U checked off boxes I never knew I had. U made me feel things I never knew I could feel.I thought u were the one and maybe u still are?

i wonder what we could be now if i didn't push you away... it was an accident. come back to me, i'm ready now

We were toxic. I couldn’t pinpoint it at first but after two years I now can. I was toxic and you were toxic. After speaking out about my experience with you to my friends, I realized how much I put myself down in our relationship, how much potential I lost. You showed me who I could become, but you stripped that of me saying I can’t be that because it’s not good. You pushed me into things I didn’t want to do. Regardless of all that, I’m past it and it’s whatever at this point, I’m glad we went out separate ways because now I can wholeheartedly say I’ve grown. Thanks for everything though and I hope you are doing well.

i miss you. if you and her broke up and you forgave me i’d leave anyone and everything for you. it’s you.

i have mixed feelings because sometimes you like wtv text me shit that kinda makes me think you like me but then sometimes you leave me on delivered but anyways I cant control how I feel about you because I just cant but ill wait ig.

i really do care about you. this is making me sad too. i can’t be someone who drains you though. you’ll find someone who brings you just as much light as you do them

i know it says stuff to your first love or whatever but all im here for is to say that you're my best buddy
punk

I wish you knew how much you meant to me, and when you hurt me how hard i found it having to see you everyday and act like nothing happened between us

I hate you for pressuring me I fucking hate you and now I have to pretend because otherwise I look bad you prick, xx

I'm sorry I couldn't prevent the inevitable or be who you needed. I'll always wonder about the distance.

you really are an asshole. looking back now i dont know how i stayed with you. there were some good parts but the rest were fights, so why do i miss you sometimes..?

I still remember our song (seigfried by frank ocean) you were one of the best things that ever happened to me, i wish you well but at the end of the day...i still love and miss you.

we were always more than friends, let’s not deny it anymore. there’s always been something between us that everyone saw, but we were both too scared to admit. i asked you to wait because i was too scared of the risk, but you got tired of waiting. you got tired of me so you started dating her. are you happy with your choice? you made a choice, and i wasn’t it. so you don’t have the right to pick up where we left off and start acting like my friend again. you don’t get to look at me like that. you don’t get to touch me like that. you don’t get to text or call me anymore. you don’t get to act like my best friend again, especially after all the hurt you put me through. you don’t get to decide that you didn’t hurt me, because you did, and it fucking hurts.

i just want to scream at you until i can’t any more. you didn’t deserve what i gave you, and i hate that i miss you.

know about the shit at this time on the morning when you started to think and talk with yourself abut how much you like or wish stay far away from this place and can change your empty and lonely fate but you're only a sad soul passing away on this mad world

I hope you learned to appreciate things before they leave forever. I’ll always love you even though I shouldn’t. Wish you nothing but the best.

For what it's worth... I can never hate Noah. I will forever remember him in a positive light, for he did not do anything but love. I can not blame him for that.
What a lovely friend he was- helping me through my troubles, dealing with my rough spots. It's hard to play games without him, but I remember him every time I pull up dbd and I smile.
Noah's only crime was loving, and I would be a terrible person for hating him over that. Why do you think I still consider purple my color, the horizon my identity?
- "K"

You cheated and lied. So why am I so quick to forgive you? Why can’t I let go of you. When you didn’t struggle to let go of me

im sorry i didnt get to say goodbye properly but u really did mean the world to i got butterflies just think about u and i hope u know that u did nothing wrong i just wasn't ready thanks for being my favourite catboy lmfao

i knew u had someone else u never posted me or anything like that and u were replying to other girls tryna be with u but honestly i guess it just wasn't meant to be but i did really love u so much

i wish you hadn't ghosted me, to this day i still wonder why. you'll always be my favorite lesbian :)

you filled the void and gave me something to look forward to, and yet it was gone just like that. you slipped away from my grasp and I never knew why.

I love you. I love your hair, your smile, all of your problems. Your interest, your humor, you. I'm in love with you and it's so so stupid. You are getting over yet another heartbreak and I can see you're still in pain because of it. It's so incredibly stupid of me to fall for someone like you but how can one not. But honestly I'm also very scared. I'm scared of getting hurt again so I'll just stay silent until the time is right. Until then, we shall remain great friends. There's still so much I need to learn about you. There's still so much I need to learn about myself. You're truly amazing. I love you.

i still think about you every so often. i was falling in love with you, and you left like it meant nothing. you said we would make it work, and you left. did almost 3 years mean nothing to you?

Ik u think this is easy for me. It isn’t. n ik u think I just chose to walk away but I know one day u will see I did what’s best for the both of us

i think about you a lot. you changed me for the best, i wish you cared ab me as deeply as i care about you, i hope your happy df

i miss you. i miss you everyday and it's not getting easier. i had to leave and you got to stay and that hurts more than anything. you're so connected to everyone while i'm isolated. it makes me wonder what would happen if i was the one who got to stay. where we were felt like home. i felt safe. and i only get to feel that during the summer when i'm there. but you, you get to be there whenever you want yet you still say you miss it. it's my happy place, and i'll never know what it's like to fully have a life there. and i'm jealous of you for that.

I’m not quite sure why I like you. But I do. You don’t like me back and I’m trying to work through these emotions right now, you are the first boy I’ve been able to catch feelings for since my ex. Thankyou for reminding me that he is not the only boy in the world

I didn’t always tell you when I was sad or what I was aching about because it didn’t matter, you made it better. You being there and listening to you made it better. The knowledge that you loved me and had faith in me made it better, and now I’m alone again. Being alone isn’t something I’m scared of or not used to, it’s just something I forgot how to do when I was with you. When I knew you loved me I felt like I could never be alone, even if I felt it the most. I don't understand why you told me you loved all of me when all you wanted was her, I'll never understand why I couldn't have been enough, but I do know that as long as you're happy I'll be okay. I wish you loved me the way I love you, but as much as I may want that, you can't love somebody into loving you. Maybe someday, at the right time in the right place, you'll be mine forever. If that never happens tho, I'll be okay without you I think. I just have to learn how to be alone again. Signed yours truly, Bunny.

I want to tell you how I feel, but you've made it clear that you're just not ready to be committing to a relationship.

I hate you so much for what you did to me and the others. I fucking hate how you used me like I was fucking nothing and forced me to be with you and then denied it in the end. All you did was treat me like I was some form of entertainment. I hope you suffer from here on out because I know now that you deserved those things you vented to me about.

Hey.. flowers dude. I want to be more than a hookup. I want to date and be happy. Be good for each other. Please don't hide your feelings. I know you care for me as more than someone to hookup with.

I love you lots,
And i cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you.
Thats if this works out. :) ♡

how do I put this. you were my first love. love. that's a strong word. what does love mean. love means you. I thought love meant us. not only were you bad for me but you were bad to me. you weren't nice. you were harmful, yet I loved you like you gave me everything, yet, you gave me nothing. I loved you like there was no tomorrow. I cried over you day and night for the fear of losing you cause I grew so attached to the hip for you. I created a false reality in which you would love me the same way and tell me how you feel. under the stars to be exact. for the whole world to see just hold my hands and tell me the three words I would kill to hear you speak. You came back a few weeks ago, and you changed. You aren't that immature boy you use to be, but with that comes more challenges. you're still crazy about her, but you pretend not to be cause it hurts you and your pride. You talk about her a lot. you still care so much about her. Yeah you were my first love, but I wasn't yours. You show no emotions. You lost that beautiful smile you always had. were did it go? Did it leave the same way you did months back? Did it tell you they weren't ready to commit forget you like it was nothing. You say it just went away over time. I hope you've changed. I loved you so much I learned to live without you cause i saw that you were happy, but now that you're back, I pray I'm the one who will make you happy. I can't be your first love anymore cause god knows one of the other girls took that place, but I sitll hold on to my false realities like their memories. I hold on to them because they don't change like you did. They don't leave you like you did. You hurt me more than you'll ever know yet I still let you back. Last night was amazing. I couldn't stop smiling. Seeing you actually smile for once was something I wouldn't trade for the world. I wish the best for us, but you've hurt me before, and I'm terrified you'll do the same thing again. You told her no before, but theres only so much you can do when your heart wants something that your head knows will hurt you. You can only say no a number of times before you give in and let them come back. I would know, the same thing happened to me. I love you danny, and even though it tough right now, I still love talking to you. I love being the one you open up to. Now make me the one you love.

you really left me thinking that you wanted me but in reality you just wanted to get with my best friend.

I love you so much but it hurts to know I can’t have you because you don’t love me anymore and you’re happy with someone new.... I miss you I wish I would’ve just took you back wall I still could.

I think I'm starting to catch feelings but I'm scared to risk it and tell you since you might only see me as a friend:/

i mourn the loss of you everyday. you live 10 minutes away now, and i haven't seen you since that night. i just want you to know i will never forget you. i will never not love you. i hope you find the person who takes your keys right as you turn off your engine soon, they'll be so grand and beautiful dan. the places you go the people you meet oh gosh i know that it'll be messy and frustrating at times, but you're life will be spectacular. you have fire in your eyes and a softness in your heart nothing can stop you. my love is unconditional, and it will always be there. you already know that, and if you ever see this play twin sized mattress and scream it for me if you wouldn't mind.

this was the color of your walls the first day i came over and they were still this color the night i packed up my stuff. i feel like those walls are witness to too much on both our parts. i’m sorry that i did what i did. i’m sorry that you did what you did. you don’t know that we’ve been on the same healing path this entire time. my flame, i wish we could talk, maturely. i feel like we’ve both changed and grown so much. i would love to hear you talk now. just to know how you connect your sentences. an entire head full of thoughts over the course of a year & a half. i wish you well, pisces. if you know who this is, reach out. please?

all the love,
luna xx

I can't believe I ever had feelings for someone as fake as you. You are such a fuckboy just trying to get laid

You were my best friend, you still are, I'm sorry we can't be more. No matter how much I wish we could.

I drove past your house today. I felt sick to my stomach because I miss you so much. My heart aches for you. T x

No se por donde empezar, solo quiero decirte que me destruiste, me hiciste creer que me amabas cuando en realidad me utilizaste para olvidarte de ella... Joder, dolió, pero algun momento debe dejar de doler no es asi. Pues dejo de doler, dejo de dolerme que me cambiaras por ella, dejo de dolerme que nunca me dijiste nada acerca de la carte, dejo de dolerme el corazon al escuchar esa maldita cancion, porque quite lo de maldita y que solo una cancion con sonrisas y muchos recuerdos, recuerdos que ya no duele.
Que te vaya bien, ahora por fin puedo soltarte.

hi mom :) u have helped me thru so much of my life and idk how ill ever ever repay you for all of that. even though you can be a dick sometimes i love you a whole bunch and i will never forget ab u. u were more of a mother figure than my real mother ever was. thank you

I’ve watched you become someone you said you never wanted to become. I just hope that you still care about me, even though you tell everyone else that you don’t

my heart wants us to last forever, but my brain tells me we're too young to last that long. why did we have to meet when we're both under 25 lol. i feel like our lil age difference makes u weary about how much u want to get attached to me. and i feel like it makes me want to hold on even tighter out of fear.

i want to tell u to look at ur name on this website so you'd see all of the things i've said but im scared you'll know it was me lol

I don't wish harm upon you. But I know that nothing about you was genuine- at least nothing you shared with me was. I did realize why people never stuck around in your life though. Tell me, do you create a fake identity to everyone you talk to, or was I special in that regard?
No matter. I'm sorry I ever loved you. And for the record, darling, I didn't fall in love with anyone recently.
- "K"

I hope you know how much you’ve broken me. I thought the relationship we had the best but boy was I wrong. I’ll never forget what you told me. Things changed, you changed. The day you told me to die , the day you told me that I only did things for attention and all that changed my perspective. I couldn’t believe what was coming out from you, my best friend. You didn’t know but I was hurting and going through things.My life was breaking apart, I realize I should have told you but I didn’t. I didn’t tell you. And i still am , you’re words still break me. A part of me blames myself for all this because maybe if u knew you wouldn’t have said all those things to me.But I can’t change that. I hate you so much. And like the words you told me “forget about me, forget about us, pretend we never met and pretend you don’t know me.” I’m trying to.

I had a really bad nightmare a couple days ago and I listened to your voice and that is what calmed me down. I wish I could call you whenever I have a bad dream like I used to, I wish I still had you here to comfort me. You made me feel safe. You are the first person I have ever been able to be completely open with you, you understood everything about me. I love you and I miss you and I wish I could get you back, but I hate you for giving me these sleeping problems. Zzz