Unsent messages to M
From: ABC
To: M
U had me u know?, maybe it wasnt a big deal but u had me, u had a version of me that probably anyone else will have, what a shame that you never appreciated it. I still love you, i love you a lot, and i still feel bad that OUR thing didnt go as well. You will ALWAYS have a big spot in my heart cause u were the first person that i fell madly in love with, and i could never disappear that feeling since 2018, but im trying, and im in the process. I just want u to be happy forever and always, and that u can accomplish every plan u have for your life even tho i will not be there to watch you. U still mean a lot for me, i could never forget the surprisingly forehead and cheek¨s kisses, i can still feel your lips against my cheeks, i can still smell that good perfume u wear, i can still feel your arms around me and how my head fitted perfectly in the space between your neck. Wish u the best, my baby.
From: ABC
To: M
I miss you with my entire heart. I can feel it physically hurt sometimes. I just want to goofy dance with you & stare into each other’s eyes again while we lay in bed. Lockdown sucks. I miss you with my whole heart :(
From: ABC
To: M
You told me you loved me and that you really liked me, and it happened the same as before, you lost interest, you didn’t even apologize and that was the worst, I miss you
From: ABC
To: M
we’re not together. we never will be. you’ll always choose her. i’ll always be last. i haven’t know you for long, but you make me smile.
From: ABC
To: M
I feel like you always put me second, that someone else’s accomplishments are better and more important than mine
From: ABC
To: M
it's been what a month and i love you. i can say that because i actually mean it. i love you thank you for everything you do for me. thank you for taking care of me even when i was at my lowest.
From: ABC
To: M
i sometimes wonder if i would still be happy if i hadn't left you guys, but then again i can't remember if i was happy with you guys in the first place. ily and thank you
From: ABC
To: M
why did u do that. u could’ve just said that u didn’t like the way i said it. u didn’t need to call me ugly, and tell me that u will never look as ugly as me. it hurted. i would never admit that, and i didn’t cry about it, but i still was in pain.
From: ABC
To: M
hi I hope you're doing okay I miss you quite a lot I know you well and I know that you probably don't care about me bc if you did you would text me maybe you're bettering yourself as a person and I'm happy for you if you are but its time I let go of what we could've been. goodbye
From: ABC
To: M
even though you forgave me i still hate myself for hurting you. i pray that we reconnect with time. you’re my rose garden
From: ABC
To: M
Youre eletheral, ur my human sunshine, you make me smile even through the darkest days, youre such a good person and i hope we would meet someday
From: ABC
To: M
we live five minutes away from each other.. i wish i could summon the courage to go to your place and tell you i miss you even if you don’t miss me
From: ABC
To: M
I really thought that we were meant to be, and let you hurt me many times.
I would let you do it again.
From: ABC
To: M
I'm sorry for all the things I said after we broke up. I still think about you sometimes. I hope you do too.
From: ABC
To: M
I love you, and I know I shouldn't feel what I feel, but I do. I hope you find someone who loves you like I would, in another life
From: ABC
To: M
U cheated on me .. with my bsf. Yet I don’t think I’m still over you . I miss u a lot but i shouldn’t . And u will never know .
From: ABC
To: M
Tengo miedo de conocer gente nueva y que ellos me teman por ser diferente, por ver gente muerta, yo no pedĂ nacer asĂ.
From: ABC
To: M
I'm so glad I finally got over you. You gaslighted and manipulated me. I will forever hate you for what you did to me.
From: ABC
To: M
hola ps yaaaaaa estoy hartia de ti, si maybe im ocd pero tambien hay niveles loool que en tu familia no te quieren? no soy otuko no me dan risa lo que a ti joj. yes maybe my humour is broken idk, pero si me harta mucho tu presencia y quiero estar sola. Creo que a pesar que me gusta estar acompañada hay dias en los que neceisto recargarme, m gusta mi cuarto ya sea mi desorden o mi desorganizacion pero se que es MIO. no soy envidiosa supongo que es que me gusta que las personas sigan mis reglas. mmmm no se que decir no me gusta finjir las risas, no me gusta desmentir la depresion de otras personas pero no parece que la tengas, aunque si la tiemnes creeme que te apoyaria. No si es con quien te juntas pero tambien te has hecho medio mamadora naja y chocamos bastante. mi tocador esta hecho un desastre y mg que lo recogieses si no es tu casa tienes que respetar a la otra persona eso es EDUCACION quizas en tu ranchio no se acostumbre pero aja, y pues nada te quiero mucho y te apoyaria pero siento el efecto big brother bn cabron jajajaja claro que puedo convivir con cualqyier personalidad y ewuis pero neta jajajajajaj necesito tiempo a solas, creo que la proxima vez valorare mas estar sola. me gusta estar rodeadsa de gente pero neceisto mi tiempo ala vexz no se es raro.
From: ABC
To: M
I miss u for some reason even though it’s been 2 years and I still think about what I could have done differently...
From: ABC
To: M
You said you loved me, but you lied straight to my face. and yet for some reason I thought i loved you
From: ABC
To: M
You came so unexpectedly into my arms. You made life worth living. Thank you for showing me who I’m suppose to be.
From: ABC
To: M
youve stopped picking up as much. you cut our convos short. today my depression sparked up really bad. i called you, you answered for literally 30 seconds and then hung up. to call someone else. you make me feel annoying for trying to talk to you. all i literally want is someone to care for somone to listen when i speak for once. your slipping away everyone does. there has to be something wrong with me
From: ABC
To: M
Dos años juntas pasaron volando y no tienes idea de cuánto lamento haber dejado que las cosas acabarán asĂ, te extraño, pero no harĂ© nada al respecto. Sin embargo, todos los dĂas pienso en si aĂşn existe un espacio para mĂ en tu mente, cada baile, cada nota, cada armonĂa en nuestros movimientos, los repaso con mucho detalle. Espero aprendas a ser feliz, a querer y ver la importancia de las personas, asĂ como tĂş me enseñaste a mi. Cuidate
From: ABC
To: M
I know you said the girl of your dreams is unattainable, and if it’s not me, I hope you find her. She is already so lucky.
From: ABC
To: M
Why do people believe in love?
Love is just a transaction, we are all hardwire to desire. We represent the correct se of desirable traits and boom. We can turn it on and we can turn it off.
From: ABC
To: M
i wanted you to be perfect and that was unrealistic and stupid, i fucked everything we had up. unrequited toxic love from me.
From: ABC
To: M
i know that now ur happy with your new girl, but i still think we could’ve been better than ever if we had put more effort into our relationship.
From: ABC
To: M
i really wish you knew how i felt about you. you think i hate you and that i don't care but i do care about you the most. i worry about you so much it makes me and my head go crazy just thinking about you. i really wish i could be honest and show my true feelings but i just can't find that in me to actually express my feelings towards you. i know we won't ever be together anytime because you don't want me. i don't know if you're still stuck on her, or if you have moved on. ever since you brang up her name that one time i was so worried that i would lose you to her. i wish i was like her. i wish i could be the perfect girl that you've always wanted. but i can't. i'm sorry. i feel like i wasted your time while you could've been with someone else happy, because i know i left you even more hurt then you already were before i met you. when i met you it was like the sun. i felt so filled with happiness being with you, and it all soon covered with darkness and clouds.. i wish we could go back to the time where it was all sunshine and happiness for us. i miss the old us. i want the old us back. i love you.
From: ABC
To: M
I still get butterflies when i think about you, i cant spend one day without thinking about you and all the fun things we used to do, all our laughs, cuddles, kisses, our “fights”, i just miss it so much, you saved my life.
From: ABC
To: M
you broke my heart. not what you did and i dont even know why you did it. i honestly dont really care. you broke me because you were willing to lose me. you should lose me. but i cant lose you. i thought you had more respect for me. i cant believe you thought so poorly of me. i cant believe im still worried about your feelings. i wish i cared less.
From: ABC
To: M
you seem like such a perfect person. i feel as if i could do something and you’d leave. but you’re in love with her, she prettier and i understand. i just wish she hadn’t of introduced us
From: ABC
To: M
Everytime I See a couple getting together after a lifetime it reminds me how we thought this will be us...
From: ABC
To: M
Seeing you grow makes me prouder than you could ever know, but the fact that it’s without me shatters my world.
From: ABC
To: M
I met you, we talked every day, we fell in love ... thank you for making me the happiest, and despite the distance, I love you and I will always love you and I will do my best to make you happy
From: ABC
To: M
stop what the hell r u talking about, get my pretty name out of your mouth we are not the same with or without...
From: ABC
To: M
waiting for you to love me the way i love you is mentally exhausting. idk how much longer i can hold on.
From: ABC
To: M
Hi,
Sometimes i just would like you to look at me and check my health, not only talk ab your problems and you.
From: ABC
To: M
You showed me that movie type love exists. Now I get to watch those memories like old film reels. Thank you
From: ABC
To: M
you said emerald green and january are the colour and month that remind you of love and i gave you a playlist with those as a title on christmas what do i need to do to make you realise how much i want to be with you
From: ABC
To: M
I know you will never love me the same way I love you and I'm okay with that if it means I will still get to be in your life
From: ABC
To: M
i think im over you. for a second i believe it. everytime a song comes on i think of you. i miss the way you laughed at my jokes. i miss the way you’re ocean eyes light up.
From: ABC
To: M
I tried writing you a letter but I don't think I will ever be able to put the way you make me feel into words
From: ABC
To: M
who would've thought that your words would've pierced me in the most intoxicating and painful way ever?
From: ABC
To: M
I love you. You're not good for me but I can't stay away from you, I need you more than you'll ever need me and it hurts.
From: ABC
To: M
You were really toxic lol you really broke my heart when you betrayed me. It hurt but I’m better off without you.
From: ABC
To: M
You have no idea how much
i like you
how much you make me smile
how much i love you
talking to you or how much i wish you were here
From: ABC
To: M
You stopped sending me DM’s. I never answered, but I didn’t want you to stop. I don’t want to want you, but I want to be on your mind as much as you’re on mine.
From: ABC
To: M
i love you so much you care about me so much i wish u knew how much i love you, i’ll always be there for you no matter what.
From: ABC
To: M
estoy escribiendo escuchando nuestra cancion,que lastima que nuestra amistad terminara asi,no tengo la culpa de que te enamoraras de mi o que no pudiera corresponder a tus sentimientos,lo mejor era que te los hubieras guardados,asi ahora estariamos bien,estoy soñando constatemente contigo y cada que hago algo inconcientemente me acuerdo de ti,espero que estes bien y porfavor no me escribas mas.
