Unsent messages to B
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 16, 2020, 10:32 pm UTC
Every time I see a green jeep I remember that road trip you promised me and I’m so glad it never happened
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 16, 2020, 5:54 am UTC
you are the best thing that’s happened to me. thank you for making me so happy, even though i haven’t been for months.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 15, 2020, 6:09 am UTC
i'm in love w u. u have a gf. i don’t know if i should ghost u or just pretend my feelings don’t exist. which makes me worse?
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 15, 2020, 6:08 am UTC
you’re my best friend. you have a girlfriend. i feel so guilty but i can’t control who i love and i’m in love with you. i don’t know if i should ghost you or just pretend my feelings don’t exist. which makes me worse?
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 13, 2020, 5:58 am UTC
Letting you in was so easy and lovely. But seeing you change into this monster was so heartbreaking and difficult. Hope you see it one day ...
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 12, 2020, 6:56 pm UTC
I love you so much, so much, so much. I love you. I'm in love with you. I LOVE YOU IN THE "IN LOVE" WAY. AHH
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 11, 2020, 5:28 am UTC
Llegaste en el momento menos esperado a mi vida, creĂ que estaba lista para ser algo más que amigos, que ya era el momento, pero, lo arruine, pase por muchas cosas externas a ti que destruyeron esa confianza, esa esperanza, hasta ese amor en mi misma, por eso, no me arriesgue por ti, por eso te fuiste, por eso te perdĂ. Te querrĂ© siempre, espero que algĂşn dĂa vuelvas.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 10, 2020, 10:40 pm UTC
I like you, but i hate that you still do, I thought I had forgotten you but I couldn't. I do not regret
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 10, 2020, 10:06 pm UTC
It’s annoying how we haven’t talked in 3 years yet I still can’t get over you and haven’t dated anyone since :(
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 10, 2020, 1:46 pm UTC
Your face is still all I look for in a crowd. Your smile still takes my breath away. Your voice is still all I crave to hear. I wish you knew just how much I care about you. And I wish you care too.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 9, 2020, 8:22 pm UTC
i guess that we're just two sad souls, looking for love. But my love isn't enough for you... and darling, i'm tired, i don't want to be alone, so i'm gonna let you go. All my love, your muse X.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 9, 2020, 6:23 am UTC
I miss the way your lips taste and the way your hand feels. So much has changed, we would be strangers... oh but our hands and lips would feel the same.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 9, 2020, 2:12 am UTC
ya van dos años sin vos, te extraño como no lo podes imaginar, me sigo preguntando si yo podrĂa haber hecho algo por vos, para que sigas acá. me gustarĂa que veas todo lo que estoy logrando, al final termine el dibujo que te contĂ© en su momento, lo guardo por y para vos. realmente deseo que todo sea una broma, sigo esperando verte un dĂa...
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 8, 2020, 8:42 am UTC
I hate that I can’t hate you. I hate that I can’t get over you. I love you so much I just want you back.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 8, 2020, 2:17 am UTC
we haven't even seen each others faces since early june yet somehow i still think about you everyday? we didn't even date, and you don't even know i ever liked you yet no matter what i cant stop thinking about you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 7, 2020, 9:58 pm UTC
I know you can't return the feelings I have for you. its okay. I understand. just know, that I have loved you since day one.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 7, 2020, 9:40 pm UTC
You were my best friend. I would come running back to you and each time you would become more toxic. I’d still run back. I’d still give you my all even though you will always replace me.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 7, 2020, 9:10 pm UTC
everyone tells me, if you had truly loved me, you would've stayed. Idc, I still hope it's you in the end.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 6, 2020, 10:53 pm UTC
I can't help but feel like everything has changed. How we are is different and our conversations a short and awkward because I don't know the boundaries anymore. Not knowing hurts but I'm willing to wait as long as you need. I think deep down I just know that you've already moved on and left and have no place for me in your life anymore. I'm sorry I couldn't have stayed and tried to work things out, maybe you would trust me again and maybe I wouldn't feel this uncertain sadness. Knowing that even though you say you need time your decision is already made. I worry about you a lot, or even just wonder how you are. But its not my place to ask or have that standing your life anymore, the things I know about your present life are simple and general. I just wish we could still stay up till the early hours and spout nonsense for ages without It being forced or awkward, back to when you loved me back.
I'm sorry I wasn't there, and left you to deal with the pain I caused and I wish you the best.
Love you p.b
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 6, 2020, 6:02 pm UTC
You make me the happiest and i love you but i feel like you wont ever love me as i love you and it breaks my heart.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 6, 2020, 5:15 pm UTC
I miss you. Not the person you are now, but the person you used to be. You broke me and changed. What happened to you?
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 6, 2020, 3:37 pm UTC
do you still believe that weird looking star in the sky is the russian space station? i still look at it & think of you, i believe it
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 6, 2020, 11:35 am UTC
you’re the person who taught me how to me happy, who showed me the memorable things in life, you’re gone but the memory of you will never leave my head. i wish it was me and you, not you and her .
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 4, 2020, 4:06 pm UTC
I really was so nice to you. You’re not who anyone knows you of or perhaps you are that’s why you spend most of your time coping my personality it w/e it’s honestly adorable always wanted a mini me ???
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 4, 2020, 3:12 pm UTC
i was surprised when you did that to me, to say the least. i knew you were that type of person. may you rest in hell.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 3, 2020, 4:02 am UTC
i regret not telling you i felt the same when you said you were in love with me. i’ll never forgive myself.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 2, 2020, 5:10 pm UTC
You're my first thought when I wake up, my last thought before I go to sleep, and the one I hope has texted in the middle of the night.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: November 2, 2020, 1:38 pm UTC
I'll never forget the moment when you told me that you liked me in the middle of the night on your backyard
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 31, 2020, 9:42 pm UTC
I doubt you will ever see this. I saw the ones you left for me, even the one about our anniversary. It’s late and I’m sat alone worrying about you like I do most nights though you wouldn’t think so. I ended things, we both agree it wasn’t great but is it bad to think what could have been if I had stayed. I guess there is no place for me in your life anymore you moved on and you’re happier than you’ve ever been. Now you’re with them and I’m alone wishing for one of your amazing hugs. I will never tell you the truth I don’t think I could ever I wouldn’t want to hurt you all over again by saying I still loved you, I never stopped, I think you were the one and I let you go. I’m so sorry petal love p.b
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 31, 2020, 9:39 pm UTC
I doubt you will ever see this. I saw the ones you left for me, even the one about our anniversary. It’s late and I’m sat alone worrying about you like I do most nights though you wouldn’t think so. I ended things, we both agree it wasn’t great but is it bad to think what could have been if I had stayed. I guess there is no place for me in your life anymore you moved on and you’re happier than you’ve ever been. Now you’re with them and I’m alone wishing for one of your amazing hugs. I will never tell you the truth I don’t think I could ever I wouldn’t want to hurt you all over again by saying I still loved you, I never stopped, I think you were the one and I let you go. I’m so sorry petal love p.b
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 31, 2020, 1:25 pm UTC
we made out with your mum in the next room. i wish she kicked me out so i didn’t have to break up with you
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 30, 2020, 1:55 am UTC
you asked if i was just waiting for “the person who feels right”. you were the only person who had ever “felt right”, i just didn’t have the heart to tell you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 30, 2020, 12:01 am UTC
For you i’d do anything but you don’t understand that. the less you put in effort the more i fall out of love.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 28, 2020, 11:19 am UTC
I lay awake at night knowing that I will never be able to fall in love with someone the same as I loved you
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 28, 2020, 4:31 am UTC
Its going to be so hard to forget you and to stop loving you, you make it too hard. Why did you leave me.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 27, 2020, 1:48 pm UTC
I daydream about watching you study, making cups of tea, your hands in the garden, and the way you look in the soft moonlight. I dream about what it might be like to build a home with you, to raise a tiny family together, watching each other grow through endless seasons and it hits me: I have always known that I love you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 27, 2020, 11:52 am UTC
i don’t think i would be here writing this if it wasn’t for you, but you probably will never know that. thank you, truly
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 26, 2020, 11:33 pm UTC
I have a lot of regrets two of them being the day I realised you were flirting with me and the moment I started flirting back
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 26, 2020, 9:26 pm UTC
your love was the greatest gift i had but also the worst thing that ever happened to me, i don’t even know how to feel anymore
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 25, 2020, 10:58 pm UTC
U gave me a reason to be alive dude. U showed me how to escape the dark hole. U helped me get out of it and just punched me deeper in my fucked up thoughts. I still miss u sometimes because u made me feel something good.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 25, 2020, 9:47 pm UTC
hi i miss u,
it’d be pretty cool if u just texted me hello, maybe we could get back together. (p.s. i still love you, a lot)
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 24, 2020, 7:24 pm UTC
everybody i’ll ever love in this life will be measured in the shadow of your light. what a shame you’ll never know how loved you were.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 24, 2020, 6:58 am UTC
you were the only thing that made me feel whole again, now i constantly feel like somethings missing. i miss you. i hope you’re doing well.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 24, 2020, 4:54 am UTC
idk what hurts more the fact that you left like what we had was never anything to you at all or the fact that you did exactly what you promised you would never do
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 23, 2020, 3:09 am UTC
I just want to let you know how much i love you, every time i see your name pop up it brings a smile to my face, seeing your face makes my day 1000% better. I love you
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 21, 2020, 5:32 pm UTC
Its hard for me to hangout with you as friends when I look at you like were more than that. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 21, 2020, 4:33 pm UTC
I miss how you would lay your head on my shoulder and we would fall asleep on my couch watching anime
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 21, 2020, 12:46 pm UTC
I've been trying really hard to move on. But when 11:11 rolls around the only thing I find myself wishing for is you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 21, 2020, 12:46 pm UTC
I've been trying really hard to move on. But when 11:11 rolls around the only thing I find myself wishing for is you.
From: ABC
To: B
Date: October 21, 2020, 12:23 am UTC
i finally came to a realization that ur really gone, and it’s the best i’ve ever felt in a long time. i hope you’re okay, i’m always gonna care i don’t think i ever stopped
