Unsent messages to B
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 19, 2020, 12:17 am UTC
I thought I was ok, but I was just distracted from that much distress. All because you made me that happy. Yet I wasn’t good enough.. don’t come into my life if your just going to mess with my feelings and leave , especially when you know how much I’m struggling
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 18, 2020, 10:13 pm UTC
well its been 3 years since I've seen you and at first I was in pieces I would break down everyday but now I know my worth and I smile a bit more now and a laugh a bit more. Thank you for everything because without you I would be me today x
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 18, 2020, 4:29 am UTC
I promised you I’d love you forever. Three years later I’m still keeping that promise. Miss you more everyday
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 17, 2020, 7:23 pm UTC
I was going to propose in a few years' time... But I was too scared to tell my family about you first
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 17, 2020, 8:44 am UTC
I always wonder if you ever truly liked me. Either way, with all the pain you’ve put me through, I still miss you everyday.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 16, 2020, 1:48 pm UTC
I’m sorry my depression became too much for you. I’ll always love you even though you’ll never feel the same. I’m sorry I wasn’t enough.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 14, 2020, 9:33 pm UTC
i just read that letter you wrote me from a while ago. i am so sorry. this kills me. i will miss you forever. i have never loved someone as much as you.i wish i had realized how amazing you are then
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 14, 2020, 9:33 pm UTC
i just read that letter you wrote me from a while ago. i am so sorry. this kills me. i will miss you forever. i have never loved someone as much as you.i wish i had realized how amazing you are then
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 14, 2020, 4:33 am UTC
We have grown into our own skins and grew out of each other. Maybe not completely but a little and thats ok
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 13, 2020, 10:57 pm UTC
everytime i think of u i want to tell you how much i miss you. but i know it won’t change anything. i miss you. im sorry
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 13, 2020, 10:57 pm UTC
everytime i think of u i want to tell you how much i miss you. but i know it won’t change anything. i miss you. im sorry
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 12, 2020, 11:37 pm UTC
We are so in love, and then you left me for another girl. And now you want me back, but i'm happy now with somebody else. Fuck u B
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 12, 2020, 9:57 pm UTC
I wish i could say that i’m sorry i punched her in the face but i can’t.
she took the only thing I ever truly loved. YOU
- p.s. still wishing I would’ve punched harder
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 12, 2020, 9:51 pm UTC
I wish i could say that i’m sorry i punched her in the face but i can’t.
she took the only thing I ever truly loved. YOU
- p.s. would slap that B**** again
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 12, 2020, 2:34 am UTC
I liked you way longer than I care to admit. I didn't realize that I was just falling for your pretty words, words I needed to hear when I was broken inside. I miss your friendship everyday but I guess it was for the best. You were always the best at putting a smile on my face and then making me cry later that night. I'm embarrassed to say it was so hard to get over you, even though it took you only three days to get over me. I was rebuilding myself while you were dating my best friend, and I believe that broke me more. Thanks for everything though because without you, I wouldn't have been able to strengthen my relationship with God and see that I need to love myself. I thought we would be friends for ever, as cheesy as that sounds.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 11, 2020, 4:52 pm UTC
why. what did i do wrong? was your whole goal to hurt me from the beginning? in that case, you did your job.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 11, 2020, 11:40 am UTC
I can't wait to see u find ur the one . I can't wait to see u genuinely smile and laugh with her ..cause it was something I couldn't do . I never really had u either . I was one of them . And you were the one I wanted ..
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 10, 2020, 11:33 am UTC
i don’t know if i can get over you. you come up in mind and don’t leave. i’m tired of this but that’s the only thing left of you
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 10, 2020, 11:09 am UTC
i don’t know if i can get over you. you come up in mind and don’t leave. i’m tired of this but that’s the only thing left of you
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 10, 2020, 6:03 am UTC
it's been so long and i still can't stop thinking about you. i was too late to realise and all i think about is what could have been. i can't move forward no matter how much i try to. i know deep down i really don't want to tho.i just hope that you'll always be happy. i love you dearly
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 8, 2020, 7:02 pm UTC
I hate that I still miss you and that I still think about you! I hate that I can’t stop thinking how it could have been and what we could have be
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 8, 2020, 10:23 am UTC
We’re heading towards mojave desert back then. I’ve plant the seed. Yet my faith failed to make it grow.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 8, 2020, 10:03 am UTC
You never get it. The thing is you never was, never is and never will, ever be just an ‘options’ to me.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 8, 2020, 5:15 am UTC
Thank you for everything you've done you've been my hope for life you'll never understand how much i love you how u saved me im sorry i couldn't do the same thank u for giving me life when i wanted to end it
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 6, 2020, 4:37 am UTC
u took everything i dont even know who i am anymore and I'm all alone please come back i will be better for you
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 6, 2020, 12:02 am UTC
i'm scared to ask for what i want and it makes me feel so silly; i think it's because i've never felt this way before.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 5, 2020, 12:17 am UTC
I want to text you. I need you right now. I've hit rock bottom. I am so empty and I know your the only one that can give me a tiny bit of hope. And fill my heart with something. But I am scared to text you. Why won't you text me?
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 3, 2020, 1:35 am UTC
i love you entirely but right now i wish i hadn’t met you. I don’t know whether to let go or hold on tighter but I think you want me to let you go. its what you deserve but this is killing me. i want to go forward
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 2, 2020, 6:06 pm UTC
i don’t miss you. i don’t hate you. i miss the feeling you gave me. and i hate that i can’t feel it from you anymore.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 2, 2020, 5:02 am UTC
i will never understand why u did what u did. why u chose me to destroy. u took my naive heart and shredded it and expected me to pick it up and put it back together. u left after cheating, lying and manipulating me to the point i hated myself. yet i still wish u nothing but the best and i hope ur life is going well. that’s kind of fucked up isn’t it?
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 1, 2020, 10:42 pm UTC
Thankful we never let our feelings ruin our friendship. 3 years strong B. Forever and Always in my heart.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 1, 2020, 6:46 pm UTC
I just wish you cared a little more about my feelings instead of being so embarassed over me that you would rather tell me how stupid i am over telling me that you appreciate me. I miss you. I miss the way you acted in the beginning.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 1, 2020, 6:22 am UTC
you told me i made you feel at home, yet you still didn’t want me and found someone else instead. i will always love you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 1, 2020, 2:03 am UTC
hey b it’s jill. you’ve hurt me so much words cannot explain. ik you only talk to her to hurt me. and i’m sorry for whatever i did to make you do something so awful. i still love you tho, a part of me is still waiting for you but. after this i can’t look at you the same. you look different all of the sudden but nothing about you has changed. i don’t know you anymore. i hope you are happy breaking my heart. i still love you to the moon and back, thats why it hurt so bad i guess.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 30, 2020, 9:48 pm UTC
you weren't over her, i was always last to be picked. i would've still chose you anytime. i love you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 30, 2020, 4:22 am UTC
Honestly, you are the most manipulative person I have ever met and you made me believe it was me who was in the wrong.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 30, 2020, 3:58 am UTC
I will forever wonder what I did wrong. All I wanted was to give you all the love in the world but somehow that wasn't good enough.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 29, 2020, 8:23 pm UTC
you’ve done so much for me and if I could I would repay you but it’s impossible. we’ve been through so much together and still have so much more to go through. I hope we never actually go our own ways because that will probably be the hardest part of my life. you mean everything to me and I love you wig all my heart.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 28, 2020, 5:59 am UTC
you have a gf now but it still pains me that you’ll never understand the love I have for you just wanted to shine through
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 27, 2020, 7:49 pm UTC
i told you the things that people did to hurt me. and you managed to do the same thing but on a different level.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 26, 2020, 12:38 am UTC
If it wasn’t for the baby ur about to have, I would’ve kept persisting you & discovering me. I’m still in love w you. Te extraño.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 25, 2020, 10:37 pm UTC
“I’ll love you forever” Well, it’s been 205 days since I kissed ur stupid face, & while I don’t like you, I still love you
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 25, 2020, 2:35 pm UTC
I never knew how obsessed you were with me, I’m honestly flattered but it’s a pity that I don’t want to fuck you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 25, 2020, 2:01 pm UTC
2 years 2 years blah blah and his in love with me, how does that feel ☺️
I’m not even around anymore ahah
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 24, 2020, 11:48 pm UTC
I don’t know what I hate more, you or the fact that I still get butterflies when your name pops up on my phone.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 24, 2020, 11:31 pm UTC
my heart hasn’t felt whole in so long. im so sorry. i love you so much. im just sorry for all of it. it kills me
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 24, 2020, 1:12 pm UTC
do u rlly mean everything that u said ?
abt my face , my hair , my voice , my eyes. my everything. and those ily , imy and
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 24, 2020, 6:36 am UTC
B, u are my first love and i don’t know if i want love after u. u broke my heart and when you left you took a part of me that i’ll never get back. ur toxic but i love you and i’m learning to not need you anymore. i’m learning to be me without you. i miss you but i don’t want you back but i kinda do. i want you to take time to grow up and become a good person... then i hope the universe sends you back to me because i love who you were before you became a person i hate now
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 23, 2020, 10:31 pm UTC
I think I have become blind to your faults. everyone else can see them, yet when they are pointed out to me I see nothing. only the things that make you more yourself. it pains me because I wish I could see you as everyone else does. I wish that to me you were just as average as you are to everyone else, because maybe then it would be easier to let you go. this has never been easy for me, loving you. it’s my achilles heel so to speak. I feel as if I am going insane day by day. the worst is when I see you with her. you ignore all of her very very many faults, as I do yours. I see you look at her with the same gleaming eyes I see look at me. I wish this feeling would just go away, but I fear it may never go away. after all it’s been 5 years of knowing you. yes the feelings I had have faded, and turned to hatred even at times; yet they have never fully vanished. my only hope is that some day they do.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: September 23, 2020, 7:32 pm UTC
when you would hug me i would feel so at home. i would go to a different universe. i miss you so much.
