From: ABC
To: Niko
You're the first person who made me feel whole, and I'll never understand why you changed your mind about me. I wish you gave me a reason to be angry, cuz maybe that would make moving on easier. I can't stop thinking about you even after all these months. Thank you for making me feel like the most important girl in the world
From: ABC
To: Niko
I was shattered when Aidan was mad at me. thank you so much for coming online and telling me to calm down and that everything is ok. I forgot to write a letter to you yesterday since I was so caught up in Aidan but anyways yesterdays song is somebody else by The 1975. I love you so much and I don't know what I would do without you. L
From: ABC
To: Niko
I think in a another life or maybe in the future, we would be really good together. But right now you have other priorities and I respect that. I'm really glad we met just bad timing I guess. I would literally give you the whole world but I will not give my all to someone who won't reciprocate the feelings. I may want you but I don't need you and I will you chase.
From: ABC
To: Niko
I love you so much but I donât know how to give more to our relationship when you give so much I canât compare
From: ABC
To: Niko
Iâm sorry I was bad at showing my feelings. I was trying but I kept pushing you away. Iâll always remember you singing to me while you were driving on the phone with me.
From: ABC
To: Niko
i still think about you. god. this sucks. honestly, i hate you, but i cant help but feel. flustered whenever you're around.
From: ABC
To: Niko
Recuerdas como era antes? Ya no soy esa ninĚa, ya no soy asi, ahora entiendo las cosas, porfavor, cuidame.
From: ABC
To: Niko
i could stare into ur blue eyes forever, the way they twinkle when you smile with ur cute lil dimples. wish we could form a future together. dancing in the rain, exploring new places, jumping in lakes.
From: ABC
To: Niko
Fuck you. Fuck you for lying to me. Fuck you for leading me on. Fuck you for wasting my time. And fuck you for making me like you. I hope we never talk again
From: ABC
To: Niko
what the actual fuck is your problem. you were my guy best friend. what the fuck. do you think you can just go and ruin her life and then fucking act like nothing happened and leave? her and i INVENTED you. bitchass. fuck you fucker. hope you have fun with your friends and your stupid fucking hair.
From: ABC
To: Niko
I felt so safe when I looked at you. I really wish you were still around. I'm going through some really painful stuff, and I know that you would make everything feel okay even just for a moment
From: ABC
To: Niko
I don´t know when I realized you were my soulmate, I love every conversation even though we are miles apart. I know we will never have a chance I wouldn´t dare to ruin our friendship. I don´t know when I found out you were my soulmate, but I already made peace with that thought. You are my best friend and I wouldn´t change a thing.
From: ABC
To: Niko
We have not talked in years, but I still feel like you are the person that knows me best.I wish we could be friends
again.
From: ABC
To: Niko
I didnât stop talking to you cause donât care about you. I decided that when you called me Fat behind my back knowing about my ED.
From: ABC
To: Niko
I hate how much I still think about us I haven't felt any affection ever since we broke up and it pisses me off because I would love to feel affection again but life hasn't given that to me yet but I think we broke up for the better because it really showed the real us and how toxic we can be but its weird because when we were together we weren't toxic at all and that why I miss what we had I just miss what we had because you actually showed me what it's like to be in a good loving relationship even tho we don't talk and you probably hate me right now but I still hope you receive the best in life
From: ABC
To: Niko
Sabes quien sos. Mientras mĂĄs pasa el tiempo mĂĄs me doy cuenta que te sigo queriendo, extraĂąo lo que pudimos haber sido hace aĂąos, pero eramos muy pequeĂąos. Si lees esto, demonos otra oportunidad, por favor.
From: ABC
To: Niko
My feelings for you are so strong but I will never have the courage to admit that to you. Sometimes our eyes meet and all the feelings rush back to me. You come to me in my dreams, and it feels too real. I cry sometimes when I realize you'll probably never feel the same. We've been friends for 11 years. You mean everything to me.
I wish I could just lean over the front seat and kiss you on those drives home at night.
From: ABC
To: Niko
It was all for nothing. You lied to get it your way then moved on. I was left wondering what I did wrong.
From: ABC
To: Niko
I believed you and showed you everything. You lied and made me look stupid, to my friends and to myself.
From: ABC
To: Niko
I think youâre the closest I ever got to love. Iâm sorry I was too scared and move too slow. Youâve changed, and thatâs okay. But the part of you that had my heart is gone. Goodbye.
From: ABC
To: Niko
i really miss you, like more than i care to admit. iâm so sorry for being a pain in the ass just come back to me
From: ABC
To: Niko
i wish everything wasn't about u all the time. i want to grow and find comfort in things too. i can't help you anymore.
From: ABC
To: Niko
normally this is the color i feel when i think about you but you lead me on all the time you make me think i'm special you make me think i'm something i never want to hurt you i would never say this to you because it would break you and that would break me but you hurt me so much. i want to grow. i want to get into things. you hold me back but you act like i'm growing. i'm tired. i'm exhausted. i'm something to you but also nothing. i've invested my everything into you. i hurt so much. i want to grow away but it would break me. i'm so lost.
From: ABC
To: Niko
mislila sam stvarno da ce nesto bit izmedu nas no nije. Imala sam nade i ti si me drzo ko krpu na stolu. davao si mi laznu nadu i slomio mi srce, ali boli me kurac. nasla sam si puno boljeg decka s kojim zapravo imam nade velike. goni se ;)
From: ABC
To: Niko
please just get out of my mind. i tried to love you, i tried to hate you, i tried to let you go, and i still can't forget. i just wanna feel free. i don't even know what freedom feels like, i've been controlled for nearly two decades and i'm not gonna let you control my thoughts as well. did you forget about me? did you break the one promise you made? i don't really care anymore, but if you did then i should be able to forget about you too. it's not fucking fair. i would've given you everything but all you did was take, so i walked away before you could take too much, praying you'd heal the broken pieces of your emotions eventually and come back someday. maybe i was wrong. i waited for months until i couldn't care about you anymore without hurting myself. it's funny, i know you'll be back eventually, i just don't know if it'll be too late by the time you wake up. sometimes, i wish i could heal you, but i'm afraid of you now. you once said you understood my value, but made it clear that you couldn't match it. if you truly understood it, you wouldn't have done what you did. i can't change the past, though. you made your choice, so i made mine. now i'm just lost. i don't know if i ever meant anything to you, but it doesn't matter anymore. i can't decide whether to move on or fix this, but it's not my mess to fix so there's nothing i can do. i healed the parts within myself that lead up to what happened between us, the jealousy and insecurity. i realized my worth. but if you can't see it, we're never going to be more than acquaintances, just like we were last year.
From: ABC
To: Niko
i wish you realized how much i needed you. i miss you and i'm sorry for not being enough for you.
From: ABC
To: Niko
im horrible & im not sure how you still love me anyways, you deserve more, so much more, my love
From: ABC
To: Niko
I hope wherever you are, you're mind is at peace. Love you my darling.
From: ABC
To: Niko
I love you with all my heart mees im so happy to say im yours
From: ABC
To: Niko
I miss our bond, please comeback.., u still showing up in my dreams.
From: ABC
To: Niko
No matter what this life has in store for us you will always have my heart
From: ABC
To: Niko
I love you, I always will. You were the person who made me believe in love again. Please come back
From: ABC
To: Niko
I wrote a whole paragraph abt you but character limit hah love u cubey
From: ABC
To: Niko
I'm sorry for how things have happened. I love you. I miss your dog. Tell him I said hi. Goodbye
From: ABC
To: Niko
u will always have a special place in my heart, im sorry if i messed up. ill miss u, handsome
From: ABC
To: Niko
i feel so connected to you, i can't explain it. i'll be here if you ever come back, my sweet boy.
From: ABC
To: Niko
I feel like such a bad friend, I love you so much but I donât deserve you
From: ABC
To: Niko
i want u????????????pls dont leave me on sent i genuinely like u. too scaredto lock in so this is my sign
From: ABC
To: Niko
i know i messed up but i wanna lyk that i enjoyed every second with you pookie
From: ABC
To: Niko
You told me you wanted to marry her and I was happy for you. I wish I knew if you ever loved me.