Unsent messages to M
From: ABC
To: M
looking back, i feel stupid for not realizing it’s always been you. it always will be you. i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: M
u told me when u found out ur 1st thought was to end it all. & in that moment i knew i loved you & will forever.
From: ABC
To: M
i hate that i wasn’t good enough for you. i hate how we ended things. i hate knowing that if you called me right now i would answer, even after everything you put me through. i hate that i’ll probably never see you again. i hate seeing old pics of us together. i hate finding little things that remind me of you. i hate that every time i think i’m finally doing better, somehow i’m reminded of you and it all comes back. but most of all, i hate how i still love you.
From: ABC
To: M
I loved you, I really did, and you chose her didn’t you? You said that she was just better and that hurt. I think about those words everyday.
From: ABC
To: M
I’m still in love with you, even if i said i wasn’t anymore. I can’t help myself, i’m a sucker for you.
-With love, your best friend.
From: ABC
To: M
I still don’t understand why things happened the way they did...and I’d still take you back in a heartbeat
From: ABC
To: M
why are you like that?
why do you try and come between everything?
why do you try and manipulate me? it won’t work, i know what you’re doing.
why do you try and invalidate every feeling i have?
why do you say the most horrible things to me when you know im upset?
why are you so hypocritical?
i know we’ve been through so much but i am in the same boat as you. stop treating me like this, it’s on and off every two seconds i can’t keep up with your moods.
sometimes every little thing you do annoys me and you can probably see that. sometimes I feel bad for you but then you just completely ruin everything and any type of sympathy i have for you is destroyed again when you say something horrible to me.
i love you, but you’re very difficult to love.
it’s just so dysfunctional and toxic, but i have no other option other than to stay.
From: ABC
To: M
you will always have a little piece of my heart, you showed me what love should feel like and for that I thank you.
From: ABC
To: M
we were just kids when we fell in love, but i still hope our paths cross again in the future. t’estimo.
From: ABC
To: M
we were just kids when we fell in love, but i still hope our paths cross again in the future. t’estimo.
From: ABC
To: M
You don't realize that each time you text or call me it hurts because I still care more than you ever did.
From: ABC
To: M
no matter what i will always look for you in every person i meet. i’ll always love you regardless how much it hurt
From: ABC
To: M
sometimes i just want to let you know how much I appreciate you but I don't think ur on the same level as I am?
From: ABC
To: M
What do u actually feel for me? Why do u make me feel I’m not good enough and so insecure? I love u and that makes me mad
From: ABC
To: M
please live out our made up lives we made together with someone else that makes you happier than i did
From: ABC
To: M
I was back today and looked to where you used to sit, I didn’t even mean to. Of course you weren’t there.
From: ABC
To: M
I wish we could've stayed in your bedroom, stealing kisses forever, but reality had to set in at some point.
K
From: ABC
To: M
I just wanted to say that you don’t have to worry about my feelings for you. Yes, I love you but I’m not going to ruin our friendship. I respect your feelings so I won’t try and make you love me back.
From: ABC
To: M
i wish you knew how to have a real mature conversation about whatever it is this time. no matter what it is though im here. just next time, dont act like this again please. i dont think i could handle a fourth round of it and all the pain and confusion that comes with it. this ones pink cause thats the color era we were in.
From: ABC
To: M
I hate that I still love you and all you do is hurt me. Everytime we get closer to each other, you go away.
From: ABC
To: M
You said you wanted me back. I decided to try forget, and give you a chance. And you fucked me over... again.
From: ABC
To: M
I will never forget the drive we took to the beach.
You’re a stranger now but I still feel the ocean breeze in my hair.
From: ABC
To: M
i trusted you and you still left me; you don’t get it do you? i would’ve married you if you had asked me to
From: ABC
To: M
you know how my mom said there was someone walking around our school she wanted me to marry...it was you
From: ABC
To: M
Sorry for leaving without a goodbye.we both lied to each other but one thing I never lied about was that I love you.I still have hope for us but idk I really don’t know.
From: ABC
To: M
i’ll never forget the way i felt, laying there in my bed, the first time you told me you love me; i’ve never been so happy. please come back soon. i miss you so much.
From: ABC
To: M
i’ll never forget the way i felt, laying there in my bed, the first time you told me you love me; i’ve never been so happy. please come back soon. i miss you so much.
From: ABC
To: M
so well...um hi
maybe i regret leaving you ?
maybe i just realise now what i had with you ?
maybe its hurting just now lol idk whats wrong but i cant with the fact that you moved on.
I was the one leaving but im realising just now how much im missing your texts and your smile and the way you think & see the world.
Well ig now im the one who has to let go of you so yeah
From: ABC
To: M
hi , i’m sorry that i’m such a horrible friend you deserve better you don’t deserve something as shitty as me i’m sorry i wish i was better i fucking wish you deserve everything good in life
From: ABC
To: M
i wish i could tell you how i fr feel, i wish i knew if you felt the same, i think you do. why won’t either of us just admit it? why do you ignore me just to come back every once in a while and give me the world, then leave and act as if you hate me? i don’t understand why you do it. i’m in love with you tho, and i think you know. if you’re in love with me too, then why do you talk to other girls? i asked someone about it once, he told me you talk to them while you’re waiting for me to tell you how i feel, but it’s so hard to tell. everything you do is so confusing, yet i still wanna spend the rest of my life with you.
From: ABC
To: M
When you cheated on me, my love for you vanished istantly and you became nothing for me. Hope you're doing well
From: ABC
To: M
You were the first boy I felt comfortable with and genuinely wanted to be around in such a long time. It hurts that you got scared of love and left for someone new. I understand, but at the same time, it's painful to know how disposable everything was to you, because it wasn't disposable to me.
From: ABC
To: M
I listen to each of your songs 5 times a night so when you check the views you will always have 5 new ones. even if I was the only one that day. you should always feel supported and seen
From: ABC
To: M
I hope you still think about me the way I think about you. It's been 3 years and I still cant move on
From: ABC
To: M
You put your head onto my shoulder the first time yesterday. Even though it was only a few seconds, it gave me a piece of peace for a moment
From: ABC
To: M
When I think of you I smile and giggle a little. You remind me of a hot summer day with friends. Your bring the best out of me. You make me laugh and really happy. I know you do not feel the same but I just want to say you are the first person who I really think of everyday. When I talk to you I never want it to end. ?
From: ABC
To: M
I miss you like crazy.. like the person you loved before you stopped loving me... I wish you still loved me...
From: ABC
To: M
I'm sorry I couldn't be what you needed. I think I've finally moved on and I hope you have to. I hope you never do to anyone else what you did to me. Even so, I wish you the best
From: ABC
To: M
it’s been two years and i still get butterflies when i see you. we’re not together but sharing memories with you is enough
From: ABC
To: M
I won't find anyone better than you. Sorry for being a failure back then, I wish you could see me now.
From: ABC
To: M
I'm sorry for everything that ive put you through, its all my fault, i cant do this anymore, i love you so much
From: ABC
To: M
a part of me will forever be in love with you and look for parts of you in others, i wish we would’ve tried it
From: ABC
To: M
why are you with him? you know what he did to me. M, it was rape. Why do you look at him with love and not fear?
From: ABC
To: M
I think I need to go to therapy and talk to someone about you. I am still so angry after all these years.
From: ABC
To: M
You made me the happiest girl in the world. Got me to the highest of highs. I want more than memories of your touch. I want you again & again.
From: ABC
To: M
i dream about you every night. at first i was annoyed but then i realized at least i’m with you in my dreams.
From: ABC
To: M
thank you for showing me that the quality of a friendship is much greater than the amount of years of knowing them. Thank you for the best year?
From: ABC
To: M
I won't ever be the same. You broke me. But you didn't care enough to understand what you put me through.
From: ABC
To: M
I'm tired of hearing about the hoes in your life, find something else with meaning, holy shit you're so annoying
From: ABC
To: M
hey, its been some time, havent talked much since the pandemic, but i just wanna let you know that your a really cool person and i wish i had told you that before we distanced :")
