You'll never know that you taught me there is love all around. You are so special, and you never give yourself enough credit.

I miss my best friend. I think about you often and hope you are the happiest you have ever been. Love you forever.

Im sorry that our friendship didn't last as long as we had hoped. I knew that you no longer accepted who I was and that hurt me the most.

As much as you broke my heart, you taught me how to love. For that, I’m forever grateful. I’ll always have love for u my darling. I haven’t talked to you in a very long time. I haven’t reached out because I think that’s what’s best for both of us. Who knew we would’ve ended up breaking each other’s hearts in the end. Our love was something else wasn’t it. I hope you are well.

you broke me. you told lie after lie about me and blamed me for it. you ruined my reputation. you bullied me, claimed you didn’t know me. you never asked once about me. you forced me to come out, you fucked everything up. i understand i was in the wrong at times. but i am not the only one to say that being friends with you was a mistake. you are manipulative and then call others the same. you are beyond toxic, you do whatever you want and think it’s ok because you’re “different”. you’re different in a bad way. shit won’t always be easy for you. stop being a shitty friend. stop being a shitty person. stop telling lie after lie and claiming you didn’t do shit, and then blaming it on your mental health. you fucking hurt people regardless of if you like it or not. you are scum. i wish i never met you.

this is for when youre sad and scrolling through here again i love you forever maddie mae its gonna be okay

ur my best friend,
I like you but I don't have the balls to ever tell you. I wish u wouldn't joke about kissing me and just do it.

i wish i didn't view you in a different light after what happened. You really were the source of my happiness.

MADDIE!! it's me (he split the crew...) i hope your doing well! IT'S ALMOST CHRISTMAS!!! ok snap me if u find this g o r g e o u s
ok bye

hi maddie,
i miss u. i wish we still talked and i know we've gone our separate ways now but i hope ur doing well

I hope you never have to feel the pain that I felt, and that I can take away as much as possible. I haven't actually said this to you yet but I love you

You deserve better than you are treated. Your soul is so bright. You are loved by so many people, even those who don’t say it. I love you. I hope you know I still remember those times we shared and I will never forget them like you said, I miss you and I’m coming back for you. I love you with all my heart.

i wish you were here right now, i miss you so much, like every day it gets worse, i feel so bad for not saying goodbye to you before you went on that trip, i love you so much and theres so much that i wish i could tell you, like relationship problems, ever since we were little you always sort of knew how to solve every problem, like when we were 9 and i bashed my face i the concrete because i was riding too fast, you knew exactly what to do, i just dont get it, why did it have to be you, i really wish i said bye to you, on your birthday me and philip hung out, i cried to him for hours, he doesnt really understand all of my problems and he was a bit rude, but its his way of showing love, hes always been like that, ever since we were kids, people at our school are shipping us again , i hate it so much, why cant people just understand that were just friends, he misses you so much too, he doesnt say it, but trust me he does. also me and that boy i told you about are still together, i really like him, like a lot, you would like him too, im sort of starting to become like him almost as if im copying his personality, im not mad about it though, hes pretty cool and nice, its weird that he likes me though because ive always been this really shy, innocent girl and i never attract guys, its always my body, i hope its different this time. bye for now, i love you -your best friend

i didnt know the day we would stop being friends would ever come. i miss you. i wish i could take it all back. thank you for evreything, i love you and i hope you are doing well.

You make me feel so special, I wish i could be closer to you but i'm scared, please give me a little more time. and I love you more than you can ever imagine.

you were my closet friend and i always knew it was too good to be true. just like i expected, you ruined everything for me, i am no longer happy around you and you make me miserable and yet i still love you and cant let you go

you’ll always be my best friend. the serena to my blair. the paris to my nicole. the sun to my moon. i still miss you

i hope you know how amazing you are and how many people love you. dont ever let the sad things take away your happiness

cheers to a relationship full of shitty sex! you deserve it babe, btw she isnt me& she never will be

what do u mean u don’t get why i broke up with you. you tweeted abt me every day saying u didn’t think we’d last. and that fucked me up. sorry u cant understand how things u do affect others. and then u call me toxic? i have to laugh its so stupid, maybe don’t tweet abt everything and talk to people abt how you’re feeling. you were obviously insecure in the relationship, we could all tell. fuck u and i hope u saw the selfies i posted on twt in the hoodie u bought me. u deserved the roblox breakup

you will forever be my first love. when i said i love you the last time and u didn’t that hurt. hugging you for the last time
broke my heart more than anything. i miss you and your family so much, especially ur dogs

You never reached out when I was at an obvious low in my depression. I gave so much in our friendship and got nothing in return. I'm still pissed you bullied me into apologizing for telling you what you said made me uncomfortable. I stopped reaching out to you because I was always the one to text first and then I wouldn't get a response for days. It didn't even feel like you wanted me to be your friend.So I stopped, and assumed maybe you would eventually reach out. And you didn't. Which makes our friendship feel incredibly superficial and like I was putting so much into something so one-sided.Some part of me assumed we'd go back to normal, but then you wrote that thing and blocked me and talked about shit behind my back. Like why? Why did you think that was okay? Why didn't you ever reach out? It was not my responsibility, especially concerning my past mental state, to be the one in charge of our entire friendship.

your one of my best friends ever. we have been through everything together. sad to say I’m not yours.

You made me feel things nobody else made me feel and I still think about you I wanted you but you didn’t want me and that’s okay even though it’s been 2 years I’m still trying to move on :)

that one time after over a year of falling out, we just laughed together and all the memories came back. you were my bestest friend and i miss you.

The colour of the shirt you wore under a denim dress on a date in Starbucks last May. I remember. I love you, you may not realise it but I do. I just can't be with you now. I'm not sure why, I have some borders that I need to cross first. I love you, I want you, to feel you, to be with you.
I'm sorry.
O.

you’re my best friend and still are, i wouldn’t say that i'm hung up on you. i just know that i won’t ever stop loving you.

you make me so worried when u don't tell me that ur ok I constantly think ur hurt of sm1 has passed away

thank you for everything. except taking her. and being the first girl i liked, def hurt lol, this doesn’t make any sense does it.

well.

thanks.

im sorry. im such an asshole for everything. i shouldn't have shut you or everyone else out. i was at the lowest point in my life and i felt like i had to leave everyone before they got the chance to leave me. if i could go back in time and keep our friendship alive, trust me, i would do it in a heartbeat. i miss you lots and i love you. please remember that.

I honestly don’t understand how you lead me on and let me fall for you thinking you were falling for me too it just sucks you know I really thought we were going to be together for a long time it hurts to this day but I’m getting over you already it makes me happy that I can move on but it’s just so fucked up of you to do that and I hope no one else gets hurt like that

I don't know if you just sat there and gave her your phone. But those text messages hurt regardless. You were someone who I truly cared for. I miss you from time to time.

I loved you. I would've done anything for you and then you just went and stabbed me in the back. I wish one day you'll realize the pain and emotions I feel.

Maddie, what the hell. I stuck with you forever. I really fucked up my mental health just to be with you. I showed so often how much I cared for you. I valued your life more than my own. But I guess that was still not enough for you and now we're done. Thanks for the shitty year!

you are truly one of the best people i have ever met. i dont know where i would be without you. you are kind, loving, beautiful, and so much more. so thankful for you

Maddie, you’re really fun to talk to and you’re really nice to me, I hope to be your friend and have more conversations with you.

i love you so much. i cant wait to spend my days with you. i fall in love with you more everyday! it’s incredibly what love can do to someone. you make me feel so happy and safe! i miss you so much.. i just want you to kiss me again... fuck. i really miss you! i want to see you again. you are literally perfect for me. you are everything i’ve always wanted. thank you for being here. i love you kitten (:

I watched the spark drain from your eyes. You’ve never left my head. Even after 3 months of 0 contact.

don’t let your loneliness make you reconnect with toxic people. you shouldn’t drink poison just because you’re thirsty. wait a little and water will appear.

fuck you im so ruined but everything i do i still do with you in mind because i love you and i miss you every day and you mean the absolute world to me and i’m sorry i couldn’t make u happy

why? i wish you could've been more open with me. i wish i had known what was going on, maybe then things could have been salvaged. what happened was for the best though, right? anyway, i hope things go your way, and you find people who make you happy. no matter what you might think, you deserve the most genuine form of happiness. i'm sorry i wasn't the one to give it to you.

Hey Maddie!

I hope you're doing well. I hope you've found a roommate who isn't terrible. I hope i can hear from you soon, because i care about you so, so much, and i'm scared to say it, because i don't think you feel the same. i don't blame you! but i just hope, if anything, you can message me and tell me how your day was. that's all I can ask for.

i hope i get to see you in november!

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hey shawty! it's your fav homo. i'm here to say yr one of my best friends and youre swag even though youre tall i guess its not your fault xoxo your mom smells and you should move in because we are both hot and mentally unstable

hii for real tho i dont know you very well but ur really nice! i wish u could vc with us more often bc id like to get to know u better :)

i don’t think i’ll ever forgive myself for not being able to realize your struggles. you mean everything to me and i can’t lose you.

Lets just pretend I didn't care either, maybe it will ease the pain for me, but we both know that isn't true..

hey it’s my birthday lol, i miss you so much and i wish you were here, there’s so much going on right now, i am trying to convince myself that i’m getting better but i’m honestly not, i had the worst day ever and i’ve just been in a bad mood all day and i haven’t really texted anyone because i don’t wanna lash out on them, they don’t deserve to be lashed out on for no reason and i feel so bad and it makes me feel like a terrible person because deep down i’m a good person but when i act like this it just messes everything up. philip texted me today, he asked how i was doing and how my day was, i told him about the concert and he’s really happy for me, i wish you were here because you always gave the best advice and i have been needing it lately, like me and this boy i’ve been telling you about, i feel like he doesn’t like me, but i always think that no matter what, he’s too good for me and he doesn’t deserve me at all, and i feel bad for him because i act like a bitch all the time and i can’t help it. i miss you so much maddie and i wish you were here - your best friend:).

I still don't know
why you hate me. I was always there for you, unlike the people you hang out with now :/

Hey! Idk if you’d see this, but I wanna let you know you’re so amazing and I’ll never leave you. I’m so proud of you and I’ll love you forever

I miss you so much even though i know it’s better we are apart but thank you so much for helping me grow