you’ll never know but you helped out of a really dark place. from the night we met you impacted me and my view of myself and you were the first person to make me feel like maybe I’m not worthless and I can be loved. your the first boy I caught proper feelings for and I wish I told you what u meant to me, because now it’s over and only now do I realise how much I actually liked u and how much I miss u. we’re still friends but I really hope one day soon we can be more again. i really, really just want one of your cuddles :(

i cant believe you used me lolz but its whatever because i have someone much better. who actually cares about me. and i chose orange because i hate orange.

I know you’ll never see this and i know you don’t care, i just wish you would come back to me. i love you

You texted me at 3 am and I was always there I text you when I needed you most and you were no where to be found.

After all these years I fell in love with you again. And I really don`t know why it hurts more than the first time.

We were together, it was fun, I loved you, but then it ended. I’m glad we stayed best friends we are better this way

You wasn’t my love, but you are your girlfriends. If only she knew what you did to me whilst she was waiting for you.

I miss you. You were light in such darkness and taught me what love and respect is. I understand why you chose her, things don't always work out. But tears still well when I think of what could have been

u were once my EVERYTHING. im glad you actually give me affection now but I cant say I feel the same way about u. u changed.

i wish you would understand how much I care and want the best for you. let me love you. i want to experience this time with you.

you were the only person that truly made me happy. Every time I saw your name in my dms I smiled. Everytime we saw each other at school you made me smile. But at the same time you made me hurt. When you left it broke me, I felt the worse I ever felt. You broke me, but I still love you because you taught me what it felt like to love.

i loved you, but it took you leaving my life for me to realize that. there’s not a day that goes by where i don’t miss you. i know you’re with someone else now, but i still think of you. it’s probably better off this way, we can’t hurt each other anymore. i know i don’t need you, but that doesn’t change the fact that i still want you. maybe we weren’t meant to be in this lifetime, but i hope we’re happy together in another dimension.

ben i think i really like you and i won’t admit it to myself so i cringe as i type this. you’re so funny and you won’t see this anyway but erm yea see you in the next life i hope

you ruined my perception of love and trust, but i would go back every time to feel what we had again, i’ve never had anything like it. And i fear that i never will again.

i wanted to let go but i held on in hopes that one day you’d be mine, but now i think i’m okay with letting you go, especially now that you know i loved you, thank you ben

Today would have been our 4 year anniversary. I hadn't cried about it until right now. I don't even know if you remembered.

I miss laughing over the smallest things with you. I hope you are no longer mad at me. Please forgive me.

Hey, how are you. we haven't talked in a while, how are you and your partner doing? I always wanted to tell you that i like you,i was gonna tell you that i like you but when you told me you're dating someone my heart broke a little more, and then you stopped talking to me, my heart broke a lot more, my friends hates you for leading me on, they hate you for what you said. All that saying just for you to break me more. just know im still here for you, you can talk to me when you're having a bad day,

i love you...

We dated about a year ago for 3 months and the reason I was so cold was because I was scared and I liked you so much but all of our friends made me feel uncomfortable I do like you again but my issues about relationships make it really hard

you used me until there were only remnants left of the person i was before you. i wish we’d never met.

Todos los días espero un mensaje de ti. Todos los días pienso que volverás. Sé el mal que me haría, pero aún así te estoy esperando

I wonder if any of it was real, or if it was just puppy love. I wonder if we’d still be together if we’d tried.

Hey...I know you don’t love me but I just want you to know that I have to think about you every night before I go to sleep ur always running to my mind and I hate it when you talk with other girls or tagg them in your posts... i cant say how much I love you even if you don’t

why would you hurt me like this when u know how much i need you. fuck you. fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you

why did you have to leave right when i finally opened up my heart. I know you could care less about me or my feelings, but i can’t handle the pain anymore.

Although we were only ever just friends, I kept hoping one day you’d change your mind and want me too

you were my first love and probably my last im not in a good space right now and i just wanted you to know i love you and always will and you never did anything wrong i shouldnt have let myself get hurt that easily

I love you. You were the first person I can truly say I love. I know we will never be more than friend and we put each other in a lot of pain but I think it will be better to at least keep each other in our lives as friends than to try and be more then to break up. But I don’t think I will ever be fully ok watching u marry someone else, or hear u say u love someone else, or watch u talk to someone else the way we do and so much more. But I will never get in the way of your happiness even if that means that I get hurt. I know you would do the same for me because you already have. We can’t pretend we don’t look at each other the way we do and care for each other the way we do. We have both filtered through so many relationship and friend but no matter what we stay together. I think we r soulmates.

even after all you've put me through, i still can't think of you as a bad person.
why?
i said no the last time we hung out. why didnt you listen?

i love you, you hurt me. i dont think our souls were meant to meet, my love is fading and i know urs is. i hope we can love eachother again in another life.

hey, i know you don’t know me, and i’m only a nobody in your class, but seeing you the days i have school makes me so incredibly happy, and the days i dont see you, the days we spend at home, i spend sitting waiting for the next day i do. im so extremely sorry that im incredibly awkward and shy around you or when you walk by, which probably is a reason you wouldn’t or don’t like me back but i cant help that you make me so goddamn nervous.

i really think i was in love you for a while. you had to ruin it all by falling in love with everyone but me and i had to sit and watch. i’m sorry i could never be anything more than a friend for you.

i used to hate the colour purple but i made it my favourite because of you. i listened to the music you listen to hoping one day we could listen to it together. but it’s always almost with us.

Hi,
Mia here.
I need you to hug me, like you mean it tho.. like we always would do until we couldn't no more. I miss you.. everyday. I miss me feeling safe in your arms. The butterflies you gave me and my favorite.. your love for me. Everyday is harder then the last and no matter how much i talk about it, i overthink weather or not you ever loved me or if it was just me. Because i felt it.. and that love will never go. Even on my last day here because you changed me ben. For the better idk, either way i just want at least 1 more long hug, letting me know you care.
Lots of love
Huggy xxx

i’ve known you that long i’ve seen you become another person. the old you is dead. the new you is a tool

i am scared. i'm scared of giving my heart to you. i'm scared of what may happen. i have no idea how to tell you this but i really am so fucking scared.

I still have insecurities of what you did to me and i’m not sure to be able to be in a relationship anymore

i love you more than i can explain. you feel safe and kind. even though it’s too hard for us to be together i hope that someday we can slowdance in the kitchen again to our favorite song

i can fall madly in love with you over and over again, but you’ll never want what i want. oh well, i’ll always be notorious for being a dreamer

i can fall madly in love with you over and over again, but you’ll never want what i want. oh well, i’ll always be notorious for being a dreamer

I'm still in love with you if I'm being completely honest. I know you don't like me back but like i want to marry you either way. You can rail me any day of the week lol

i loved you. but we were never ready, I think we both knew but were too scared. i miss you too much, we still see each other everyday and speak but it'll never be the same as 3 years ago. i miss the old you. I'm sorry I wronged you.

i wish you were more kind to people you can be really mean and a fucking snob. also your really boring and treat the people in the group, that i actually care about, like shit.

My heart hurts at whether I gave you too much or too little for you to walk away. I hope this isn’t the end of our chapter. J x

no one will ever know what we did if they knew everything would be hell. are you ashamed of what happened?

I love you so much and I hope that one day you'll love me back because I know I have "moved on" but I'm still waiting

You’re really hurting me but I am so in love with you that I do not care please don’t leave me. please.

You are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. I’m sorry I wasn’t ready. I hope I am soon.

you were the first person i’ve ever loved. i still love you every single day. you’ll forever have a place in my heart, no matter what we went through. you hurt me more than anyone else ever has. but you’ve made me the happiest i’ve ever been. so thank you. and i’ll never forget you.

i wish you still loved me like i do. i know i ended things but it was only because your feelings changed and it was hurting me.