Unsent messages to M
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 16, 2020, 3:56 pm UTC
I wish I’d loved you in the same way you loved me. You never meet my eyes anymore. I miss you every day.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 16, 2020, 9:18 am UTC
I am happy that you have a partner now that you are happy with. But I can't help than to feel jealous, of him.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 16, 2020, 7:02 am UTC
I wish we could atleast be fucking friends its killing me. Why don't you think of me the way I think of you.
I know you dont.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 16, 2020, 4:33 am UTC
My heart doesn’t ache at the thought of you anymore...my eyes don’t water...maybe this just me finally letting you go.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 16, 2020, 1:57 am UTC
dont know if this is meant for me or not, i feel like ive just been in a mindfuck for a whole summer.
i dont know how to say things right, i isolate myself because im so fearful of telling anyone how i feel.
but i love you, you know that, i know that its been established
i miss you more
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 16, 2020, 1:09 am UTC
I'm glad it never went further than it did because even though I felt low for a long time, I realised i'm better off without you and you weren't the one for me - it just took a while to see that
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 15, 2020, 9:33 pm UTC
you triggered my ptsd and mental health to the point of no return. it’s been nearly 2 years and i’m still struggling. you ruined me.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 15, 2020, 7:39 pm UTC
You can't even look me in the eyes anymore. We're back at square one because of a few rumours. Heaps of memories, gone all because you didn't trust me.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 15, 2020, 12:35 pm UTC
I don't regret getting druk that night. I just wish I had the courage to kiss you before that night. I wish I talked to you about it. I'd drop everything to be with you
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 15, 2020, 10:05 am UTC
you’re not the good person everyone makes you out to be. but part of me would still take you back if you let me
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 15, 2020, 2:31 am UTC
Having this crush for you, I cannot describe these feelings of sadness and happiness when I chat with you.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 14, 2020, 11:12 pm UTC
I wish the best for you and your new boyfriend. Hop you don't do him bad like you did to me. I really want you to grow, to mature and be the version of yourself, even if this meant you had to break me.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 14, 2020, 11:37 am UTC
I saw a message and I think it might be you. Just i case, kissing you felt so right, familliar and exciting, too. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 14, 2020, 7:15 am UTC
I still don’t understand where we went wrong. I thank you for showing me what it felt like to love, but I still kind like of hate you for making me so god damn sad.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 14, 2020, 1:01 am UTC
"i think we should break up" you said. and at that point, i realised i was sitting next to a stranger
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 13, 2020, 11:57 pm UTC
I don’t know how to explain you, you make me endure the lowest lows, and experience the highest highs. Nothing hurts more than you. I hate you most of the time, but I can’t be without you.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 13, 2020, 11:52 pm UTC
1. I wish you stopped lying and told me the truth.
2. I wish you believed me when I was telling the truth.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 13, 2020, 10:36 pm UTC
im sorry for letting my damage turn into something that hurt you too. you will forever and always be my angel
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 13, 2020, 7:34 pm UTC
I tried writing you a letter but I don't think I will ever be able to put the way you make me feel into words
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 13, 2020, 7:30 pm UTC
I know you will never love me the same way I love you and I'm okay with that if it means I will still get to be in your life
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 13, 2020, 7:26 pm UTC
you said emerald green and january are the colour and month that remind you of love and i gave you a playlist with those as a title on christmas what do i need to do to make you realise how much i want to be with you
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 13, 2020, 6:38 pm UTC
waiting for you to love me the way i love you is mentally exhausting. idk how much longer i can hold on.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 12, 2020, 10:14 pm UTC
I miss u for some reason even though it’s been 2 years and I still think about what I could have done differently...
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 11, 2020, 4:33 pm UTC
You go around telling everyone that we have to end this, but you don't tell me.. You keep me hooked up on the possibility of our relationship continuing.. And I can't let go
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 11, 2020, 3:16 am UTC
You hurt me so much. I wish you knew how much I cared and how much I bring myself down because of things you tried to insult me with. Because of you I hate myself and i’ll never trust anyone ever again.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 10, 2020, 10:28 pm UTC
I want you back.. I wish I didn't, but I can't help it.. You're my weak spot and I can't stop thinking about what we could've been.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 10, 2020, 10:27 pm UTC
I want you back.. I wish I didn't, but I can't help it.. You're my weak spot and I can't stop thinking about what we could've been.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 10, 2020, 8:34 pm UTC
you weren’t my first love, but you were the first person who showed me they actually cared. i love you. but i know you don’t love me. and that hurts
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 10, 2020, 6:37 pm UTC
Suck my dick. You annoy me so much.I really shouldn't have forgiven you. It's unfair all that you did to me.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:06 pm UTC
I wish I could tell you how much I love you but I know it's not right because you won't ever love me like you love her
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:00 pm UTC
The moment you told me you didn't care about me anymore was the moment I stopped caring about me too.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 9, 2020, 10:19 pm UTC
You think that you can just walk in and out of my life like i am some sort of train station? who even are you? after everything you’ve done towards me, you think everything’s ok? well, it’s not - infact i want nothing to do with you. absolutely nothing. You told me “oh i’ve changed” up my ass. I don’t give a shit, you’re that type of person that deep down will always have the same manipulative and toxic behaviour, i’m not falling for that anymore and you know it. Yesterday, you gave the same old manipulative tricks up your sleeve, you think i’m stupid? you think i’ll fall for that shit? no, no i will not - so, please let me advice you to fuck out of my life and take your dumb excuses with you. Bye.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 9, 2020, 8:19 pm UTC
You make me the happiest And give me so much freedom but I’m terrified things are going downhill again and I’m not sure you can handle that
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 9, 2020, 8:18 pm UTC
You make me the happiest And give me so much freedom but I’m terrified things are going downhill again and I’m not sure you can handle that
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 9, 2020, 1:55 pm UTC
i forget that you're a kid sometimes and you shouldn't have to deal with my recklessness and for that ill be eternally sorry.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 9, 2020, 12:02 pm UTC
You should've just walked away. You should've let me go. What the hell am I supposed to do now? How is this going to work out with everyone happy? I don't see it. I don't see the exit :(
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 9, 2020, 10:52 am UTC
it's been a year and i still can't stand to look at you in the eyes. I miss you and I think about you everyday.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 9, 2020, 5:21 am UTC
i should've told you i'd be waiting. i guess this is the way things are supposed to be, but i'm still so sorry i hurt you.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 9, 2020, 4:18 am UTC
am I too young for you or are you too old for me? either way, here I am. & my only insecurity is the year I was born.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 9, 2020, 2:10 am UTC
My father passed away last month,I wanted to share it with you but didn't want to bother you.. Please don't be mad at me for sharing it this late.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 8, 2020, 2:53 pm UTC
i’m sorry i didn’t fight for us. i’m sorry i lied to you. but most of all, i’m sorry that you hurt me first.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 8, 2020, 8:42 am UTC
you ignited a part of me i thought i’d lost indefinitely. by the time i realized it, the night was gone. i hope you’ll come visit me :c
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 8, 2020, 6:56 am UTC
i don’t understand. im so in love with you & u knew that. u knew how much u meant to me. and all the sudden everything changed and idk why. but never forget that i love you & i always will, i promise.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 8, 2020, 12:07 am UTC
i wish i could look at the stars with you. i fell in love w you more and more every time you smiled. i miss you dearly.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 7, 2020, 7:45 pm UTC
And yet, everyone points out your flaws and I see past them. I'll only be here once, go for it, make a move.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 7, 2020, 3:37 pm UTC
you completely broke me, ruined me and I don’t have it in me to do anything back I can’t hurt you but I wish I could
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 7, 2020, 6:33 am UTC
I had to stop faking that I was fine, and let my self be hurt, then move on. I am happy for you, truly.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 7, 2020, 3:26 am UTC
I just wished you told me that you didn’t actually want me because I actually liked you and you used me. The worst thing is that I still wish you to be happy even if you really hurt me.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: September 6, 2020, 11:59 pm UTC
I came out to you and trusted you. You broke this trust and we haven't spoken since then. We were best friends
