i really wish you knew how i felt about you. you think i hate you and that i don't care but i do care about you the most. i worry about you so much it makes me and my head go crazy just thinking about you. i really wish i could be honest and show my true feelings but i just can't find that in me to actually express my feelings towards you. i know we won't ever be together anytime because you don't want me. i don't know if you're still stuck on her, or if you have moved on. ever since you brang up her name that one time i was so worried that i would lose you to her. i wish i was like her. i wish i could be the perfect girl that you've always wanted. but i can't. i'm sorry. i feel like i wasted your time while you could've been with someone else happy, because i know i left you even more hurt then you already were before i met you. when i met you it was like the sun. i felt so filled with happiness being with you, and it all soon covered with darkness and clouds.. i wish we could go back to the time where it was all sunshine and happiness for us. i miss the old us. i want the old us back. i love you.