hi i just want to tell you that i love you and i know i didnt really show you but i love you soo much and i was scared to tell you this almost whole year but sometime im not sure if you actually do love me because sometimes i feel like you dont care about me but sometime i feel like you actually love me and im confused. i never thought before that i will ever love you, we were friends for kinda long time but now i released that youre one of almost no one who never stoped talking to me because of some shit and i cant belive how much things have happend between us but im greatful for all of that. when i forget about that fact that i love you i still have you as one of my really really good friends maybe best friends. every time we hugged i felt so amazing... so thats all.

of all the people i have talked to since u left, no one was able to fill up the void u left inside me

i still lay awake wondering how after all of that, u didn’t even care to say goodbye. i guess always & forever, mind and heart had different meanings for us.

After being heartbroken and not thinking I could love again. I met you. The first time I ever hung out with you, I felt like myself and had never felt like that ever since my last relationship. I want you so bad, but sometimes I think you don't want me as your actual girlfriend. But I really hope you do. Every time I'm with you, time passes like its nothing, the whole world stops, I can just look at you and talk with you for hours . I hope with your schedule, you want to make it work. From the moment I met you, I knew you were different and we had something. You're literally perfect. god I'm falling for you so fast...

I liked you before you liked me. I found an excuse to send you the message first. I never send the first message. You just got into my head. At first I fell in love with the first impression of an inaccessible boy whose personality trait was smoking. I didn't know if I wanted to be in a relationship. I'm not good at words. By what I do I show how I feel. I'm still working on myself. I wanted someone to support me no matter what. You got bored of me. You got even worse in my head. I was thinking of you when a song from The Weeknd came out. I don't feel anything now. I went over it when I realized that I liked an idea created in my head. I'm still thinking of sending you a message to tell you what I didn't have the courage to tell you a few months ago but I remember that I deserve more. It was not meant to be.

Sometimes I wonder how would that have been, I'm sorry I didn't even try, you'll never leave my thoughts, my eternal "what if"

Wiem, że juz Cie nie obchodze i pomimo tego, że nie mamy kontaktu, cały czas o Tobie myślę i zawsze będę tu dla Ciebie, kocham cie cepie malinowy?

i thought i loved him until i met u. then i realised that wasn’t love because it wasn’t with you and that’s the only love i want.

we both promised eachother we weren’t going to hurt eachother, but we did. we were toxic. but i still love u my love. i hope ur happy.. i still haven’t moved on.. gosh, the things i’d do just for a text from u..

i realized a while back that we shouldn’t have crossed that line. maybe if we met at a different time we’d still be friends. but i don’t want you back in my life anymore.

You cheated on me, convinced me it wasn’t cheating, and made me feel like I was bad guy. you suffocated me, I don’t love you anymore.

i miss our friendship, thank you for making me to the person I am today. i wish you nothing but the best

I hate you, I hate that you were everything I wanted and you knew that. I hate that you were still in love with her and I knew that.

I’m not sure if I love you, I’m not sure if I’ll ever be able to love you but I wish I could because you are so deserving it would just never work out

I really loved you with my everything but it was never enough. Maybe I was never enough but even though we parted ways without me ever telling you the truth I hope you live the happiest life but please forget me.

I used to feel sad because I thought I loved you. I actually loved that you loved me, but you didn't.

I’m sorry about the way i treated you and i wish we could just sit down and talk about everything that’s happened in the past year

I really miss you. I’ve started to think about you more. After a month apart it feels like I don’t know myself, a part of me is gone. You were my life for so long. It’s such a shame that growing up means letting go of the things you love. And god I love you more than anything. I never thought I’d be able to love anyone the way I’ve loved you for years. I want it all back. I wish I could accept that this is the end but we still talk every day. I can’t cut you off it’s not right. Life is strange.

when i fell for you i wanted to get over you so bad, but i really couldn't so i just accepted it. I did things i never thought i would and you showed me what real love was like. I'm sorry that when you finally felt the same, i didn't anymore and I treated you in a way that you didn't deserve. Even though we've both moved on, you still and always will have a special place in my heart and deep down i really miss you. I know i don't like you like that anymore but just know part of me will always care.

I love you a lot and I really miss you. I just want a hug from you so bad and for you to say that you love me back and mean it but you probably don't lol but that's okay I gues...I hope you're doing okay M , I don't think I'll ever not love you even when you're mean to me or hurt my feelings.... :(

i wish things didn't turn out like this but i've realized it wasn't my fault you chose them. we just didn't work out

i told mom it isn't the same anymore with us. she made me realize maybe you were meant to be a temporary person in my life. either way, i'm glad i met you. i'm sorry if i'm giving up. seeing you lose interest in me/us hurts. i can't keep doing that to myself.

oh yeah, also...
i’m sorry i didn’t choose you. i promise it was for the better... i wasn’t in the state of mind to date you yet.

I need you so much in my life. You were my best friend and I can't live without you. I'm afraid of losing you completely.

I miss you more than anything, you left me behind but we could've been something amazing. i miss you i hope we can go back ?

Everything I go to write here starts with ‘I wish you...’ - that’s how I know we shouldn’t be together.

i have realized i love you... now that you’re gone. now that the thought of us no longer crosses your mind. now that you’ve found the love of your life.

Even if I knew the outcome, I would still kiss you that night. At least, in this way I remain with that moment in my heart.

do u still think about us? because i know i do and i won't deny it i miss it. all the stupid conversations and smiling at each other from across the classroom. i know it's been two months and i should be over it but i can't. i can't let go for some reason.

I like you so much and I don't even know what to do. I think you like me but I just can't believe it.

Thank you for being such a good friend. I don't know how you are still friends with me after everything I put you through, but I will always have a soft spot for you.

? your name still has the black heart. I'm really sorry for all the drama i've caused. But i don't regret any of it if it would mean we wouldn't have had our little thing. I really liked u and low key miss h eventhough u didn't see a future with me. I do hope i did mean sonething to you. But i guess we'll never know. We're friends now and i'm 1000% ok with it. I m not causing drama ever again with u and our friends but just know u're still in the back of my mind at least once a week. You keep popping up, it's sk annoying. I'll see a car that looks like yours and u will pop up in my mind, a dog that looks like yours, the stars and rain it all makes u come back.

we've been talking for so long and i think i love you. lol
im just so scared you're going to stop talking to me when you leave

I hope you find someone out there who will treat u better then I did. I miss you sm man. I wish I was enough for you.

I don't like you and were just friends but I get mad when you don't answer and I get mad when u have a girlfriend but I would never want to date you

please don't leave.. I don't think you understand when I say I'll be here forever I promised I keep promises.

I don't need you but I want you. you gave me so much attention but now you fucking leave me on mf delivered. LIKE BITCH YOU HIT ME UP FIRST TF DOES THAT MEAN FOR YOU IGNORE ME. I am so much better than you and you know that I am everything you ever dreamed of so wtf is up. I don't know if you think that by doing that you are saving me from yourself but bitch I like your toxic self you stupid as mf. Please stop hurting me, ok? xoxo

you are the reason i have trust issues. i trusted you with everything i had and you threw it all away and left me. i hate you so much it’s indescribable. i hope you regret it for the rest of your life.

i miss the way things used to be between us and ik its my fault and if i could fix it all right now i would.

lmao my mental health sucks because you ghosted me after i told you everything that was happening in my life, like if you didnt wanna b friends with the girl who has too many mental health problems, even tho you told me youd always be here if i needed anything.

it hurt so much seeing you touch her in front of me. why am i still dating you? why cant i leave you??

I wish you could love me like I love you. It hurts to know that we'll never be together, but i have faith in another life i might have a chance. I hope you find someone that can make you happy, because unfortunately, I can't.

i will never understand why you felt the need to develop a relationship with me when you knew you'd eventually leave.

I think you are so attractive, i've done things in the past and i'm sorry, I like you, you're cute, and so beautiful.

I see the messages saying that you like me and all I think is ”really?”. You have a strange way of showing it.

i like you and i think you like me so please let's get to know each other... i don't wanna have only an eye contact ;(

I’m glad i met you even if we’re just friends now u keep me going and there always will be a piece of me loving you ! You saved my life and i hope you will never go out of it

I will never understand how easy it was for u to get me attached, use me, lie to me, then brag abt it. i hope ur happy tho. i just miss u.

fuck dude you're so toxic but you're my bestfriend and i don't know what to do about it. i really don't. do you talk shit about me or is it just her? i'm genuinely curious.

I wish you every blessing this world holds, that‘s why I left

One of us deserves happiness & I chose u, my love