Unsent messages to M
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 18, 2021, 10:10 pm UTC
thank u for holding me so tightly that one night. it held all my broken pieces together for just long enough that they remembered what it felt like to be whole
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 18, 2021, 8:19 pm UTC
I'm tired of hearing about the hoes in your life, find something else with meaning, holy shit you're so annoying
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 18, 2021, 6:25 pm UTC
i dream about you every night. at first i was annoyed but then i realized at least i’m with you in my dreams.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 18, 2021, 10:44 am UTC
I won't find anyone better than you. Sorry for being a failure back then, I wish you could see me now.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 17, 2021, 9:23 pm UTC
I just wanted to say that you don’t have to worry about my feelings for you. Yes, I love you but I’m not going to ruin our friendship. I respect your feelings so I won’t try and make you love me back.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 17, 2021, 8:24 pm UTC
What do u actually feel for me? Why do u make me feel I’m not good enough and so insecure? I love u and that makes me mad
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 17, 2021, 12:31 am UTC
I can’t listen to your voice. A certain smile appears on my face and people can tell ... you own place in my heart
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 16, 2021, 11:48 pm UTC
I know there are tons of other people but I don’t want any of them. It’s you the one I want and love...
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 16, 2021, 10:50 pm UTC
isnt loving someone also a promise to never leave no matter how rough things can get? we had 1 slip up and were over, did you lose feelings? guess i was some fucking emotional support. But god id rather see you unhappy than happy with her. im always waiting for you by the way
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 16, 2021, 10:26 pm UTC
You tell me so often how much you love me. But you rarely show it. Why? Is there something wrong with me?
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 16, 2021, 9:53 pm UTC
The person who I seek love the most yet you let me down and destroy me with words... Why does it hurt so much
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 16, 2021, 9:44 pm UTC
Sometimes I wish I never met you, but then again I would realize how boring life would be without the memory of you.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 16, 2021, 4:43 am UTC
you were the only thing keeping me together and alive, but u chose to believe her over me. its been 5 years and i still think of u before i sleep at night
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 16, 2021, 2:18 am UTC
I'm sorry my love wasn't enough for you and I'm sorry you couldn't love me properly, despite this, I will always love you
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 16, 2021, 2:11 am UTC
I’m sorry that my love for you wasn’t enough and I’m sorry you couldn’t love me properly. I’ll always love you
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 15, 2021, 10:09 pm UTC
im scared that im wasting time not telling you how i feel, but im even more scared that you might not feel the same way.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 15, 2021, 7:32 pm UTC
i will always love you but for now i think i'm finally over you. seeing you in person will be hard tho.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 15, 2021, 5:11 pm UTC
you made me believe life was worth living and saved me from the darkest time, then you became my darkest time
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 15, 2021, 4:27 am UTC
life is better without you, but i can’t look at rain the same way. You ruined that for me but somehow I still find you in my dreams
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 15, 2021, 4:10 am UTC
Sorry for not keeping the promise, I tried to do it but, I couldn't. I would do anything to make you by my side, but you can't. I wish I could have enjoyed every moment with you
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 15, 2021, 12:01 am UTC
it kills me every time we talk about it, cause i know how you feel and that i don’t feel the same way...
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:58 pm UTC
i hate you for what you did, i hate the 'nice guy" act you maintain, i hate what you left me with. it wasn't worth it.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:22 am UTC
Tengo el puto corazĂłn diciĂ©ndome su nombre al oĂdo siempre, empiezo a cansarme, creo que hasta tengo miedo de hartarme de usted, de ya no querer saber más de usted.
La quiero porque si, la quiero en mis malos ratos, y en los buenos la querrĂ© tambiĂ©n, todavĂa la quiero, por si le quedaba la duda, tengo mil mensajes que no he mandado, pero los guardo, y este sin duda es el más importante, no sĂ© si es una despedida, un hasta pronto o no sĂ© lo que sea, sigo pensando en usted y mi corazĂłn se acelera como la primera vez, es tan extraño, tan lindo, y tan doloroso, a usted la quiero cuando no me quiero ni yo, la quiero hasta cuándo no deberĂa, cuando tengo mil preguntas en mi cabeza, sus ojos cafĂ©s me dan todas las respuestas solo con mirarlos un segundo, en cosas tan simples lo encuentro todo, usted siendo una persona tan sencilla me atrapĂł, quizá despuĂ©s de todo eso, simplemente no eras para mi, es seguro que no debĂ haberte amado tanto, como dicen "Fuimos un cuento breve que leerĂ© una y mil veces", sigo esperando mensajes que nunca recibĂ
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 14, 2021, 5:20 am UTC
Me enseñaste que era el amor, pero tambiĂ©n la desilusiĂłn y el dolor. Me hiciste sentir insegura de quien era y ahora yo soy la mala por decidir pensar en mĂ. Ojala no nos volvamos a cruzar en mi prĂłxima vida. D.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 14, 2021, 3:56 am UTC
lamento haber sido tan mierda contigo, sĂ te querĂa pero no supe como actuar y terminĂ© alejandote, perdĂłn u u
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 14, 2021, 3:34 am UTC
You taught me how to be loved and that I deserve to be loved. No matter how our relationship goes, I will forever love you
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 14, 2021, 12:40 am UTC
That day before my job interview when you told me how beautiful I looked I replay it in my head over and over
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 13, 2021, 10:52 pm UTC
We started talking again. It's so easy to fall back into the same habits, but I'm so tired of running in circles.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 13, 2021, 8:55 pm UTC
I hate the fact that I’m not good enough for you. I hate the fact that I can’t stop loving you after all this time.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 13, 2021, 7:54 pm UTC
estoy escribiendo escuchando nuestra cancion,que lastima que nuestra amistad terminara asi,no tengo la culpa de que te enamoraras de mi o que no pudiera corresponder a tus sentimientos,lo mejor era que te los hubieras guardados,asi ahora estariamos bien,estoy soñando constatemente contigo y cada que hago algo inconcientemente me acuerdo de ti,espero que estes bien y porfavor no me escribas mas.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 13, 2021, 7:43 pm UTC
i love you so much you care about me so much i wish u knew how much i love you, i’ll always be there for you no matter what.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 13, 2021, 7:02 pm UTC
You were really toxic lol you really broke my heart when you betrayed me. It hurt but I’m better off without you.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 13, 2021, 7:25 am UTC
i really wish you knew how i felt about you. you think i hate you and that i don't care but i do care about you the most. i worry about you so much it makes me and my head go crazy just thinking about you. i really wish i could be honest and show my true feelings but i just can't find that in me to actually express my feelings towards you. i know we won't ever be together anytime because you don't want me. i don't know if you're still stuck on her, or if you have moved on. ever since you brang up her name that one time i was so worried that i would lose you to her. i wish i was like her. i wish i could be the perfect girl that you've always wanted. but i can't. i'm sorry. i feel like i wasted your time while you could've been with someone else happy, because i know i left you even more hurt then you already were before i met you. when i met you it was like the sun. i felt so filled with happiness being with you, and it all soon covered with darkness and clouds.. i wish we could go back to the time where it was all sunshine and happiness for us. i miss the old us. i want the old us back. i love you.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 13, 2021, 6:37 am UTC
i know that now ur happy with your new girl, but i still think we could’ve been better than ever if we had put more effort into our relationship.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 13, 2021, 6:00 am UTC
I know you said the girl of your dreams is unattainable, and if it’s not me, I hope you find her. She is already so lucky.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 13, 2021, 4:36 am UTC
Dos años juntas pasaron volando y no tienes idea de cuánto lamento haber dejado que las cosas acabarán asĂ, te extraño, pero no harĂ© nada al respecto. Sin embargo, todos los dĂas pienso en si aĂşn existe un espacio para mĂ en tu mente, cada baile, cada nota, cada armonĂa en nuestros movimientos, los repaso con mucho detalle. Espero aprendas a ser feliz, a querer y ver la importancia de las personas, asĂ como tĂş me enseñaste a mi. Cuidate
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 13, 2021, 1:32 am UTC
Tengo miedo de conocer gente nueva y que ellos me teman por ser diferente, por ver gente muerta, yo no pedĂ nacer asĂ.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 12, 2021, 10:51 pm UTC
it's been what a month and i love you. i can say that because i actually mean it. i love you thank you for everything you do for me. thank you for taking care of me even when i was at my lowest.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 12, 2021, 9:39 pm UTC
I miss you with my entire heart. I can feel it physically hurt sometimes. I just want to goofy dance with you & stare into each other’s eyes again while we lay in bed. Lockdown sucks. I miss you with my whole heart :(
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 12, 2021, 6:28 am UTC
I’m trying to get over you, I really am. I just think about all the good times we had, all the happy memories that were made. I just don’t understand why I wasn’t enough for you. Why didn’t you want me?
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 11, 2021, 8:28 pm UTC
I know we feel the same way about eachother. it just hurts that we can't say it to eachother right now.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 11, 2021, 7:00 pm UTC
im sorry i know im not her and i wont ever be her but i really like you and you said you really liked me too but i know i was just a replacement so you wouldnt be lonely and i know you arent over her and need to figure things out but i really like being around you and youre the first person who made me this happy is a while and it hurts knowing that i dont do the same for you
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:51 pm UTC
for 3 years i regretted asking if we were over because that lead to you calling it quits when in reality i shouldve called it quits way before that.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:38 pm UTC
you let me love you, even though you knew you’d have to leave. there was someone else, and now i’m back to where i was.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:54 am UTC
I miss every little part of who you were. I try to remind myself that person you used to be resides only in my memories.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:34 am UTC
I wish I didn't pretend I was fine when we said goodbye. I hate you. But I still wish you the best in life.
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:05 am UTC
My heart aches every time I think about you. I wish you could come back and be here with me. I miss you :(
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 11, 2021, 4:38 am UTC
music is one of the things i love most
but it was ours
and now it’s painful to listen to my favorite songs
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 11, 2021, 1:00 am UTC
even though you may never know how I feel about you, that’s okay because I would rather keep loving you than be hurt by you
From: ABC
To: M
Date: January 11, 2021, 12:19 am UTC
I wish I’d held you tighter the last time we hugged, I didn’t realize it would really be the very last time.
