I want to tell you I love you, but I don’t want to scare you away. A piece of my heart will always be devoted to you.

I hope ur doing well stay safe for me even if u don't feel the same way I wish the best for u bubba?

release it. Seriously, nothing good will come from trying to reconnect with him. You'll always get hurt whether he causes the pain himself or u hurt urself pursuing an unrealistic end goal.

i miss you alot, i miss what we had. everything i do just reminds me of you. please give us another chance.

It was never love. You manipulated me into thinking it was though. I guess that’s what I get for having a kind soul. You fucking suck.

we have bin texting for a year now, I have strong feelings for you but you have never asked me if I wanted to hang out sometime.

u say u like me too but then stay with her. why? don't u think me lingering in ur head for 3 years means something?

you say you like me back but then stay with her. why? i've lingered in your head 3 years rent free. doesn't that mean something to you?

i think i like you but i will never know if it’s just because i like people for the attention they give me

thank you for calling me everyday while i was in the hospital. i’m sorry i couldn’t show enough love.

i wish you knew how safe you make me feel. when i’m with you i feel like i’m in a bed of clouds and nothing can hurt me.

it wasn't until i saw you propose to someone else that i realized it was really over

be good to her.

What hurt most was that I didn’t tell you I was falling for you, not that you fell for my best friend

i love you. i still do. even i don't want to. i know you more than i know myself. for eight years. i did everything for you. you were my everything. my every word. my favorite song. i did everything for you but you didn't even say i 'like' you. but i told you that i love you every single day. i know it is hard for you. but i never taught that you hated me. i am sorry to your ego. but i think i should take a time for myself. because you wanted to. even you said forever, it is not infinitive. at least i hope. you are bad for me. you are the worst. you are the reason i hate myself. but i would never hate you. even i am not a single taught in your mind. fuck you. i cannot stop thinking of you. your hate is amountless. i didn't know it was for me, too.

What hurt most was that I didn’t tell you I was falling for you, not that you fell for my best friend.

I’ve never felt this way. In the romcom of your life I’m the character tripping over myself trying to impress you.

i dont even know bro i just miss you. you changed a lot . you dont even text me and when you do it doesnt seem like you. i just miss you and think about you all the time:/ anyways have a good life .

Why are you ignoring me? You put the biggest smile on my face and now you're acting like you don't know me?

Did you stop talking to me because of how I act? I would literally change everything about me for you.

You are the last person I should like. Liking one of your best friends ex boyfriends is a big no no, but still its really happening. You aren’t a good boyfriend by any means, you get butt hurt easily is an issue when i joke by making fun of people i love, you are dramatic, and just as self absorbed as me. Yet all i can think about is watching movies, going on drives, and spending all my days and nights with you. It would sacrifice my friendship with c, all my friends would think you are hot, e would probably flirt with you right in front of me, and e is basically convinced that you would never like me, and that she would get you before me. I am just going to start going after what i want, i will make emends with c, and e can get all of the other boys, i just want you. We have the same humor, ur taller then me, we get along so good. Flirt with me not just in spanish but the whole day. I want to consume your thoughts just as you do mine. I just want you so bad words cannot describe.

Hi, I just know that we don't talk anymore and i'm so sorry for all the damage i did to you,i'm really happy that you are okay now and thank you for the moments we spend togheter, I hope some day you forgive me, i love u. ps: I still remender our song, but now its just a song and there is no pain in it.

today, i collected the parcel you sent to me returning the anniversary gift i was supposed to give you. this is the last time i will receive something from you.

You made me feel like old friends when we first met. Even though we never dated I feel like I’m in love with you still.

I dreamt of you, and it felt so real, so at home... I miss you but I'll never contact you ever again. And that should be fine

I see you everywhere. I feel you everywhere. You're every thought I have. I wonder, do I ever cross your mind or heart at all? I still love you. I wish you still loved me.

I am sick of never beeing enough for you . You only go after the girls whit a nice body and wonder why you end up beeing heartbroken . I could have health all of your wounds but it's to late now . I waited years for you but I am to tired.

it kills me what i did to you. my heart still hurts and i miss you forever. i love you entirely. even now. you’re my world

its been months since we lasted talked but i still think ab you everyday i miss you and i love you forever

I try to tell myself that I’m not in love with you anymore but sometimes actions speak louder than words. I think I’ll always be hopelessly and tragically in love with you and I hope you realise that.

I never thought I could miss a person so much and for that long.
I know we never dated but you made me feel special. But you make a lot of girl feel special, not only me and i found out about it way too late;).
Even though you only played I still answer your texts(when you text me once again but left me on read in the end). I think that I'll never forget you and will always answer your texts even though I know how stupid I am.

I feel like you don’t genuinely care about her, but I’m starting to think you stopped caring about me anyways

i'm crying so much because of you and you? You just played a game and now dont care about me. And when i'm slowly getting over you, you text me again and make me hopes and in the end I'm left on read AGAIN and very sad.

Even though this isn’t really a first love I do have a lot to say to you. Why would you even lead me on? I literally told you how I got hurt, did everything to keep you happy and I still got nothing in return. When we where “ dating” I was happy, I didn’t even know who what’s his face was, i was in love with you. Then days came closer to the day you where leaving. I had a horrible gut feeling that’s i knew what was going to happen. Then it turned out it did, you broke me... I had to move on then I did but I fell right back to the hole. We talked and talked and i felt some connection again and maybe think it was going to work out... till I found out you had a girl in a different country all along. I confort you and i was shocked but I still talked to you and tried to convince myself we where friends. till it kept growing. We did things but it came to a point where it felt like you where using me. I started going to a bad place because of you but you thought it was because of someone else, which I made you think. Today you left and it made my heart shatter to know you will be forgetting about me and fall in love with who you are really in love. I hope she treats you better than I could of done. I just wasn’t good enough for you and I’m sorry. You say you will talk to me and will not forgot me but I know that isn’t the case. I trust you but at the same time I don’t. I will always love you. thank you for always being there for me. You want someone else and need to accept that and move on with my life and stunt on you. I hope you won’t forget who I am .

I did love you and that’s what scared me. It also scared me that someone could love me again as much as you did. I’m sorry

I loved you so much it broke me. But you clearly never felt the same because you didn't even realise what was happening to me.

you know i like you more than i hate you. i wish you could tell me how you actually feel. idk if you like me but i hope you do. you told me you liked me and you loved me. you kept kissing me and you kept hugging me/pulling me in, every time i would move away you would tell me to stop and get closer to you. but you were drunk so i’m not sure if you like me or even love me.

when u kissed me and i didnt kiss u back thats what keeps me up at night thinking about what i couldve done to keep you close. u said ud be with me forever but ig it was my fault

when you would hug me i would feel so at home. i would go to a different universe. i miss you so much.

I think I have become blind to your faults. everyone else can see them, yet when they are pointed out to me I see nothing. only the things that make you more yourself. it pains me because I wish I could see you as everyone else does. I wish that to me you were just as average as you are to everyone else, because maybe then it would be easier to let you go. this has never been easy for me, loving you. it’s my achilles heel so to speak. I feel as if I am going insane day by day. the worst is when I see you with her. you ignore all of her very very many faults, as I do yours. I see you look at her with the same gleaming eyes I see look at me. I wish this feeling would just go away, but I fear it may never go away. after all it’s been 5 years of knowing you. yes the feelings I had have faded, and turned to hatred even at times; yet they have never fully vanished. my only hope is that some day they do.

B, u are my first love and i don’t know if i want love after u. u broke my heart and when you left you took a part of me that i’ll never get back. ur toxic but i love you and i’m learning to not need you anymore. i’m learning to be me without you. i miss you but i don’t want you back but i kinda do. i want you to take time to grow up and become a good person... then i hope the universe sends you back to me because i love who you were before you became a person i hate now

I pretend I dont care about anything and that nothing affects me but i do and it does a lot. i wait for it all to hit me at once at which point i cant bring myself to do much even text u (which is my favorite thing to do :) ) I guess what im getting at is im sorry im so distant sometimes. im just so so scared of making u hate me. i realize by doing this im pushing u away and im so fucking sorry i so badly wish i wasnt. please dont let me make u go i need u so much u make everything feel better. we talk so much less now but i still lighten up when i see ur username pop up.

do u rlly mean everything that u said ?
abt my face , my hair , my voice , my eyes. my everything. and those ily , imy and

I really like you but you'll never like me back. I really want you and I feel empty when we're apart. I know we'll always just stay best friends but if there's any chance you see this, search up your name and look for the sage green message that was submitted on the 23rd of dec.
-R (clue: I submitted these messages in your favourite colours.)

I still think about you a lot. I hate to say it but i miss you lol. I never forgot about you. You never left my mind. More importantly, I still love you.

We’ve never met in person bc you’re in the other side of the lake, but im imagining the future with you

I've always liked you from the moment we met. I tried to impress you but you just never saw it. I tried to get over you but the feelings got worse. You had a girlfriend, so I backed off. You guys broke up, and I crushed more. Give me a sign B.

my heart hasn’t felt whole in so long. im so sorry. i love you so much. im just sorry for all of it. it kills me

I don’t know what I hate more, you or the fact that I still get butterflies when your name pops up on my phone.

just because i ended the toxic cycle doesn’t mean i don’t love and miss you. i’ll always love and miss you

I love you. i loved you for two years now but never had the confidence to tell u. im too self insecure. ur too good for me and id never really be good enough.