends. this is just how being friends works.
From: ABC
To: M
Itās been 4 years... Iām beginning to think Iāll never feel the way I felt about you with anybody else.
From: ABC
To: M
No matter what happens my heart is yours from the very first day I met you i will always I love you always I wish things had been different
From: ABC
To: M
Having this crush for you, I cannot describe these feelings of sadness and happiness when I chat with you.
From: ABC
To: M
i will always love you but for now i think i'm finally over you. seeing you in person will be hard tho.
From: ABC
To: M
You left so soon I just want to say I love you every time I see an M I just think about us and how happy we were
From: ABC
To: M
I miss you so much it hurts I wish you didnāt leave me every time I see an M I think about you and how happy we were I wish that could still be us
From: ABC
To: M
im scared that im wasting time not telling you how i feel, but im even more scared that you might not feel the same way.
From: ABC
To: M
I love you more than I ever thought it was possible to love another human. You saved me back then and you save me now, I only want you to be happy forever. Please never break my heart.
From: ABC
To: M
sometimes when i'm sad i put my phone on airplane mode (so that i don't text you) and go trough our old messages
From: ABC
To: M
don't come back. even if i miss you.
i'm trying to get over you.
you're not good for my mental health.
From: ABC
To: M
youāre not the good person everyone makes you out to be. but part of me would still take you back if you let me
From: ABC
To: M
I hate u.I hate u!I HATE u. I want u to stay the fuck out of my life. Donāt act the there is nothing wrong and this is just a small thing. I canāt take this anymore. Please just stop.
From: ABC
To: M
I don't regret getting druk that night. I just wish I had the courage to kiss you before that night. I wish I talked to you about it. I'd drop everything to be with you
From: ABC
To: M
I still love you, and a part of me thinks that you know that. I will always love and care for you, even if I date someone else. Iāve heard that you know youāve found your soulmate when you can say āI love this person despite...ā and not āI love this person because...ā. Well, I love you despite the lows we went through. I love you despite how you can sometimes be immature and react poorly in situations. I love you despite your flaws. Do you think we are soulmates? Do you think we could date again and it be better? Have you matured and gained confidence? I love you but you know I canāt get back into a relationship like ours, despite all the good that came out of it.
From: ABC
To: M
I donāt think you understand how much it hurts to see you move on, and you have no idea how much I love you.
From: ABC
To: M
Iām sorry that my love for you wasnāt enough and Iām sorry you couldnāt love me properly. Iāll always love you
