From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 8, 2021, 9:11 pm
why are you like that?
why do you try and come between everything?
why do you try and manipulate me? it won’t work, i know what you’re doing.
why do you try and invalidate every feeling i have?
why do you say the most horrible things to me when you know im upset?
why are you so hypocritical?
i know we’ve been through so much but i am in the same boat as you. stop treating me like this, it’s on and off every two seconds i can’t keep up with your moods.
sometimes every little thing you do annoys me and you can probably see that. sometimes I feel bad for you but then you just completely ruin everything and any type of sympathy i have for you is destroyed again when you say something horrible to me.
i love you, but you’re very difficult to love.
it’s just so dysfunctional and toxic, but i have no other option other than to stay.
