Unsent messages to B
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 2, 2021, 3:03 am UTC
i replay in my head the time you ran up and hugged me like they do in movies every time i think of you
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 1, 2021, 10:55 pm UTC
no matter what you say i know that we're meant to be with eachother forever and i'll love you and im so thankful for you because you saved me so many times and i wouldnt be here without u
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 1, 2021, 12:02 pm UTC
you ruined me. you took everything i told you and everything i gave you and just threw it away. i hate you for it, but i have to pretend to not be upset. you’re the worst; yet the best.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 1, 2021, 10:26 am UTC
I hope you know how much I love you. I’m hiding and ignoring the feelings I have for you because I know..I know I’m not enough for you and that you don’t love...God my heart breaks every time I hear you talk about somebody else ....why do you bring it up? It hurts so bad but I have to hide it because I want the best for you. I love you, don’t ever forget that.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 1, 2021, 10:25 am UTC
I hope you know how much I love you. I’m hiding and ignoring the feelings I have for you because I know..I know I’m not enough for you and that you don’t love...God my heart breaks every time I hear you talk about somebody else ....why do you bring it up? It hurts so bad but I have to hide it because I want the best for you. I love you, don’t ever forget that.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: January 1, 2021, 1:18 am UTC
Hey, I hope you’re okay. No not even just okay I hope you’re happy the kind of happy that you don’t even have to try to be you just wake up and glow. I’m sorry for what happened to us we were just two kids who thought this would be easier, I envy our indestructible hope and naiveness. But She was scared; she didn’t recognize you and I understand that now, you were scared too and that’s valid I forgive you I hope you forgive me too.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 31, 2020, 9:16 am UTC
you r my bsf and i wish you felt the same but u don't and there is no way to tell u cuz if i do u wont b in my life and even tho it hurts i'm taking the pain i love you forever benny
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 31, 2020, 2:22 am UTC
U are a disappointment and a sad excuse for a person. I wish I had never met u. I hope your life continues to be miserable
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 31, 2020, 2:08 am UTC
We are not soulmates, we just needed each other at the same time. We don’t need each other anymore. But I got confused, fell in love, and now I can’t let go.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 30, 2020, 8:00 pm UTC
sometimes all i want is to have an actual relationship with you, and my mind jumps back to thinking that I might be in love with u. but sometimes all I want it us to be friends, and not have any of the complications anymore. i don't know how things wont stop being complicated unless we stop seeing each other or one of us finds someone else. its driving me crazy
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 30, 2020, 5:16 am UTC
but while he lost himself in my eyes I lost myself in his bedroom--a loose incompatibility that held me back in the most subtle yet distinct ways
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 29, 2020, 9:51 pm UTC
honestly, one of the hardest heartbreaks i have ever felt. I dont know why i was into you, but all i know now is ur happier and so am i, but i wish we were able to be happy together. I love you forever.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 29, 2020, 11:34 am UTC
oprosti mi za sve, da mogu vratit vrime unazad sve bi popravila and we would be happy together rn.. prošlo je 7 miseci al ne mogu prestat mislit na tebe.. its weird, al uvjerena san da si ti my soulmate,, i've never met someone like u.. i had my chance and i fucked up,, i'm so sorry once again.. nikad ti necu imat hrabrosti ovo rec pa pisen ovde xd..
love u, and i always will
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 29, 2020, 3:22 am UTC
You only wanted one thing, I fell for it...for everything. I trusted you, loving you is all I wanted to do. Your smile lights the room. When I am with you there is never a gloom. I just adore everything you do. Just so you know I loved you. You'll never know
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 28, 2020, 9:22 pm UTC
I thought you were gonna be my first love, but once you left, I realised you only needed my attention I stupidly gave you LOL
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 28, 2020, 7:14 am UTC
Tengo claro que no soy la persona a la que quieres ya que por algo me engañaste;)
Pero estoy loca por ser nuevamente la persona que te hace feliz, de ser la persona a la que amas, la que cuidas, la persona que te hace feliz y hace tu mundo más lindo, darĂa lo que fuera por volver a ser todo lo que era para ti
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 28, 2020, 7:10 am UTC
Me encanta verte asĂ de bien despuĂ©s de todo, en el tiempo que alcanzamos de ser amigos luego de terminar me dejaste muy en claro que te arrepentĂas de lo que me hiciste y realmente te creo pero la verdad me sigue doliendo como no te haces una idea, eras la persona que me motivaba cada dĂa a levantarme, a hacer las cosas con todas las ganas y una gran sonrisa, me enseñaste a amarme, a valorarme y sobre todo te agradezco que me enseñaste cosas que no debo volver a soportar y me enseñaste el dolor, suena bastante feo y difĂcil pero aprendĂ luego de bastantes errores que no debo confĂar nunca más como lo hice en ti, realmente arriesgaba el mundo y sĂ© que no debe volver a ser asĂ jamás. Volviendo al principio, me alegro de verte asĂ de bien y feliz ahora a pesar de lo mal que me dejaste y al parecer ya no te importa, gracias por todo, amorcito.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 27, 2020, 3:52 am UTC
I'm sorry that I couldn't be good enough for you. you were my everything. you left me broken and I don't know how to feel happy again.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 26, 2020, 6:07 pm UTC
I’ve had a crush on you since you sat with me at lunch on the first day of 7th grade. I can’t believe we’re about to graduate college.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 25, 2020, 12:11 am UTC
I really like you but you'll never like me back. I really want you and I feel empty when we're apart. I know we'll always just stay best friends but if there's any chance you see this, search up your name and look for the sage green message that was submitted on the 23rd of dec.
-R (clue: I submitted these messages in your favourite colours.)
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 24, 2020, 2:48 am UTC
I am sick of never beeing enough for you . You only go after the girls whit a nice body and wonder why you end up beeing heartbroken . I could have health all of your wounds but it's to late now . I waited years for you but I am to tired.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 23, 2020, 12:25 am UTC
If I wasn’t the one you wanted to be in a relationship you could’ve been honest since the beginning, now look at you dating someone else that was supposed to be in there place.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 22, 2020, 10:19 pm UTC
we fell in love too quick, everything was rushed but passionate all of the passion we needed was used up too soon. we were too much for each other.. went from not being able to get enough of eachother to not wanting anything to do with eachother... though i never felt that way about u even if u did about me i still love u so... deeply?
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 22, 2020, 3:05 pm UTC
I’ll chat someone before I sleep, I’ll be sure to engrave their faces into my mind.
When I dream, I’ll dream of them. Not you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 22, 2020, 6:10 am UTC
I wish I could tell you that you remind me of the sea, of a calm autumn evening and red rhododendrons.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 21, 2020, 10:04 pm UTC
i've liked you for awhile now. i'm just afraid you won't love me. i'm messed up and i don't think you'd be ready for all that i come with.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 21, 2020, 12:49 pm UTC
I’m the my best version with you. Thank you for still choosing me, and not looking for the easy way out.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 20, 2020, 2:25 pm UTC
Unsent is torturous yet I still continue to check just incase I see a message from you. It’s never you tho, who are these people that are so goddamn in love.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 20, 2020, 1:41 pm UTC
You're the reason, love doesn't appeal to me anymore. It sucks because you don't even know it. I was a fool - an idiot, that was cursed with the disease of an unrequited love. it hurts.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 20, 2020, 12:27 am UTC
I wouldve done anything to prove to you that love can be found in someone other than them but you were too blind and i was too far to hold you
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 19, 2020, 11:11 pm UTC
Why did you bring me flowers when we had already died?
I wish I could go back. I wasn’t ready to say goodbye forever. I forgot about forever. We used to joke about that. Now it’s real.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 19, 2020, 11:06 pm UTC
I miss untying my shoes on our back stairs. And the way you would always laugh and tell me not to call you “angel baby”. I miss you. I wish you would unblock me. I just want to hear your voice, not your voicemail.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 19, 2020, 10:25 pm UTC
I wish I believed them when they said that a heartbreak hurts more than any cut, bruise or wound ever would.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 19, 2020, 5:49 am UTC
im so mad at u for the way u left me shattered. u hurt me like no one else and im still wishing i hadnt pushed u away.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 19, 2020, 3:15 am UTC
sometimes i dream of living in nyc. but do i really want it? or is it because i long to be close to you?
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 18, 2020, 3:19 am UTC
i think you are my first love and i sure hope you are. i’ve never felt as comfortable and safe without as i can with you and i appreciate it. you’re special to me and you’re someone i can always rely on and trust. you’re always there for me and i can’t believe i have such a good person in my life and i hope you stay for as long as you can because it’s made me better as a person and i’ll continue to grow off of this. i love you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 17, 2020, 7:08 am UTC
I’ve had a small crush on you for a lil bit.... okay ... for a while but I don’t want to be judged. So I’ll just keep it to myself
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 16, 2020, 7:18 am UTC
dear b, it’s been longer than it feels. i don’t understand why you’re gone, you god didn’t have you survive. I miss you so much, your beautiful soul, contagious laugh, keeping the wild side of me, so mean yet so kind. i love you
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 16, 2020, 5:17 am UTC
you’ve gotta stop visiting me in my dreams. it’s too much. it’s been three years and i can’t get over you. thank you for showing me what love might feel like even if it wasn’t real. i know you don’t love me but i love you. always in my heart, you curly headed blue eyed boy.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 16, 2020, 5:15 am UTC
i was meant to have a land rover and we were gonna have 4 kids 3 girls and one boy. 2 dogs and we were gonna be happy. i still dream about you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 16, 2020, 5:14 am UTC
hey, i hope youre doing alright :) i miss you a lot, i miss talking to you, and i dont know if ill ever get the chance to talk to you again. id do anything to talk or see you again, but i hope you choose that art school, do all the things you would never stop talking to me about. i hope i meant something to you, you made me so happy, i hope youre alright, i miss you
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 16, 2020, 5:12 am UTC
i still see those blue eyes everything i close mine. even though your nothing look for in a boy i still
love you and i don’t know why.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 16, 2020, 12:13 am UTC
althought that didnt work, i hope you do well, wont wish you the best because the best was with me, but hope you find some1 that makes you happy
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 15, 2020, 11:55 pm UTC
I miss you a lot right now. Heaven is really lucky and I know I'll see you again. I'll get to hug you again.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 15, 2020, 6:36 pm UTC
my heart still aches for you, our fight 9 months ago was stupid and i'm so sorry, please come back, i rlly miss you
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 15, 2020, 3:44 pm UTC
Who are you by Aquilo - this song will always remind me of you, us; cuddled in someone else’s bed while you were doing your school paper.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 15, 2020, 2:19 pm UTC
Bana yalan soyledigin icin senden nefret ediyorum bana karsi soyledigin her sey yalandi, beni gerizekaliymisim yerine koyup kullandin. Sana elimden geldigi kadar yardim etmeye calistim ne olursa olsun sen mutlu ol istedim ama sen bencil bi picten farkli degilsin. Mutluluklar orospu cocugu. Yalan soylemeye devam et.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 15, 2020, 7:43 am UTC
fuck you. you hurt me, you acted like you cared when in reality you never did, then you left. i want to hate you but i can't.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 14, 2020, 9:33 pm UTC
I know we couldn’t help ourselves when we kissed in bed that night. I miss you so much. I miss my best friend too.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: December 14, 2020, 8:24 pm UTC
llevamos mas de un año siendo mejores amigas, y lo que he sentido contigo aun estando a miles de kilometros de mi, no lo habĂa sentido nunca con nadie, la razĂłn por la que te he dejado de hablar es porque estaba enamorada de ti, se que tu no, y eso me mataba por dentro, te querrĂ© siempre, cuca.
