Unsent messages to B

you made me so happy, but i deserve better. there's so many things i let slide because i wanted it to work. little did i know it would end over you not being able to do the most basics of basics. it sucks. i found out u went back to your ex. im not surprised, more confused and hurt. what was the point?

i didnt think it was possible to fall in love with someone just like that. You wanted me i didnt want you. this cycle continued for a year - painful. now its over no more chase. it all ended with you blocking me. i hate you but i love you. ill always think about you because ill always wanna know what couldve happened if we did work out. I miss you and its only been a week. SOmetimes i fear thta the love i have for you is only one way which i hope isnt. i pray to see you soon but until then goodbye

I wish you would've been a bit more honest with me

there was a lot that needed to be said but I guess things are better left unsaid

i miss you, every day. i wish ou loved me the way i loved you. i needed you and you and you left me.
we never had anything serious, but you really meant a lot to me

you are my soulmate, and will always be. "they always come back to each other" remember you said that? you came back to me, and now i'm coming back to you. i miss you so much, see you soon angel. i'm so sorry. ps; i still feel the spark. - your fave one direction nerd

I keep reading about how you should find the imperfections to stop loving a person. I genuinely cant find anything.

it’s been 2 years already, i haven’t heard nor seen you since. I always get vivid thoughts about you ever once in a while and it breaks my heart. it hasn’t been the same ever since you left but i hope your doing well. i still love you.

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ich weis nicht wie ich das jz richtig rüber bringen kann aber ey ich mag dich echt so gerne und es tut so verdammt weh zu wissen das es bei dir nicht so ist. Seit dem du da bist ist alles irgendwie anders, besser. Ich hab Angst dich zu verlieren, aber will auch irgendwie Kontakt abbrechen um mich selber wieder zu finden. Sag mir bitte einfach ob wir Freunde sind oder da die Möglichkeit entsteht dass es mehr ist. Ich weis ich bin nicht mehr lange hier, aber ich will die Zeit genießen. Mit dir. Ich kann mir einfach nicht vorstellen das all das, die Telefonate, die Komplimente, die Nächtelangen Gespräche nichts wert sind. Irgendwas muss da doch sein. Oder passt was an mir nicht? Ich hab das Gefühl ich bin einfach nur etwas gegen deine Langeweile. Man ich brauch dich auf eine weise, die ich nicht beschreiben kann.

I hate you.You left when I needed someone the most and you're still not here.Fuck you but still I miss you "ping pong master"

i fell in love with you in the most unexpected time. sadly, you were already in love with someone else.

did i ever like you or did i just want to feel something again. in the end i was nothing, and all that was brought to me was pain. im sorry.

I really wish we ended up together. I'm so sorry I wasn't ready for you and your greatness. Now I know we'll never be the same again no matter how many damn times we try

You have a gf now. And while it breaks my heart a little I couldn’t be happier that you found someone that make you smile

I really had so much hope for us, but I hope that life treats you right. I miss our friendship more than everything in the world.

I fought that hard for a reason.. I didn’t want to let go this early. I wanted u for longer, way longer. I’m sorry that I couldn’t help u, but I wish you could have thought of me a little more. Seeing u every day hurts, but I push it back. I still have the same feeling for u, I still listen to songs and think of you. I still smell certain smells or say certain things and think of only you. I know what’s meant to be will come back, I sure as hell hope you’re meant to be. Because there is so much more I want to do with you..

i didnt know i could like you, i thought we can just be friends. but the way you out my head on youre shoulder, and just the way you were talking to me at the skatepark. i actually i like. and i miss you, and i know im probably gonna see you tomorrow but i just really like you now. but god i fucking hate that i like you

i have no idea what i want to happen between us but i know i want something to happen, so do something

It's too bad that I never asked you out because now I see that you are with someone else. That could've been me.

I have a feeling you only said that to me out of pity. u never really liked me in that way. it's not ur fault tho. it just hurt how much u lead me on and I was dumb enough to believe u. and at the end of the day thats on me.

damn bro i miss u. will never not think about you. why'd u leave again. i need to stop trusting you but its like i cant stop myself. you said theres something different about me . bruh text me. request me. call me. ask a friend how im doing. anything. i just want to talk to you again. na man u changed theres nothing wrong with that its just like i miss you and i want something to be mad about you. i dont wanna keep thinking about you i dont wanna keep thinking youre going to hit me up one day even when youre not. i miss you. i see youve been working on some stuff i actually never thought youve been into. its really good i have heard stuff from people. hope you succeed. hope you achieve everything you want. hope you are happy. have a nice life.

No one knows my lingo like you did, and you told me they’ll have to get use to it... I don’t want them to is the thing

I know it’s been a while but I miss you. You were my world and that was ripped away. Everyday I think about you even though I know you never do. The sad thing is I would take you back in a heartbeat. I miss you, but shouldn’t. Love C

youll never know how much i love you even though I haven't met you, you gave me a reason to wake up in the morning and no longer hate living

i wish my love was enough to keep us together, & i wish it was strong enough to bring u back 2 me.

you make me happy. you make me weak. i am completely in love with you yet you’re in love with someone else.

You left me for no damn reason. I really liked you but you couldn't take it that I didn't want to be in a relationship after coming back from being sick for three weeks. I was stressed out. I was sick for three weeks, had loads of work, had to see my dad, go on a plane (I'm scared of planes), and see my friends especially you. Now you like two people and one of them is my friends. I know this because the only girls you talk to are them and you talk to them the way you would talk to me. The other one has a boyfriend. Also, you look at them the way you would look at me the way we would look at each other. I hope you realize that I miss you and I want my best friend back. Doubt it will happen but I can wish. You meant a lot to me and you just left me because I wanted to talk to you. You clearly didn't have the time and yet all of a sudden you have time for those girls and yet I want you back. I think I should be done with you. You were rude to me and didn't care about me. I thought I could trust you but you left as nothing happened. So this is now a goodbye message. I'm done with you until you think you can mature up. Goodbye bitch you can't handle this. Oh yeah good luck with a girl who has a boyfriend and the other one who is way out of your league bitch.

I know it sounds harsh but sometimes I regret having met you. Things would’ve been easier for both of us.

you're the reason i know what genuine love feels like. even if it pains me, i will always love you with every bit of love i have.

I'm sorry about the way things ended. I should have told you how I really felt and how I still feel. I love you and I think I always will. I think about what I could have done different everyday. I haven't been able to let go of you but I think it is finally time. We might not have been meant to be but I will always have feeling for you.

break my heart. do it. id let you do it over & over again. i wouldnt want anyone else to break my heart.

youve been on my mind recently. im not sure why, but i really really miss u. ill never act on it, i will always wish u the best. i love you.

I never knew I could feel that way about someone. I wish there was nothing in the way. You made me feel cared for in the most unique way ever. I still wish I could be with you, but I will move on. One day.

You have no idea how sad I am. I'm losing myself and you can't even tell. I can't do this anymore, I'm breaking down and you don't care. You don't see me

just because i ended the toxic cycle doesn’t mean i don’t love and miss you. i’ll always love and miss you

I've always liked you from the moment we met. I tried to impress you but you just never saw it. I tried to get over you but the feelings got worse. You had a girlfriend, so I backed off. You guys broke up, and I crushed more. Give me a sign B.

We’ve never met in person bc you’re in the other side of the lake, but im imagining the future with you

I still think about you a lot. I hate to say it but i miss you lol. I never forgot about you. You never left my mind. More importantly, I still love you.

Even though this isn’t really a first love I do have a lot to say to you. Why would you even lead me on? I literally told you how I got hurt, did everything to keep you happy and I still got nothing in return. When we where “ dating” I was happy, I didn’t even know who what’s his face was, i was in love with you. Then days came closer to the day you where leaving. I had a horrible gut feeling that’s i knew what was going to happen. Then it turned out it did, you broke me... I had to move on then I did but I fell right back to the hole. We talked and talked and i felt some connection again and maybe think it was going to work out... till I found out you had a girl in a different country all along. I confort you and i was shocked but I still talked to you and tried to convince myself we where friends. till it kept growing. We did things but it came to a point where it felt like you where using me. I started going to a bad place because of you but you thought it was because of someone else, which I made you think. Today you left and it made my heart shatter to know you will be forgetting about me and fall in love with who you are really in love. I hope she treats you better than I could of done. I just wasn’t good enough for you and I’m sorry. You say you will talk to me and will not forgot me but I know that isn’t the case. I trust you but at the same time I don’t. I will always love you. thank you for always being there for me. You want someone else and need to accept that and move on with my life and stunt on you. I hope you won’t forget who I am .

its been months since we lasted talked but i still think ab you everyday i miss you and i love you forever

You are the last person I should like. Liking one of your best friends ex boyfriends is a big no no, but still its really happening. You aren’t a good boyfriend by any means, you get butt hurt easily is an issue when i joke by making fun of people i love, you are dramatic, and just as self absorbed as me. Yet all i can think about is watching movies, going on drives, and spending all my days and nights with you. It would sacrifice my friendship with c, all my friends would think you are hot, e would probably flirt with you right in front of me, and e is basically convinced that you would never like me, and that she would get you before me. I am just going to start going after what i want, i will make emends with c, and e can get all of the other boys, i just want you. We have the same humor, ur taller then me, we get along so good. Flirt with me not just in spanish but the whole day. I want to consume your thoughts just as you do mine. I just want you so bad words cannot describe.

i dont even know bro i just miss you. you changed a lot . you dont even text me and when you do it doesnt seem like you. i just miss you and think about you all the time:/ anyways have a good life .

I hope ur doing well stay safe for me even if u don't feel the same way I wish the best for u bubba?

you came and you left. the world had not changed. I had not changed. yet nothing would ever be the same.

I don't even know what I'm holding onto or if I even want it. We wouldn't work but I can't seem to let it go.

I don't think you realize how much I love you... I don't know how to tell you because i'm scared you won't say it back or feel the same way. The last 6 months have been amazing and i'm scared to lose you because you make me so happy and i'm scared to lose this happiness. You make me feel ways no one else can, you make me feel safe in your arms and when you hold my hand I feel loved. All our pointless drives around town make me happy. You can always make me laugh and smile with your terrible dance moves. You have made me more happy in these 6 months then anyone in the past 3 years...

You. Just you. You were my world, and to this day you still are. You will always be my person even though I am not yours. I continue to pray for blessings in your life, even though I am no longer in it.

im sorry i made such a fucking mess trying to replace what i lost with u instead of just telling u i need u back

You came closer to me than everyone else I've ever met and we've never even hugged. I hope you know all the things I can't tell you.

I don’t want to forget what I’m feeling today. I wish I could just pour it in a bottle and carry it always.

I think he actually likes me. it’s been so long since someone liked me. you made me forget that I was like able.